141: She always felt like she had betrayed him
"Lao Tzu treats you as a brother, that's what the hell did you do to me?" Ning Suihe grabbed Sheng Chiyao's neckline: "You don't feel a little guilty when you watch her being tortured? But if you do something, her child won't die! Sheng Chiyao, that's how the you like her? Lao Tzu is really blind to follow you——"
"I'm sorry about that. Sheng Chiyao can fully understand Ning Suihe's disappointment.
He and Ning Suihe really knew each other from the time they wore open crotch pants.
Mixed up since childhood, Ning Suihe completely regarded him as a brother, and he would think about him in everything.
The incident itself was his fault, and now that it was finally revealed, he felt a sense of relief.
"It's because I'm so selfish, and I have a bad thought that caused her to suffer so much. I wanted to say it many times later, but it was too late. I've tried my best to make it up to her all these years, but I know that no matter what I do, there's no way I'll get that kid back. ”
Sheng Chiyao's voice was hoarse, "I'm sorry, Suihe." ”
"What the are you ......" Ning Suihe was even more angry by Sheng Chiyao's attitude,
He raised his fist and punched him hard.
This time, Sheng Chiyao was predicted.
However, he did not hide from it and quietly endured everything.
Ning Sui and this violent temper, of course they can't stand this kind of one-sided fight,
He fought more and more, and in the end, Sheng Chiyao coughed up blood directly.
After seeing Sheng Chiyao's blood dripping on the floor of the box, Ning Suihe finally calmed down.
He stopped his movements and looked at Sheng Chiyao coldly.
Sheng Chiyao clutched his chest and coughed for a while, then raised his eyes and glanced at Ning Suihe.
He knew that Ning Suihe was still worried about him.
The two of them have been together for almost thirty years, and he knows Ning Suihe better than anyone else.
Sheng Chiyao looked at Ning Suihe and reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth, looking a little embarrassed. "I'm fine. ”
"I don't care about you! It's best if you die!" Ning Suihe refused to admit it.
Sheng Chiyao was not angry either.
On the contrary, he was even somewhat relieved.
Ning Suihe can beat him and let out his temper, which means that after solving this problem, the two of them can continue to be friends.
Sheng Chiyao was not afraid of Ning Suihe losing his temper, nor was he afraid of Ning Suihe beating him.
What he was afraid of was the indifference of Ning Jiaoyi at the beginning.
For him, that was the deadliest form of revenge.
.........
Sheng Chiyao went to the bathroom in the box to rinse his mouth, and after coming out of the bathroom, he sat opposite Ning Suihe.
After Sheng Chiyao sat down, Ning Suihe asked him, "How did you know that pervert?"
Sheng Chiyao was stunned for a moment, "Who are you talking about?"
Ning Suihe: "Rongjing." He didn't arrange that?"
Sheng Chiyao was a little surprised: "How do you know?"
Ning Suihe: "I went to look for Kyaukjiao last night, she told me." ”
Sheng Chiyao: "......"
That's right, when Ning Suihe sees those photos, he will definitely go to Ning Jiaoyi as soon as possible.
In order to explain that matter to him, Ning Jiaoyi must have explained everything that had happened in the past.
Among them, of course, it also includes Rongjing's affairs.
Now that Ning Suihe already knew about Rong Jing, Sheng Chiyao didn't plan to hide anything anymore.
After pondering for a while, Sheng Chiyao asked Ning Suihe: "Didn't Jiaojiao tell you the specific things back then?"
Ning Suihe rolled her eyes: "Do you still want her to tell me specifics?"
Sheng Chiyao was choked for a moment, but he quickly understood what Ning Suihe meant.
Thinking about it, Ning Jiaoyi probably didn't mention the specific story to him.
"I was ...... Drink like a fish. Sheng Chiyao rubbed his eyebrows, "I happened to go out to socialize that day, I drank a lot, and when I came out, I passed by an alley, and she happened to be in danger." At the time, I thought it was Kyauk-kyauk. They look exactly the same. ”
"So you're lustful?" Ning Suihe snorted, her voice full of disdain: "I really don't understand you, if you really can't bear it so much, why did you endure it like that a few years ago? But if you chased her earlier, she wouldn't be with Fu Dingsi." ”
Sheng Chiyao's approach is completely outside the scope of Ning Suihe's understanding.
"I've asked myself this question many times. Sheng Chiyao smiled self-deprecatingly, "Maybe I'm too cowardly, afraid of being rejected by her." ”
"And then you find someone who is exactly like her to sleep with, and yours is yours. Ning Suihe sneered, "I think it's an excuse to admit mistakes, I don't believe that there can really be people in the world who look exactly like us." ”
Ning Jiaoyi's face is not something that others can grow casually.
"Their faces and voices are exactly the same. Sheng Chiyao told Ning Suihe the truth, "The face is according to her, and the voice is also learned from her." People who are not particularly familiar with it should not be able to tell the difference. ”
Ning Suihe: "You mean that you are not familiar with Jiaojiao, don't make excuses if you are lustful, as if someone else is forcing you to go." ”
Sheng Chiyao: "......"
Ning Suihe spoke too sharply.
How to say, the first time he did recognize the wrong person because he drank alcohol, and he was confused.
But then there was indeed selfishness.
People are selfish, he has liked Ning Jiaoyi for so many years, how can he not have any thoughts about this at all?
He's just more tolerant than ordinary people.
Suddenly encountering a person who looks exactly like her and has the same voice appears in front of him, he can't really be indifferent.
Besides, the woman was still so proactive at the time.
"Alright, you go on. Ning Suihe waved his hand, "What about the woman, where is she now?"
"I haven't been in touch since then, she's from Rongjing. Sheng Chiyao's expression became a little more serious, he thought of a possibility, and looked at Ning Suihe with a sinking face.
"We have to find her now. Ning Suihe saw Sheng Chiyao's expression, and knew that the two of them wanted to go together, "It will be very troublesome for this woman to stay, we can distinguish it, it doesn't mean that everyone can distinguish it." ”
They didn't know how many chips Rong Jing still had in his hands.
But what is certain is that according to Rongjing's character, he will definitely come to do things.
If he finds out this woman who is exactly the same as Ning Jiaoyi and creates some news, then public opinion will start to denounce Ning Jiaoyi again.
It was impossible for Ning Suihe to watch this kind of thing happen.
"You slept so many times back then, and you didn't leave a contact information?" Ning Suihe asked Sheng Chiyao again.
Sheng Chiyao: "......"
Ning Suihe deliberately made his heart congested, right?
Choked for a while, Sheng Chiyao said, "I'll try to find her." ”
"Okay, then you can do it, anyway, the sins you have created should also be solved by you. Ning Suihe was not polite to Sheng Chiyao at all.
**
After Fu Dingsi returned to China, he lived directly in the Expo Residence, and he had not returned to Xiyuan Villa.
After having dinner with Qin Feng and Zhou Jingkang in the evening, Fu Dingsi naturally followed Ning Jiaoyi back to the Expo Residence.
After entering the house, Ning Jiaoyi casually asked Fu Dingsi, "When will you move back?"
Ning Jiaoyi didn't plan to let Fu Dingsi live here all the time.
The two of them had just been photographed once, and the reporter must be staring at the two of them now.
If you really go in and out together and get photographed again, you will get into trouble again.
After all, no one could guess what Rong Jing's side would do next.
When Fu Dingsi heard Ning Jiaoyi ask, he walked up directly and blocked her, staring at her eyes: "You want me to move back?"
Ning Jiaoyi: "There should be a lot of reporters staring at us now. Even if there is no reporter, after you come back, Rongjing's people will most likely stare at you. Now none of us know what he's going to do next. To be on the safe side, you might as well move back first. ”
Ning Jiaoyi said this very rationally, as if she was analyzing a matter at work, without any personal feelings.
Fu Dingsi looked at Ning Jiaoyi's calm appearance, and felt a little uncomfortable.
Before, she relied on him.
Every time she separated, she couldn't wait to stick to him, and she couldn't bear to let him go.
Instead of calmly analyzing the pros and cons, as is the case now.
People are emotional creatures, and when it comes to intimacy, few can guarantee that they are 100% calm.
If it's too rational, then there's only one possibility – the feelings aren't that deep.
Fu Dingsi had a keen sense of smell, and he was already aware of this.
So, he stared at her for a long time without saying a word.
Ning Jiaoyi was not very comfortable being stared at by Fu Dingsi, she raised her hand and shook it in front of Fu Dingsi's eyes, "Why don't you speak?"
"I don't want to go back there. Fu Dingsi said this sentence without much warmth.
The West Garden Villa is essentially a place that belongs to that person, and he doesn't want to go and live in the house he has lived in.
As soon as Fu Dingsi said this, Ning Jiaoyi also reacted-
It seems that he really hates that person.
Ning Jiaoyi didn't know how to pick up his words, so she laughed dryly, and then said, "You should have other properties, it's better to move to another place." ”
Fu Dingsi minded so much, he definitely wouldn't go back to Xiyuan.
"Well, I'll start looking for a house tomorrow. Fu Dingsi still agreed to Ning Jiaoyi's proposal in the end.
Ning Jiaoyi nodded, "Then you can rest first, I'll go back to the room." ”
After Ning Jiaoyi said this, she was about to turn around and leave.
However, as soon as she took a step, she was pinched by Fu Dingsi's wrist.
"What's wrong?" Ning Jiaoyi turned her head to look at Fu Dingsi, with a little puzzlement in her eyes.
Fu Dingsi narrowed his eyes, with a bit of danger in his eyes: "You want to sleep separately from me?"
Ning Jiaoyi knew what he was thinking as soon as she looked at him.
She withdrew her hand, and her voice was a little helpless: "I'm a little tired today, I want to go to bed early." ”
"I didn't plan to separate from you. Fu Dingsi said it as a matter of course, "Husband and wife should sleep in the same bed." ”
Fu Dingsi's attitude was very strong, and Ning Jiaoyi was a little unaccustomed to him.
Habit...... What a terrible word.
When that person was still there, she had the final say on everything.
But the person in front of him, he has always been strong, and no one can change what he believes.
Ning Jiaoyi couldn't refuse him, so he could only let him sleep in his room at night.
But: "Don't mess around tonight." ”
There are some conditions that still have to be agreed in advance.
Fu Dingsi looked at her deeply and did not give any promises.
.........
Ning Jiaoyi and Fu Dingsi took a bath separately.
After taking a shower, the two men went to bed and lay down.
As soon as she lay down, Ning Jiaoyi was hugged into her arms by Fu Dingsi, and the bodies of the two of them were stuck together without any suspicion.
Ning Jiaoyi sensed the change in Fu Dingsi, she immediately turned her head to look at Fu Dingsi, and warned: "I said that I can't do it tonight-"
"What are you thinking?" Fu Dingsi looked at her innocently, "I just want to sleep with you in my arms." ”
Ning Jiaoyi: "......"
What is she thinking?
If he hadn't reacted so much, would she have thought wildly?
Ning Jiaoyi couldn't talk about him, for fear that something would happen if he continued to talk about it, so he simply shut up.
After Ning Jiaoyi quieted down, Fu Dingsi took out one hand to turn off the lamp at the bedside, and then continued to put his hand on her waist.
.........
Ning Jiaoyi was really sleepy, and fell asleep not long after turning off the lights.
And Fu Dingsi didn't feel sleepy for a long time.
By the moonlight, he looked down at the person in his arms, and his eyes were a little complicated.
She's not the same to him as she used to be.
Although he had only been back for a few days, the feeling was already very strong.
Fu Dingsi has the memory of her getting along with that personality in her head, and she won't be like this when she is in front of that person.
She is very active, so active that she doesn't talk like anything, and even talks about him from time to time.
He had never seen anything before.
He confessed that he was very jealous.
However, he seemed to be unable to do anything other than jealousy.
Because - that person has completely disappeared.
Competing with people who don't exist is the most humiliating thing.
.........
Ning Jiaoyi dreamed of that person again at night.
In the dream, they went back to when they had just gotten married.
He was a stinky, hard stone.
She kept teasing him, watching him eat deflated and fried hair, and laughing.
This dream is very happy,
When dreaming, the corners of Ning Jiaoyi's mouth kept rising.
The way she laughed all fell on Fu Dingsi's eyes.
Fu Dingsi saw Ning Jiaoyi's smile through the moonlight, and his eyes softened a lot.
He liked nothing more than to see her laugh.
When she laughs, it's very infectious, not the silly white sweetness of that little girl,
Her smile is bright and sexy, flamboyant, but not offensive.
He was initially attracted to her because of her smile.
Fu Dingsi thought of the first time they met, she was pushed out to greet him, and she laughed like this at the time.
At a glance, he was completely fallen.
Thinking of the past, Fu Dingsi hugged the person in his arms a little tighter again.
He lowered his head, ready to kiss her.
Just as his lips were about to be pressed together, he heard her dream talk.
"Fu Dingsi, are you shy?"
"If you don't obey me again, I'll kiss you, you give me a hurry. ”
"Tsk, blushing again, are you really an eighteen-year-old girl?"
The kiss that was supposed to fall was interrupted like this.
Fu Dingsi's body froze in mid-air, and he looked down at her with a complicated gaze.
He knew very well that this was not for him.
So...... Did she dream of that person?
They have only been married for a year, and the time they have spent together is only a month or two, has that person already occupied such an important place in her heart?
Such a person who does not understand the amorous feelings and repeatedly hurts her...... What is there to be nostalgic for?
Fu Dingsi was crazy with jealousy, and the hand holding her tightened unconsciously.
"Fu Dingsi, you are insane, you hurt me......"
In her sleep, she seemed to feel his movements, and scolded loudly.
Fu Dingsi realized his gaffe and slowed down his movements.
But he knew very well in his heart that this sentence was not addressed to him either.
Fu Dingsi smiled self-deprecatingly, what is this?
Eat your own vinegar yourself?
Speaking of it, it really makes people laugh off their big teeth.
He never thought that Ning Jiaoyi would really be tempted by that person.
Although he had always had the memory of that person and knew what Ning Jiaoyi was like in front of him, Fu Dingsi had always told himself that these were all for him.
She just used that person as a stand-in.
After Ning Jiaoyi woke up later, she did decisively divorce him-
He thought that was enough to prove everything.
But the dream words that Ning Jiaoyi inadvertently said just now completely broke his idea.
Psychologically speaking, people are most relaxed when they are asleep.
The words spoken at this time are closest to the thoughts of the subconscious.
.........
Fu Dingsi let go of Ning Jiaoyi, turned around and walked out of the bedroom.
He walked outside to the bathroom, his hands propped up on the sink and stared at the face in the mirror, his eyes scarlet.
**
After dreaming all night, Ning Jiaoyi woke up feeling tired.
The content of the dream was still very clear, and she clearly remembered that she had dreamed of that person again.
She smiled self-deprecatingly, what the hell is this?
When Ning Jiaoyi woke up, there was no one around.
Thinking about it, Fu Dingsi should have gotten up already, he always got up earlier than her.
Ning Jiaoyi got up from the bed and went to the bathroom to wash up, and then changed her clothes.
When she was sitting in front of the dresser and applying makeup, Fu Dingsi pushed the door and came in.
Ning Jiaoyi held the stucco in her hand and looked back.
Fu Dingsi has finished dressing, and he looks like he should have been up for a long time.
"What time did you get up?" Ning Jiaoyi chatted with him casually.
"Less than six o'clock. Fu Dingsi said. Ning Jiaoyi sighed, "What are you doing so early, you are really energetic." ”
"I went to buy duck blood vermicelli soup and glutinous rice siu mai, your favorite one, and came out to eat after putting on makeup. Fu Dingsi said.
After listening to his words, Ning Jiaoyi paused for a moment: "You ran so far early in the morning?"
That store is far from the Expo House, and it takes at least an hour to drive back and forth.
It's not very far, but it's not worth it if it's just for a breakfast.
Fu Dingsi smiled, not taking this matter to heart at all: "It's not far away, you hurry up and put on makeup and eat it while it's hot." ”
Ning Jiaoyi had an indescribable feeling in her heart.
Fu Dingsi was so good to her, so good that she felt a little guilty.
Especially when I think of that dream last night......
He returned, and she even dreamed of the man.
She always felt like she had betrayed him.
"I'll be waiting for you in the restaurant. After Fu Dingsi said this, he left first.
Ning Jiaoyi looked back at the mirror opposite, she stared at herself in the mirror for a long time-
Ning Jiaoyi, you can't think about him anymore.
She constantly hypnotizes herself.
Now that the person she had been thinking about had returned, why should she think about that stand-in.
Where can he compare to this Fu Dingsi?
The two of them are equally business-minded, but this Fu Dingsi has treated her a thousand times better.
No matter what she wants, he will try his best to hold it in front of her, and tolerate her petty temper and arrogance without complaint.
That person wouldn't do this for her at all.
Ning Jiaoyi...... You wake up.