"Brother, Mr. Hou looks very easy-going, but his temper is really bad. When I went, he was cursing and crying. Chu Zhixi said while driving the car.

"I can't do the surgery, and I have a big temper. Wu Mian said, "There is a lot of pressure, human life is at stake, and there is no way to relieve pressure." Collapse to a certain extent, and the mood will break. ”

"EMM, I haven't had this experience. Chu Zhixi shook his head and said with a smile, "I wanted to scold him a few words after the operation, but he went directly to the itinerant nurse to apologize, I think...... Forget it. ”

"Hmm. Wu Mian knew that Chu Zhixi would rarely scare people no matter how unhappy he was, so she said it.

"It's really faster to turn your face before and after the surgery. Chu Zhixi said, "Brother, do you think he usually does this?"

"You haven't seen a sorcerer scold, it's because I'm good-tempered. ”

"Don't make a fuss, your temper is fine, the first time I had surgery with you, you kept a straight face, and put on a look that if you didn't do the operation well, you wouldn't let me graduate. ”

"Yes?"

"Yes, I know now that you've always been poker face, but I didn't know back then. You know, while I was doing the surgery, I was saying in my heart, don't make a mistake, don't make a mistake. As a result, something went wrong. ”

"Well, it was already the third mistake when I hit you with hemostats. ”

"Yes?"

"The first one, the pen is under the knife, and the hands are shaking. When you finally close the knife, the force is lighter, and the 5cm incision has 1.32cm to cut to the dermis, and you have to make up the knife at the end. Wu Mian said.

"You didn't say anything about me at the time. ”

"You know I've always been gentle and rarely lose my temper. Wu Mian said, "So I watched you tie a slippery knot in the ligated appendix artery, and then I used hemostats to pump you." ”

"It hurts!"

"It doesn't hurt, you can't remember. Wu Mian said with a cold face, "The ligated artery was slippery, and it was washed away by the pressure of the appendiceal artery about 2 hours after surgery." The observation was timely and fine, and the second entered the palace to stop the bleeding. The observation is not timely, and the patient is cold when I touch it in the morning. ”

"Hey, hey. Chu Zhixi drove the car, his fingers tapping lightly on the steering wheel, as if he was in tune with the rhythm of some music. As for what Wu Mian was saying, she didn't seem to care very much.

These mistakes are all in the past, and as a young talent in neurosurgery and neurointerventional disciplines in China, it is enough to recall the past, and there is no guilt.

"It's stressful, and a lot of people are not human when they go to the operating table. Wu Mian closed his eyes and said softly.

"I remember that one of the Mayo professors seemed to be like that, called ...... Will's one. ”

"Will Johnson, a professor of thoracic surgery, we've seen him do 3 surgeries. The length of the length is the same as the width of the shoulders, and it looks like a cube. Wu Mian said, "He is different from others, others will lose control of their emotions when they are nervous." Dr. Will stood in the surgeon's position and began to growl. ”

"The nurse nicknamed him the Hungry Hippopotamus. ”

Wu Mian shook his head slightly, and put his right hand on his temple, as if he had fallen asleep as he spoke.

"The last time I had surgery, brother, you knocked him on a whole operation with hemostats, and the nurses were very happy. Chu Zhixi said with a smile.

"I don't want to be an assistant, I really think I have a good temper?"

"Brother, when Mr. Hou stepped down, he knew that he apologized, did you say that there were too many people who usually offended?"

"Probably yes. Wu Mian said, "It's like Cui Bin from Panjiayuan Cancer Hospital, he is not a person when he comes to power, and his face is as if everyone else owes him money." There are more such people, so you don't have to think about it. ”

"Brother, have you ever lost your temper?"

"Having surgery and being under a lot of pressure shouldn't have happened to me. The existing surgery does not make me feel any pressure. ”

"I knew my brother was the best......"

"Unless it's in the position of an assistant, the watcher makes some stupid mistake. ”

Without waiting for Chu Zhixi to finish speaking, Wu Mian said coldly.

"......" Chu Zhixi glanced at Wu Mian and pouted, "Brother, why do I think you're talking about me?"

"Nope. Wu Mian said, "Your talent is not bad, plus you are cautious, and you have not made any fatal mistakes after becoming proficient." Surgery, only familiar with hands, it would be good to do more. ”

"Brother, I haven't seen you have many surgeries. ”

"I'm talking about ordinary people. Wu Mian sighed softly in his heart, ordinary people, if he was also an ordinary person, how good would it be.

Maybe others envy their talent, and they are born kings when they stand in front of the operating table. But I don't envy others for not remembering those messy things and making myself miserable.

Just as he was thinking, a warm little hand gently patted the back of Wu Mian's hand.

Chu Zhixi didn't speak, she just quietly used her movements to comfort Wu Mian, slightly relieving a trace of depression and irritability in her heart.

The lights outside the window receded quickly, like time passing by quickly.

Except for Wu Mian, no one will remember all the pictures, every detail, and every frame outside the car window.

Chu Zhixi knew Wu Mian's distress, drove silently, 10 minutes of high-speed, got off the highway intersection, Chu Zhixi suddenly remembered something, and opened his mouth to break the silence.

"Brother, Sister Da Lu said that we will go to her house when we find time, and she will cook for us. ”

"Oh. ”

"What do you mean by this, to go or not to go?"

After getting off the highway, Chu Zhixi was not so nervous, she said with a smile, "Brother, don't you want to go?" I told Sister Da Lu, I will go to work tomorrow and tomorrow, and I will go by myself. ”

"Go back and practice the operation well, it's better not to go to Zhao Zhe's house. Wu Mian said.

"Brother, it's too much!" Chu Zhixi pretended to be unhappy and said, "I didn't force you to go, what are you doing." ”

"Didn't you notice Chen Lu's behavior when we were eating?"

I just think that the two proprietresses of the shop are very powerful, thinking that someone is making trouble, and they are on the roll pin and kitchen knife. ”

Speaking of this, Chu Zhixi's face grew.

"It's not just doctors who have some bad habits, but nurses too, especially in the operating room. ”

"I don't understand what you mean. ”

"Stressed, doctors are prone to emotional breakdowns, or to be more or, more bluntly, likely to have a breakdown. Nurses, especially those in the operating room, have permeated their aseptic concept. If you meet someone who has obsessive-compulsive disorder, such as Chen Lu. Therefore, Zhao Zhe's life is a little difficult. ”

Wu Mian's voice was a little erratic.

Chu Zhixi tried hard to recall, but he only remembered that when she and Wu Mian arrived, Chen Lu was washing cups, plates, dishes and chopsticks with boiling water. Although he had already formed a reflexive obedience to what Wu Mian said, what Wu Mian said seemed to be a bit exaggerated.

"If you don't believe it, let's make an appointment and go to dinner tomorrow. ”

"Ahh

[I was still the same teenager ...... before]

Wu Mian's mobile phone rang, and he glanced at it with a serious expression.

"Brother, who? Chu Zhixi drove the car seriously, just like having surgery. At night, she didn't dare to answer the phone.

"Lin Yin, the Taoist priest I told you. ”

"Wow, it's the chief of the old eagle mountain!" Chu Zhixi was a little excited, "I've been thinking about going to the old eagle mountain, and I searched for pictures on the Internet, it's a beautiful place!"

Wu Mian didn't speak, just looked at his phone.

The phone rang for 12 seconds before Wu Mian took off his black lambskin gloves and connected the call.

"Uncle Junior, why didn't you tell me when you came back. An excited voice came from the other end of the phone.

"How many times have I said it, I'm not your little uncle. ”

"Okay, okay, you're right. The man on the other side of the phone said, "Uncle Xiao, this time it's your fault, you finally came back and didn't tell me." If Wei Dabao hadn't called me to ask me something, I wouldn't have known you came back. ”

"Nothing, I'm going to visit you over the weekend. ”

"My dad kept nagging you when he was dying, as if you were his own son. The person on the other end of the phone said, "Uncle Xiao, my dad left a lot of things for you, saying that they will be useful to you." ”

"What's that?"

"Some books, I can't read. My dad said you know, and I ignored it. ”

Suddenly, Chu Zhixi clearly felt that Wu Mian's expression beside him became solemn, and his eyes behind the sunglasses opened slightly.

"Okay, I'll go over for the weekend. ”

After Wu Mian finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

"Brother, what's wrong?" Chu Zhixi felt that something was wrong and asked carefully.

"Old Lin Daoist, it's the old Lin head I usually tell you about......"

"Uh-huh. Chu Zhixi was a little nervous.

Although Wu Mian barely made any movements, the two had a heart-to-heart connection, and she could feel the waves in Wu Mian's heart.

Only by saying something seems to be able to relieve the tension and anxiety in my heart.

"He has the same disease as me. Wu Mian said slowly.