After Yu Xiaoshan's father's first seven years, Meng Chuan'er took his business card to meet Xiao Ming'er once. Xiao Ming'er listened to Meng Chuan'er say a lot of things, and his brows tightened more and more. There was no smile in the eyes that were curved like crescents.

"Your boyfriend's depression is almost certain, but I'm more concerned that he may have a tendency to have bipolar affective disorder. This disease is a nightmare for all psychological, psychiatric specialists. ”

Meng Chuan'er's eyes widened, and she looked at Xiao Ming'er in confusion: "What kind of disease is this? I've never heard of it, what will happen if it's serious?"

"Seriously...... Well...... It's psychosis in the traditional sense. Don't worry, now according to my judgment, even if he is now in bipolar affective disorder, it is mild. But he had to have a desire to survive and have to come to the doctor. Because I need to talk to him for at least a week before I can cautiously start the medication for him. ”

Meng Chuan'er was like ten thousand ants devouring her heart in an instant, and she was extremely sad...... I can't accept the word psychosis when I hear it, how can the big cat face this?

Xiao Ming'er continued: "Some people have very limited and one-sided understanding of diseases such as depression. It would be wrong to attribute depression or bipolar disorder to physical or psychological causes alone, with both factors accounting for 50 per cent each. Judging by the current situation, your boyfriend's state of depression is very obvious and severe. You have to pay a lot of attention. ”

Meng Chuan'er cautiously asked, "Will the medicine have a great effect?"

"The drug is definitely effective, but this drug cannot be taken at any time and stopped at any time, and it must be constantly adjusted according to the patient's own situation to find the most effective part of the drug. But getting a patient to come to the doctor and be willing to accept treatment is something I haven't seen in my entire career. Patients are generally resistant to treatment, so the disease has a tendency to self-destruct. ”

Self-destructive...... Chewing these four words carefully, Meng Chuan'er's heart was about to break.

The huge debts, the death of his father, the explicit or implicit ridicule of all kinds of so-called "friends" in the past, and Wu Peng's betrayal, in order to save his family from bankruptcy, there is no longer the way to make money in the past, and the response to the book he wrote is also mediocre...... Fate seemed to have given all the burdens to Yu Xiaoshan at the same time.

"I have to tell you something, Meng Chuan'er. Xiao Ming'er's expression was serious: "Every four seconds in the world, a depressed patient successfully commits suicide, and the horror of this disease is far greater than that of any cancer." And the pain that patients can show is only one-ten-thousandth of what they endure. ”

"At the same time, the hardest and hardest thing is the companion of depression. Few relatives or lovers can be a good companion for depression, because the indifference, alienation, and even impathy shown by the patient are not something that ordinary people can bear. You have to be prepared to come and go. ”

"You can't encourage him, and if you say something like 'come on' or 'I'm sure you can do it,' then he'll blame himself more fiercely when he's in a bad state, and feel that he can't do what you say he is incompetent. Or even ask why everyone else in the world is good, but I'm not?"

"You can't show any degree of unhappiness, because if your unhappiness reacts to him, he will think that he is dragging you down and aggravating his suicidal tendencies. ”

"You can't say you know or understand his pain, because you can't really empathize and it will increase the barrier to communication in the future. At the same time, you must also find a channel to vent your emotions in time, so as not to fall into the emotional pit with him. ”

Meng Chuan'er was stupid, it sounded like she couldn't do anything. "So what can I do? ”

"You can persuade him to hold on a little longer, for another day, for another hour. Then I tried to persuade him to receive systematic and regular treatment. ”

Meng Chuan'er didn't know how he got out of Xiaoming'er's psychological clinic. When I learned about Wu Peng's 10 million yin contract, I was not as sad as I am now, my future is unknown, and I have no way to do it.

It's like walking on a rickety tightrope, with a cliff below. The big cat is already planning to jump, and she has to not only successfully stop it, but also protect herself from a single misstep.

It is rare to laugh in the world, and it is always difficult for thousands of rivers and mountains. It's really, it's so hard.

Meng Kuan'er sat on a bench in the garden downstairs of the clinic, everything was depressed, only heavy snow covered the world.

She suddenly thought of a verse in the Dream of Red Mansions, "The red stripes come and go without worry", since ancient times, who is not red stripes come and go without worry, and in the end there is only a white and vast land that is really clean. Like this snow.

"Woo~Woo~" There was the voice of a puppy in the corner of the silent garden, which dragged Meng Chuan'er out of her miserable mood.

She walked over curiously and found a puppy that was shivering from the cold, a little yellow under the cover of heavy snow, and judged to be only about a month old.

Seeing Meng Chuan'er coming over and whining hard, the proportion of the little cub's paws is particularly large, and it looks like a purebred dog, but I can't tell what it looks like, it's a bit like a golden retriever, and it's a bit like a Labrador, but I think it's weird.

Meng Chuan'er hugged it, not only dumb - it turned out that it was a layer of on its body. And this layer of is also relatively evenly distributed, so this should be a little white dog.

The puppy went straight into Meng Chuan'er's down jacket, opened its mouth and bit it, and tore Meng Chuan'er's clothes with its mouth that had not yet grown small teeth. He looked cold and hungry, and he was afraid that he was crazy from hunger.

Meng Chuan'er could only laugh at herself, okay, is this going to be shit luck? But with this gadget, the sadness just now came to naught.

"You won't lose it in the future, we won't lose it, we won't lose it. Anyway, Meng Chuaner also plans to put a dog at home, and relevant information shows that if depressed patients can be accompanied by pets, it will have the effect of adjuvant treatment.

"Forget it, don't say it, the most important thing now is to make money. You have to pay off your debts, you have to be cured. You call it wealth, wealth, ”

"Well, Caicai, that's it. ”

"Woo woo woo ~ " Cai Cai Cai agreed twice as if he could understand the words.

When Yu Xiaoshan saw that the puppy didn't have any other reaction, Meng Chuan'er fed it some goat milk powder.

Then he began to bathe it, and Meng Chuan'er muttered while bathing it: "What kind of breed are you, why are you." ”

Yu Xiaoshan suddenly said: "Satsuma, Satsuma whose ears have not yet grown." ”

Meng Chuan'er shook the water in his hand in disbelief, and looked back at Yu Xiaoshan, he actually spoke! Since his father was buried until now, he hasn't spoken a word, it seems that this gadget is still a little useful.

Meng Chuan'er looked at Luotang Dog Caicai Cai, and had an initial liking for it. As long as it can help big cats, whether it is a human, a ghost or a beast, it is worth grateful.

"By the way, big cat, the town has been too lonely lately and wants to come to live in our house for a while. "Actually, it's because Meng Chuan'er is about to get busy, and I'm afraid that a cat at home will have a problem with Yu Xiaoshan.

After talking to Xiaocheng, he decided that it would be better for someone at home to watch him. Yu Xiaoshan frowned, Meng Chuan'er leaned over and wanted to kiss him, but he was thrown away by his face in a flash.

For a moment, Meng Chuan'er felt very lost. It took her less than a second to adjust, and she smiled happily, "Big cat, why don't I think you're unfamiliar with me?"

There is an allusion to this sentence, when Meng Chuan'er's leg injury has not recovered, the doctor gave the needle, and she lay upright on the bed. Yu Xiaoshan is like a young man, he will come over to kiss her, and he will come over to kiss her.

Sometimes when Meng Chuan'er was annoyed, he asked him: "What are you doing? Can't you kiss it all at once?"

Yu Xiaoshan said with a smile: "I am almost 40 years old, I have not had this kind of experience, according to our Northeast dialect, it is rare for you to be a thief, and this rarity can sometimes only be expressed through external forms." ”

Meng Chuan'er got the term rare, sometimes when Yu Xiaoshan was writing or thinking about things without speaking, Meng Chuan'er would occasionally run over and say: "Big cat, why do I think you don't care about me today?"

Yu Xiaoshan would hug her into his arms and respond: "Why don't you rarity, I kiss you eight hundred times a day? Okay, you don't have to think about it, there are eight hundred." As a man, not for the sake of having anything with you, I can kiss you 800 times a day, why do you say I still scare you!"

Two people will go crazy for a while.

And now, Yu Xiaoshan pushed Meng Chuan'er away, his heart was as sad as a knife, there was no desire, no happiness, no hope, and the switch in his brain to produce some positive emotions seemed to be rusted to death.

He saw Meng Chuan'er's flickering loss, he didn't want to hurt her, he would rather hurt himself than hurt her. I could only force my reply: "No, rare." ”

Meng Chuan'er immediately realized what Xiao Ming'er said that she didn't come and go as soon as she called, Yu Xiaoshan didn't "call" her, she took the initiative to come over to give Yu Xiaoshan extra pressure and self-blame.

So Meng Chuan'er immediately put on a smile: "I'm joking with you! I'm going to get vaccinated with my money! You have to be obedient at home!"

Holding Cai Cai Cai Cai, Meng Chuan'er leaned against the door of the unit and squatted for a while, she ambitiously made up her mind to live and die with this man, as if it was as easy as a flick of her fingers to reach the white head.

She used to feel that there was no fear of life and death, no difficulties were a problem, and sometimes she would be a little triumphant: I and the big cat have come out of the rain of bullets, what else can't we face.

But now I have deeply experienced that the open guns and hidden arrows in life are far more difficult than the rumors on the battlefield. Stand shoulder to shoulder in the most dangerous times and fight bloodily. But if real life wants to destroy you, you don't even have a chance to dodge.