The two hadn't slept together for too long, and Qu Weisheng didn't want to act like a beast, but he always held Qin Zhiyi and refused to let go.

Qin Zhiyi felt uncomfortable after a long time in a posture, but it was difficult to turn over.

"You let go of your hand. ”

Qu Weisheng didn't speak, just rubbed her.

The hand loosened slightly, and as soon as she moved, he immediately hugged it again.

"Qu Weisheng!"

Qin Zhiyi couldn't bear it anymore and punched and kicked him.

However, the person who was beaten actually laughed.

"You're in the wrong head, aren't you?"

"yes, it's all about you, and I can't think about anything else. ”

Qin Zhiyi: "......"

How did a work machine suddenly become a love brain?

However, after being beaten by her, Qu Ergongzi felt real, and he didn't hug him as tightly as he did just now.

Qin Zhiyi changed his posture to a more comfortable position, afraid that he would have another convulsion, so he took the initiative to hug him by the arm.

"Since you're here to stay, just sleep in peace and don't get nervous. ”

"Hmm. ”

The two hugged each other and slept together, and gradually their hearts were at peace.

Qin Zhiyi hadn't slept well for a long time, unless he took Valium tablets.

Nested in Qu Ergongzi's arms tonight, she soon fell asleep.

But I couldn't sleep very deeply right away, so I found a topic to talk about.

She asked Qu Weisheng: "My daughter really has my surname, don't you mind?"

"Don't mind. ”

"Then are you thinking that you will have another son in the future, and then have your surname Qu?"

Qu Weisheng suddenly stiffened, and the picture of her being sent to the operating room for rescue that day flashed in her mind.

Regenerate one?

No.

"I didn't think that one child was enough, there was too much trouble. ”

The silence he was just now, Qin Zhiyi actually had two guesses in his heart-

1. He really thinks so in his heart, and he is embarrassed to admit it because he says it.

2. He has experienced the fear of his own hemorrhage, and may not want to have children anymore.

Unwilling to bother to guess, she asked directly: "Qu Weisheng, if your parents accept my life experience, and we reconcile in the end, do you think ...... Are they going to want us to have another one?"

Definitely.

He is a single descendant of the Qu family, if there is no son, in the eyes of Qu's father and Qu's mother, their family will be cut off when they come here.

But Qin Zhiyi didn't know about Qu Huaisheng.

So Qu Weisheng said: "No, although the eldest brother and sister-in-law have been abroad, they are also members of the Qu family, and the sister-in-law gave birth to a son some time ago, and the matter of passing on the family has been completed." ”

Qin Zhiyi was not so easy to fool, "Your father and your eldest brother don't agree, I think he will force you to have a son in the end." ”

"I'm not going to give birth. ”

Qin Zhiyi: "......"

Qu Weisheng silently shook her head and chuckled, "I will make it clear to my parents, it's not that you don't want to have children, it's that I don't want children." ”

This kind of comfort is really poignant and moving.

Qin Zhiyi had already been determined at this moment, and he was really scared.

In fact, she herself was afraid.

She was actually desperate when she was bleeding, and all her sense of survival was for her daughter.

But recently, while taking care of the body, people have gradually eased up, and when they think of the scene lying on the operating table that day, they also feel frightened.

When I have children, I become afraid of death.

Therefore, she didn't want to be reborn, for fear of experiencing that fear again.

This is another dead knot that can't be untied -

Let's not talk about whether Qu's father and mother will accept her life experience in the end, even if they do, they will definitely be forced again in the matter of children.

But she and Qu Weisheng ...... I don't want to have any more children.

When you should have been dreaming in the dead of night, you should think about these messy troubles, you shouldn't.

Qin Zhiyi silently sighed in his heart and didn't continue to think about it.

shrunk into Qu Weisheng's arms, she rarely only called him by his first name, without bringing his surname: "...... Sheng"

"Huh?"

"Sleep me. ”

The night is too beautiful, you are too gentle, I can't help but be greedy.

Since Qin Zhihuai and his wife were killed, she has always slept alone.

Sometimes I was too scared at night, so I woke up with the lights on until dawn.

At that time, he was in his teens and knew that there was a difference between men and women, so he didn't let Qin Fei accompany him.

Qin Zhiyuan's family invited an aunt and slept with her for a few nights.

But my aunt was too tired to do things during the day, and she slept so hard at night that she wouldn't wake up even when she turned on the light.

Later, Qin Zhiyi simply didn't want his aunt to accompany him, and stayed alone, which was more comfortable.

Now that he is twenty-nine years old and has a child, he has suddenly become hypocritical.

No matter how it spreads to me, in this warm and beautiful moment, I just want to hide in your arms and be a child.

If I can't be myself in the dark night, I don't dare to show half of my vulnerability under the scorching sun.

She also misses Qu Weisheng very much, and the thoughts in her heart will not be less than him.

But she can endure more than Qu Weisheng.

It's just that at this moment, I don't want to endure it.

"Born ......"

The person holding him lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead very gently and gently, "Good, sleep." ”

As soon as the words fell, he patted her back softly and again, really like coaxing a child.

Qin Zhiyuan created an illusion of infinite scenery for her, so that everyone in the outside world thought that she wanted the wind and the rain, and the stars held the moon.

In fact, she is the one who is owed the most.

It's just that she has been under the fence since she was a child, and she is more sensible than anyone else.

With an arrogant skin, he hid his heart full of cracks tightly.

If she hadn't been willing to tear off the skin and show him everything, he would have thought that she was like a fish in water, chic and happy, just like outsiders.

Under his comfort, the person in his arms gradually fell asleep, and every breath became smooth.

Qu Weisheng never felt sleepy again.

In the middle of the night, one of his hearts also cracked.

Because I feel sorry for her.

People will only envy her days when she was like a little princess, but they will no longer remember the struggles and pains of her youth.

Even if she married him, she never took the initiative to mention it.

Occasionally, she talks about those fragmentary segments, she is also calm and indifferent, never crying and selling miserable.

It was his failure to fulfill his responsibilities as a husband and his failure to understand her past well that made her heart break and break, and finally she had to pick up those fragments one by one and sew them with her own hands.

The darkness shrouded in darkness on all sides, pressing heavily on Qu Weisheng's heart like a mountain, and covering everything like a fog with no way out.

Meaning......

He silently called her name in his heart, letting the emotions crash into every part of his body, just wanting to hurt completely.

If there really is no way, then fight a way.

What kind of human feelings, ethics, and law, Qu Weisheng doesn't want to care.

He wanted Qin Zhiyi to be by his side, and he wanted her to smile like a flower.