If that boy is good to me, let me marry.

My parents said that a girl earns two or three thousand dollars a month in Penang.

It's easy to work, but it's actually quite okay.

If only I could find a husband in a public institution, cook at home every day, clean up, and teach my husband and children.

This life has simply passed like this.

So before I met this boy, I also came into contact with a few boys who had stable jobs.

However, for some reason, I always feel that there is something missing, and I am not very satisfied.

But until the first time I saw him, I knew I was falling!

He was exactly what I imagined about my other half.

Have a secure job, grow tall and thin. The face is delicate, frowning, a little like my dad.

So, from the first time I saw him, I fell in love with him.

Our first night of contact.

He hugged me, and I was in a panic. The tongue is knotted, and he does not dare to speak, he does not dare to gasp.

Then, naturally, he kissed me.

I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, just the moment he kisses me. I even had the names of our future children in mind.

Then, when it was almost 11 o'clock in the evening, I left his unit.

He personally helped me get a car, and then very kindly helped me zip up my jacket.

He said, it's so late now, I'm afraid I'm not safe as a girl. He must be responsible for getting me home safely.

That is, the moment when I helped me zip up my clothes, it was the warmth I felt like never before in my life. ”

I asked Mo Xiaoya.

"The first time you and this boy met, he kissed you, is the two of you developing a little too fast?"

Mo Xiaoya shook her head helplessly.

"I thought he must have felt something about me.

But it was only after I went home that he used WeChat to talk to me.

The two of us can only be friends. Because his parents also want him to find a partner with a stable job. So he couldn't help it.

At that time, my mood was at rock bottom.

I even told him that we should not add WeChat in the future, otherwise it will be unfair to my future husband.

Then he was kind enough to please me, saying that he wanted to be an ordinary friend with me and let me watch movies with him when I was fine.

I really didn't want to say yes at the time, so I didn't reply to him.

But the next morning, when I opened my eyes, I noticed that he had sent me a good morning on my phone.

I don't know why, when I saw the word good morning.

I was thinking, this boy I decided, I must find a way, to be with him. ”

I asked Mo Xiaoya.

"The result?

People have told you from the beginning that you can't do it, you are still so persistent, you little girl, is there a disease in your head?"

A few tears unconsciously dripped from Mo Xiaoya's eyes.

"We had a good conversation at first.

He would send me good morning and good night every day.

You know what? I've lived 26 years, and I've never had a boy take me so seriously.

The first four times we met, twice in his unit and twice in my home.

We all have some physical contact. It was an ambiguous feeling, a moment I will never forget.

Then, I really liked him to the point where I couldn't do it, and I felt like I couldn't go on like this.

So, I sent him a long WeChat message with more than 1,000 words.

I said I liked him, but since he had already said it, he had no feelings for me. So I'm not going to pester him. Let's stop chatting in the future, let's delete each other.

I sent him that WeChat message. His contact information was then deleted.

I didn't expect to regret it the next day.

And then a week later, I begged him to add me back.

He refused at first, and then I went to his unit to look for him.

That day, I dressed myself up as sexy and pretty, and then took the initiative to seduce him.

However, that day, we had a big fight. He pointed to my nose and told me not to come back to him.

I went home angry and cried. But the next morning, I stupidly gave him a good morning.

I don't know when it started. From every day he took the initiative to send me good morning and good night. It became that every day he sent me good morning and I sent him good night.

Later, I took the initiative to send it to him.

Until the end. He would never pay any more attention to me, and then it was the last time we met.

I counted the days he was on duty and went to look for him stupidly.

However, he violently pushed me out. Said a lot of very hurtful things.

He said begging me to stop harassing him in the future, and he said that if I harassed him again, he would call the police.

That night, I was drenched in heavy rain for two hours. The next day, he had a high fever of 38 degrees Celsius9.

He blocked all my contact information.

But I still can't help but think of him every day.

......”

Mo Xiaoya said as she smirked and shed tears.

He is not crying exaggeratedly, and he is not like Aunt Wu who cries wolf.

But from Mo Xiaoya's eyes, I saw what it means to be heartbroken!

True sadness. It's all so faint. A faint wry smile, a faint sorrow, a faint tears.

is so light that even a young girl loses hope of living.

I asked Mo Xiaoya.

"Did you applaud that boy?"

Mo Xiaoya hurriedly shook her head.

"What do you think of me? Even if I'm dressed up a little sexy. I'm not the kind of casual woman either, okay.

What's more, he's not casual, that's why I like him even more.

He said that he would not touch me, that he was responsible for the next woman. ”

I couldn't help but smile at the corners of my mouth.

"If he's really a responsible person, why would he kiss you when he knows it's impossible to be with you?

I also want to moan every day without illness and moan, what good morning and good night.

This boy isn't as serious as you say!"

Mo Xiaoya immediately retorted to me.

"He said he would kiss me because I was dressed so sexy that night.

He's a boy, and boys can't control it. ”

I quickly shook my head.

"If he has empathy, he should put himself in your shoes and think about you.

A silly little girl. Why do you want to be so cruel to you? I can't refuse to be gentle.

I think you're a heartless person too. At the age of 26, he still had his first kiss.

When other girls were 26 years old, they were all children. ”

Mo Xiaoya hung her head and bit her lower lip stubbornly.

"You don't understand my thoughts anyway.

Ever since I was in college, I have never been short of male pursuits around me.

But I've always felt that falling in love without the purpose of marriage is playing hooligan.

Instead of wasting time on those who are impossible. Isn't that irresponsible to yourself!

I might as well use that time to eat a little more and play a little more.

Anyway, I'm not going to fall in love with a guy casually. ”

I said.

"Also, it's true that you don't fall in love with a guy casually.

But don't you also kiss a guy casually?

And the boy also made it clear that it is impossible to be with you.

He even humiliated you like that in the end.

As a result, you stupid girl doesn't have a long memory. Are you worthy of your parents, are you worthy of yourself?"

Mo Xiaoya forcibly wiped her tears with the back of her hand.

"You don't have to worry about my business.

It's you, why are you trying to save me? It's just nosy. ”

Hey, this little girl, who has been traumatized by other men, actually lost her temper with me.

I directly took a picture of the hospitalization fee slip in my arms in front of Mo Xiaoya.

"Don't say anything else. I saved you, count me nosy. You reimbursed me for the 10,000 yuan hospitalization fee first. ”

"Ten thousand dollars!"

Mo Xiaoya listened to this price, and his small eyes were as big as two small light bulbs.

"Why is it so expensive?"

"Do you think the hospital is a refugee shelter now? Which of the drips you put in now, the emergency room you just entered, and the ambulance we called you?"

Mo Xiaoya couldn't help frowning.

"But, but I don't have any money!"