Chapter 104: I Throw in the Defeat
From the hospital back to Qin Feitong's residence, Qu Yusheng didn't speak all the way.
Qin Zhiyi knew that his heart must be uncomfortable.
In his other position, he may not be able to do better than him.
If you want to break off your parents, how much suffering you have to endure in your heart, and whether you will have nightmares in the future, all of these things are not something that others can replace.
Two days ago, they had already found their sister-in-law, and as soon as the car stopped, the sister-in-law came forward with a smile and said, "Mrs. Qu, you still have to rest more, if you don't worry about the child's affairs, basically I can come." ”
Qin Zhiyi nodded and handed the child over.
The sister-in-law was about to pick it up, but Qu Weisheng suddenly said, "Let me hug it." ”
Qin Zhiyi was stunned for a moment and turned to look at him.
Qu Weisheng pursed her lips and stared straight at the child in her arms.
She didn't hesitate, and taught Qu Weisheng once according to the method taught by the nurse, and then handed the child into his hands.
Qu Weisheng was more nervous than when she first held the child, her entire upper body was stiff, and her two arms didn't seem to be obedient, like a robot.
Qin Zhiyi couldn't help but laugh when he looked at it, leaned over to help him adjust his arm, "I just hugged all the way, and found that the baby is actually not so fragile, you relax a little." ”
The driver and Qin Fei got out of the car early, and although the door was open, the aunt and the others had quietly retreated without knowing when.
There was only their family of three in the car.
Qu Weisheng's voice was very low, and he shouted: "The meaning is ......"
"What's wrong?"
"I'll try to be a good dad. ”
He spoke very seriously, and his tone sounded like an oath.
Qin Zhiyi suddenly felt heartache.
Father Qu is not a good father, but he has also put all his heart and soul into cultivating Qu Weisheng.
Even if he interfered with his marriage and forced him to be in a dilemma, he ...... In the end, I had the greatest expectations.
For Qu Weisheng, he was so angry with his biological father that he had a heart attack, but he didn't take a look, and he had to bear not only the verbal pressure from the outside world, but also the boundless self-blame and guilt in his own heart.
When he said this, it was more of a self-comfort with nowhere to vent his emotions and unbearable guilt.
Because he doesn't have a good father, he wants to be a good father and not let his daughter fall into a dilemma in the future.
"Meaning ......"
"Don't say it. Qin Zhiyi suddenly reached out and hugged him, kissed him on the cheek, and her voice was also very low, "Qu Weisheng, no matter what you decide, I won't blame you." ”
After a pause, she added, "I hope you are the same, no matter what I decide, you can support me." ”
Qu Weisheng didn't answer.
The scene in the car looked very warm, and their family of three hugged each other happily, so intimate that it was enviable.
However, Qu Weisheng and Qin Zhiyi were very clear in their hearts-
Life or death, there is always something they need to choose and bear.
......
The words that Qu's mother said in the hospital that day still made Qu Weisheng slow down the pace of the counterattack.
However, it is only for the time being that he will not attack the Yicheng Group, and he will still have the attitude of killing the Su family as always.
Su's father and Su's mother also never thought that he was such a proud person that he loved Qin Zhiyi so much that he could be a subordinate who could be a rival in love.
In this regard, they also found the media and released a series of press releases.
But Qu Weisheng didn't care.
It was as if he had suddenly become an emotionless robot, going home every day except for work, two o'clock and one line.
Oh no, it's not going home yet, it's going back to the residence of your rival.
Outside the Chinese-style courtyard, reporters come to surround it every day, but they can only look at it from afar, let alone take pictures with explosive content, and even if they want to get closer, they will be 'specially warned'.
Qu Weisheng goes in and out every day, and he doesn't bother to look at it.
Outside, it's not too much to say he's the walking dead.
As soon as he turned his head and returned to Qin Zhiyi and his daughter, he seemed to be alive again.
I will talk and laugh with them, and I will take the initiative to share some small things.
Even, he tried to learn to change diapers.
Qin Zhiyi looked at him and felt that he was fresh and warm.
However, all this also exists only falsely in the light.
When the lights were turned off and the surroundings were plunged into darkness, he tossed and turned, and the night was in agony.
One night, Qin Zhiyi slept lightly, and reached out and touched the position next to him, it was cool, and there was no temperature at all.
She was awakened at the time, and subconsciously got up to find someone.
At that time, I didn't know if she was afraid of arguing with Qin Feitong or what, her steps were very light.
Qu Weisheng sat alone on the sofa downstairs and smoked, without turning on the lights, only the scarlet cigarette butts flickering in the dark.
Qin Zhiyi stood in the corridor on the second floor and watched quietly for a long time.
He was originally a keen and vigilant person, and he didn't find out about her existence for so long, which only shows that he ...... His heart was really chaotic and painful.
Father Qu rescued him again during the day that day, and it seemed that he almost couldn't be saved.
Qu's mother called him a lot, but he didn't answer.
As a child, this is already very, very unfilial.
Qin Zhiyi suddenly softened a little at that moment.
In this war without gunpowder, it seems that Qu Weisheng is charging in front, but in fact, the people who are really fighting behind are her and Qu's father and mother.
The two of them ruthlessly tore Qu Weisheng, and invisibly tore him in half.
But each of them wanted to hold the bloody and mutilated half, and neither of them would let go.
Qin Zhiyi thought that he would not know the heart of the Holy Mother, and he would no longer be noble enough to embarrass others, but when the early hours of the morning came, his heart was so distressed that he couldn't help it.
There is always one party who wants to let go first, and there is always someone who ...... To opt out.
She couldn't watch Qu Weisheng suffer anymore, and she didn't want him to carry an infamy that could never be washed away for a person like herself.
There may be a reunion day when life is separated, and when death is really never seen again.
Father Qu doesn't have many days left, so why let him fall into hell and have no salvation.
She finally decided to end this invisible matchup.
......
Qu's father and mother didn't expect her to come to visit and bring the child with her.
However, the person who accompanied her was not Qu Weisheng, but Qin Feitong.
Qin Zhiyi asked, "Do you want to see the child?"
Qu Mu was a little hesitant and embarrassed, and asked with a cry, "Is it okay?"
"Take a look. Qin Zhiyi walked over with the child in her arms, but she only let them take a look, and would never let them hug her, and she said, "I shouldn't be able to see it in the future." ”
Qu Mu was stunned: "What do you mean?"
"You've won. Qin Zhiyi raised his eyes to look at them, and his low words seemed to come across thousands of mountains and rivers: "I admit defeat." ”
I love him more than you do.
So, I let it go.