Or is it that for men, as long as they have that woman in their hearts, even if they have sex and intimacy with other women, it is not a big deal?

They can clearly distinguish between their mind and body, right?

"I'm hungry and want to go downstairs to eat. Ming Ensu lowered his head, not letting him see the change in his expression clearly, and said in a low voice.

Lu Tingshen paused, and then said with a smile: "It's me who is too anxious, we should eat first, don't worry." ”

Ming Ensu tidied up his clothes, "Big brother, you go first, I'll go to the bathroom." ”

Lu Tingshen dropped a kiss on her forehead, "Okay." ”

After Lu Tingshen left, Ming Enxu walked to the bathroom and slowly wiped the place where he kissed with a towel, not wanting to leave any of his breath and smell.

She told herself not to follow in the footsteps of the past, that one cannot fall twice in the same place.

Downstairs, at the dining table.

Lu Tingshen was chatting with Steward Wang, he didn't move his chopsticks first, but kept waiting for Ming Ensu to come down.

Steward Wang looked at Lu Tingshen like this, and felt a little emotion in his heart, but at the same time, he was happy for him, after so many years of waiting, there was finally a result, and the two of them would be the greatest happiness in the future.

It's just that when eating, I don't know if it's the illusion of Steward Wang, he feels that the Ming Ensu on the table is not as fragrant as he was before delivering lunch today, and his attitude towards Da Shao seems to have changed a little.

But for these, Lu Tingshen didn't seem to have found it, he still looked at Ming Enxu with full eyes, and from time to time he gave her vegetables: "Try this, this dish is beautiful and beautiful, and it is very good for the girl's body...... This tastes good, too......"

Faced with his care, Ming Ensu paused, and said "thank you" after a long time.

Such polite words made Lu Ting pause deeply, he finally found that Ming Enxu's state was a little wrong, when she was in the office at noon, she would obviously smile at herself shyly, making his heart as sweet as honey, why did it suddenly seem to return to its previous state?

"Xiaosu, you...... What's wrong?, the food is not appetizing?" Lu Tingshen asked.

Ming Ensu shook his head: "No, I may ...... Somewhat tired. ”

She is not a person who is very good at acting, and she can't do it Obviously, something happened, she also found out, but as if nothing happened, she continued to get along with him like noon.

Lu Ting paused when he heard this, because he gave her a small surprise outside the villa, but since she was tired, it would be nothing in two days.

"Let's go rest after eating. ”

Ming Ensu nodded, and after eating absentmindedly, he went upstairs.

Just now the idea of divorce, which had been extinguished by her, rose again, and she didn't want to compete with other women for a man.

After Zai Ming Ensu went upstairs, Lu Ting took a deep look at Steward Wang on the side: "What's wrong with her? Isn't she okay at noon?"

Steward Wang couldn't say this clearly, in order to reassure Lu Tingshen, he could only say: "Maybe I'm really tired." ”

Lu Tingshen went upstairs on the phone, and after going upstairs, he subconsciously wanted to see what Ming Enxu was doing?

As a result, I saw that Ming Enxu, who was tired just now, was standing by the window blowing the wind, and her back was still a little lonely, Lu Tingshen paused for a moment and walked towards her.

Slowed down, didn't make any sound, when he walked behind her, stretched out his hand, wrapped his arms around her waist, held her in his arms, pressed his chin on her shoulder, the two of them were very tight, breathing on her face, and asked lingeringly, "What are you thinking?"

Ming Enxu's body stiffened, took a deep breath, and finally pushed him away: "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about something." ”

Lu Ting frowned deeply, this time he felt Ming Enxu's rejection of him, when he hugged her at noon, she was shy and overwhelmed, but definitely not so indifferent.

"Little Floc...... Am I doing something wrong?"

Ming Ensu shook his head when he heard his words.

He didn't do anything wrong, this was his life, she was too naïve to think that she could develop further with him.

She didn't say anything, and Lu Tingshen couldn't guess it at all, he raised her chin and kissed it hard, wanting her to get back the feeling of noon today, but Ming Ensu has been resisting, not the kind of resistance that is pretentious, but really the whole person is trying his best to resist.

Lu Tingshen was a little hurt, he didn't understand why Ming Enxu was so good that he suddenly seemed to be a different person?

He didn't want to make Ming Eunsu, who would blush and coquettish him at noon, disappear and press people against the wall, so he wanted to develop further.

When Ming Ensu was dizzy from being kissed, she suddenly felt a chill on her body, she almost subconsciously pushed Lu Tingshen away from herself, and then tightly covered her neckline, her eyes widened as if she was frightened, "Big brother, why are you doing this to me?!"

Facing her questioning, Lu Tingshen was also a little uncomfortable, "Xiaoxu, we are already husband and wife, I want to get close to you, this is a normal thing." ”

And he is not a monk, his beloved girl is by his side, how can he endure it all the time.

When Ming Ensu heard his words, she suddenly mustered up the courage and wanted to say what she had been hiding in her heart, she said: "If the eldest brother marries me just to find a woman to sleep with, then why does it have to be me......? I hope you don't push me anymore, I don't. ”

She is reluctant to share her man with so many women, and now she is not really interested in Lu Ting, and it is the best result for the two of them to stop such a relationship now.

Her words made Lu Ting deeply hurt, "Do you think I'm forcing you?"

Ming Enxu raised his head and bit his lip: "Isn't it?, big brother, you didn't seriously ask for my opinion at all, I said I didn't want to marry you, so you took someone to take me from the high-speed rail station to the Civil Affairs Bureau, and forcibly let me stay with you, you didn't ask my opinion from beginning to end, and asked me if I wanted to, and it's still ...... Also ......"

There is a woman, but you still have to have a relationship with her.

Ming Eunsu can't stand this intricate relationship, and she feels a headache just thinking about it.

She just wants a peaceful life, to find a man who may not have much money, but who really loves her, and two people who have three meals and four seasons of a peaceful life.

Instead of fighting wits and courage every day with men who don't know how many women there are.

"Forced? are you really ...... You don't feel anything about me?" Lu Tingshen clenched his fists tightly, as if he had been hurt hard.

Ming Ensu bit his lip and lowered his head: "I have always regarded you as a big brother." ”

Lu Ting held her hand deeply, very hard, and said loudly: "What big brother?!Will you let your eldest brother kiss you?Will you sleep in the same bed with your eldest brother?Can you marry your eldest brother?!"

He wasn't uncommon to be her big brother at all.

Ming Ensu tried to shake off his hand, but she couldn't succeed, her breath sank, she didn't speak, but she had already made her refusal very clear.

Lu Tingshen was devastated, he held her face and kissed her hard, wanting to vent his dissatisfaction and anger in this way, but Ming Ensu said: "Big brother, don't let me hate you." ”

Lu Tingshen seemed to have been struck by lightning, and slowly let go of his hand.

He didn't dare to really let her hate him, then they really wouldn't have a chance in the future.

Lu Tingshen's hand fell, he looked at Ming Enxu and asked, "...... you Can't you forget Lu Zhiyuan?"

Is it because of Lu Zhiyuan that he rejects him so much?

Ming Ensu didn't speak at first, but nodded after a while, "Yes, I can't forget him." ”

She followed his words and verified his guess for no other reason.

Lu Ting smiled deeply, but he smiled very sadly: "I know." "Fresh

Ming Eunsu shook his fingers and walked past him.

Steward Wang counted the time and came up with flowers, all of them were blooming roses, very beautiful, but because Ming Ensu walked into the bedroom one step earlier, he didn't have time to see it at all.

Steward Wang walked towards Lu Tingshen with flowers, and saw that Lu Tingshen's face was a little wrong, and he didn't know what was going on, but he just walked over and reminded in a low voice: "Da Shao, you brought the flowers you prepared for Da Shao's grandmother." ”

Each flower has been carefully selected by Lu Tingshen, and they all bloom just right, looking very beautiful.

Then it was this time-consuming and labor-intensive, picking and hand-wrapping roses one by one, but now Lu Tingshen didn't even look at it, so he said directly: "Lose it." ”

Steward Wang paused for a moment: "Lost, lost? Isn't this the ...... you personally?"

"I said, it's lost!" Lu Tingshen suddenly raised his voice and said.

This night, Lu Tingshen didn't look for Ming Enxu again, he didn't even go to the bedroom, he first stayed in the study for a while, and then went to the guest room.

Ming Ensu was originally worried that he would come in again, and it would be embarrassing for two people to sleep in the same bed, but until she was sleepy enough to sleep, Lu Tingshen didn't have any intention of coming in, and Ming Ensu fell asleep with peace of mind.

Early the next morning, Ming Ensu lay on her side on the bed, looked at the time, she couldn't be sure if Lu Tingshen had gone to work at this time, so she came out after another half an hour.

When going down the stairs, she also pretended to look in the direction of the dining table inadvertently, and only after making sure that Lu Tingshen had left, did she walk down with peace of mind.

Steward Wang sensed the strange atmosphere between the two of them, and when Lu Tingshen was having dinner this morning, he didn't mention a word of Ming Enxu, which was obviously not normal.

"Xiao Su, is there an awkward quarrel between you and Da Shao?"

Ming Ensu paused: "Why do you ask that?"

Steward Wang didn't know how to say specifically, but said, "Da Shao doesn't seem to be very happy today, and ...... When I came back yesterday, I brought you flowers and prepared lanterns in the yard, saying that I wanted to surprise you, but in the end they were all removed. ”

When Ming Enxu heard Steward Wang's words, his hand stiffened when eating, and only after a few seconds did he say, "Yes......"

Steward Wang looked at her and said, "Why not, I saw it with my own eyes." Xiao Xu, I have seen your heart all these years, if you have anything, just tell him directly, I believe that no matter what concerns you have, Da Shao will definitely solve it for you. ”

Ming Enxu: "Uncle Wang...... Over the years, there has been no shortage of women around the eldest brother, right? Sun Yali, and his woman who was almost married, and ......"

His intimate secretary.

Uncle Wang couldn't refute the names she said, because after all, he had really been by Lu Tingshen's side, but ......

"Big young and young he ...... you"

"Uncle Wang, I want to eat well, you go and get busy. Ming Ensu didn't want to talk about anything related to Lu Tingshen anymore.

Uncle Wang sighed in a low voice: "Okay." ”

Ming Eunsu sat at the table alone, and the delicious things he ate two days ago seemed to have changed his taste now.

Bai Yiqiu asked her out, wanting to gossip about the married life of a wealthy family with her.

It didn't mean anything for Ming Ensu to be alone in the villa, so he agreed.

The two of them went shopping together, Bai Yiqiu was very interested and wanted to talk to her about the sexual life after marriage, but Ming Ensu avoided the topic with a somewhat embarrassed face: "Didn't you say that you came to go shopping? Let's go into this store and have a look." ”

Bai Yiqiu said while choosing clothes: "Didn't I say you, you're married, don't be so shy, men, sometimes you like your own women to take the initiative......" She leaned in Ming Enxu's ear and said in a voice of only two people; "Take the initiative, sit down, you listen to me tell you...... That's it...... Hahahaha. ”

Ming Ensu didn't react at first, but after she gradually came back to her senses, she pushed Bai Yiqiu away with a flushed face: "You are really a perverted girl." ”

Bai Yiqiu smiled indifferently: "You don't understand the color of food, the ancients are not as old-fashioned as you, go, don't look at these clothes, my sister will take you to choose some good clothes." ”

After saying that, he pulled her out of the costume and went to the women's underwear store on the third floor.

This lingerie store is very large, and there is a lot of variety, and it is also very ...... Daring.

Ming Ensu saw that many underwear only had two pieces of cloth, dangerously tied with ropes, as if they could be broken with a slight pull of their hands.

"How about it, do you like it? Let me tell you, just these few things, no man can hold on to them after reading them, and the president of your family will definitely be fascinated by you...... Didn't he enlist in the army? He must have a lot of strength, plus this ...... You don't want to get out of bed tonight. ”

Bai Yiqiu introduced her one by one, more professional than the clerks on the side.

And Ming Enxu was looked at by the clerk like this, his face was so red that he could drip blood, and he hurriedly dragged Bai Yiqiu away.

Bai Yiqiu was still a little reluctant to come out, "Don't be shy, what's this, people are not like thieves like you when such a store is open here, this is a normal married life, do you know?"

Ming Enxu didn't want to have any married life with Lu Tingshen, "If you don't go shopping, then I'll go back first." ”

Bai Yiqiu hurriedly raised his hand and surrendered: "Okay, okay, I'm afraid of you, I can't let go of you like this, I really feel sorry for Mr. Lu, I don't even have a little fun between husband and wife." ”

"You still say. Ming Ensu said dissatisfied.

Bai Yiqiu: "Okay, okay, don't say it, don't say it, you can't let it go so much, just let President Lu dig it, I don't care." ”

The two of them walked around for more than two hours, and halfway through, Ming Ensu received a message, and Ming Ensu almost recognized who sent it at a glance, but he didn't click on it.

By the time she got back to the villa, she had already had several messages on her phone, all from the same number.

Ming Ensu looked at the information on it, and didn't click on any of it, she poked open the editing page, ready to delete them all, but accidentally clicked on one of them.

Lu Zhiyuan said that he was found to be depressed, and there was a medical record on it, and he had been waiting for her, and if he couldn't wait in the end, then he would commit suicide by cutting his wrists.

Ming Enxu looked at the address he sent, which was the apartment where the two of them lived in Guangzhen before.

After hesitating for a long time, Ming Eunsu finally decided to check it out.

The door to the apartment was not closed, and she pushed the door straight in.

The room was dim, the lights were not turned on, even the curtains were not opened, it was pitch black, and Ming Ensu tripped over something as soon as he walked to the door, and then made a "bang" sound.

She turned on the light next to her according to her memory, and saw the mess on the ground clearly.

It's completely different from when she used to live, and now there is a lot of garbage, clothes and wine bottles piled up in a mess, and it looks like a high-end garbage dump.

Lu Zhiyuan, who was lying on the ground, heard the voice, raised his head suddenly, and the moment he saw her, he paused for a moment, and then stood up from the carpet: "Xiaoxu, you are finally willing to see me." ”

Ming Ensu looked at his messy clothes, as well as the beard on his chin that should have been shaved but not shaved, and was in a trance, because the Lu Zhiyuan in front of him was a little too far away from the man in her memory, and she had never seen him so embarrassed.

Even when I went abroad with him back then, I didn't have it.

"How did you get yourself like this?" asked Ming Eun-su.

Lu Zhiyuan walked towards her step by step, and said in a hoarse voice: "I...... Thought you wouldn't see me again. I can't live without you, and during this time without you, I feel that I am not a ghost or a ghost, and I don't have any strength to live. ”

Ming Ensu looked at the man who confessed to him emotionally in front of him, and felt a little sad in his heart, but they couldn't go back, "Go see a doctor, your body is your own, you should take care of yourself." ”

Lu Zhiyuan held her hand: "If you're not by my side, then what's the point of me living." You believe me, I'm just trying to stabilize Zhao Yuezhu, I don't love her anymore, I only have you in my heart. ”