Qian Duoduo went home and drove to Jin Ruan's dormitory.

The smell of wine and sweat.

It smells terrible, it is very uncomfortable.

He didn't have the energy to take care of it anymore, he just didn't want to get a good night's sleep at all.

The rich community is worthy of being a community where the rich gather, and it should have taken a lot of effort for Qian Duoduo to drive the car in.

Three o'clock in the morning.

There were still 4 hours until 7 o'clock, and there was silence all around.

The small villa in front of me is a dormitory when I was young, and it is worthy of being the façade of S.M, and the treatment is really different from those idol groups who still live in the basement.

Even if most of the members don't live here when they are young, they still have to keep up with the treatment, it's one thing for them to live if they can't live, but it's another thing if the company doesn't give it!

Turn off the lights, lower the driver's seat, and roll the windows down.

He smoked not cigarettes, he was lonely.

Qian Duoduo has never felt that he is such a hypocritical person as he does at this moment.

What is this? Is this self-harm?

If you don't know how to cherish it when you get it, you will regret it when you lose it.

He is a selfish person, and he never takes the initiative to do things that are not beneficial.

In the face of feelings, he is a coward.

He knows how to fight for it, and he knows how to maintain a relationship.

just doesn't know how to face his heart, if he feels that a relationship can't enter the stage of marriage, he will choose to consciously give up.

I never thought that I could go to the end by just relying on one person's struggle.

Take off the watch, which was given to him by his first girlfriend on the peninsula.

His inaction, his inaction, and his efforts turned out to be that he sat in the table of relatives and friends and watched her marry another man.

I still remember telling him a month before she got married:

"In fact, as long as you are brave enough to fight for it, I can follow you without caring about anything!"

"And now?"

"I'm sorry. ”

...

Kissing the watch, he finally threw it far away.

You're right, I'm too cowardly.

I won't be so cowardly in the face of feelings in the future!

...

Jin soft woke up with urine. (Writing like this, do you think the image of the goddess is gone?)

After solving the personal needs, Jin Soft and soft heard a sound in a daze.

Confused, she walked to the window and looked outside, but she didn't see Qian Duoduo throwing her watch.

But she knew that the man must have made the movement.

I guess I threw something away.

She hid in the corner by the window, so that Qian Duoduo could not see him.

He stood by the car and looked up at the villa, and she looked down at the villa window.

As the so-called:

You stand on the bridge and look at the view, and the people watching the view are watching you from upstairs.

...

Jin Soft Soft Legs are numb, and with the reminder of his mobile phone, it is now 4 o'clock in the morning.

She didn't know when Qian Duoduo came, but she thought that he should have come over after a phone call, right?

Jin softly bit his lip, still reluctant to watch him wait stupidly outside.

She quietly put on her clothes, made two cups of coffee in a ghostly manner, and watched from time to time if the other sisters would get up in the middle of the night.

It wasn't until she went out and closed the door that she breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't know what her heart was, anyway, she subconsciously didn't want her sisters to see it.

When I walked out, I felt as if I had stepped on something, and when I looked down, it was a somewhat familiar watch.

She knew this watch, and Qian Duoduo had told her before that it was given to him by his first girlfriend on the peninsula, and it was a very special commemorative gift.

What kind of nerve is this? Isn't it usually precious?

Now say throw it away?

Jin squatted down and quietly picked up the watch, this watch looks very valuable, don't waste it!

...

Buckle buckle buckle ...

Qian Duoduo, who came back to his senses, saw the gold soft outside the car, and hurriedly opened the car door, took out his mobile phone and looked at the time of 4.15 minutes, there is still a lot of time before seven o'clock.

"Why do you wake up so early?"

"Why don't you turn on the heat?"

Jin Ruansoft closed the car door only to find that Qian Duoduo's heating was not turned on, and there was a blame in her tone that she didn't even notice.

"I just stopped the car and haven't had time to drive yet. ”

Qian Duoduo made a white lie and hurriedly turned on the heating in the car.

Jin Ruansoft didn't debunk his lame lies, not to mention that she had been watching him in the room for more than 1 hour, and the cigarette butts all over the floor were enough to explain everything.

The smell of cigarettes, alcohol, and pungent perfume spread in the car, and Jin covered his nose with his hands unnaturally.

"Why don't we get out of the car, the smell in the car is too strong. ”

Qian Duoduo didn't respond to Jin Ruansoft, just handed over a cup of coffee, got out of the car and sat in the front of the car with the coffee in his hand.

The morning breeze made her unconsciously clasp her arms with her hands, and after putting down the coffee in her hand, she was reluctant to take a big sip of satisfaction.

"Why don't you bring me something and go back to sleep?"

"You don't even know what that thing is, is it that important to you?"

"It doesn't matter what it is, it's what she left me. ”

Qian Duoduo stopped for a while before he was still a little away from Jin Soft, and he didn't want to lean over with a stinking body.

Jin Ruansoft patted the position next to him, and Qian Duoduo touched his nose embarrassedly and sat over.

"First of all, you let me sit, don't dislike me. ”

Jin Soft rolled his eyes angrily, the cute appearance was a pity that he couldn't see it.

"If it's so important, why don't you care so much about her?"

"Did she tell you everything?"

"Nonsense, I'm her cousin, who will you tell me if you don't tell me?"

Qian Duoduo lay down in the front of the car, and after sitting all night, he felt a sore back after lying down.

Kim hesitated for a moment, she tried to lie down like him, and she found that occasionally doing something deviant would make her feel better.

As it is now, if someone shoots it, it will be another storm.

"Who says I don't care about her?"

"Huh. ”

Jin Ruansoft didn't bother to talk about him, it's not called not caring what else is it called?

How can anyone say that he went out to pick up girls in front of his girlfriend?

How can anyone have a girlfriend who takes the initiative to delete their friends before they say anything?

There are too many, Jin Ruansoft didn't bother to complain, just pulled his arm as a pillow, and moaned comfortably after lying down. Moan.

Qian Duoduo glanced at her strangely, this was very different from the Jin Ruansoft he was familiar with, and he didn't think the relationship between the two of them was so familiar!

"Haven't you ever seen a beautiful woman like me?"

"No, it's just a feeling of idol disillusionment. ”

"Hmph, I'm too lazy to pay attention to you. ”

The two of them thought about their own thoughts, silently looking at the sky that was gradually getting a little brighter.

"I haven't said why you do this to her when you care about her. ”

Jin Ruansoft turned sideways to look at Qian Duoduo's side face and asked the question in his heart.

She's stupid, but she's not stupid, and she thinks she misunderstood him?

But what is there hidden in front of you?

"It's just that she met the worst me when she was at her best. ”

"How?"

"I didn't think we'd develop this relationship in the first place. ”

"A confused guy added me wrong, and after chatting with her for a while, I thought she was very cute and cute, and she could be a good netizen, so of course I wouldn't deliberately hide myself, so I told her some good and bad. ”

"Talking to her, it feels like she's a blank slate emotionally, and I tease her, and sometimes it takes days for her to react. ”

"I don't know since when I got used to her presence. ”

"Really, I'm a Chinese working on the peninsula, and although I have some friends, I'm really lonely. ”

"Fortunately, her presence allows me to reveal all my thoughts without any scruples. ”

...

...

"I just don't have the confidence to be worthy of her and to give her a happy life. ”

Listening to Qian Duoduo's muttering, Jin Ruansoft remembered the past with him from time to time, and stretched out his hand to gently caress his face.

Qian Duoduo reached out and put her hand down:

"Don't be like this, I'm the man you can't get in this life, and I already have someone to love. ”

"Someone you love?"

"Well, she just flew to country M last night. ”

"Oh, what kind of man is it?

...

Qian Duoduo turned over and sat up in a chic manner, stretching his waist:

"No matter what I say in the future, I'm sure I love her at this moment. ”

Behind Qian Duoduo's invisible.

Jin softly hooked the corners of his mouth slightly.