011 Stay alive

Fang Zhuo's cousin Zhao Suqi in his memory was a very sunny girl, and her life suddenly faded in the flowering season of the second year of high school.

Since then, my uncle's family has been clouded.

Fang Zhuo was an only child, and when he was a child, he occasionally saw other people with younger sisters, and he would argue with his mother for one.

At that time, her mother would point to Zhao Suqi and say, "Qiqi is your sister." ”

He has always had a good relationship with his cousin, that is, he went to college and came to the provincial capital, and his cousin went to high school, so the contact between the two became a little less, but he never thought about it......

- A biopsy of a bone marrow aspirate has been done, and the diagnosis is confirmed to be acute myeloid leukemia, type M2.

- The treatment option is now to consider induction chemotherapy.

- If the follow-up effect is not good, you need to change the dressing or have a bone marrow transplant.

Fang Zhuo saw his cousin asleep on the hospital bed through the glass, he did not enter the sterile ward, but immediately began to understand the current treatment progress.

"Mom, what about my uncle? Didn't my dad come?"

Zhao Shumei glanced at her son who was holding a stack of report sheets: "They came when you were traveling, and now they are all back to raise money." Tomorrow your uncle will come here, and your aunt and I will go home, and I will have to find someone in my unit to help me get on the job. ”

Fang Zhuo corrected: "It's not tourism, it's making money." Well, the treatment is not a matter of one or two days, arrange the rotation, and the most important thing is the medical expenses, and I will think about it in this regard. ”

He thought for a moment and asked, "Does the hospital have an assessment of the overall cost?"

Zhao Shumei stared at her son for a few seconds, and suddenly said with sincere relief: "The stall is not in vain, and I have the energy to do things." Alas, whatever you want, just have this heart. ”

Fang Zhuo sighed, this is the result of the money not being laundered, it is not easy to take it if you want to.

He coughed: "Mom, I heard that there is a Red Cross or something organization that can find donations, I met a person there two days ago in Yiwu to buy goods, and when I went back to the dormitory to look for it, he also gave me a business card." ”

Zhao Shumei frowned and said: "It's not a liar, right? Let the family donate? Our family still has a little bottom, really wait for the day when the pot is smashed and the iron is sold." ”

"Then if you want to smash it, smash it quickly, don't delay the treatment because of the medical expenses!" Fang Zhuo raised his voice, "At this time, if the family has borrowed money, they have to come it back, and people's lives are at stake!"

Zhao Shumei was stunned, and said after a while: "We're all trying to figure out a way, do you think we're not in a hurry?"

"Urgent, need more urgent, money, need more money. Fang Zhuo said solemnly.

Zhao Shumei did not refute her son.

But every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, so how easy is it to raise money.

After a while, when Fang Zhuo lowered his head and flipped through the report, his aunt Xu Ru came back from shopping.

When she saw her nephew Fang Zhuo who appeared in the corridor, tears immediately flowed down her eyes.

This kind of occasion and situation, every time she sees her loved ones, makes her more vulnerable.

"Aunt, Qi Qi hasn't reached the worst step yet, let's try to let her receive treatment as soon as possible. ”

"The information I just wrote at the hospital is that the treatment depends on the 5-year survival rate, and if there is no recurrence in 5 years, it is a conventional 'cure'. ”

"After all, leukemia is a serious illness, we set a small goal first, and in 5 years, we will celebrate Qiqi's birthday together as a family. ”

Fang Zhuo's comfort was both rational and cruel.

When Zhao Shumei heard her son's words, she patted her brother-in-law on the shoulder and stared at her.

However, Xu Ru's tears gradually stopped.

"Xiao Zhuo, at the beginning of Qiqi's illness, the county doctor suspected that it was leukemia, I thought it must be cured, and then I came here to diagnose it, I thought that she must live for another ten years. ”

"On the way up just now, I was thinking, I can stay with her for another year, just one year, and I will be satisfied. ”

"Yesterday there was also leukemia in the other ward, and the person walked at night, and I was in a lot of pain. ”

Xu Ru burst into tears again.

This is how the psychological expectations of the patient's family are declining little by little.

Fang Zhuo was uncomfortable listening.

"You eat first, I'll go over there with your aunt to talk something, and you'll call me one after you've eaten." Zhao Shumei also had tears in her eyes, and she pulled her brother and daughter-in-law to the seat.

Fang Zhuo pursed his lips, simply put the two lunch boxes away, and after he said that, he got off the elevator to buy food for himself.

I couldn't see my mother and aunt in tears, but I still heard the painful voices of the patient's family from time to time.

Fang Zhuo sat by the flower bed outside the inpatient department with a boxed lunch, thinking for a while if he could use the name of the Red Cross to pay his cousin's medical expenses for treatment, and then watching the people who looked hurried and often in pain in and out of the inpatient department.

Hospitals are a place of despair and hope.

It's just that sometimes what is handed over is a straw that is difficult to hold, and in the end it still makes people sink.

Fang Zhuo finished his dinner unhappily and returned to the fifth floor.

"Qiqi is awake, you wear a sterile suit and go in and talk to her, don't talk too long, she has to rest. ”

Zhao Shumei saw her son and instructed so.

Fang Zhuo responded, changed into a sterile gown, and met his cousin Zhao Suqi.

"Brother, what's wrong with your hair?" Zhao Suqi found a problem at first glance.

Fang Zhuo sat lightly on the side, looked at his cousin's haggard face, and said, "If you're in a bad mood, change your hairstyle." ”

"Then when you see me, are you going to shave your head when you go out?" Zhao Suqi smiled.

Fang Zhuo's mood suddenly became depressed, at this time, he still had to explain his Qi Qi, why did it have to be her?

Zhao Suqi patted his cousin's arm, and his voice became lower: "Oh, brother, don't cry with a sad face, if something really happens to me in the future, you remember to accompany my mother and my father more for me." ”

There was light in her eyes.

"Qiqi, I had a dream yesterday. Fang Zhuo took two deep breaths and said slowly, "I dreamed that you were not cured, and I dreamed that my uncle and aunt were very sad. ”

Zhao Suqi looked at his cousin's expression.

Fang Zhuo continued: "In the next two years, every time I saw them, they cried. ”

My aunt's eyes gradually deteriorated, and my uncle became silent. ”

"Later, I dreamed that they sponsored a child in the mountains, and they had a smile again, but the child had a car accident, and my uncle and aunt were devastated. ”

"In my dream, I was very busy for a while, and I was too busy to see them, so I sent some money from time to time. ”

"Later, later, my daughter-in-law found out that I was playing money, and we had a big fight, and your sister-in-law was very hysterical. ”

Fang Zhuo turned his head to look at Zhao Suqi's eyes: "Because, it was difficult for us at that time. ”

"I woke up from the dream, I was lying on the bed, I was looking at the ceiling, and I had a thought, Qiqi, you must treat well and you must live. ”

Zhao Suqi's throat seemed to be dry.

Her tears slowly flowed down her face, and she choked up, "Well, brother, I want to live." ”