Chapter 1: A slice of bread sees the light
Yao Yuqi's greatest wish before her life was desolate and mournful before her rebirth was to yearn for the warmth given by her family, but all this could only be realized in a dream.
Who can give her the last shred of warmth in this world?
Returning to rebirth and living so humble, thinking about her previous life, the world was so unfair to her, when she walked and jumped off the cliff and woke up to know that she was dead, it was so painful.
A magical light supported her body, and she returned to her previous life and remembered how desperate her family was for her.
And the only thing that made her the best to her before she was reborn was that the appearance of her childhood friend Zhao Sidi turned out to be a light in his life, like the sun giving her the brightest light.
Thinking about the bleak and sad life he has lived since he was a child, tears flickered in front of him, there are four brothers and sisters in the Yao family, Yao Yuqi is the third, there are two sisters and a younger brother, and her mother Jiang Xinmei is patriarchal, because the first two are sisters, and the third is still a girl, her mother is always discriminated against and abused by her grandmother, so she piled all her anger on the third child Yao Yuqi.
But what did Yao Yuqi do wrong? She was snubbed by her mother since she was a child.
Jiang Xinmei gave all the delicious food and clothing to her two sisters and younger brothers, but she was the only one who had nothing.
I often hide in a small corner to cry, and no one can understand her heart.
The eldest sister Yao Yuying, the second sister Yao Yufen and the younger brother Yao Mingguang looked at their mother and were also very cold to her, and they never turned a blind eye to her.
made her develop a withdrawn personality since she was a child, never interacting with anyone, and closed herself up, who does Yao Yuqi know in a narrow circle?
That's something I experienced when I was eight years old.
At that time, Yao Yuqi became a believer.
Whenever I see the statue of Guanyin, I will silently pray for myself that everything is safe, and in a mock exam, it was the first time Yao Yuqi made a wish, hoping to take the first place in the class, and then surprise her mother and change her attitude towards her.
It was this small wish that the Bodhisattva heard her heart, and sure enough, he was the first in the class.
Childhood is always innocent, but for Yao Yuqi, it is a sad nightmare.
When you carry a small schoolbag on your back and hold a roll of paper in your hand. "Mom, I'm back, what did you cook today?"
Jiang Xinmei had a cold face every time she saw Yao Yuqi, "What can I do to eat? It's good to be able to eat enough this year, a girl's family knows how to eat if she is not deep or shallow." ”
Yao Yuqi still smiled and kissed her face, "Mom, I took the first place in the class today, this is my test paper, you can take a look." ”
Jiang Xinmei threw the scroll aside, "Studying is not important to you, why do girls study so much? It is true that you have to learn to do housework, you go and wash the dishes, you have to wash them clean."
With a bang, Jiang Xinmei stuffed the vegetable basket into Yuqi's hand.
Yao Yuqi was very unconvinced and threw the vegetable basket on the ground.
"You're biased, why don't you let your two sisters pick vegetables?"
These words annoyed Jiang Xinmei, and she slapped her without any scruples. "This dead girl dares to talk back to me, if you don't want to work, don't eat. I will feed you and you will drink, and I will confess a wrongdoer. ”
Yao Yuqi's father, Yao Jianguo, who was standing on the side, was a tracheitis, and he didn't dare to squeak no matter what Jiang Xinmei said.
Seeing that your daughter was so damaged by your own wife, but you couldn't do anything to step forward and say a word of comfort.
Yao Yuqi ran out of the yard with her excellent papers, came to Westinghouse's grandmother's room, hugged her grandmother and began to cry.
Grandma gently stroked Yao Yuqi's head with her hand, "Child, you have been wronged again, you blame grandma for being so harsh when she was young, your mother." It gave her an unforgettable hatred. ”
"Grandma is old, and she is too old to be useful, and she can't intercede with her for you. ”
When I heard this, I felt even more desperate, and I really had nowhere to release my humility.
The two sisters came home from school, put their schoolbags aside, and their mother greeted each other with a smile, "Yuying, Yufen is back, go wash your hands and eat the apples, your brother will come back and leave one for him in a while, are you tired after a day of study?"
Yao Yuqi listened so clearly outside the door. I couldn't help but leave tears of sadness, am I not her own daughter? Why don't I leave myself such warm words?
Yuying was hungry, and coquettishly said to her mother, "Mom, you usually cooked the meal a long time ago, why haven't you done well today?"
Jiang Xinmei was angry, "It's all to blame Yao Yuqi's dead girl, when I came back, I asked him to pick the vegetables, and he actually lost his temper with me, threw the vegetables on the ground, I slapped her and she ran away." I don't know what I did in my previous life and gave birth to such an enemy, my baby, don't worry, your father went to buy groceries and will come back in a while. ”
In fact, Yao Yuqi was just outside the door, I couldn't listen to these words, I was too sad, I was the superfluous of this family, so I ran out
The older a girl's family gets, the more beautiful she becomes.
Yao Yuqi's appearance is surprisingly beautiful, those bright eyes, clear and clear, bright as stars, I wonder if her life is at the beginning of this eight-year-old and there is still hope for the rest of her life?
It was already dark, and she sat alone in the park, hungry and thirsty, and fell asleep on the bench.
A handsome boy was playing football in the park, and when he saw Yao Yuqi lying on a bench, he woke her up! "Sister, sister, why are you asleep in the park? It's getting dark, you'll meet bad guys, you should go home quickly." ”
Yao Yuqi, who woke up, was still asleep, I didn't have a home, where is my home.
The naughty Zhao Sidi, there was a mouse under her sister's chair, and the frightened Yao Yuqi immediately stood up.
Look left and right.
Zhao Sidi laughed, "Haha, I lied to you, sister."
Yao Yuqi ⊙∀⊙ a good boy, you liar dare to lie to me! The two of them ran after each other.
Zhao Sidi saw the appearance of this poor and beautiful sister in the moonlight again, and felt that she was her psychic artifact, knowing everything she was thinking, she gave him a little sister of bread, you are hungry, you can eat.
Yao Yuqi stretched out her hand to take it and gobbled it up, looked up violently and left, Yao Yuqi felt that someone in her dream actually brought me food, knowing that I was hungry.
The familiar back left like this, eating bread and wondering that the mysterious boy saved me every time I was in crisis, but I didn't know what his name was.
After eating the bread, Yao Yuqi returned home and remembered that before she was reborn, it was Zhao Sidi who saved her at the moment when she jumped into the cliff and was in pain, and she did not forget the grace of saving her life.
That night, her mother didn't give her food, and said to him viciously: "You have the ability, you won't go back to this house anymore." ”
Yao Yuqi has no hope for this family's coldness.
It's like borrowing a hotel in the past.
The friction of memory makes me forget a lot, and I want to remember the figure who turned around and disappeared when I was the hungriest for myself.
A piece of bread gave me a deep memory and encouraged me to be strong and not back down.
In times of desperation, there is also a light that I hope to see.
At the moment when he was most hungry, there was a bread that filled his hunger.