Chapter 330: Fear

Actually, I'm talking about this picture for many years.

Shen Xue, I was in small Penang. From 9 to 5 every day, the sun rises and the sun sets.

We may not be very rich in life. But it is also less than the top, and more than the bottom. In tiny Penang, we have our own little house.

Although the area is not large, it is warm enough.

We will also have one or two lovely children. I promise, I will always be good to Shen Xue.

Love her, spoil her, take care of her, and treat her as the most precious treasure of my life.

However, all this can only be a fantasy.

Shen Xuehe shook his head helplessly.

"Bland, simple. Oh, why, why do I only deserve to live like this?

I have education, culture, good looks, and thoughts.

But it's because my original family is lonely. So for the rest of my life, can I only nest in this Penang and be an inferior person?"

I replied leisurely.

"It's not inferior, after all, you're an elementary school teacher. There are many young people's dream jobs, but in fact, there are many people who are worse than you. It's just that you can't see it, and you don't want to see it. ”

Shen Xueer raised her light eyebrows like a light mist, and looked at me stupidly.

"Why do we have to look down? Don't people all have to look forward?"

I should have interrupted him.

"To people is to look forward. That's the front front, not the money of the money.

You're now completely blinded by money.

Shen Xuehe shook his head in disappointment.

"I'm not blinded by money, I just feel that this society is unfair.

I'm obviously working harder and better than a lot of people. But because of my family of origin, I was destined to be inferior to them from birth.

I'm not convinced. If you give me everything they have, I will live a hundred, thousand, ten thousand times better than them.

Why, why should I work so hard to live an ordinary life in Penang?

But some two fools can take abalone today, sea cucumber tomorrow, and go to Iceland on a ship the day after tomorrow. ”

I asked Shen Xueer leisurely.

"What you keep saying is unfair, but it's not actually for money. ”

"It's not!"

Shen Xuehe roared loudly.

This is the first time since I met Shen Xue, he has lost his self-cultivation and etiquette like this.

"I'm really not in it for the money. I was just scared, scared that I was in this state all the time. I'm afraid of the life I'll face later. ”

Shen Xueer hugged his arms and curled up beside me. His eyes were full of horror and sadness.

I asked him.

"What are you afraid of?"

Shen Xue said.

"I'm afraid that I will marry an ordinary man because of false feelings.

And then after two or three years of affection. All life is like a pool of stagnant water.

Then I got pregnant, smelled of milk, and my body was deformed. Completely become a yellow-faced woman.

Did you know that the bonus period for women and men is completely different.

A woman's bonus period is before the age of 30, before marriage.

The woman before the age of 30 still has beautiful looks, and there are countless people around him who tout and chase.

But once a woman gets married, her own worth plummets.

Women after the age of 30 are worthless!

But men have to wait until they get married, after they are 35 years old. His work will gradually level off, and the value of his career will skyrocket.

By that time, men's choices were getting wider and wider.

As a result, he will dislike the wretched wife around him.

Even if you don't cheat, there will be problems between the relationship between husband and wife.

Like the marriage of our fathers. The reason why they have been able to live for a long time is because how many women have worked hard all their lives and endured silently.

I don't want to be an ascetic like that. Even if this generation of women is destined to endure. Destined to survive the long and dull years.

I also don't want to waste my time and energy on a man who is completely worthless.

It's like class leaping. There are big data shows that in this life, what class are people born in? More than 95% of people will not achieve class leap in this life.

That is to say, from the moment they are born, they are destined to be in what class they will be in this life.

And those who are a few of the class crosses the successful ones. For women, there are only two ways.

Either he worked hard enough to take his career to the top.

You know, I'm just an elementary school teacher, and I'm destined for this life. This path is simply impossible for me.

And the other way is to marry a man with net worth and ability.

Even if there is no love between me and that man. But how many years can the adrenaline of love last?

As long as you get along long enough, any relationship can become a family relationship.

Wang Zehan, I'm just taking a big gamble right now. Bet on your age, looks, and youth.

I want to do my best to change a completely different second half of my life for myself. ”

After listening to Shen Xueer's words, I shook my head helplessly.

"Marriage is a woman's second rebirth, right?"

"Maybe!"

The car drove slowly in the direction of the dumpling restaurant.

I looked out the glass window of my car at the silent, dark road.

Shen Xueer's words, in fact, I can understand all of them.

At the beginning, I didn't think the same as him? I felt that fate was unfair, and I felt that creation made people.

Just like the table of wine bags and rice bags just now, because they have money, they are their ancestors, so they look down on people and don't treat others as people.

It's just that the world is never fair.

While we complain about the hard work of our lives, there are not countless people who live more difficult than us, struggling on the edge of food and clothing, and on the front line of life and death.

People always like to look up. But I can't learn how to reflect downward.

However, I figured it out. Because I'm a man, I can't figure out what to do.

I don't have the capital of Shen Xueer. I wasn't even qualified to dream.

I can't exchange my appearance and youth for a class leap.

My future can only be with my own hands. Step by step, down-to-earth, keep working hard, keep working hard.

So, I don't even dare to imagine what life is like for the upper class.

Thirty-six heavens, one heaven and one way to live.

But what kind of heaven does a person have no hardships and troubles of his own?

I said to Shen Xue.

"Actually, you're right. It's just that in the future, you have to take your eyes to see people.

You can't just throw yourself on a man because he has money.

In fact, to look at men, it is enough to look at a little. That's character.

A man with good character, if you stay with him, the rest of your life is destined not to be hard.

Even if the two end up parting ways, he won't let you suffer the slightest grievance. He will also try to compensate you in any way he can.

I have always felt that you are a smart woman. However, I still think that you should be down-to-earth. ”

Shen Xueer tilted his head, his neck was long, looking both noble and elegant.

Shen Xuehe said to me lightly.

"I knew you would know me. Only those who also live in arid regions will understand the preciousness of water. ”

The car was still driving slowly in the direction of the dumpling restaurant.

The staff of Hongyun Restaurant sent us back to the door of Huangquan Dumpling Restaurant.

Shen Xueer opened the car door, carefully helped me, and helped me out of the car.

My right leg still hurts intensely, heartbreakingly.

Even a gust of wind on my right leg would make me break out in a cold sweat.

I gritted my teeth, holding on every second.

Finally, I limped into the dumpling restaurant.

The moment we just pushed open the door of the dumpling restaurant, what we never expected was that the big waves were waiting in the dumpling restaurant, anxiously circling in place.

Seeing me and Shen Xue, we hugged each other and entered the house. I was just about to explain.

I saw a big wave, rushing to my side without tears.

"Stinky brother, I heard that you were beaten.

Let's go to the hospital. ”

I didn't have to explain anything, I already understood everything when I looked at the big waves.

I asked about the big waves.

"Did Sister Yuan Yuan tell you?"

Big Wave nodded.

"What can you do alone at night? Are you stupid to see that you can't handle it. We won't call other staff at our dumpling restaurant. ”