Hello Squish, don't mind if I call you that, do you?

The first time I met you, I was in the world of reunion, and the first time I saw you with a sweet smile in the MV, I was deeply fascinated by you.

When I was young, I secretly saved my pocket money just to support you to buy your records, and the funny thing is that I found out later that all I bought were pirated.

Later, my girlfriend found out that I actually paid more attention to you than her, and she had a hard fight with me, how ridiculous do you think she should be?

She's going to eat your jealousy? Could it be that she thinks I'm going to have something to do with you?

I've thought about it, but forgive me, what fan hasn't fantasized about being with an idol, right?

You have shown me a different you in the Black Sea incident, I never thought that you could be so powerful as a little man! It is your bravery and strength that supports the entire girlhood.

I'm proud of you, and I'm proud of my fan idol!

I don't have the power to change the status quo for you, I can only support you with my insignificant strength!

Now I can't believe it, this is the first time I've stayed up all night for a month in a row, and the reason for the all-night is actually for a person who doesn't know me, and I've fought 300 rounds with those hateful black fans on the Internet!

Later, I secretly climbed the wall in Huaxia to watch the variety show you participated in, and I don't think it was the real you.

You shouldn't be jerking, in my heart you should belong to that kind of gentle little peninsula woman!

Your self-confidence, your strength are all honed by life, right?

I just hate that I can't help you, I can only try to learn Peninsular, at least if one day I stand next to you and express my affection to you, and you don't understand, right?

I heard you say that there are two naughty sisters in the team, both of whom belong to the kind of crocodile appetite, so that you can see the crocodile without fear but have a kind of intimate feeling.

I used my first salary to buy this big crocodile just to give it to you, and I was going to send it directly to your company, but I saw it on the Internet that the gifts sent to the company are basically not seen by you.

I'm a little selfish, I want to stand in front of you and give it to you personally!

Squish, today is your birthday again, this is the fourth year that I have liked you, and I have come to the peninsula.

I don't know if it's the right thing to do to come to the peninsula, but when I was in China, I always looked at the peninsula because of some problems.

After coming to the peninsula, I found that the entertainment industry here is really dark.

unspoken rules,

suicide

Confusion.

I'm a little scared to see you, I'm afraid that the person I see will be different from you in my heart.

I'm afraid that you will also tarnish the entertainment industry, I believe you, but I'm afraid that it will be one in a million uncertainties.

I'm so cowardly, I would doubt you, I don't think I'm worthy of being your fan anymore!

When I came to the peninsula, I carried a big crocodile to wait for you at the door of your company under the scorching sun, waited for you in the wind and rain at the door of your show, and waited for you at the Han River Bridge where you like to haunt

You are exactly what I imagined, and you are not dimmed by the support of the other team members around you, but I can only see you in my eyes!

I didn't even think I was a fan!

I still haven't managed to get the chance to talk to you face-to-face.

Card Huang has withdrawn from the team!

It felt like the sky was falling!

If I can turn the sea back, then I believe I love you.

If I can keep the moon high in the sky, then I believe I love you.

If I could turn back the clock, I believe I love you!

But I can't do it!

That's why I don't love you.

But if I can drink all the soju in one sitting, then I'm sure I love you!

In order to try to drink all the bottles of shochu in one go, I tried it for a month.

I finally did it, then I believe I love you!

Well, this is a letter that is not destined to be sent, and it is also a big crocodile that is destined to only accompany me!

You're in love, and my love is extinguished at this moment!

I will stay away from you, so that you will always be the most perfect in my heart!

Come on, I believe you will achieve your ideals!

...

Jin Ruansoft looked at the letter that would never be sent, and there were traces of tears on the letter.

This is a fan's deepest love for idols.

If there is no later coincidence, Jin Ruansoft may only sigh when she sees this letter and has a fan who likes her so much.

But now the owner of the letter has a complicated entanglement with her.

It's like if you have met a new friend, but this new friend has been secretly liking you for several years, then I am sure you must have very mixed feelings, right?

Jin Ruansoft took out his mobile phone and quickly sent a message to add friends to the number he had already memorized:

"Are you there? I miss you?"

After a minute of no message, she sent another verification text message:

"I have something I want to talk to you about, you can pass it!"

Three minutes later, there was still no message from the friend.

"Let's meet!"

...

Still didn't have any response, she knew that Qian Duoduo was actually very free at work, and he couldn't be blind to a mobile phone controller, and he wouldn't be unable to see the information without special circumstances!

Now it's past 8 o'clock in the evening, and there is a veritable night owl for the money she knows, and she won't go to bed early!

Thinking of the message sent by the private investigator before, there is a red line reminder on it:

Qian Duoduo likes to drink and pick up girls in the Peninsula Bar when he is resting, and he habitually puts his mobile phone on silent when he picks up girls!

Jin Ruansoft held a glimmer of hope and dialed the phone number that Qian Duoduo had left when he deleted her.

The phone rang and no one answered!

If you hit again, no one answered!

Even if Qian Duoduo liked himself before, what if he didn't like it before? Is it difficult to achieve it, because he likes himself for many years and can accept his chaotic private life?

Jin Ruansoft is emotionally passive, she doesn't like Xiaobian, it's just because of the enthusiasm he pursues, which makes her overwhelmed.

She could only say that she did not object or support, but because of the company's arrangement, she acquiesced in hyping the scandal with him!

In her bones, she never admitted that Xiaobian was her boyfriend, and she was never willing to even hold hands!

She is a novice in feelings, and when she doesn't know how to face her feelings, she naturally chooses to escape.

This time, she wanted to run away again.

However, someone gave her a reason not to want to escape.

is still their sister group, and the little club expert Xiuying sent a video:

"@帕尼, isn't this the guy you posted today who is very good at flirting with girls?

"yes, how did you come across him?"

"Drinking with friends in a bar, I saw a beautiful woman with a temperament, I paid more attention to it, and then I saw the handsome oppa next to her singing on stage!"

clicked on the video, and sure enough, it was the familiar voice:

Without you

My heart stopped beating because of that

Love is not spoken

I can feel it with my heart

As long as there is you

I don't want anything

You are everything to me

Like the stars in the sky shining brightly

...

Jin Ruansoft called Xiuying, asked which bar she was in, and quickly hung up the phone!

Come on, Jin is soft, there are some things that cannot be escaped, and it takes hard work to hold him in the palm of his hand.

(Soft and squishy recommended, like a star)