When she came out of the defense room, Ming Ensu took a deep breath, and the students who had not yet defended were still nervously rehearsing, and when they saw her come out, they hurriedly stepped forward to ask.

"How's it going?"

"What questions were asked?"

"Is the mentor strict? What questions have you been asked?"

Ming Ensu answered them one by one, and after they asked all the questions they were curious about, Ming Ensu walked out of the campus.

There are some things that you have to face after they happen, whether you want to escape or forget.

Ming Ensu thought, this is probably life, it is her life.

When she thinks that things will return to normal, and that although she will always be calm and water, she can live happily and happily, there will be some ups and downs.

When she came back, Lu Zhiyuan was already there, not only Lu Zhiyuan, but also Zhao Yuezhu, Zhao Yuezhu seemed to be a little paler than half a month ago, but the distance between the two was also very close, and it seemed as if they were an unmarried couple.

"You talk first, I'll wait for you outside the door. Zhao Yuezhu stood up and said very gently to Lu Zhiyuan.

Lu Zhiyuan nodded at her.

Seeing this scene, Ming Ensu already had the answer in her heart, she already knew what Lu Zhiyuan was going to talk to her about today.

In fact, from the time Lu Zhiyuan and their mother and daughter left, Ming Ensu had already guessed it, but she was passively used to it in this relationship, so she kept waiting...... Waiting for Lu Zhiyuan to really make a decision.

"Xiao Su......" Lu Zhiyuan finally spoke, "You...... Why haven't you contacted me during this time?"

Ming Ensu looked at him, poured a glass of water, she came directly after her defense, she didn't have time to drink saliva, now she can finally sit down and moisten her throat, and when she finished drinking, she felt that her throat was comfortable for a while, and then she spoke: "Didn't you contact me either?"

Lu Zhiyuan heard a different feeling from her words: "You're blaming me, aren't you?"

Ming Ensu laughed, but this laughter has some unclear meaning, even she herself can't tell why she laughs, but she doesn't know why she just wants to laugh, as if only laughter can express her feelings well at this time.

Because of her laughter, Lu Zhiyuan's brows twisted.

He didn't contact him for a while, and he originally thought that Ming Ensu would not be able to help but ask him to explain, to have a result, and to ask him whether he would choose Zhao Yuezhu or her.

At first, when Lu Zhiyuan was at a loss, he would be a little nervous once the phone rang, but the facts told him that he thought too much, and Ming Ensu didn't make a single call.

When he decided to come back later, he also thought that he would see a haggard and sad Ming Ensu today, but he seemed to be wrong again, she was no different from usual.

This gave Lu Zhiyuan a feeling that Ming Ensu had the same feeling as him and him, which was somewhat uncomfortable for the macho Lu Zhiyuan.

Because the more normal Ming Ensu behaves, the more it shows that she is not so important in her heart.

This is something that he cannot accept.

He is contradictory, on the one hand, he doesn't want Ming Ensu to be too entangled in the affairs of Zhao Yuezhu and the child, but on the other hand, he wants to see her haggard and emaciated because she cares about herself.

"What did you want to tell me when you called me back today?" Since he didn't mean to take the initiative to speak, Ming Ensu took the initiative to bring it up.

Things are now coming, and there should be a time for them to come to fruition, although ......

She had already guessed what the outcome would be.

Lu Zhiyuan looked at her, and after being silent for a while, he spoke: "I'...... There is one thing that needs to be discussed with you. We...... Let's be separated for a while. ”

Ming Ensu thought that he had simply come to break up with him, but when he said "temporarily apart for a while", he was a little unclear what he meant.

"What do you mean by being separated for a while?"

Lu Zhiyuan held her hand and sighed: "Xiaoxu, I love you, but you have also seen that Zhao Yuezhu's mental condition is very unstable now, Xiaoxiao is still so young, they can't do without me." Zhao Yuezhu cut her wrists not long ago, if she hadn't found it in time, Xiaoxiao might not even have her mother, she was still so young...... At that time, my crying voice was hoarse. ”

Ming Ensu pulled his hand out, "So, how long do you want me to wait?" she asked, "a year, two years or ...... Five years, ten years?"

Lu Zhiyuan couldn't give a specific answer to her question, because he didn't have an answer in his heart.

He didn't know how many years it would take, but he knew that his daughter needed him now, and Zhao Yuezhu was his daughter's mother.

He had lived in the shadow of an illegitimate child since he was a child, and he didn't want his daughter to suffer like this, she was still so young.

So after weighing it, he felt that the only person who could suffer some grievances was Ming Ensu.

Ming Ensu is his fiancée, she has always been very sensible, she never complains about anything, he believes that as long as she talks to her about her current situation, she will be considerate of herself.

But he heard Ming Ensu say, "We are separated, but ...... I won't wait for you. ”

Lu Zhiyuan was a little skeptical that he had misheard, or that he was hallucinating, otherwise how could he hear Ming Ensu say such heartless words.

What is it called, will not wait for him?

"Xiao Su, you don't care about our relationship for so many years? I said, I don't really want to separate from you, just for the sake of the children, I need to take care of them for a while. ”

Lu Zhiyuan had no way to accept such a result, in his imagination, Ming Enxu should be willing to wait for him, after all, they have been together for a long time, and they have always had a good relationship.

Facing his questioning, Ming Ensu took a deep breath: "Lu Zhiyuan, Xiaoxiao is your child, I can't stop you from taking care of her, but she is not my child, why am I waiting? She is the child of you and Zhao Yuezhu, not my child." ”

Yes, it's not her child, even if she loves the house and Wu, she can't do this.

Lu Zhiyuan looked at her disappointedly: "What Zhao Yuezhu said is not wrong, you don't really treat Xiaoxiao at all, I even naively want to raise Xiaoxiao with you in the future, I think you will be a qualified mother, now it seems that I was wrong." You are not the biological mother of the child, how can you be sincere to her. ”

Ming Ensu was shocked by his strong words, and she looked at Lu Zhiyuan with wide eyes.

"From the time I walked in the door until now, I didn't see any thought of me in your eyes. Even when I said to break up, you agreed very quickly, Ming Enxu, I really doubt now, we have been together for so many years, do you really love me?"

Do you really love him?

Ming Ensu asked himself the same question.

But if she didn't love her, why would she give up her studies halfway and come to a foreign country with him where she was unfamiliar with her and was a stranger and didn't understand the language?

Why do you want to work with him abroad?

Why did he know that Xiaoxiao was the illegitimate daughter of him and Zhao Yuezhu, but he didn't leave her ruthlessly, but took care of her carefully?

She has done so much, but now Lu Zhiyuan is questioning her feelings for him?

Ming Ensu was really a little disappointed, she felt more and more as if she didn't know the man in front of her at all, otherwise he was so close in front of her, but she would feel so strange?

"If I don't love you, why do you have to wait for you to bring Zhao Yuezhu to tell me to break up?" asked him.

Lu Zhiyuan: "Since you love me, why can't you wait for me? I will return to you, it's just a matter of time." If you really love me, what is that time?"163

Ming Ensu suddenly didn't want to speak: "Forget it, you can think whatever you want, I ......"

"Zhiyuan, are you done talking?" Zhao Yuezhu looked at the time, they chatted for half an hour, but Lu Zhiyuan hadn't come out yet, she was afraid that Ming Ensu would do anything to keep Lu Zhiyuan like her, so she couldn't help but walk in after a short hesitation.

It's just that she can't say that it's because of herself, but she found the reason for her daughter, "Xiaoxiao can't see us for too long, she will be anxious, you know, Xiaoxiao likes you so much, she will cry if she can't see you for a while." ”

Hearing her mention her daughter, Lu Zhiyuan's expression softened, and Ming Ensu could see that he liked Xiaoxiao very much, after all, it was his first child and his biological flesh and blood.

But the little girl in Zhao Yuezhu's mouth who will cry if she can't see an adult is a completely different person from Xiaoxiao in Ming Enxu's impression.

Although Ming Enxu didn't stay with Xiaoxiao for a long time, that child was a very sensible and obedient child, a child who could draw quietly by herself for three or four hours when she was revising her paper, how could she cry because she couldn't see anyone for a while?

However, although she had doubts in her heart, she didn't have any position to ask, after all, it was Zhao Yuezhu and her own child.

Not hers.

Before Lu Zhiyuan left, Ming Ensu took off the bracelet on his hand, this was when Lu Zhiyuan was on a business trip, when she went to look for him, Lu Zhiyuan bought it for her, and it was also that time that Ming Ensu saw Zhao Yuezhu standing next to Lu Zhiyuan for the first time.

As a result, now that I am going around and around, I didn't expect that the three of them standing face to face again would be a completely different scene.

At that time, Ming Enxu and Lu Zhiyuan were fiancées, and Zhao Yuezhu was just an "assistant".

But now, Zhao Yuezhu and Lu Zhiyuan already have children, and she seems to have become an outsider.

"This is what you bought for me at the time, and I have been carrying it all these years, I thought it was a symbol of our feelings, but now it seems that I was too naïve, and I can't say anything to wish you all the best in growing old together, but I still hope that everyone will not see each other again in the future. ”

Ming Ensu put the bracelet he took off and put it in Lu Zhiyuan's hand.

She couldn't continue to get along with them as if nothing had happened, she just knew that she couldn't completely forget the man she loved for the first time for a while.

But it doesn't matter, Ming Ensu believes that he can forget and start over.

Lu Zhiyuan looked at the bracelet in his hand, and then at Ming Ensu, and there was some reluctance in his eyes, after all, so far, Ming Ensu was the kindest and simplest girl he had ever met.

But now he has other responsibilities, he has to take on the responsibility of taking care of his daughter, and he can't be an irresponsible father, so he can only temporarily grieve Ming Ensu.

He felt that what Ming Ensu said that he would never meet again was just a momentary angry talk.

She is just angry now, and after a while, her anger will subside, and she will talk to her slowly, believing that they can still return to their previous lives.

There is also a very important reason why Lu Zhiyuan is so confident, that is, Ming Ensu is still a student, and whether he is looking for a job or other things in the future, he will need a man by his side.

When the time comes, when she encounters difficulties, she will naturally think of his goodness.

There is also this house, after graduation, it is impossible for Ming Ensu to go back to school, if she doesn't live here, she won't even have a place to live.

As long as she lives here, then they will have a chance to get back together.

So under this kind of weighing of left and right, pros and cons, Lu Zhiyuan came to the conclusion that Ming Ensu could not do without him.

But Lu Zhiyuan still underestimated Ming Enxu, these things are indeed some difficulties, but she does not have no choice, she has the most direct and thorough choice, that is-return to China.

After returning to China, she has friends, and she is no longer alone, and she does not have to face this strange country alone.

Even though he has been living abroad for four years, he still misses his country and his homeland.

If it weren't for wanting to accompany Lu Zhiyuan here, she wouldn't have left her native place.

Now that she has broken up with Lu Zhiyuan, Lu Zhiyuan has Zhao Yuezhu by his side and a daughter, and he no longer needs her, so she can go back.

When Bai Yiqiu received a call from Ming Enxu, she was sleeping in a daze, but when she heard Ming Ensu say that she was very good at returning to China, she suddenly bounced up from the bed and disappeared from any sleepiness.

Her voice couldn't stop being happy and excited: "Really? You really decided to come back? I said, how can foreign countries be so good, let me tell you that in the past few years of your absence, the domestic development has been fast, and it is not worse than abroad, and you will know when you come back......

Bai Yiqiu chatted with her excitedly for a long time, and then asked with hindsight: "How did you remember to return to China? Aren't you going to break out of the world abroad with your fiancé?"

Ming Enxu chose to leave his hometown and wander with Lu Zhiyuan in an unfamiliar place, but in fact, Bai Yiqiu disagreed from the beginning.

But there is no way, Ming Enxu just wants to be by his side, wants to pass on energy to him, so that he is not alone abroad, Bai Yiqiu will not say anything when the persuasion is fruitless.

And over the years, every time I talked to Ming Enxu, Ming Ensu said that he was living a good life, very happy, and very good with Lu Zhiyuan.

Over time, Bai Yiqiu felt that she was either narrow-minded, and felt that she was used to seeing scumbags, so she felt that there was actually no good man in this case, maybe her iron best friend was lucky and met a good man who could be happy from love to marriage.

But she heard Ming Ensu say in a sad voice, "We...... Broke up. ”

Bai Yiqiu was a little surprised and didn't control her voice for a while: "Broke up?!"

Did she hear it wrong?

Otherwise, how could she have heard such a ridiculous thing.

Ke Ming Ensu repeated again: "Broke up." ”

Bai Yiqiu slapped his thigh violently: "Did he do something sorry for you?!!"

Bai Yiqiu didn't even have to think about it, so she blamed Lu Zhiyuan for the reason, because she knew Ming Ensu too well, according to her understanding of Ming Enxu, unless it was Mars hitting the earth, she would never do anything to be sorry for Lu Zhiyuan.

Since the responsibility will not appear on Ming Enxu, it must be Lu Zhiyuan who has done something cats and dogs.

Ming Enxu finally found someone to talk to now, and cried and told Bai Yiqiu the whole story.

From Zhao Yuezhu's sudden appearance, to knowing that Lu Zhiyuan cheated when he was with her, to knowing that there was a child between them...... In the end, Lu Zhiyuan took Zhao Yuezhu to break up with her.

Ming Eunsu choked up as he narrated.

Bai Yiqiu, who listened, wanted to use a knife to cut people: "Slut, cheap man! Damn, bitch with dog, forever! It's shameless, and let you wait for him, wait for his grandmother's mallet!!What is the first love, in the name of first love, you can destroy people's feelings?!"

Bai Yiqiu was angry to death: "No, you tell me, where are they, I'll tomorrow, no, I'll buy a ticket to kill me now, I'm going to make this pair of dog men and women kneel in front of you and apologize, what's the matter, garbage, bastard!!"

Hearing what happened to Ming Enxu, Bai Yiqiu was even more angry than finding out that her ex-boyfriend was splitting her legs.

If nothing else, just for Lu Zhiyuan, he couldn't bear to hurt this clean and beautiful girl.

Ming Ensu is the cleanest girl she has ever seen, Bai Yiqiu has always felt that she is worthy of the best feelings in the world, and she can have a man to protect her for a lifetime, but now, Ming Enxu has spent four or five years of her youth, and now she is feeding the dogs!

"I'm fine...... I don't know where they went, I didn't ask, since it's all over, I don't plan to wait for him, I want to go back to China...... Then start over. ”

Bai Yiqiu took two deep breaths, "That's fine, you can think of the best, a bitch and a dog, it's not worth your sadness, it's not worth your sadness, it's okay, when you come back, I'll introduce you to a few more men, it must be better than that dog man!"

Ming Ensu was amused by her, and after chatting with Bai Yiqiu for an hour or two, Ming Ensu felt as if she was not so sad anymore.