103: You are two separate individuals
When Fu Dingsi woke up from the nightmare, he was covered in sweat.
He calmed down for a long time before he realized that it had just been a nightmare.
However, the emotions in the dream were so real that he still hadn't come out of it.
It's like something that really happened. Fu Dingsi rubbed his eyebrows, got up and walked to the bathroom to take a shower.
When he took a shower, he kept thinking about the contents of his dreams.
Probably because I watched the news like that before going to bed last night, I dreamed of such an outrageous thing.
Fu Dingsi rarely dreams on weekdays, so he can't tell the difference between dreams and reality.
.........
After taking a shower, Fu Dingsi changed his clothes and walked out of the bedroom.
At this time, Fu Qizheng also got up.
With a cup of black coffee in his hand, he was looking at yesterday's stock market.
Seeing Fu Dingsi get up, Fu Qizheng said: "There is food in the refrigerator, you go eat something, and I will take you to the hospital in a while." ”
Fu Dingsi answered and went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee.
As for the rest, he couldn't eat it.
**
At nine o'clock, Fu Qizheng took Fu Dingsi to the hospital.
At that time, the doctor who had made an appointment was already waiting.
Fu Qizheng brought Fu Dingsi to the doctor and introduced the two of them to each other: "This is Dr. Eddie, who is very famous in the American industry. Eddie, this is my cousin, Fu Dingsi. ”
Dr. Eddie reached out and shook Fu Dingsi, then greeted him in English.
Fu Dingsi also replied to him in English. After introducing the two of them to each other, Fu Qizheng left first.
Dr. Eddie took Fu Dingsi to the table and sat down, poured him a cup of coffee, and the two of them chatted casually.
Fu Qizheng probably mentioned Fu Dingsi's situation to Eddie before, but he still had to ask the person concerned about what was going on.
Eddie likes to talk to his patients like friends, so that they can relax and not have a defensive conversation.
Fu Dingsi took the coffee and took a sip, he didn't take the initiative to speak, but waited for Eddie to ask.
Eddie said: "Mr. Fu said that you lost your past memories because of a car accident?"
Fu Dingsi nodded, "I had a car accident about four years ago, and I don't remember what happened before when I woke up. ”
Eddie asked, "Is this information that you know yourself, or is it something that someone else has instilled in you?"
Fu Dingsi was very clever and immediately guessed what Eddie was going to say: "You mean, that car accident probably didn't exist?"
Eddie shook her head: "We won't mention whether the car accident exists or not, this is almost the result of a full body examination, I mean, you have amnesia, someone else told you, right?"
Fu Dingsi nodded.
Eddie: "What was the first fragment of your memory?" Fu Dingsi was asked.
He rubbed his eyebrows and thought carefully for a while before he said, "It seems that it has been three months since the car accident." When I woke up at home, my family told me I had been in a coma for more than three months. ”
Eddie nodded thoughtfully.
After a while, he asked Fu Dingsi again: "Over the years, you have never remembered anything before the car accident, have you?"
Fu Dingsi nodded: "Yes." ”
Eddie: "There's not a single piece of the picture?"
Fu Dingsi nodded: "Yes." ”
Eddie: "Have you asked the people around you, and are they willing to tell you what happened?"
Fu Dingsi recalled their attitude and shook his head.
Whether it was the Fu family, Zhou Jingkang and Qin Feng, they refused to mention to him what happened back then.
When he pressed Fu Lanhuai, Fu Lanhuai also talked about him left and right, and even his reply was very perfunctory.
.........
After Eddie understood the situation, he took Fu Dingsi to the examination room.
Fu Dingsi was placed in front of the device by Eddie, he lay down, Eddie put the patch on his temple, and then sat down in front of the screen and began to analyze the situation.
Eddie, while experienced, really hadn't come across such a case before.
Under normal circumstances, when a person with amnesia comes to him to recover his memory, his family will give him support and help.
At the very least, some clues will be provided, so that the hypnosis can be carried out normally.
But Fu Dingsi's side ......
Eddie felt that the people around him seemed to be afraid that he would know about the past.
If it's a car accident amnesia, it's impossible not to remember a single clip or picture.
Eddie's preliminary judgment is that his memories must have been professionally sealed.
That is, he had been hypnotized before.
After looking at the state of the brain waves on the screen, Eddie basically affirmed his previous thoughts.
He also saw that there was something wrong with Fu Dingsi's amygdala.
Eddie printed out the picture and asked Fu to get up from the recliner.
As soon as Fu Dingsi opened his eyes, he saw Eddie's serious expression.
Seeing him like this, Fu Dingsi's expression also became a little more serious.
Eddie came to Fu Dingsi with the report and invited him to sit down with him.
He stared down at the report for a moment, then said to him, "You have undergone hypnotherapy before, and hypnotherapy has directly affected the amygdala, so your empathy ability is worse than that of ordinary people. ”
To put it bluntly, it is indifference.
Fu Dingsi is hard to deny this.
Before meeting Ning Jiaoyi, he was indeed a very indifferent person, and there would not be much ups and downs in his emotions.
He once thought that he had been like this all his life, until he came into contact with Ning Jiaoyi.
"Hypnosis, are you sure?" Fu Dingsi confirmed to Eddie.
No one in the Fu family has ever mentioned this matter to him.
Fu Qizheng just said that he helped find a doctor back then, he was too busy, and Fu Qizheng didn't know what specific treatment was carried out.
Eddie nodded, "I can basically confirm it, and I preliminarily judged that you were very likely to suffer from mental illness back then, and your family thought that that memory was not necessary for you, so they would hypnotherapy you undergo hypnotherapy." Obviously, you're now recovered, and that memory is completely dusted. ”
Speaking of this, he paused and told Fu Dingsi about the risks he might encounter: "If you want to recover your memory, the disease may also recur, which is not a good thing for you, but if you insist on recovering, I can also help you try, but it may not be successful." ”
Psychiatric disorders.
Hearing these words, Fu Dingsi didn't come back to his senses for a long time.
He really didn't think he would have this kind of problem.
He's been normal for the past few years, and he doesn't even have much mood swings.
How can such a calm person have mental problems?
Fu Dingsi thought for a while before asking, "What could be the problem?"
"My initial suspicion is that it's split personality. Eddie expressed the basis for his judgment, "Hypnosis can indeed dust people's memories, but it is not 100% effective, and we often treat some patients with PTSD with hypnotherapy to make them forget those bad experiences. However, this treatment cannot be done once and for all, and the patient will still occasionally remember some fragments, and then the next hypnotherapy session is required. ”
"But you've never had a second treatment in years, and you haven't been affected in any way, so I'm guessing you have two separate memories. In people with split personality disorder, the memories of several personalities exist independently. Of course, split personality will also be treated by hypnosis, and under normal circumstances, if the treatment is successful, there will be no special big accidents, and the other personality will not appear. ”
Eddie carefully analyzed the situation for Fu Dingsi.
Fu Dingsi didn't know much about this aspect, but Eddie made it very clear.
Fu Dingsi never thought that this kind of plot that only existed in movies would be staged on him.
He clenched his fists, the back of his hand bulging with veins, and his eyelids jumping.
After a long silence, Fu Dingsi asked Eddie, "You mean, the person before was not me?"
"Of course, sociologically speaking, you're two separate individuals, he has his own circle of friends, and you have your own life," Eddie laughs. You're just sharing the same body. Biologically, you are indeed the same person. I know it's a bit hard to accept. ”
"Of course, I don't know if you're the main personality or the secondary personality now, and that's up to your family. "You should think about hypnosis first, I'll have to tell you all the risks." If you're hypnotized, chances are you're not you. ”
Fu Dingsi immediately understood what Eddie meant: "You mean, he will come back?"
Eddie nodded, "Very likely." Once the memory awakens, your body is encroached upon. Of course, you can also show up when he comes back, anyway...... It's going to be confusing. ”
"Your friends around you may not be very receptive to this. ”
After all, this disease is not common, and everyone's understanding of this disease is basically obtained from literary and artistic works.
After Dr. Eddie said this, Fu Dingsi was silent for a long time.
For him, the amount of information today is already large enough.
In his body, there lived another person.
It sounds incredible, but Eddie doesn't lie to him, and there's no need to lie to him.
Did the memories he had lost belong to him, or did they belong to someone else?
Who was entangled with Ning Jiaoyi before?
There are too many questions.
Eddie saw Fu Dingsi's surprise, he raised his hand, patted Fu Dingsi's shoulder in a friendly way, and smiled to comfort him: "It's okay, you can think about it slowly, I know this kind of thing is difficult to accept." ”
"Let's try it first. ”
Fu Dingsi thought about it for a long time, but decided to try hypnosis.
He knew he had to take risks, but he wanted to know more about what had happened to him and Ning Jiaoyi before.
No one wants their life to be blank for more than 20 years, he doesn't want to be hidden from everyone anymore, he just wants to live clearly once.
No one wants to tell him the truth, he can only find out in his own way.
Eddie was surprised that he had made a decision so quickly: "You don't think about it anymore, the risk is very high, and if you disappear, it seems that it is a bit more than worth the loss." ”
"Don't think about it. Fu Dingsi asked Eddie, "How long does it take to have an effect?"
Eddie: "Not necessarily, you may have to come over regularly, try it for a month first, if there is damage to your body in the middle, I will stop at any time, I hope you cooperate." ”
Fu Dingsi: "Well, thank you. ”
.........
Fu Dingsi spent two and a half hours in Eddie's office.
When Fu Dingsi came out, his face was not very good.
Fu Qizheng had already left, and Fu Dingsi directly took a taxi to Fu Qizheng's company.
When I came over, it was just in time for lunch.
Fu Qizheng saw that Fu Dingsi's face was so bad, so he asked, "What's wrong?"
Fu Dingsi stared at Fu Qizheng for a while, and asked coldly: "Brother, do you think I have changed compared to previous years?"
Fu Qizheng was stunned by Fu Dingsi's question, "Why did you suddenly ask this?"
Fu Dingsi: "Think about it. ”
Fu Qizheng fell into memory.
Fu Qizheng followed his parents to New York when he was very young, and he didn't have much contact with the Fu family.
He has a good relationship with Fu Dingsi, and he can see each other every once in a while.
Fu Dingsi started his own business before the accident, and Fu Qizheng gave him a lot of advice at that time.
At that time......
Fu Qizheng thought about it carefully, at that time, he was indeed a little different from now.
At that time, Fu Dingsi was very enthusiastic about people, and he talked more than now, and he would come to things more than now.
If it weren't for Fu Dingsi asking like this, he really didn't react, he just thought that he had amnesia after the car accident and caused a change in his personality.
"The personality is really different. Fu Qizheng said, "You used to talk more than you do now, and your attitude towards people was more enthusiastic than now, but the doctor also said that your surgery was affected after the car accident, and it is normal for your personality to change, so you don't have to think too much." ”
"It's not a personality change. Fu Dingsi looked into Fu Qizheng's eyes and repeated what Dr. Eddie had just said: "It's because he and I are not alone." ”
Fu Qizheng's body stiffened, and his face was a little ugly: "What do you mean by this?"
Fu Dingsi said: "Dr. Eddie just examined me and speculated that I had split personality disorder, and before the car accident, it should have been another personality, and I only appeared after the car accident. ”
Fu Qizheng: "......"
Such a mysterious thing was actually bumped into by him?
Fu Qizheng thinks that he has seen a lot of things, but it is the first time he has encountered such an outrageous one.
Moreover, the people of the Fu family had not mentioned this to him before.
But Fu Qizheng knows Eddie's level, and he will definitely not say something that he is not sure of.
Generally speaking, if he speaks, he is not 10% sure, but also 90%.
"Maybe it's a diagnosis error, and if you do, your parents won't be able to tell me. Fu Qizheng asked Fu Dingsi: "Eddie should have told you about other possibilities, right?"
"Nope. Fu Dingsi shook his head, "He said, there is only this one possibility. ”
Fu Qizheng rubbed his eyebrows, "But your parents haven't mentioned it to me, and Lan Huai hasn't said it." ”
Fu Dingsi: "Because they don't want you to know, let alone let me know." ”
Fu Qizheng: "What else did Eddie say?
Fu Dingsi: "He said that hypnotherapy was mainly to dust the memory of that personality, and if I received hypnosis again, that person might come back." ”
- That person will come back, which means that he will disappear now.
Fu Qizheng heard the voiceover, and his expression became more serious: "You think about it again." ”
Fu Qizheng felt that this was a very serious matter.
When it comes to the transformation of personality, there are so many things involved.
Moreover, the people of the Fu family must have made this decision after careful consideration.
Fu Qizheng gave Fu Dingsi an analysis: "They chose to keep you, there must be a reason, the doctor is willing to do this, it also shows that you are the most suitable personality to be the master of the body, once the previous personality comes back, you will disappear completely." The concept of complete disappearance, you know?"
"You're a little impulsive right now, think about it before you decide. Fu Qizheng couldn't agree with Fu Dingsi's approach for the time being, so he could only persuade him to calm down as much as possible.
However, Fu Dingsi's side didn't listen to Fu Qizheng's words at all, "I've already decided." ”
If the previous personality really had any grievances with Ning Jiaoyi, he had to be the one who knew about it.
He had to figure out what had happened so that he could truly resolve the contradictions between them.
And not as it is now, hidden from everyone. Fu Qizheng saw that Fu Dingsi was so persistent, and he was really helpless.
"Really thought it through?"
Fu Dingsi: "Hmm. ”
Fu Qizheng: "Then, what are your plans, in case he really comes back-"
"If he comes back, it's useless for me to have any plans. Fu Dingsi was very sober.
Fu Qizheng was blocked by Fu Dingsi's words: "......"
That was the case, and it seemed that it was time for him to have a good chat with Dr. Eddie.
"Okay, let's not talk about this for the time being, let's go to dinner first, you stay in the afternoon to help me deal with a little work, today I will pick up the junior high school from school, you come with me." Fu Qizheng changed the subject.
didn't want Fu Dingsi to keep thinking about this, so he was ready to leave him here to help.
Let him have something to do, and he won't keep thinking about what he has and doesn't have.
Fu Dingsi knew Fu Qizheng's intentions, he nodded and agreed to Fu Qizheng's request.
**
After lunch, Fu Dingsi stayed to help Fu Qizheng deal with the work.
It's a lot of hours.
.........
At half past four, Fu Qizheng was ready to pick up junior high school from school.
Fu Dingsi still likes this little niece Chu Chu very much, I haven't seen her for a long time, and I still miss her a little.
Fu Dingsi got into the car with Fu Qizheng and drove towards the junior high school.
The junior high school is nearby, five or six minutes away.
At the beginning, Fu Qizheng chose this school for the primary school, which was also convenient for her to pick her up and go to school.
In the past few years, Luo Xiang's work has become more and more busy, and he can't focus all his energy on his children like before.
Fu Dingsi got out of the car with Fu Qizheng and walked into the kindergarten.
It's like kindergartens all over the world, full of children's noise.
Fu Dingsi looked at so many children around him, and suddenly remembered Ning Jiaoyi's child......
It seems that her child didn't have it three years ago, right?
If that kid was still around, he would be in kindergarten by now.
Thinking of this, Fu Dingsi unconsciously clenched his fists.
"Uncle, you're here!"
Fu Dingsi was thinking so, and Fu Qizheng had already come over with Chu Chu.
After seeing Fu Dingsi at the beginning, he shouted to him with some excitement.
Fu Dingsi came back to his senses and looked at Chu Chu, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile: "What do you want to eat at night, uncle will take you to eat." ”
"Didn't Aunt Jiaojiao come with you?" Chu Chu looked around, looking for Ning Jiaoyi's figure.
She remembered that Aunt Kyaukjiao had come with her uncle last time......
Although I only saw it not long ago, Chu Chu still misses Ning Jiaoyi very much.
Fu Dingsi could see that Chu Chu liked Ning Jiaoyi very much, and Fu Qizheng and Luo Xiang had said before that Ning Jiaoyi was very good to Chu Chu.
It seems that she is very attractive to children.
And she...... I think I like children, too.
But thinking that Xiao Liang said that Ning Jiaoyi could no longer get pregnant, Fu Dingsi's chest was tight.
"She's busy, I'll see you next time. Fu Dingsi explained to Chu Chu.
Chu Chu nodded and said sensibly: "Then I'll wait for her to be busy before playing with her." ”
Fu Dingsi touched Chu Chu's face, "Okay." ”
**
Paris, eleven o'clock in the evening.
Ning Jiaoyi had just finished the video conference when she heard a quick knock on the door.
Ning Jiaoyi closed the computer and walked to the door, opened the monitor at the door, and saw Yan Qijiang standing outside.
Ning Jiaoyi opened the door for Yan Qijiang, and Yan Qijiang walked in in a hurry.
As soon as he came in, Ning Jiaoyi said angrily, "If you knock on the door like this again, I'll throw you downstairs." ”
Yan Qijiang snorted, "Aren't I worried about you! I saw you on the hot search just after the shooting, I'm afraid you won't be able to open it." ”
Ning Jiaoyi was amused by his words: "How much can't I think about it in your heart?"
Yan Qijiang: "You can't think of being with a scumbag like Fu Dingsi?"
Ning Jiaoyi: "......"
It was rare for her to be scolded by Yan Qijiang so that she had nothing to say.
She can't refute this herself.
Because she herself felt that she really couldn't think of being obsessed with Fu Dingsi.
But there was no way, she couldn't let go.
"Don't you have anything to say?" Yan Qijiang asked her, "Why have you two been arguing recently?"
Yan Qijiang has been very busy recently, various activities and endorsements, flying around the world, and he hasn't sat down and chatted with Ning Jiaoyi for a long time.
But Yan Qijiang has seen all the news between Ning Jiaoyi and Fu Dingsi.
Just looking at it makes me feel like it's on fire.
"Why, not just those reasons. Ning Jiaoyi didn't bother to explain, "It's as written in the news." ”
"And then you plan to live like this with him?" Yan Qijiang rolled his eyes, "This kind of scum, where is it worth you like this?"
Ning Jiaoyi looked down at the floor for a moment, and then she smiled and said, "You may need a chance to let go." ”
If she continues like this, she shouldn't be able to hold out for long.
quarreled before, Fu Dingsi coaxed her a little, she would be soft-hearted, and couldn't help but want to give him a chance to forgive him.
In this relationship, she seems to be strong, but in fact it is not like this at all.
All the initiative is in Fu Dingsi's hands.
In a relationship, the one who loves more is always very passive.
"Isn't this an opportunity? I found out that your appearance becomes a joke as soon as you meet Fu Dingsi. Yan Qijiang hated iron and complained about Ning Jiaoyi.
Ning Jiaoyi shrugged her shoulders and did not deny it.
Her mood was not too high, so Yan Qijiang stopped mentioning Fu Dingsi: "By the way, Weibo said who is your new love?"