Chapter 109, mental illness can't live like a normal person!
Wang Taika felt as if her life was another mess.
What do you say about this situation now?
It's so hard to be like a normal ordinary person!
Even if there is no bipolar disorder, Wang Taika is also a somewhat nervous guy, and his brain is like a party at any time, and he will be extremely high for a while, and he will die again for a while. So people are always oscillating back and forth between the extremes of two emotions.
One moment he is still warm, and the next moment he is as cold as a killer. There's never an intermediate value, either that's it or that's it.
It's actually great to have this kind of attitude when doing things. But if you are like this, it is really terrible.
Well, that's another reason why I don't have friends!," Wang Taika thought.
In the past, Wang Taika always blamed his performance on bipolar disorder. But now that I think about it, it's actually my personality that is too distorted. It's really twisted.
People like Wang Taika will draw a line around him, and the people who stand in the line are relatives, lovers, friends, and people he wants to protect. And the people who stand outside the line are strangers, enemies, and irrelevant people.
Then with this invisible line as a distinction, the same thing meets different people, and it will behave differently. Just like that night, Wang Taika was happy and greasy and crooked with Zhi'en Chan one second, and dealt with those gangsters the next second, and the methods were cruel to the point of being a cold-blooded and ruthless monster.
Is it distorted? But Wang Taika thinks it's normal. Because Ji-eun-chan is the person he cares about, and those gangsters are unrelated enemies, one inside the line, and the rest outside the line.
So Wang Taika can smile at Zhien-chan, and he can treat those gangsters cruelly and decisively.
This is a reasonable thing for Wang Taika, but to outsiders, it looks like a psychopath.
Maybe it's really neuropathy! This is the difference between neuropathy and normal human brain circuits?
If you explain it this way, it all seems to make sense.
Well, it's actually like a schoolboy and a child. When I was young, I would always be divided into many small circles, inside which were partners who played together, and outside the small circle were classmates who knew or didn't know.
So when you play games, you only play with friends in the small circle, and outsiders don't take them with you at all. Divide good things, one partner in the small circle, as for the children outside the circle? I'm sorry, it's good not to take the initiative to bully you!
It's just that as they get older, many people's circle consciousness has faded, or it is not so distinct. Everyone maintains a good and bad relationship, and there are not so many distinctions.
But Wang Taika is out of place in this world, like an alternative. There are many differences, one of which is that the concept of this circle is still there, and it is deeply rooted.
In Wang Taika's understanding, there are only so many positions around people, and there is only so much energy for oneself. In this circle, if someone comes in, someone will definitely leave. And those who can go into this circle are naturally people who can be completely trusted. It can even be trusted to the point of being unreasonable.
To the point of unreasonableness, to what extent?
Just like Han Ppy's crazy throwing the black pot at Wang Taika, Wang Taika didn't blame him. If others look at it, it will definitely not be incomprehensible, and they will break up long ago. But Wang Taika still didn't think anything of it, because it was very simple, since he was his own person, even if he had something, he could bear it.
And at that time, Zhi'en sauce had nothing to do with Wang Taika, so Wang Taika didn't care whether Zhi'en sauce was dead or alive!
It's so simple and rude! It's so short! It's so stubborn!
No one wants to move the people you want to protect! People who have nothing to do with you don't matter if they all die. Wang Taika has always been like this!
From beginning to end, no matter how many things have been experienced, even if bipolar disorder has been alleviated and cured, Wang Taika's radical concept and practice have never changed!
What has changed is only the people around you. Some people went out of the circle, and some people came in from outside the circle.
And Wang Taika is still guarding this circle, even if he is covered in bruises now, even if he almost died in the hands of others just now, he still has no regrets.
In this way, has Wang Taika changed?
It hasn't changed, from beginning to end, it hasn't changed.
Is this not forgetting the original intention?
When the bipolar disorder was relieved little by little, I found that what was hidden in it was such an extreme and stubborn character.
Therefore, Wang Taika has not been a normal person from beginning to end. He himself admits that he is really abnormal.
So...... It's so hard to be a normal ordinary person!
It's really hard to live a simple and fulfilling life like a normal person! Wang Taika is only suitable for being a crazy saboteur, and he can only be a saboteur.
Wang Taika even laughed at himself, this is not "The Whip of Korean Entertainment", not "Please Answer You Spicy Next Door", it turned out to be "Crazy Korean Entertainment"! Or "Korean Entertainment with Intellectual Disabilities" should also be appropriate!
So if I hadn't met Song Coriander, what would my life have be......en? I'm afraid I should have been beaten to death!
Wang Taika thought wildly, but his head ached for no reason. Taeyeon's solo variety show will be filmed tomorrow, and if he falls ill at this juncture, it will be really miserable!
Wang Taeka went upstairs, and saw Taeyeon around the corner, and wanted to go over to say hello, but he saw Baekyun next to Taeyeon.
"Good afternoon, Wang PD!" Taeyeon greeted politely, Baekyun looked at Wang Taeka's eyes inexplicably full of fear, and when he saw Wang Taeka's gaze, he inexplicably shivered.
Just now, I saw Wang Taika and another man in the rain...... Why didn't he die! He called the police, why did the police let him out! Baekhyun was now shocked and frightened, but he hurriedly said hello, and then didn't even say anything else to Taeyeon, turned around and left.
"What's going on?" asked Wang Taika inexplicably.
"Oh, it's fine. Taeyeon didn't understand why Baekyun was talking today, but after looking at Wang Taeka, Taeyeon asked strangely, "Didn't Oba bring an umbrella?
"Oh, it's raining. Wang Taika said casually: "This rain is estimated to be a while, but I seem to have seen the sun just now." The rain for a day and a night is finally stopping. I'm also worried that if it continues to rain tomorrow, Nuna's variety show may not be filmed. ”
"Hmm. Taeyeon felt that Wang Taika was a little abnormal, but she didn't ask too much, remembering that she still had a training task, she said a few words to Wang Taika, and turned around and went to the practice room.
Wang Taika shook his head, walked step by step, and then suddenly remembered something, and turned back and went downstairs.
The rain seemed to be stopping, but the sun was just about to appear, and it was getting dark again.
What kind of broken weather is this! What kind of broken life is this!
Wang Taika walked down the street, looking for any advertising leaflets or anything like that. After this incident, Wang Taika felt that it was better to draw a line with those people, and it was better to move and be safe. Otherwise, if you still live there, you might have an accident one day.
Wang Taika searched on the street, but couldn't find it, and then remembered that he could look for a house on the Internet, and suddenly felt that he really might have a cold and fever, and his head was not bright.
Just when Wang Taika lowered his head and began to look for a house on his mobile phone, he suddenly felt that the rain had stopped, but the sound of the rain was still echoing in his ears.
As soon as he looked up, Wang Taika saw a beautiful face, and the owner of this face was holding an umbrella for himself, looking at him with a soft smile.
Look at her glamorous, and then look at her embarrassed self.
At that moment, Wang Taika was ashamed.