Chapter 3: And I Have Nothing (3/100)
"Recently, there have been suicides by jumping off the bridge at Mapo Bridge. According to eyewitnesses, it was a young woman covered in injuries and suspected of domestic violence. ”
"According to the report of D Agency reporter 'Coriander King', the well-known boy group Cha Protein Hyun and Taeyeon when the popular girl group of the same company was young, were revealed to be in a relationship. ”
According to the official information, Taeyeon is three years older than Baekhyun. Baek-hyun and Taeyeon belong to 'sibling love'. The two belong to the same company. Both parties take great care of each other in the company, although the schedules of the two people are different, but as long as there is time, everyone will make an appointment to meet together, and the relationship between the two people is like a lover and a friend......"
Since the two made their relationship public, many fans have not blessed the relationship between the two. Baek-hyun and Taeyeon have been exposed to late-night dates and driving together many times, although the two are often photographed together, but the two have never made their relationship public. Until recently, he was photographed by D Agency......"
The reporter of D Agency, codenamed Coriander King, is said to have followed and filmed for several months before getting first-hand information. ”
"Many fans feel that idol love is a betrayal of fans, which is one of the reasons why two fans attack each other. Although in the end, the two of them issued an apology on the Internet, but they still attracted many fans who did not understand their relationship. ”
As soon as the news of the relationship came out, it received a lot of attention from fans. However, the relationship between Yuna and Lee Seung-gi, which is different from the same team, has been frequently blessed. Their road to love can be described as very bumpy. The woman was even more bloody by the fans, and she threatened to take off her fans. ”
"Latest News, Today's ......"
Whether it's TV or the Internet, it's been completely swiped by Taeyeon and Baekhyun's relationship! All kinds of bombardments don't stop at all!
Wang Taika turned off the TV, unplugged the power supply, and almost even dismantled the network cable.
Sitting on the sofa, the room was suddenly quiet, but Wang Taika seemed to be caught in the intertwining of reality and fantasy at this moment.
Can't say what it feels like.
Wang Taika felt that this kind of thing was ridiculous, but it was just hyped news materials, and he felt awkward as if he had been stabbed.
Why, isn't this something I've known for a long time? This isn't something I've known for a long time? Even when I first met, I was like that! Why do I feel awkward?
Wang Taeka felt that she was definitely nervous, how about Taeyeon, did she have so much to do with herself? Why do you want to do this, to the extent that she doesn't even dare to watch TV?
It's noisy all around, and the whole city is noisy.
But why did Wang Taika feel that his heart was very quiet, and he just fell into it and disappeared.
It's like, in an instant, I fell into a whirlpool called loneliness, and there was nothing.
People will always have a sense of loneliness, in the empty alleys of thousands of people can hear the sound of needles falling to the ground, not ears, but deep prosperity, there is still a cold in the heart but little by little to drown out, instantly drown yourself.
The loneliness has overflowed.
But sometimes I am used to feeling that it is because of my loneliness that I am a little different in the sameness.
It seems that this is the only way to be comforted, which is why I have been lonely for so long and have not healed for a long time.
Hypocritical, damn it.
Wang Taika took out his mobile phone and flipped through it.
Whether it's on social media or Instagram, Taeyeon's account is quiet. Although the original message, the comments below have exploded, but now there is nothing.
Wang Taeka wanted to post a few words, but suddenly thought that at some point, Taeyeon had been grounded by the company, and even social media had taken over.
This is a very normal thing, after all, at this moment, as the focus of attention, the slightest action will be watched by everyone.
In fact, I know it in my heart, it's normal.
But......
This damn kiss since that day.
Until that moment, Wang Taika knew that he was eighty percent useless. Since then, Wang Taekar has never thought anything out of Taeyeon's heart. But since then, Wang Taika seems to have stepped into the deep sea, and there is no shore to turn back.
Because of the heart, it is messed up.
Miraculously, he used to be close to him, he also held his hand, and even touched his lips lightly, but he didn't kiss him in the darkness after life and death.
In scientific arguments, there are two kinds of reasons for heartbeat.
One is the hormone breath induced by the human body, and the other is the heartbeat induced by the electrocardiogram conducted by the eyes. Generally these are the two cases.
Figuratively speaking, one is that you smell the breath of another person's trace hormones, and your heart is instantly moved. The other is through the electrocardiogram of the eyes, and in an instant you feel the heartbeat of another person's heart.
Oops, it's even more metaphysical.
Wang Taika wanted to drive out for a walk, but remembered that his car did not have a front glass. I don't know what I've been busy with lately, but it seems that everything has stopped. Even my own car, I don't have time to repair it.
Wang Taika put on his coat and walked outside alone.
Damn Seoul, it's actually cloudy today, and there is a light rain.
Wang Taika bought a cup of milk tea on the street corner, but after paying and walking two steps, because of an absent-minded stumble, he threw a whole cup of milk tea on the ground and spilled it.
Looking at the cup of milk tea in a daze, Wang Taika felt as if there was something else, and at that moment, it was suddenly sprinkled.
"Accept it!"
Wang Taika muttered to himself, accept it.
Accept that there is always a sudden loss in this world. Spilled milk tea, broken car windows, separated lovers, broken friendships, etc.
When you realize that nothing you can do is to try to make yourself better. If you lose it, don't think about it anymore.
Don't dwell on the past and refuse to leave, don't rely on the past and not let go. When you reach a certain age, you have to learn to be silent, and every word must be useful and weighty. Joy and anger are invisible, big things are indifferent, and they have their own bottom line.
See, how easy is that to say?
But what about it? Wang Taika stared at the cup of milk tea, and still felt distressed, this is a living 1,000 won! It is equivalent to almost seven yuan of soft sister coins!
Wang Taika is a person who will feel distressed if he is more than seven yuan, so how many cups of milk tea is a person worth? Hmm? Why do you have to calculate this? Does it have anything to do with yourself? Except for this cup of milk tea, does it have anything to do with yourself?
Even if you are walking on the road, there will be shops playing idol songs, and there will be lively dancing and singing on TV, all of them are handsome men and beautiful women.
Wang Tae-ka stared at the TV in the window for a while, and the entertainment news on the TV was still chattering, discussing the causes and consequences of Taeyeon and Baekhyun, some people supported and some abused, it was a good show.
But the excitement belongs to them, and Wang Taika has nothing.