Chapter 094: I want to sleep and never wake up
From the moment Qin Zhiyi said the three words 'let's go home', Qu Weisheng knew that she was not indifferent to everything that happened tonight.
She's just ...... I don't want to fall down in front of everyone.
She is defending her last pride, and desperately trying to keep her child safe.
So he didn't dare to forcibly send her to the hospital, as long as she could be well, she would not hesitate to go to heaven and earth.
But in the end...... Neither she nor the child were safe.
Qin Zhiyi was born prematurely.
The doctor said that her recent state is actually very unstable, but she has been holding on.
Now the string that has been stretched in the body suddenly broke, and the person collapsed in an instant.
Children over seven months old have a chance of surviving.
However, for Qu Weisheng, he has no intention of caring about the child's condition at this moment.
Maternal hemorrhage.
These five words echoed in his ears over and over again like a spell, almost destroying his heart defense.
When he left the engagement banquet with Qin Zhiyi, how many media followed them back to Moyuan, and they wanted to take a picture of something while guarding the door.
Then, he was photographed driving to the hospital in person, running wildly with Qin Zhiyi, who was covered in blood.
The people of the two families of Qin Qu all rushed to the hospital, some were really worried, and some wanted to watch a good show in the name of concern.
It's just that they are all blocked at the elevator entrance, and they can't even get close to the operating room.
Qu's father's illness recurred, and he was sent back to the old house to rest in the morning, and Qu's mother rushed over alone.
She was also stopped at the elevator entrance.
The subordinates knew her, but they were quite polite, and gave a little face: "I'm sorry, Mr. Qu has instructed, without his order, no one can be let in." ”
There were still people around, and Qu's mother felt that she couldn't get over her face, so she called Qu Weisheng.
Qu Weisheng glanced at the caller ID, and then ...... Hung up.
Qu Mu hit the second one again, but was still hung up.
Call the third one, and the phone prompts - the other party has turned off.
This attitude is already obvious.
If everything is safe tonight, there may be room to turn around in the future, otherwise...... I'm afraid that if it's my biological father and son, I'm going to turn my eyes on it.
Qu Mu sighed silently in her heart, and didn't dare to continue to break in, turning around and preparing to go back.
At this time, the elevator doors opened again.
Qin Feitong and Qin Zhizheng and the others walked out.
Qin Zhizheng was about to rush in without a head, but was unceremoniously stopped by Qu Weisheng's people.
"Mr. Xiao Qin, please don't embarrass us. ”
"Where's my brother-in-law?!"
Mr. Qu was waiting for Mrs. at the door of the operating room. ”
Qin Zhizheng also took out his mobile phone to make a call, but was stopped by Qin Feitong.
He gave a look and motioned for Qin Zhizheng to look at Qu Mu.
She is Qu Weisheng's biological mother, she was all turned away, and she also has a mobile phone in her hand, presumably she has already called Qu Weisheng.
Qin Zhizheng suddenly grabbed his hair irritably, "What should I do then, brother-in-law, is he crazy?, why do you even want to stop us?"
Qin Feitong glanced at the operating room, could he not be crazy?
Although Qu's father and mother didn't really do anything, they also indirectly hurt Qin Zhiyi.
In their hearts, they think that Qin Zhiyi is no longer worthy of being the mother of the Qu family, and the next heir of the Qu family must not have a mother with a dirty background like her.
As Qin Zhiyi thought before, she is not the only woman who can give birth to children for the Qu family.
But for Qu Weisheng, his parents hurt his wife and children, he was caught in the middle, how will he deal with himself in the future?
And when Qin Zhiyi arrived at the engagement banquet scene, he was dancing with Su Cha, such a gesture, even if it was excusable, why did Qin Zhiyi have to forgive?
The most innocent and pitiful person in the world...... Isn't that what Qin intended?
What did she do wrong?
If you could choose your parents, who wouldn't want to be born into a happy family?
You don't have to be rich and rich, just have a safe and joyful family.
Just when everyone was at a loss, Qu Weisheng walked over from the operating room.
Qu's mother had never seen her son so indifferent, there was no expression on her well-defined face, and she looked at a group of them as if she were looking at strangers.
No, it's worse than looking at a stranger's eyes.
It's more like looking at a swarm of ants, disgusted.
In the past, even if he was unhappy in his heart, he would save some face even if everyone still had some kinship.
At the moment, there is nothing left.
He just coldly ordered: "If anyone comes to quarrel again, throw them all out." ”
"Brother-in-law!" Qin Zhizheng hurriedly called out and took a step forward, "How is my sister?" let me in, I want to go in and wait." ”
Qu Weisheng glanced at him, still expressionless, and his voice was low with a little depression: "When she wakes up, she won't be the first to want to see you." ”
"I ......" Qin Zhizheng was speechless.
It had just happened so suddenly, and his mind was blank.
Later, I combed through it with the Shen family brothers and sisters, and then figured out everything-
His father is likely to be the real murderer of the second uncle's family!
And Qin Zhiyi is not the daughter of the Qin family.
He and Qin Zhiyi also grew up together, although he is not sensible, Qin Zhiyi has always regarded him as his own brother.
Once, the two also talked about the tragedy that year.
Although Qin Zhiyi did not explicitly say that he had been looking for the real murderer, it was probably the same meaning.
Her hatred for the real murderer is very strong.
So, such a truth, for her...... It's cruel.
And her background.
The Qin family is also patriarchal, and raising her is to take a fancy to her marriage value.
But once she is not the biological daughter of the Qin family, the Qu family may not be able to allow her and Qu Weisheng's marriage to continue.
Then, she is useless to the Qin family.
Everyone knows what will happen to a useless person who doesn't know where he came from.
Qin Zhiyi himself...... Also know.
Knowing that life and death were on the line, she felt that her consciousness was unprecedentedly clear.
There is a villain in her heart who keeps calling her, telling her not to sleep, telling her to be strong.
She wanted to laugh.
Why be strong?
I've been strong for so many years, and I haven't seen how much God cares for me.
Not yet...... Beat yourself from heaven to hell.
Another villain jumped out, but called out to her gently, persuading her to sleep peacefully and never wake up again.
From now on, it is much happier to never wake up, to fall into a sweet dream, or to fall into nothingness, than to live.
Qin Zhiyi...... I really don't want to wake up.
......
Qu Weisheng finally let Qin Feitong and Qin Zhizheng follow him to the door of the operating room.
Qin Zhizheng and Qin Fei were leaning against the wall on the left and right, and he was standing in the middle, facing the door of the operating room.
I knew that it was impossible for her to come out awake, but I still wanted to stand like this, afraid that if she was awake, it would be good to see herself at first sight.
His back stiffened, and the whole person looked more like a sculpture.
A door separates the two worlds, but he feels that the world he is in is more like an infernal hell and full of suffering.
Only when the door opens and Qin Zhiyi appears, can he pull him and take him back to the fireworks world.
Qin Zhizheng whispered beside him: "Brother-in-law, I really didn't know anything before today's incident, I don't know my sister's life experience, and I don't know my father's ......."
It's actually that kind of person.
Even if he wasn't a murderer, he definitely knew something about what happened back then.
But he never gave Qin Zhiyi any clues, and even avoided talking about it.
Qin Zhizheng once thought that his father was reluctant to mention it because he would be sad when he remembered the tragic death of his second uncle's family, but now he realized how ridiculous his thoughts were.
And how much I don't know my father.
Qu Weisheng didn't blame him, but he wasn't in the mood to listen to him say any useless nonsense at the moment.
He stared at the door of the operating room as if he were staring at the hope of life.
A lot of previous images flashed in my mind, arrogant her, occasionally gentle her, and just before she fell, she stretched out her hand to him and smiled......
It was as if there was an invisible hand grabbing Qu Weisheng's heart, tightening it little by little, trying to crush his heart alive.
He felt it was too late......
I didn't really see it clearly until this moment, and I had some love...... It's been carved into the bones for a long time.
He thought that Qin Zhiyi would never leave him, so he was always used to her presence by his side but ignored her, and in the past two years, she didn't cry or make trouble, and he was at ease.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, I have seen loneliness in her eyes more than once.
Qu Weisheng felt that there was blood stuck in his throat, and if he opened his mouth to speak at this time, it would probably be accompanied by a state of vomiting blood.
It's so uncomfortable that it almost drives people crazy.
Li Jiamu couldn't get through to him, and knew that Qin Zhizheng had rushed over, so he called Qin Zhizheng, "Mr. Qin, is Mr. Qu with you?"
"Hmm. ”
"Can you please ask Mr. Qu to answer the phone?"
Qin Zhizheng raised his eyes and looked at it, then walked over and handed the phone to Qu Weisheng.
Qu Weisheng looked down at the caller ID and picked it up: "Say." ”
Such a cold word made Li Jiamu have a bad premonition, and he asked, "Mr. Qu, how to deal with these people tonight?"
"Ask if it was the Su family or Qin Zhiyan who helped them, and then-"
He paused slightly, and Li Jiamu immediately understood.
"Okay Mr. Qu, I understand. ”
hung up the phone, Qu Weisheng returned the phone to Qin Zhizheng.
Qin Feitong, who was standing on the other side, opened his mouth and asked, "If it is the help of the Su family, what are you going to do?"
"Even if I don't do it, Mr. Qin, you won't let them go. ”
Qin Feitong chuckled sarcastically, and his tone sank: "Qu Weisheng, if you don't have an attitude, then I will take it with you." ”
"I'm not going to let you take her away. ”
"Then let's try. ”
Qin Feitong's words fell, and Qu Huan turned to stare at him, his eyes at this moment were even more fierce than when he saw him return at the airport that day.
Qin Zhizheng was afraid that the two of them would fight here, and was about to step forward to persuade him, when the door of the operating room opened at this time.
A little nurse almost rushed out and reported the good news to Qu Weisheng: "Mrs. Qu is fine, it's okay! The adults are safe!"
The three men standing outside were stunned for a moment, and then breathed a sigh of relief.
Qu Weisheng's heart was more like a big stone falling to the ground, he was very light and slow, but he was very relieved.
Qin Zhizheng asked the nurse, "What about my sister, when will she come out?"
"Wait and it's coming out, right now! right now!"
In fact, they rescued inside, and they were even more frightened than they were waiting outside.
I'm afraid that in case, the men outside will dismantle the entire operating room.
After all, every time I go out, I can see that his face is a little more ugly than the last time.
Qin Zhizheng asked again: "What about the child?"
The nurse glanced at Qu Weisheng and said in a low voice, "The baby has been sent to the incubator." ”
The child came out first, but Qu Weisheng had no interest in the child at all.
In his eyes and heart, there are only adults.
The nurse even felt that if the adults couldn't rescue him tonight, the man would go crazy on the spot.
......
In the ward, except for Qin Zhiyi, who was lying on the bed and had not woken up, only Qu Yusheng stayed here alone.
Qin Zhizheng and Qin Feitong couldn't get in at all, because he didn't let them in.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, he was very confused and scared, as if something important was being lost rapidly, and he wanted to hold on tightly, but he couldn't grasp anything.
Qin Zhizheng and Qin Fei didn't want to stay forcibly, but when they were leaving, Qin Fei looked at him with a deep sense of agreement.
This glance directly made Qu Weisheng arrange four more people outside.
He was really afraid that Qin Fei would take away Qin Zhiyi.
As the minutes ticked by, the person in the bed showed no signs of waking up.
After the time the doctor said, Qu Wei was in a hurry, so he asked the doctor to come over.
After the doctor's examination, he looked at him with an embarrassed expression.
Qu Weisheng asked, "What's the problem?"
No problem.
The person in the bed was actually physically awake, but she didn't want to wake up psychologically, so she kept pretending to sleep with her eyes closed.
Qu Weisheng also understood this meaning in the doctor's silence.
He raised his hand and motioned for the doctor to go out.
Then, he pulled over the chair and sat down on the edge of the bed.
The person in the bed breathed calmly and looked as if he had really fallen asleep.
Her face was slightly pale, and her lips were no longer rosy.
Qu Weisheng held her hand with some hesitation and called her softly: "...... meaning"
She didn't react, as if she hadn't heard at all.
I really don't want to wake up.
The world is dark and dirty, and it's suffocating.
Isn't it nice to just sleep like this? I saw my parents come to pick me up, so why did the soul finally return to the body?
"Meaning, I know you're awake. The person next to the bed, his voice gradually became hoarse, he was restraining his emotions, trying to make the atmosphere less depressing, "I don't mean anything else when I dance with Su Cha, my parents said that they won't care about our affairs after this time, I don't want them to embarrass you." ”
You see, you know very well in your heart that once my background is exposed, your parents will look down on me and will embarrass me.
So why do you believe that after this time, they really won't interfere with us again?
Qu Weisheng said again: "I did know your background for a long time, but I don't mind, I just ...... I'm afraid you'll mind. ”
Oh, thank you.
Sincerely.
But you think about me everywhere, and I can't drag you down.
Qin Zhiyuan is now unconscious, Qin Zhiyan will definitely announce that the Qin family has nothing to do with him immediately, so in what capacity do I have a foothold in your family?
Not right-
If Qin Zhiyuan is sober now, my situation ...... It will only be more embarrassing.
Even if he wants to avenge Qin Zhihuai and his wife, he is not qualified.
But that couple was really good to themselves before they died, so good that she thought ...... What a little princess she is.
It should be that they are kind, because they are also very good to Qin Feitong.
"Meaning......" Qu Yusheng called her again, lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand, "You and me...... Let's say something. ”
What to say?
Your parents can't tolerate me, otherwise they wouldn't have said those words to you, let alone ignore themselves after the Qin family's infighting began.
Qin Zhiyi suddenly thought of something-
They probably knew their background a long time ago, so they let Su Cha live in the old mansion early in the morning.
Scold......
It's obviously her life experience, but she wants to be with other people, and she learns about it in that scene, and she is seen as a joke.
Why?
Because she doesn't know where she came from and has no one to support her, do you have to bully her?
In the corners of Qin Zhiyi's eyes, tears suddenly slipped down.
She didn't want to cry, but she couldn't control it.
But it was just tears that slid down, no sound came out, and no one moved.
Qu Weisheng looked at it, and his heart was like a knife.
He slowly lowered his head and kissed the corner of her eye, "...... meaning"
"Kid...... Gone, right?"
She finally spoke, but her eyes were still closed, her eyelids fluttered violently, and her voice was so hoarse that it was distressing.
Qu Weisheng hurriedly replied to her: "The child is still there." ”
Hearing this answer, Qin Zhiyi slowly opened his eyes and looked at him.
It was a look that Qu Weisheng had never seen before, sad and stubborn, she asked, "Son or daughter?"
"Daughter. ”
Her eyes moved, she squeezed his hand back, and said very softly and slowly: "If your daughter is a woman, then your family shouldn't want it, right?
Qu Weisheng's eyes turned red, and he shook his head: "It's not good." ”
"Why?" Qin Zhiyi smiled at him, "It's just a daughter, and she was born prematurely, even if she survives, she may be weak and sick in the future, and stay in your family...... It doesn't do much use either. ”
Rather than being left out in the cold and not being able to escape the fate of marriage in the future, it is better to let her follow me.
At least...... You can still rely on me for your life.
"You promised that the child would sign the divorce agreement when he was born, and you ......"
"I repented. ”
It was originally a procrastination strategy, and I never thought of a real divorce.
"Qin Zhiyi, I won't let you go. ”
I've had enough of it over the years.
I have seen so many people, if there is really something that makes me happy, I will never wait until today.
"You are mine, my daughter is mine, and none of you will try to escape. ”
Qin Zhiyi looked at him, "Even if Qin Zhihuai and his wife are not my biological parents, I still want to avenge them, and my life experience, maybe I was born to a beggar, or my background is very dirty, your parents have a pimple in their hearts, and they will not be kind to me in the future, don't you know my temper? Why embarrass yourself." ”
"I'm not embarrassed. ”
"But I'm sad, I don't want my daughter to be treated differently because of me. ”
"I'll be nice to her. ”
"That's not enough. The person on the bed said this, a little choked, "She is my little princess." ”
A true princess should be a star-studded princess, not a label from birth.
Qin Zhiyi suddenly hated himself a little, "If I had known my background earlier, I wouldn't have had this child, so I wouldn't have to involve an innocent life because I suffered!"
I, no, yes!