Chapter 387: It's Her Fault

What Feng Ran is worried about is not that the three children are suffering, she is never worried that Bai Muhan's children will be afraid of hardship.

The world is born with hardship, she understands this truth, no road is easy to walk, of course she also hopes that her children will be successful in the future, even without her by her side.

What she worries about is nothing more than whether the child can persevere.

Feng Ran hopes that the children will be more like Bai Muhan, if Bai Muhan is determined to do one thing, whether he likes it or not, as long as he starts, he will definitely do it to the extreme, he is a very tough person, he never allows himself to give up halfway.

It's completely different from the wind.

Feng Ran's personality is more comfortable, she didn't say that she was too ambitious, as if she had been camping in the Feng family for more than ten years, and what she wanted was just some meager money, she never was too greedy, and she didn't like the inner house battles of those big families, if she wanted to, with the advantage of her rebirth, she could start the layout at a time when no one cared about her, but she put her mind on collecting money and Bai Muhan.

She amassed money, only took what she could take, and never had other ideas, even when the matter of the uncle's family came out, she just took the opportunity to push Feng Chenye, and did not seek anything for herself.

Her greatest ambition and patience were given to Bai Muhan.

But if she is really doing well, it can't be said, she has been injured - it is inevitable that there is no seriousness when she practices martial arts; she has seen blood - the Feng family's torture hall is full of blood all year round, of course, her grandfather said that the blood smell of the ancestral house is even heavier; she has suffered a loss-when she is not the daughter of the Feng family at all, anyone can step on her feet, and she has to accompany the smiling face.

She knows that it is not easy to live, and she also knows that the world is difficult, she has seen mountains and flowers, and she also knows that people's hearts are impermanent, her advantage comes from her experience, but she also knows that she is not a good person in the first place.

If she hadn't fallen in love with Bai Muhan for a long time, she wouldn't have been so eager when she saw him for the first time; if she hadn't known Bai Muhan in her previous life, she wouldn't have presented her best side in front of him completely; if she hadn't let him go in her heart for so long, she wouldn't even let Bai Muhan get close easily; let alone take the initiative to approach, if she hadn't owed him a life, she wouldn't have hesitated to do it wholeheartedly.

Therefore, in fact, everything Feng Ran likes about Bai Muhan has a premise, and her premise is that Bai Muhan was good in her previous life.

When she couldn't get close to him, she secretly paid attention to Bai Muhan and shouted like it every day, and when she entered the fashion circle and finally had the ability to stand in front of him, she began to be reserved again, and began to be hypocritical again, pretending that she didn't care so much at all.

Therefore, she is actually timid and cowardly, good-looking and obscene, she is not a very good person.

Otherwise, why bother, she never even confessed once in her last life until she died?

She always felt that she was not strong enough, she always felt that she was not worthy of him - not even liked.

She really doesn't want her children to lose face because she can't do it, so she also wants her children to be stronger.

Thinking of this, Feng Ran has only one request for the three children - as long as they start, they are not allowed to give up halfway, no matter what the reason, it is not an excuse.

But in the end, it was his own children, Feng Ran gave them a month, and if any child felt that it was too hard within a month, he could call it a halt and go again next year.

Ragil didn't say anything, just glanced at the three children lightly.

Only Feng Yanxiao looked at his old mother and shook his head - his mother still didn't know Uncle Rajir well enough, he had thousands of ways to train them, and there were thousands of ways to make them not stop at all - for Rajir, unless he called it off, as long as it started, no one could quit.

However, Feng Yanxiao didn't say anything, these were originally things he had planned, and it was impossible for him to quit.

So, in the afternoon, the three children were taken away by Ian.

As soon as the three children left, the house was empty, and when she got home, no one chased her to ask "Dad" anymore, but Feng Ran had more time to think about Bai Muhan.

She remembered the first meeting between the two, she remembered the bits and pieces of the two getting along, she remembered the paintings she locked in the safe, she remembered the lingering when they were together, she remembered their love in L City, and she remembered Bai Muhan's last glance on the day she left...... Rotten Books Network

The more I think about it, the more timid I feel in my heart.

After more than two years, she finally figured it out, and she did it wrong.

It was Bai Muhan who she provoked, and she also left without saying a word, never thinking about Bai Muhan's feelings at all, whether he would be anxious or sad, whether he could take care of himself, whether he had a better body that he had managed to raise, and whether he would be tired and sick again.

Moreover, she never thought about how old Bai Muhan was, his career had just started, what did he think of the child, if he didn't want it at all, she insisted on going her own way......

Feng Ran suddenly couldn't face her own crankiness, she really didn't want to imagine, if her child was actually not expected, then what would she do?

But no, in any case, she herself is happy with the child, and she is extremely grateful.

No matter what others thought, she was overjoyed in her heart.

After thinking about it, the little thought she had about Bai Muhan suddenly died down - she didn't dare to gamble.

Feng Ran, who has always been bold and reckless, was suddenly afraid.

Not to mention, she herself still has a marriage contract that is cut and unorganized-no matter which one it is, in front of Bai Muhan, it is estimated that it is enough to sentence her to death.

Bai Muhan is such a proud person, when he knew that she had a temper with Luo Yutao's fake marriage contract, it was still when he knew that nothing would happen, if he knew that she was married to the Han family, it was estimated that ...... Can you blow up?

And...... She has never told Bai Muhan about her family, Bai Muhan is not stupid, but she doesn't like to think about things too complicated, if they are connected together...... I'm afraid I can guess that she has been leaving a way back for herself, which is unacceptable.

Feng Ran suddenly ran out of ideas.

She only felt that her brain was very messy, and everything she thought of was undoubtedly a dead end, and she suddenly understood a little bit why Rajir and they blocked Bai Muhan's news - no matter what news he had, she didn't have a position to understand it now.

She now has an identity - a betrayer.

She betrayed Bai Muhan's trust, and her departure didn't even give the two of them a chance.

Feng Ran's face turned pale, she never thought that she was going to betray Bai Muhan, but there was no doubt that from the moment she ran away, she had already made the most wrong decision.

But she still thinks that she is doing the right thing, and she still thinks that she is sacrificing for love?

It's ridiculously funny.

She was too self-righteous, she was too selfish, she always felt that no one would be better than herself to Bai Muhan, but now, she suddenly lost that kind of confidence.

She's like a liar who plays with her feelings!

Why did she think it was right, why did she think it was good to leave, why did she take it upon herself to give birth to the child, and why...... She didn't discuss anything with Bai Muhan.

Feng Ran trembled and edited a message, and entered the phone number many times before finally losing correctly, and within a few minutes, a message came back.

Is it Fengran?!Do you know that Bai Muhan is looking for you crazy?!