Feng Ran, who was sitting on the plane, was a little distracted, probably because today's weather was too similar to that time, and it was also such a cloudy day, and it was also raining lightly outside, which made Feng Ran feel like he was dreaming back to his previous life.

Feng Ran looked at his hand, clenched, released, clenched, released again, and so on.

In the end, Feng Ran clenched her fists slightly, thinking of the temperature that was left on it by Bai Muhan in her hand not long ago, and closed her eyes gently.

Probably because the weather is hot now, she can still remember that Bai Muhan's hand holding her is also very warm.

But in Feng Ran's memory, those hands were cold, cold and cold......

In her previous life, after Feng Ran entered CI and began to study fashion design because of Ouyang Fa's relationship, she officially became attached to the fashion circle. Compared with Feng Ran's Xiaobai who only entered the industry at the age of 28, Bai Muhan, who entered the industry at the age of 12 and officially debuted at the age of 17, had already debuted in the entertainment industry for more than ten years at that time.

And Feng Ran's first official meeting with Bai Muhan was in the backstage of the show, when Bai Muhan, as the spokesperson of the new season of CI, was going to go on stage and walk the catwalk, and Feng Ran was just going to meet the world as Ouyang Fa's assistant.

After all, it is an idol that he has liked for a long time, and Feng Ran has always regarded Bai Muhan as his role model and ideal type, and it is rare to have a chance to get close to him, Feng Ran begged Ouyang Fa for a long time before he finally approved her to go to Bai Muhan's side to do chores.

At that time, she had just begun to contact this circle, everything was unknown to her, she was assigned by Ouyang Fa at that time and did not have a fixed job in the past, the original intention was probably to let her be an errand girl, by the way, to familiarize herself with the atmosphere of the show, and accumulate some experience for future work.

Speaking of which, it was not a big show, it was probably a small scene that those of them who were often used to seeing in the circle, but Feng Ran remembered that Bai Muhan at that time had a serious expression and a very serious expression even when he was preparing backstage.

Because CI's status in the international arena is still one of the best, and Feng Ran was assigned by the brand, Bai Muhan's agent didn't bother to care about her anymore after asking clearly, as long as she didn't make trouble for Bai Muhan, she would be treated as a transparent person, so Feng Ran at that time shrank at the door of the lounge and found a corner to secretly look at Bai Muhan, occasionally to see if there was anything she could help.

She peeked at Bai Muhan's makeup, she peeked at Bai Muhan's hairstyle, Bai Muhan closed her eyes and rested and peeked, Bai Muhan got up and changed clothes...... Well, she can't see this......

In short, for Feng Ran's first show work, she can be said to have made no achievements except for Bai Muhan who can't take her eyes off it.

It wasn't until the two of them were left waiting in the lounge that Bai Muhan, who had always had a cold face, turned his head and pulled the corners of his mouth to look at her, and waved his hand to signal her to come over, Feng Ran walked in front of Bai Muhan nervously, his face was red, and his eyes couldn't help but dodge.

"Hello Bai Muhan! I'm your fan! You're great, you're excellent! I like you very much! I'll always support you!"

No matter how long it has passed, Feng Ran still remembers the first sentence she said to Bai Muhan, windy and hot, reckless, like a little girl who doesn't know the world.

And in the same way, no matter how long it has been, she still remembers Bai Muhan's expression when he said the first thing to her

There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, a smile in his eyes, thin lips slightly opened, and there was warmth in his deep voice, "Thank you." ”

Bai Muhan has always been a fan, Feng Ran knows.

So when Bai Muhan took the signed photo that she didn't know when the assistant had prepared, she was very moved, but she was not surprised.

Until Bai Muhan came to the stage, Feng Ran returned to Ouyang Fa's side, and she touched Bai Muhan's signed photo with a satisfied face.

At that time, she felt that as an older star chaser, probably, today's events were enough for her to reminisce for a long, long time.

Bai Muhan is like this, he always says that he doesn't love fans, no matter what fans do, he is just a young man who is afraid of being hurt in his bones, probably because he has been in this circle for too long, although he keeps his heart, it is difficult not to wrap himself in a shell that is not too hard.

When Bai Muhan first debuted in his early years, he was nicknamed Bai Keke, one is because he was still a minor when he first debuted, and he could only drink milk tea or hot cocoa when attending events, and another reason is that Bai Muhan was very cute and delicious at that time, so fans gave him the name Bai Keke.

And Bai Muhan's fans all know that in addition to being cute, Coco is also a caring teenager who is very good to fans, and in the years when he was not so popular, he can always be seen standing on the side of the road or squatting on the side of the road to sign autographs for fans, serious and patient. If he is not too tired after work, he will chat with the fans who come to visit the class, buy drinks for the fans who visit the class, bow to those who like him, bow straight at 90 degrees, tell fans to pay attention to rest and not come to pick up the plane every time when waiting for the plane, and carefully collect the letters written by fans to himself and put them in boxes, which have moved several times with him......

These things are known to the papayas who have been chasing him for many years, yes, papaya, Bai Muhan's fans are called papaya, it seems that because he said that he likes to eat papaya very much, some old fans claimed it by themselves, and it spread later, and fans who like Bai Muhan call themselves papaya.

And every time Feng Ran saw the skin on Bai Muhan's face that barely saw the pores, he always wondered, is it because he likes to eat papaya too much that his skin is so good?

Later, Bai Coke experienced the first low ebb of his career, for some reasons, SC fell into the stage of development although it was not disbanded, and it was also during that period of time that there was less exposure, many fans began to climb the wall, and there were also some fans who stepped back for various reasons, Bai Muhan also began to become calm at that time, he began to become less talkative, and Feng Ran even occasionally found his eyes detached and cautious when he was archaeology.

At that time, Feng Ran didn't know that Bai Muhan, or that Bai Muhan, who had just debuted, was a young man who looked better than a girl, would not be the type that Feng Ran would like, so Feng Ran didn't remember that there was such a boy in the entertainment industry.

When Feng Ran liked Bai Muhan, Bai Muhan was 22 years old and Feng Ran was 23 years old.

started with the role, but was deeply trapped in this person, and when he liked it, he was out of control.

After that, in the long archaeology, Feng Ran collected all the news of Bai Muhan through various channels, and the more she knew, the more distressed she became, and at that time she thought that if she had the opportunity to meet Bai Muhan, she must tell him in person how much she liked him and how much he deserved to be loved.

So, the first time we met, she said.

Every time I think of Bai Muhan's eyes at that time, Feng Ran tells herself, enough is enough, enough is enough, she can get close to her favorite idol, and she can confess in person, really, it's worth it, and it's not in vain that she worked hard to make a cow and a horse for Ouyang Fa, this benefit is still okay!

That was the first time she felt that being a fashion designer was really a good thing, and then she put these things into her memories, and every time she was overtrained by Ouyang Fa, she would take out this memory and reminisce about it, and hypnotize herself while encouraging herself - look, Ouyang Fa's capitalist is not completely only exploiting and oppressing her, and he occasionally thinks of her for such good things.

That encounter left a mark on Feng Ran's heart, and it was the best memory in her memory, so much so that even if she lived again, she could still remember what she wrote in her diary that day

Today is my birthday, and I have received the most beautiful gift God has given me, which is that I met you at the age of 27 at the age of 28.