135: Because, I am the main personality
Fu Dingsi didn't think that Ning Jiaoyi's words were directed at him, he moved neatly to resolve Ning Jiaoyi's struggles one by one, and didn't care about Sheng Chiyao, who was still standing next to him.
Fu Dingsi lowered his head and kissed Ning Jiaoyi's forehead, "Good, it's me back." β
...... The movements and tone were all too familiar, and they completely overlapped with the person in their memory.
Ning Jiaoyi gradually stopped struggling, she raised her head and looked at the man in front of her in disbelief.
He just said that he is back......?
"It's me. Fu Dingsi hugged Ning Jiaoyi tightly in his arms, rubbing his chin against her hair, just like he had done countless times before.
"It's not good for me to disappear for so long to find you, and I have made you suffer so many grievances. β
Fu Dingsi's voice was full of distress, "Let me compensate you well in the future, huh?"
.........
Sheng Chiyao stood next to him and watched this scene, his face was a little ugly.
He didn't expect Fu Dingsi to come back.
So...... He disappeared for most of the year, for this?
Would the Fu family allow such a thing to happen?
The recent events are one after another, and it's really messy.
Sheng Chiyao felt that his brain was not enough, and now that Fu Dingsi suddenly came back, he didn't know what to do.
There were too many unresolved issues between them back then.
Anyway, it is a fact that he took Ning Wanwan on a business trip when he didn't break up with Ning Jiaoyi, and it is also a fact that he ignored her during that time-
These things, after all, still caused harm to Ning Jiaoyi.
It's all something he's done, how can he explain it?
Ning Jiaoyi's mind is very empty now, and she can't react at all.
It's not like she hasn't fantasized about miracles before, but reality has struck her to the ground again and again.
In the end, she no longer wanted him back.
Ning Jiaoyi was held in Fu Dingsi's arms for a long time, and finally came back to her senses.
She asked him with some difficulty, "Why did you come back?"
Everyone told her back then that the sub-personality would never appear.
Because of this, she asked many experts, and the answer was almost the same.
"Well, I know you have a lot of questions right now. We went upstairs and spoke slowly. β
Speaking of this, Fu Dingsi glanced at Sheng Chiyao.
At this glance, it was full of hostility.
After feeling Fu Dingsi's gaze, Sheng Chiyao was also a little helpless.
Not to mention, there are still some similarities between these two personalities.
For example, hostility towards him.
Sheng Chiyao was actually a little worried about Ning Jiaoyi, but he also knew very well that this was a matter between the two of them, and he couldn't get involved.
Therefore, Sheng Chiyao chose to leave.
Before leaving, Sheng Chiyao said to Ning Jiaoyi: "Jiaojiao, contact me at any time if you have something." β
Ning Jiaoyi didn't reply, her mind was still very chaotic now, and her whole thinking was ruled by the fact that Fu Dingsi had returned.
Sheng Chiyao watched Ning Jiaoyi staring at Fu Dingsi, smiled self-deprecatingly, and then picked up the car keys and turned to leave.
.........
Ten minutes later, Fu Dingsi hugged Ning Jiaoyi upstairs.
After entering the living room, Fu Dingsi put the suitcase aside and directly pulled Ning Jiaoyi to sit on the sofa.
The two of them were very close to each other, but Fu Dingsi was not satisfied.
He directly grabbed Ning Jiaoyi's waist and hugged her to his lap,
One hand grabbed her waist, and the other touched her face.
This is a common interaction during their relationship, as long as the two of them sit on the couch, they must stick together like this.
I haven't done anything like this in years.
In the past few years since Fu Dingsi disappeared, Ning Jiaoyi often misses such interactions,
Especially when facing the incomprehensible and wooden person, she will miss the man in front of her who is considerate to her.
Now that this person appeared in front of her as she wished, and did this to her, she couldn't be happier.
This feeling is very strange, and Ning Jiaoyi can't even read it herself.
"I know you weren't the one who opened the house back then. When Ning Jiaoyi was thinking about it, she heard Fu Dingsi speak, "That video was sent by Ning Wanwan, but I know that with her IQ, it is impossible to plan the whole thing." β
Although Fu Dingsi hadn't finished speaking, Ning Jiaoyi had already guessed what he was going to say next.
Fu Dingsi retold the events of that year to Ning Jiaoyi.
After Ning Wanwan found the Fu family with the video, Ruan Xiangyu immediately called Fu Dingsi back to watch the video.
Fu Dingsi saw that the person in the video was not Ning Jiaoyi at all, but he didn't mention it in front of Ruan Xiangyu.
However, the woman who was exactly the same as Ning Jiaoyi still aroused his suspicions.
Fu Dingsi thought that Ning Wanwan would not have that ability to find someone to do this, so he planned at that time and was ready to get along with Ning Wanwan for a while.
Ning Wanwan frantically curryed favor with Ruan Xiangyu during that time, and Ruan Xiangyu arranged for her to go on a business trip with Fu Dingsi.
During the business trip, Fu Dingsi listened to Ning Wanwan's mobile phone and heard her conversation with a mysterious man.
The man said that he was going to hit Ning Jiaoyi.
Fu Dingsi's first thought at that time was that he might have offended someone in the mall, and the other party had to deal with Ning Jiaoyi because of him.
So, he deliberately didn't contact Ning Jiaoyi during that time, wanting to find out about this matter.
However, there was no progress for months.
Later, he accidentally learned the news of Ning Jiaoyi's pregnancy from the hospital, and was about to drive to find her, but he had a car accident on the road-
As a result, the misunderstanding between the two of them has lasted for so many years, and it has not been solved until now.
.........
After Fu Dingsi said this, Ning Jiaoyi didn't come back to his senses for a long time.
She couldn't imagine that she had been living in one conspiracy after another for so many years.
Since she fell in love with Fu Dingsi, everything has been stared at by Rong Jing.
And these were all reported to him by Jialing one by one.
Thinking of this, Ning Jiaoyi's back was cold, and she felt a shudder.
"So, I know that you didn't betray me back then, and I'm just like you - Kyauk-Kyauk, from beginning to end, you are the only one I love. β
Fu Dingsi lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, "My only mistake was that I shouldn't have concealed that you went to investigate these things back then, how could I look down on a woman like Ning Wanwan." β
"Your car accident ......" Ning Jiaoyi raised her hand against Fu Dingsi's shoulder, she looked into his eyes, and asked a little anxiously: "Has the perpetrator been found?"
"It was as if he had died on the spot. Fu Dingsi rubbed his eyebrows, he still had a headache when he recalled so many things for a while.
Maybe it's because I just came back, and the hypnosis has been done for so long, but in the end it still caused damage to the body.
"And then...... The Fu family hasn't investigated again?" Ning Jiaoyi continued to ask.
Fu Dingsi shook his head, "No." β
However, he immediately saw Ning Jiaoyi's thoughts: "Do you think there is a problem with the car accident?"
He knew her so well that he could quickly understand what she meant as soon as she showed a look.
This is the tacit understanding that the two of them have cultivated together for many years, and that person can never be replaced.
"Yes. Ning Jiaoyi nodded, she directly told Fu Dingsi about Rongjing: "I have the object of suspicion now, I think his car accident was caused by him." β
"Who?" Fu Dingsi's gaze gradually sharpened.
If you want to talk about Rongjing, Ning Jiaoyi still has to organize the language.
Rong Jing is so perverted and twisted that she doesn't even know where to start.
.........
Ning Jiaoyi thought about it for a long time, and finally sorted things out.
She told her about inadvertently saving Rong Jing when she was a child, and talked about Rong Jing's growth environment and what he had done over the years.
Although the language was organized in advance, because this matter was too confusing, Ning Jiaoyi occasionally had a time when the preface did not match the afterword.
Fortunately, Fu Dingsi understands her well enough, even if she doesn't make sense in one or two sentences, Fu Dingsi can understand it.
It took Ning Jiaoyi more than twenty minutes to explain Rong Jing's matter clearly,
After she finished speaking, Fu Dingsi's brows were already furrowed.
His eyes were gloomy, with a bit of murderous intent in his eyes.
After Ning Jiaoyi saw Fu Dingsi showing such eyes, she was a little in a trance.
She found herself accustomed to the limp man,
When I'm angry, I don't do anything particularly ruthless, I just sit sullenly in the corner, like an angry child.
When the figure of that person flashed in her mind, Ning Jiaoyi was a little irritable.
She didn't understand, why did she still think of him?
A forgery that forcibly took possession of the body of the man she loved, and it had no right to exist in her memory.
Ning Jiaoyi's irritability all fell on Fu Dingsi's eyes.
Fu Dingsi lowered his head and kissed her, his palm against her back, and comforted her softly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here." β
"Fu Dingsi. Ning Jiaoyi asked him, "Don't you wonder how he could know so much?"
Fu Dingsi: "It was the people around you who told him. β
He was very smart and could guess at once, "I had doubts about Sheng Chiyao before, but now it seems that he has no possibility." β
After all, Sheng Chiyao also likes Ning Jiaoyi, and he shouldn't be generous enough to share information with his rival.
"There's something else I don't know, you can tell me all at once. Fu Dingsi hugged the little woman in his arms a little tighter, and his voice was hoarse and suppressed: "Leave it all to me, I came back to protect you." β
- I came back to protect you.
Hearing this, Ning Jiaoyi's eyes and throat were sour, sore and painful.
She was silent for a while, and first talked about Sheng Chiyao's design.
"Rong Jing found a person who was exactly like me, and took advantage of Sheng Chiyao's drunkenness to seduce him, and then Sheng Chiyao slept with her, and they were ready to monitor that day. β
"Later, Sheng Chiyao cooperated with Rong Jing, and he wanted to break up with me through this incident. But he regretted it when he did it. But he was afraid that he would not forgive him after I knew the truth, so he put it off until he couldn't hide it anymore before confessing to me. β
Fu Dingsi: "......"
Hearing this, he clenched his fists so hard that his knuckles creaked.
Just now, he should have started a fight with Sheng Chiyao.
"As for those things about me and you, it's true that Sheng Chiyao didn't say it. Ning Jiaoyi laughed self-deprecatingly, "I originally thought that Sheng Chiyao's matter would be very disgusting, but I didn't expect that there would be even more disgusting waiting for me." β
"Who is it. Fu Dingsi's voice sank, with the unique ruthlessness in his bones.
This temperament is completely different from the previous person.
Wait a minute...... How did I think of him again.
Ning Jiaoyi rubbed her eyebrows, she didn't understand why she always subconsciously compared the two of them.
That's just a fake, where is it worthy of being compared with Fu Dingsi?
Ning Jiaoyi patted her forehead and forced herself to come back to her senses.
She looked at Fu Dingsi, moved her lips, and said, "It's Jialing." β
Hearing this name, Fu Dingsi was also a little surprised.
Jialing and Ning Jiaoyi have always had a good relationship, and she also takes good care of Ning Jiaoyi.
Fu Dingsi really didn't expect that Jialing would be able to do such a thing.
And......
"From the beginning, she was Rongjing's person?" Fu Dingsi asked Ning Jiaoyi for confirmation.
Ning Jiaoyi shook her head and said, "No. β
Fu Dingsi didn't answer, waiting for her to continue.
"Actually, I haven't had the courage to ask her directly, so I asked Sheng Chiyao about this matter. β
Hearing Sheng Chiyao's name, Fu Dingsi's expression sank a little more: "You mean he has always known?"
"No, he only found out about it in the last six months. Ning Jiaoyi said, "Rong Jing deliberately let him know, and I don't know what his purpose is." β
"Ever since I was with you, Rong Jing has found Jialing, as if she was threatening her with her parents and younger brother to make her do things for him. β
"Later, she agreed, so what I told you was basically what Jialing told Rongjing. If it weren't for this, Rong Jing would not have been able to grasp such a coincidental point in time. β
Ning Jiaoyi's voice was a little low, she was a little weak, and directly leaned her head on Fu Dingsi's shoulder, "Fu Dingsi, do you say that I am a failure, why did the people around me betray me one by one and leave me." Am I really an obstacle? β
"Why blame yourself for other people's mistakes?" Fu Dingsi rubbed Ning Jiaoyi's hair, "These things have nothing to do with you, don't blame yourself." β
"I just feel like I'm a failure. Ning Jiaoyi's voice was still muffled, "Even at this point, I don't have the courage to ask Jialing." I'm afraid that she will admit it, and I'm afraid that she won't admit it, and I don't know what I'm afraid of......"
"I really had a hard time in the years you weren't there, and if it weren't for her, I might have died. Ning Jiaoyi said to herself, "But all this is a conspiracy, I really can't accept ......"
"After you have me, I will not leave you again. Fu Dingsi comforted her gently, "You are good, these things are left to me to solve, and I will not let anyone hurt you from now on." β
"It's me who came back too late to protect you properly. Fu Dingsi took all the responsibility on himself.
It's me who came back too lateβ
After hearing this, Ning Jiaoyi suddenly reacted that she had one of the most critical questions she didn't ask-
"How did you come back?" Ning Jiaoyi said, "Back then, they all said that after the main personality came back, the deputy personality would never appear......"
"It's true that the parapersonality will never appear. Fu Dingsi looked at her eyes, with a little smile in his eyes: "Because, I am the main personality." β
Ning Jiaoyi's breathing stopped for a second: "...... What do you mean?"
"He only showed up after the car accident. Because he was obedient enough, my parents found a doctor to force me to disappear and left him behind. In this way, it is also convenient for them to control. Fu Dingsi said this without any warmth, and even, between the lines, revealed his disdain for that person.
Ning Jiaoyi reacted-
Therefore, the people of the Fu family have been lying to her before.
The people of the Fu family said that that person is the master personality, and after the master personality returns, the sub-personality will disappear forever.
At that time, she didn't give up, and asked many experts to ask, and the answers she got were basically the same.
The parapersonality itself is the product of an accident, like an illness, and after the patient is cured, the symptoms of the disease will certainly not reappear.
Ning Jiaoyi knew that the people of the Fu family didn't have a few words of truth in their mouths, but she really didn't think that they would use this kind of thing to deceive her.
Moreover, Fu Dingsi is their biological son, and they actually did this kind of thing in order to manipulate him?
Andβ
"Then are you really healed now?" Ning Jiaoyi raised her head and looked at him and asked.
Fu Dingsi nodded, "Well, I'm back and won't leave again." β
With that, he hugged her a little tighter.
- I'm back and won't be leaving.
In the past few years since he disappeared, Ning Jiaoyi has dreamed of such a scene countless times,
Now that the dream had finally come true, she thought she would be happy.
But she couldn't be happier.
When he returned, it meant that the person had completely disappeared.
Thinking of this, her heart was empty, and her eyes were even more sore.
What the hell happened to her......
It's just that I've been married to him for more than half a year, has the relationship been so deep?
He has done so many things to hurt her, and he has abandoned her again and again for Ning Wanwan, and he is rigid and does not understand romance, why is she reluctant to him?
Is this a shit?
Thinking of this, Ning Jiaoyi laughed self-deprecatingly.
She was crying and laughing, looking devastated.
Fu Dingsi was so distressed that he raised his hand to wipe her tears, and his voice gently comforted her: "Don't cry, I will be here in the future, no matter what happens, I will not leave you alone again, good ...... We're never going to be apart, huh?"
Forever.
The more he said this, the more Ning Jiaoyi cried.
.........
Ning Jiaoyi cried for a long time before she calmed down.
After his mind calmed down a little, Ning Jiaoyi guessed and asked Fu Dingsi, "That'...... Do you have any memories of him?"
She found herself ignoring this all the time she had been ignoring since just now.
The memories of the two of them should be independent of each other, and the previous person had no memory of him at all.
"Yes. When Ning Jiaoyi was thinking, Fu Dingsi had already given her the answer, "I remember everything he did." β
Ning Jiaoyi: "......"
"Don't worry, I won't let him show up to hurt you again. Fu Dingsi gently touched Ning Jiaoyi's hair, "I won't let go of any of the people who hurt you before." β
Ning Jiaoyi pursed her lips and did not speak.
She felt a little bitter in her mouth, and she wondered if it was because of the glass of American she drank at night......
"I've filed for divorce. After Ning Jiaoyi took a deep breath, she threw out this sentence a little nonsensically.
"I know. Fu Dingsi said, "The agreement is in the Fu family, I will go back and take out the agreement and destroy it, we will not divorce." β
Although the marriage formalities were not done by him, legally they are the same person,
Since he is already married, Fu Dingsi has no intention of divorcing.
The two of them should have gotten married a long time ago.
If it weren't for the accident...... Their children should all be in kindergarten.
Thinking of the child, Fu Dingsi's expression also became serious.
He lowered his head and kissed Ning Jiaoyi's forehead, "Did you go to see your daughter today?"
Ning Jiaoyi let out an "um", and her voice was a little hoarse.
"I haven't been to see her yet, and when I take care of these things, you can take me there, okay?"
When talking to Ning Jiaoyi, Fu Dingsi's voice has always been very gentle, the same as back then.
Ning Jiaoyi used to miss this voice very much, but now that she listens to it, she is particularly unaccustomed to it.
She couldn't figure out what was going on, why she kept missing a fake from a dove occupying a magpie's nest.
What she likes, what she loves, should be Fu Dingsi, who cares about her in every detail in front of her.
Thinking of this, Ning Jiaoyi raised her hand and hugged Fu Dingsi, as if to prove something, she directly put her lips on him and kissed him.
Fu Dingsi was stunned by Ning Jiaoyi's movements for a moment, and then he grabbed the back of her head and deepened the kiss.
Salty tears spread between their lips and teeth, but neither of them had any intention of stopping.
Fu Dingsi hadn't touched her for too long, and his body didn't have the slightest resistance to her.
Just a kiss that had already made him jump sideways on the verge of losing control.