When Xu Yang heard this, his heart suddenly became heavy.

My mind suddenly returned to the past.

He couldn't help but smile wryly, he said, "It's a traffic jam." ”

"Huh?" Li Lao looked puzzled: "Traffic jam, are there so many cars in the provincial capital?"

Xu Yang didn't know what to say for a while, not to mention the provincial capital at this time, there is no traffic jam in Beijing, there are only a few cars this year.

Li Lao saw that Xu Yang seemed to be asked, so he said: "I haven't been to the provincial capital for many years, I have been in the countryside for many years, maybe the provincial city is developing very well now, you continue, I won't interrupt you." ”

Xu Yang bowed slightly, and he said: "Maybe it's fate! Urban construction, overhauling the subway, and building roads everywhere." There are three ways to get to the hospital, two of which are under construction. ”

"The other one had a serious accident, two big trucks collided together, and the sand and muck on the cars were all dumped, blocking the whole road. ”

"At that time, it was the rush hour after work, and it used to be jammed every day, but now it is even worse. Then there were two activities in the south of the city, a music festival and an animation festival, and the blockage was called a flood. ”

"The other two roads under construction are impassable at all, and if you want to go over here, people over there want to come, but they are already jammed and can't move at all. ”

"I can't even get through the battery car, those who ride the battery car are on the sidewalk, and the electric car during the rush hour is so unqualified that even the sidewalk is jammed. ”

"Cars are like rocks, and the battery bikers are like sand, filling up the gaps, and the two cars are crowded with battery cars, and even pedestrians can't get through at that time. ”

Li Lao took another puff of cigarette in confusion, he suddenly felt that he was very lonely, what kind of car is a battery car? Can it still be ridden? Isn't it a bicycle that can be ridden? And what kind of festival is the animation festival? Do you eat dumplings?

Xu Yang slowly bent down, supporting his head with his hands, he looked at the ground, and the dark ground seemed to reflect the image of the day.

"Maybe it's really fate, I wasn't in the hospital that day on vacation, I was playing at my college roommate's house, but his small Chinese medicine clinic was opened on this road. ”

At that time, a woman ran out of the community, she was carrying her old father on her back, wanted to ask for a doctor, and had already called the emergency number, but the ambulance couldn't come at all, not even people. ”

"And here, there is only this small TCM clinic. The old man was also seriously ill with heart failure, dying, drenched in cold sweat, sweating like oil, panting, and soon fell into a coma. ”

"And I couldn't measure my blood pressure, and my heartbeat dropped to 45. The limbs were cold, the hands were colder than the elbows, the feet were colder than the knees, and only the residual warmth of the chest remained, and there was only the last breath left. ”

"My roommate's father used a quick-acting pill, but it didn't improve at all. The situation is getting worse and traffic jams are continuing. ”

"I had just come down from the attic of the clinic with him and I happened to see a scene. It was the first time I saw this kind of dying disease, and the first reaction in my mind at that time was to save him, and the second reaction was your exceptional heart-saving soup. ”

Xu Yang raised his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, with a sad expression: "They are all persuading me not to use it, Li Ke can use it, you may not be able to use it, if you don't save it, something big will happen." Moreover, with this kind of dying disease, there is no guarantee that you will be able to survive if you are sent to a tertiary hospital, let alone a Chinese medicine student who has just graduated. ”

"But there were no ambulances or any medical personnel to come to his rescue, and the only hope was our small TCM clinic. So I insisted on saving it, and my roommate supported me. ”

"I boldly used your recipe, starting with aconite to 80g, frying it urgently, and taking it with the frying, in order to save his life. But it didn't work, and his situation never stabilized. ”

"At night, the traffic jam was finally cleared and the ambulance came, but there were no more people, and I couldn't save him after all. ”

Xu Yang looked up at the starry sky, his face was full of bitter taste: "Later, she came to the hospital to make trouble, and asked me to tear, fight, and insult." Because she heard from her doctor friend that aconite is poisonous, and I was overdosing. ”

"The toxicity of aconite is greatly reduced after it has been boiled for one hour. He is dying, I am a martial fire and is in a hurry, and the toxicity is the strongest time. ”

So she thought I had poisoned her father, who was dying at the time. If it weren't for my medication, maybe her father would have made it to the ambulance, which had just been dead when it arrived. ”

After finishing speaking, Xu Yang also fell into silence, and he was a little depressed.

Li Lao was smoking slowly, and he slowly spit out a puff of cigarette: "It's not that you poisoned him, the reason why the patient can last so long should be that your medicine has worked." ”

Xu Yang was stunned.

Li Lao flicked the cigarette butt: "It's just that your starting dosage is too low, and for a dying illness like this, the starting dosage cannot be less than 150g, and it needs to be reused." ”

Xu Yang's heart trembled and asked, "Can 150g save him?"

Li Lao shook his head: "I don't dare to say, if it is serious, I am sure." But this kind of dying disease, even if I am asked to take action, the probability of survival is about sixty percent at most. ”

"Everyone says that I am good at using heavy drugs and saving countless people, but there are many who have not been saved. The doctor is not a god after all, and this kind of dying disease, no matter who puts it in his hands, the probability of saving him is not great. ”

Xu Yang pursed his lips.

Li Lao said again: "It's just that if you used 150g of aconite at that time and couldn't revive him, what was waiting for you might not be sent to a poor country like us, but ......."

Xu Yang's face tensed.

Li Lao said: "Traditional Chinese medicine is different from modern medicine, the pharmacopoeia stipulates that they can use their first-aid drugs in the case of emergency and severe rescue, and they can even exceed the original dose by several times, and they will also ask the patient's family to sign an agreement." ”

"But Chinese medicine is different, no one has ever considered the matter of Chinese medicine first aid, so there are no such regulations to protect Chinese medicine. If you want to save people's lives, you can only use drugs exceptionally, and you have to risk your own suffering. ”

Xu Yang exhaled slightly, and he asked, "Teacher, how many times have you encountered this kind of self-suffering situation in your life?"

Li Lao smiled and said casually: "It's all ...... It's been ......"

Although Li Lao said it simply, Xu Yang felt the heavy weight of these four words.

Li Lao threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and he asked Xu Yang: "On the contrary, if you were asked to go back to that day, would you still save him? Would you use 150g of aconite?"

Xu Yang was slightly stunned, and then nodded solemnly: "I will!"

Li Lao asked: "The people in the city are literate and understand the law, so it is not so easy for them to give up. If you don't survive, do you know what you're going to face?"

Xu Yang nodded slowly: "I know." ”

Li Lao asked again: "Then are you still saved?"

Xu Yang said: "Although I didn't know anything at that time, I was just a college student with no experience. But no one cared about him at that time, I didn't care, he was dead. ”

"If I try my best, he probably only has a 1 in 10,000 chance of surviving. But for the sake of this 1 in 10,000, I am still willing to do my best, even if my future is ruined and I suffer great hardship. ”

Xu Yang looked at Li Lao and said seriously: "Because I am a doctor! A doctor should have done his best to save himself, and he should not worry about the good and the bad, and he should not spare his life." ”

Li Lao looked at Xu Yang and said with emotion: "What I have learned in this body, after all, there is no one to trust." ”

Li Lao asked again: "Didn't the leaders of your original hospital find a way to protect you?"

Xu Yang lowered his head.

"Xu Yang, although you did cause a big disaster, the impact was very bad, and the people in the courtyard had a lot of opinions about you. But for Professor He's sake, the leaders of our institute are still willing to protect you, but you will be suspended for a period of time. ”

"Dean, fire me. ”

"Why?"

"You protect me, but who will protect Yao Shan's clinic. I caught the medicine, I prescribed the prescription, and I had to save the people. You saved me, I was suspended, I ran away. She has to mess with them, they can't bear it, I can't let them bear it for me. I'm going to do it all by myself, so I'll take it all alone. ”

"Are you sure?"

"Sure. Xu Yang smiled at the dean, the only time he smiled in the dark time that lasted for half a year.