"It's a shame. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info"Luo Yao's mood is getting better.

Of course, it can't be said that the emotions are high, after all, the time for their mother and son to separate is almost here.

And goodbye, but I don't know when.

Perhaps, they ...... May never see each other again.

But, no matter what, when her son was not confused, he could still show a child's cuteness in front of her—which made her extremely relieved and happy.

It would be a lie to say that you don't regret it.

She walks outside, she has become accustomed to deception and acting, and even failed to act realistically and convincingly, and also convinced herself subconsciously, and she has to deceive herself many times by hypnotizing herself.

Therefore, in the only piece of self-territory in her heart, when she gets along with her youngest son rarely, there is no need for her to deceive herself.

Therefore, she admits that she regrets it, and if possible, she would like to go back to their childhood, and then think about the past, hugging them well, kissing them, and holding them in her arms.

However, time never waits for anyone.

It's fair, it's upright, and yet it's so cold.

Time, when she was pushed away, when she struggled to turn back, only to find that her children had grown up and no longer needed her.

This made her heart, for a moment, cold and broken.

If you could do it all over again......

Actually, she's really not that great.

If she could do it all over again, she wouldn't be involved in this project, absolutely not!

However, now, she cannot be allowed to turn back and waver.

Because there is too much to carry!

The comrades-in-arms who took the blame for her, the comrades-in-arms who blocked bullets for her and sacrificed for her!

So many people, so many hair, or youthful smiling faces in her memory, the faces that have never been erased for a moment, so that she can't indulge herself in selfishness.

Those soldiers who died in the best years, those brave and fearless comrades-in-arms, invisibly pushed her, forward, forward, and forward!

Every step she has taken now is not by herself, but by her and her comrades-in-arms who are still fighting or have sacrificed, hand in hand, walking firmly and persistently together!

Therefore, she will not and cannot give up everything now, even if she knows that the cliff is not far away.

......

With a sigh of embarrassment, Luo Yao shouted to stop.

With a "squeak", Chu Zheng stepped on the brakes.

Looking back, Luo Yao had already pushed the car door and walked out.

"You ......"

Chu Zheng was about to ask her what she wanted to do, but Luo Yao had already closed the rear door neatly and chicly, opened the co-pilot's door, and sat in.

In an instant, the muscles in Chu Zheng's whole body tensed.

He never thought that in such a small space, not even half an arm's length away, his own mother would sit.

"Hehe, silly boy, what are you nervous about? I'm no one else, I'm your own mother!" Luo Yao raised her hand funny, wanting to touch Chu Zheng's face.

For a while, Chu Zheng reflexively wanted to hide, but was quickly stopped by his own mother.

"......" has never encountered such an embarrassing situation, except for his daughter-in-law who will tease him on a whim, no one dares to tease him like this.

Of course, Captain Chu, who was very embarrassed, felt a little curious and ...... in addition to such a little awkwardness Fresh?

In short, the string in his heart was gently plucked.

Again, a thought came to his mind -- this is his mother's touch? Is this his mother's contact?

Unconsciously, Chu Zheng licked the corners of his lips and shouted dryly, but full of admiration: "Mom." ”

"Eh!" Luo Yao, who originally wanted to tease and tease her son, suddenly turned red, and tears came out, swirling in her eyes.

Before Chu Zheng's voice fell, she couldn't wait to respond when the aftermath was still there.

That "eh" contains indescribable guilt, ecstasy, relief, expectation, sadness, and ...... Grievance.

Chu Zheng's eyes also turned red when he heard his mother's response, saw her expression, and the complicated emotions in her eyes.

The water light was hidden in the bottom of his eyes, and he didn't dare to come out.

"Good boy, good boy, good boy!" Luo Yao had always been sharp-tongued, but at this time, she choked up and couldn't say more than half a sentence.

The endless "I'm sorry" is on my lips, and I am reluctant to say it again.

She knew that as long as she couldn't turn back, no matter how much she said "sorry" and "sorry", it would actually hurt each other.

In that case, it's better not to talk about it.

It's all in plain sight!

Luo Yao's hand gently rubbed Chu Zheng's cheeks, and a pair of big eyes that were exactly the same as Chu Zheng's were tightly glued to Chu Zheng's face.

Millimeter by millimeter.

It seemed that in this way, his appearance could be completely engraved in her heart, as if engraved in her memory.

Obviously you are reluctant, but you must wave your hand, and you can say "goodbye", but you can't say it because you live too clearly.

Luo Yao's lips trembled and trembled, trembled and trembled, opened and closed, but couldn't spit out half a word.

"Mom. Chu Zheng opened his mouth and called.

He knew that his eyes could no longer bear the weight of the water, but he shed tears in front of his own mother...... It's okay, right? It should ...... There's no shame in it, right?

"Eh, child, my child!" Luo Yao carefully grabbed Chu Zheng's hand, and tried harder, harder, and after feeling that he didn't refuse at all, she bit her lower lip and nervously tried to hold him in her arms.

"Mom. Chu Zheng was rarely so obedient, following his mother's strength, he let her hug him.

At the moment when he threw himself into his mother's arms, he couldn't help but call out this great title.

He has been very self-reliant since he was a child, and he has been in the arms of his adoptive mother, but he is not disgusted, but he is not nostalgic, and he has never felt such a thrilling feeling as at this moment.

It turns out that this is his own mother's embrace?

It was very warm and made him feel like he was falling asleep obediently.

couldn't help but choke up, Chu Zheng also choked up.

For the first time in his sensibility, he showed what he considered to be weak.

"Good boy...... Good boy. Luo Yao only seems to be able to say such a sentence and a few words.

She thought that Chu Zheng would struggle and get rid of ...... Oh no, her child was so considerate, how could it make her sad?

But now, she is completely relieved, it turns out that her child has been looking forward to her!

It turned out that her children would not resist her intimacy.

This is her child! a good child she worked so hard to give birth.

The more Luo Yao felt Chu Zheng's obedience, the more complicated the taste in her heart became, her strength in hugging him was increasing, and she couldn't wait to rub him into her stomach, she could keep holding him, and the mother and son would never be separated.

As soon as this thought surfaced, Luo Yao was amused by herself.

How could it be!

Even if it was possible, she couldn't bear it!

Her children have spread their wings, have their own wives and children, and have their own careers and lives.

All she has to do, and all she can do, is to look at him with blessings and watch him live happily every day.

Finally, it was time to let him go.

Luo Yao was reluctant to give up, but she ruthlessly forced herself to let go of her hand.

Look! She's so ruthless!

Even if she has begun to cut her heart like a knife at this time, even if she lets go of her youngest son's hand and is competing with Qianjun's strength, she still lets go of her hand and is still ready to part with him.

"That's good!" Luo Yao looked at Chu Zheng, her eyes full of relief.

The sentence "It's so good" not only means that it feels good to be able to hug her son again, but also that it feels good to hug her son, and at the same time, it is not a relief that her little son is doing well.

"Good boy, remember what I said, although this money is for you, but my mother still hopes that you will not need it...... After this time, I will be transferred as soon as possible and enjoy the days when my wife and children are surrounded by my children, and it should be regarded as if it was with me...... Okay, okay?"

Although Chu Zheng had already said that he would be transferred, Luo Yao was unstable in his heart, and he must be asked to repeat and confirm it again before he could rest assured.

Chu Zheng was also obedient, knowing that she wanted to hear it, so he told her to hear it.

Listening to her youngest son's promise, Luo Yao raised her hand and touched her son's hair: "Good boy, there is one more thing...... You, and your brothers and sisters, don't hate your father, okay?"

"Mom?" Chu Zheng looked at him puzzled, did his mother still love his father so much?

"Silly boy, I can't tell if I love it or not. Maybe, if you can let go at the beginning, you may not love him as much as you thought in your heart!" Luo Yao's face was full of relief.

She said to Chu Zheng: "At the beginning, I hated him! I hated him for seeing things differently, and I hated him for being too adaptable...... To tell you the truth, until a few years ago, I couldn't think of him, and when I thought about it, my heart hurt with anger. But not now. ”

"It's because ...... Did he shout that he wanted to come to you before?" Although Chu Zheng's intuition should not be, he didn't know what his own mother thought, so he could only ask cautiously like this, lest what he said was wrong and would hurt her.

"There are reasons for this, but not all. Luo Yao shook her head amusedly, "Silly boy, don't you think I want to get back together with him, right? How is it possible? Don't say that I have let go of him, even if I don't, I am on a mission now, how can I let him make trouble?"

"But......" Chu Zheng didn't understand, "then why did you let my dad know about your situation?"

"My task now is to pretend to be myself. Luo Yao didn't say much, only said this sentence.

Chu Zheng understood that his father was just a "confirmation button".

"Chu Yao came to me on purpose, just to let the eldest brother and second brother know that you want to live with her?" Chu Zheng raised his eyebrows.

"Almost. Luo Yao nodded, "However, don't worry, I can't interfere with your sister's peaceful life...... It may be selfish to say, but I'll still use the fear of being seen through by your sister as a reason to turn to live close and personal with the person who has been arranged. ”

"That's good. Chu Zheng's heart that he had been holding on to finally let go.

As long as it doesn't affect Chu Yao's life, it's fine.

"I have already affected your childhood, how can I still be willing to bring you trouble when you can live happily?" Luo Yao was a little lost, as long as she mentioned the children's childhood, her emotions were always so lost.

"Actually, you also want to help me, right?" Chu Zheng looked at his mother and said with a smile, "Your trick has made our actions much easier, and it has shocked many people at once!"

"That's also a good match for you. Luo Yao looked at the time and said with a smile, "At this time, the people in those strongholds should be under control, right?"

When Chu Zheng heard this, he smiled back.

"That's good. Luo Yao looked at the confident smile on her son's face and was pleased.

"Kid, it's almost time, I'm ...... It's time to go, too. Luo Yao took Chu Zheng's hand and smiled.

At this time, although she may ...... She had the urge to cry, but she didn't cry.

That's what she is!

She will cry in front of her son, but she will not cry when she is separated from him.

She wants to give her son a smile full of confidence and positive energy, and let him know how brave and fearless his biological mother is!

She wants her son to have faith in her, even if she never sees her again...... Even if he never got any more news about her in the future, he wouldn't be overly worried.

Because he will have confidence in her because of the smile they had when they parted, and he will believe that she is living confidently and full of grace in the world where she is fighting.

"You...... It's time to go back, too. Luo Yao's eyes fell on Chu Zheng's waist, although she couldn't see anything because of the light, her nose was still sensitive, and she could smell the smell of blood coming from that wound.

How could she not be worried about her son's wounds, but something that was too familiar to her to be familiar could easily discern the severity of the wound by the smell of blood. Luckily, her son should have only been a flesh wound.

She had noticed that he had sprinkled medicine on the wound, and based on her son's breathing, she knew that his condition had begun to improve.

"You have this medicine. Chu Zheng seemed to remember something, and hurriedly handed the medicine bag he was carrying to Luo Yao, "The usage of this medicine is in the medicine bag, you take it...... Inside, there are excellent medicinal powders, which are helpful for both external and internal injuries...... It was prepared by your daughter-in-law, I have used it, and the effect is great, at least, it is much better than many hot drugs on the market, you take it. ”

The moment Luo Yao heard that it was made by her little daughter-in-law, she was surprised and proud.

However, when she heard her son say that he had used it, she felt a sour nose again.

"It's been ......," she murmured, the urge to choke again.

This one has been "used", and it shows how much suffering her son has suffered!

She stared at her son's concerned face, took his son's hand, and unconsciously exerted all her strength to hold him tightly.