Chapter 188: The Illusion of Being Deeply Loved.
Gu Pingsheng's sword eyebrows twisted slightly: "It's so dignified, how can you mention her?"
Wen Zhixia spread the tablet in his hand in front of him: "This is an interview video of her doing charity. ”
Gu Pingsheng glanced at it slightly, didn't pay much attention, and after whispering "um", there was nothing to do, "Help me wipe my hair." ”
Wen Zhixia: "Take a good look." ”
Gu Pingsheng saw that she was serious, so he was patient, and when he was watching the video, Wen Zhixia took the towel in his hand and dried his short hair.
“...... What kind of fame she is doing, see you tomorrow, and you will know. Gu Pingsheng put the tablet aside, straddled the bed with his long legs, and rested his head on her legs.
Wen Zhixia lowered his eyes and looked at him: "You don't plan to go back to Lanhu County in the future?"
"You go back with me, and I'll go back. He said casually.
Wen Zhixia spoke, "I ......"
Gu Pingsheng's narrow eyes raised slightly: "You don't have to persuade me." ”
Wen Zhixia's lips hooked slightly: "I want to say...... Can you get up, my leg is numb. She said, "Your head is so heavy." ”
Gu Pingsheng was stunned at first, then propped himself up and sat up, "Let you do more exercise, don't hibernate like a small animal, you just don't listen." ”
Wen Zhixia stared: "What does this have to do with not exercising, why don't you say that your head is heavy?"
"You slept all night with my arm pressed, and I said my arm was numb?" he asked narrowly.
Wen Zhixia pursed her lower lip and leaned on the head of the bed: "You don't talk about me, and I haven't seen how you exercise." ”
is sitting in the office, how can he be as if he is a fitness expert, virtuous.
A narrow light flashed between Mr. Gu's dark dark pupils, "It's better to ...... We ...... now"
"I'm sleepy, you turned off the lights. She lay down, covered herself tightly with the quilt, turned sideways, and closed her eyes.
Gu Pingsheng chuckled when he saw this, his long arms hugged her from behind, and held her whole person in his arms, her figure must belong to the tall category in the same-sex group, but she did not occupy any advantage in front of him, plus she was relatively slender, and being embraced by him like this just filled his entire embrace.
It's like nature, as it should be.
"Isn't it deliberate? sincerity makes me uncomfortable, huh?" He was at an age when the demand in that area was relatively strong, and he was really a headache when he met someone who was not very enthusiastic about this aspect of things.
"Zhou Anbei has already sent the white coat over, when will you ...... Wear it to me? inside...... No other clothes can be worn. He whispered.
Wen Zhixia closed his eyes, as if he hadn't heard.
Playing such a shameful game with him, she has no time and no face.
"Know you're not sleeping, talk, if you don't......" His hand was already reaching for the sensitive spot on her body.
Wen Zhixia pressed his hand like an electric shock, his ears were slightly red, and he said angrily: "If you don't want to sleep quietly, go out." ”
"When are you going to show me it, huh?" he grasped at the question.
"If you like this tune so much, why don't you just find other women to play with you. He was annoyed by his entanglement, turned around, and said angrily.
Gu Pingsheng looked at her expression for three or four seconds, the hand on her body loosened slightly, sat up, and leaned against the head of the bed.
There is a taste of loneliness and gloom between the dark eyes.
Wen Zhixia pursed her lower lip, raised her hand and shook her arm gently, "I didn't mean that." ”
"I know. He reluctantly curled his thin lips, and after a few seconds, lay down again, "Sleep." ”
He lay down, still holding her, but Wen Zhixia could clearly feel that he was different from Fang Cai, so he took the initiative to reach out and hugged his strong waist, and put his cheek in his arms: "You just now, were you angry?"
He said, "No." ”
Wen Zhixia didn't believe it, she was still pestering her just now, and now she doesn't say anything.
"Don't you want me to be angry?" he asked.
Wen Zhixia nodded knowingly.
Gu Pingsheng's chin was pressed on the top of her head, and his low voice was gentle enough to drown people in such a quiet night: "Then you...... Coax me. ”
What he said was just casually talking, her Xia Xia never had any sweet words, and she couldn't be pretentious, she was simply a cold and outstanding jade, how could she grasp a man's mind like the woman next to her.
But no matter how dull her temperament is, she doesn't know the means of flirting between men and women, he really loves it.
After a long time, she put it closer to his arms, the body temperature of the two fused, and she said softly: "Pingsheng, don't be angry." ”
Just this sentence, even if he had ice in his heart, it melted in an instant.
At midnight, he kissed the top of her hair and whispered, "Baby, you really want my life." ”
The charity dinner arrived.
Gu Pingsheng wanted to sit with her, which was a matter of course, but after Wen Zhixia hesitated for a moment, he still refused.
"Why?"
After Wen Zhixia paused, she talked about her current relationship with Xu Qichen.
"You don't want to embarrass him, so you just ignore me?" he asked.
Wen Zhixia raised his hand and hooked his suit, shaking it slightly: "...... It's just a formality, and you don't have to show up together, Qichen is not in good health, the doctor asked him to keep his mind stable, I haven't accompanied him back, there will be so many people on the scene today...... Why do you embarrass him. ”
"At the end of the day, you still care about that sick seedling. Gu Pingsheng didn't get angry, after all, he knew Wen Zhixia's temperament, and if others helped her a little, he would keep it in his heart, not to mention that Xu Qichen donated bone marrow to her.
Xu felt that he had lost money, and put a tie on him with her own hands, and when he was about to kiss her, she didn't care about the lipstick she had already smeared.
Li Yueting's promotional poster can be seen at the charity auction site.
However, it did not attract the attention of many people, without him, whether it is a celebrity or an Internet celebrity, for businessmen, they are just tools used to expand their influence.
Naturally, no boss will notice.
When Wen Zhixia entered the arena, the first thing he saw was not Gu Pingsheng, but Wu Wenjing, who was holding Zhang Zhanrong and followed Zhang Zhiyan with a harmonious family.
In the eyes of others, Wu Wenjing is definitely the existence of a big winner in life, a woman with no background, who simply squeezed out the original partner with an extraordinary family background, and took the lead in giving birth to a son who is older than the original son.
In the end, the original partner died, the son of the original partner left home, and the Zhang family became the world of their mother and son.
Now that Zhang's Group has won the government (government) project, it has finally raised its eyebrows under the suppression of Gu Xia Group, and half of the company is in the name of Zhang Zhiyan, which can be said to have completely gained a firm foothold, and it is no wonder that people who have rarely appeared are now attending the event publicly.
If Gu Pingsheng hadn't stood up under the multiple blows of the year and became the "Mr. Gu" that everyone has to call him today, I am afraid that even the old history of her being the top junior would be forgotten by the world.
Zhou Anbei stood next to Gu Pingsheng, Zhou Anbei whispered when, he stood quietly aside.
At this time, Gu Pingsheng's afterglow had already seen Wen Zhixia entering the arena, and was about to walk over, but Wu Wenjing, who was holding a glass of juice, took the first step to block his way with a smile.
"I thought I was wrong just now, but I didn't expect it to be you, your brother and father are also here today, and our family is also together. ”
Family?
Gu Pingsheng coldly glanced at Wu Wenjing, who was stopped in front of him, didn't make a sound, and walked to leave.
But Wu Wenjing didn't want to get out of the way, but lowered her voice and said to Gu Pingsheng: "I know that you want to avenge your mother and destroy my current perfect life, and I can understand you...... After all, whoever is replaced by him will not be happy to see that the woman who replaced his mother is doing so well, and his own mother is a short-lived ghost. I also know that spreading rumors about my cheating on your father's phone has nothing to do with you, but you can also see that even after all you have done so many things, your father still trusts me. ”
Gu Pingsheng glanced at her lightly, and said meaninglessly: "Then I should congratulate you." ”
"I know you have always disliked me, but your father is old, no matter what, you are his son, although he didn't say it, but in fact he still remembered you in his heart, how can father and son have an overnight feud, if you really still care about my existence, I can temporarily move out from the Zhang family. I hope you don't blame your father again in the future. Wu Wenjing said suddenly.
Gu Pingsheng couldn't even guess without even looking at it, someone must have come over, and most of it was Zhang Zhanrong.
This kind of method, he can't look down on it, and he won't care what Zhang Zhanrong thinks.
"What does your existence, or life and death, have to do with me?" Gu Pingsheng sneered coldly, "Put away your clumsy acting skills, you are so old, and what kind of little white flower you play, most of you don't know what kind of ugliness it is." ”
The older people are, the more they don't want others to mention their age, and they can't accept the remarks of "old and ugly" and "ugly".
But whether she accepted it or not, Gu Pingsheng didn't want to care about her feelings at all.
"You rebel, that's how you talk to your elders?" Zhang Zhanrong's voice sounded from behind him without surprise.
Gu Pingsheng sneered, didn't intend to pay attention to it, and left directly.
"What kind of attitude is this, it is really that his wings are stiff, he has no mother's education, and he doesn't even have a basic upbringing. Zhang Zhanrong saw his ignorant appearance, and his face turned blue with anger.
Wu Wenjing is very good at grasping the psychology of a man's pity, and sighed while giving him a smooth breath and said: "I don't care, I can understand that he will be so hostile to me, but I didn't expect that after so much time, his hostility towards you is still so great." ”
"Don't mention such a bastard thing, you pay attention, don't bump into it, you're also pregnant, why don't you take it at home, you have to come to a charity dinner. Zhang Zhanrong looked at her belly, a little displeased.
Wu Wenjing noticed his gaze and knew that with his suspicious nature, although he said that he believed in her innocence, he was actually suspicious, otherwise he would not have made an excuse to dismiss Wang Wenxuan without saying anything.
It's still a short time, and Zhang Zhanrong is afraid that something will go wrong, so his attitude towards her can be passed.
But once the month is older, it is inevitable to check whose seed the child is.
When the time comes, the matter will not be hidden.
"I don't want to do good deeds for my baby. Wu Wenjing said.
Gu Pingsheng walked over with a wine glass, but someone had already taken the lead - Zhang Zhiyan.
"I didn't expect you to come, I thought you would go back and accompany Mr. Xu back. Zhang Zhiyan said with a smile.
Wen Zhixia lifted his eyes: "...... What agreement did you make with Qichen?"
Zhang Zhiyan smiled lightly, but did not answer her question, but said: "This kind of question, why don't you just ask him directly? Let me guess, I don't want to...... Still inconvenient?"
Wen Zhixia's eyes were deep, but he didn't speak.
Zhang Zhiyan didn't seem to want to draw any accurate answer from her mouth: "To be honest, I really didn't expect that you would give up Xu Qichen and choose to be with Gu Pingsheng again, my younger brother...... You don't know it, he's sick. Why do you look at me like that? Do you think I'm lying to you, or am I making something out of nothing?"
Zhang Zhiyan leaned over and said in a voice that only two people could hear: "I didn't lie to you, he is really sick, have you heard of psychonoia? A kind of schizophrenia, victimization, jealousy, love, hypochondria...... I've been wondering for a long time, how can someone like him fall in love with someone so badly? Do you think he's good to you, as long as you say what you do, whether it's right or wrong, he will take it all.
Sometimes, he will even do things that you don't want to accept, such as...... Restricting your freedom, spying on you, trying to manipulate you, leaving him alone with him, greedy to take over your whole world. Do you think it's love? It's just a sick love, he's just sick, and he gives you the illusion of being loved. ”
Zhang Zhiyan's voice was like a needle piercing his toes, and the moment the sentences fell, it was like a toe pierced with a needle slammed into the wall.
Wen Zhixia's palm hanging down his side was pinched, and his face was still so light and polite, "Are you finished?"
Zhang Zhiyan straightened up, "I don't mean anything else, I just don't want you to be kept in the dark, if you don't believe me, you can ask his friend Ye Lanzhou, he is a doctor, and he is also the person who knows Gu Pingsheng's condition best, and he has also self-harmed." ”
When Gu Pingsheng came over, Zhang Zhiyan glanced at it and left.
Gu Pingsheng's narrow eyes narrowed, looked at the direction he left, and held Wen Zhixia's hand, but it turned out to be cold.
The heating was sufficient, and the ladies would not get cold in light dresses, but her hands looked as if they had just come out of some ice and snow.
"Why are your hands so cold?"
Wen Zhixia raised his hand and wanted to pick up a glass of wine, but he held it down: "Your current alcohol consumption is not good, or don't drink, are you not feeling well?"
Wen Zhixia's curly eyelashes trembled slightly, and a shallow shadow sank under her eyes: "...... life"
Gu Pingsheng put her hand in his warm palm and slowly warmed her: "Huh?"
Wen Zhixia twitched her lips and teeth: "You ......"
Gu Pingsheng: "What?"
Wen Zhixia pulled her lips and shook her head gently: "It's nothing, I'll go to the bathroom." ”
"I'll be with you. He said.
Wen Zhixia chuckled: "You are busy with your business, I will be back soon." ”
After they reconciled, he didn't want to be separated from her at any time, but he also knew that this kind of bonding was not acceptable to everyone, Ye Lanzhou said that everyone needs space to breathe independently.
"Good. Gu Pingsheng let go of her hand.
Wen Zhixia stood in front of the washstand in the bathroom, rinsing his palms with warm water, and what came to mind was Zhang Zhiyan's words, he said...... Gu Pingsheng once self-harmed.
Regarding this matter, at that time, in the second middle school, I am afraid that she was the only one who witnessed it.
She liked to be quiet at that time, and she also liked to read alone, so the quietest thing on the whole campus was where and at what time, she knew exactly where and at what time.
The school rooftop after school in the afternoon is an extremely quiet and warm place.
Occasionally, there will be a continuous sunset in the sky, as if you can reach it with your hand.
It was probably the most pleasant time of the day, and she would stay until it was almost dark every day with a book in her arms.
But that day was an accident, she went to a bathroom halfway, and when she came back, she found that there was a person standing on the rooftop, and she didn't care at first, but when someone came up by chance, she took the book, and was ready to leave.
But the afterglow swept to the man with his back to her, bleeding from his arm.
The crimson blood slowly trickled down his arm, more dazzling than the sunset on the horizon.
"Classmates?"
Wen Zhixia was about to leave, but he couldn't help but ask.
The other seemed to stiffen when he heard her voice.
Wen Zhixia felt that this back was a little familiar, so he tentatively shouted: "Gu Pingsheng?"
He still didn't move, Wen Zhixia boldly walked around, he was holding a knife in his hand, and on his arm was a wound cut by a knife, the wound was very deep, as if he could vaguely see the green tendons.
Wen Zhixia didn't know what was going on, but he could clearly see his blank gaze.
"What's wrong with you?"
"Gu Pingsheng, can you hear me?"
She called him several times, but he didn't react until she approached and touched his arm, which was very cold, "I'll accompany you to the doctor......"
Before he finished speaking, he had already raised his knife, Rao is Wen Zhixia was indifferent, she was just a little girl at that time, she immediately screamed and took a step back, and the whole person fell to the ground.
Her exclamation seemed to bring him back to his senses, and he reached out and pulled her up, then lowered his eyes without saying a word, said "I'm sorry" to her, and turned to leave.
"Wait. Wen Zhixia stopped him: "Your wound should be treated......"
When the two of them came out of the hospital, Gu Pingsheng said that he was scratched when he was fighting with someone, Wen Zhixia saw that he had a scar on his face, and he didn't ask too much, so he believed his words.
After all, she felt that although Gu Pingsheng liked to fight and was a school bully, how could someone be so stupid to stab her body, and there would be such a deep wound, she felt pain just by looking at it.
But now that I think about it......
Really, didn't he scratch it himself?
Old things often only open when the valve that triggers a certain memory.
Psychiatric paranoia......
Did Gu Pingsheng really have this disease?
"Mr. Wen. Li Yueting watched Wen Zhixia standing in front of the mirror and was distracted, without noticing himself at all, and after shaking his palm, he took the initiative to speak.
Wen Zhixia came back to his senses slightly, and after nodding his head slightly, he took out a few tissues and wiped his hands by the washstand.
"My final test results came back. Li Yueting suddenly spoke.
Wen Zhixia was not very interested in her illness, "Take care of your body." ”
When Li Yueting heard from her mouth that she wanted to take care of her body, she didn't know why it was extremely ridiculous; "If Xiao Wen really wants me to take care of my body, it is better to give me my life, so that I can maintain a comfortable mood every day." ”
Wen Zhixia took a deep breath: "I asked you to take care of your body, I didn't let you be delusional." ”
Li Yueting didn't seem to mind, washed her hands, looked at Wen Zhixia in the mirror, and said: "In the middle and late stages, there is no possibility of cure, and the rest of the matter is to wait for death." ”
She looked in the mirror and carefully looked at the wrinkles under her eyes, she was not yet thirty years old, but there was already a very obvious aging under her eyes, and her body seemed to be aging rapidly.
She now feels like her blood is clotting a little bit every day, no, every moment, and her body is being emptied a little bit.
She went to see the miserable condition of those who died soon after the terminal cancer, and there was no light in their eyes, like a dried skeleton just dressed in a coat.
The air around them was filled with death.
She didn't want to live like that, she didn't want to wait to die in the hospital room.
Although Wen Zhixia didn't have a good impression of Li Yueting, he still felt a little bit in his heart when he heard that a living person was going to die soon.
"Do you say this is the flow of feng shui?" Li Yueting turned around, "I saw you seriously ill three years ago, and now it was just three years ago, and it was replaced by me, but I am not as lucky as you, and no one will want me to continue to live." That's why I said...... Your luck is really good. ”
It seems that Lady Luck is especially fond of patronizing her.
How unfair, and how ...... It makes people angry.
Upper Beijing.
Xu Qichen was sitting in the study and received a call from Sifang City.
"What you want me to do, I have already done it, I hope Mr. Xu can fulfill his promise, otherwise he will ......"
Xu Qichen's finger was a hospital examination report, and his somewhat pale fingers slowly crossed the words "mental paranoia".