Chapter 57: Insomnia (22/100)

The river dries up, and the two fish are trapped in the shallows, surviving on the vapor foam that each other spits out. The two fish struggled to survive, and they frothed at each other.

But if you put these two fish in the sea, then the two fish will live alive for a long time. It's just that because the rivers and lakes and the sea are too big, the two fish can never see each other again, so that they forget each other. This is, forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes.

This is the source of the phrase "it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes". If you think about it, isn't this the relationship between reality and ideals?

Although the two fish are so close, they will die at any time. This is fantasy love. It's better to put it back into the sea, and everyone will live well, but forget about each other. This is the cruelty of reality.

Although Song Coriander is not a material person, Wang Taika will not tolerate Song Coriander suffering with him. Even if Wang Taika is selfish, he doesn't want to take Song Coriander to a desperate predicament. As for eating soft rice...... Seriously, with Wang Taika's character, how can he endure it?

Speaking of which, Wang Taika is still very troubled. Maybe any onlooker can say something about these things, but when you actually experience them, you won't be so calm.

Reality!

Today's Lin Yusheng incident made Wang Taika, who had been a little smug in the past few days, wake up instantly!

At the beginning, Wang Taika really just came to South Korea with enthusiasm and wanted to find Song coriander. Now I find that it is not so simple. I even thought that the problem was the distance between the two hearts, but now I realize that even the distance between the bodies is so big!

They're all adults, so they should all be sensible. Don't indulge in fantasies day by day, think of yourself as the hero, and think about some twists and turns of love.

There is no script in this world, countless chance encounters have been planned for a long time, and the destined reunion is all on the initiative of someone. Some people pass by, and that's in the past. You can't meet at the next intersection, and it's impossible to meet at any of them.

Being carried away by love is not something that should exist at this age. Love is of course important, but when your own strength can't protect love, it is even more boundless torture.

Wang Taika loves Song Coriander very much, so he knows that he wants to give Song Coriander a bright future. Therefore, he now clearly knows that he can't delay Song Coriander's career. If you want to pursue Song coriander openly, there is a long way to go that day. However, life always has to be a little challenging to be interesting, right?

If you have a path in mind, why bother asking how long it will take?

Originally, the chat with the crystal, Wang Taika didn't take it too seriously. Now that I think about it, what the crystal said really makes sense. I didn't expect that compared to crystal, my knowledge is not as good as this little girl who is younger than myself!

It seems that it is still a matter of vision!

Wang Taika walked on the night road, thinking thoughtfully. These things are like a mess, unsolvable, and annoying. I guess I'm going to have insomnia tonight!

Of course, I'm afraid Wang Taika is not the only one who has insomnia tonight!

Because...... Taeyeon also has insomnia!

In fact, at the beginning of her debut, Taeyeon had a long time because she was abused by fans, which caused her to not be able to sleep at all, resulting in insomnia. Now she seems to have gotten used to it, she knows that pressure is what she has to bear, maybe it would be better to talk to someone else to relieve her pressure.

However, she doesn't need to!

In other words, Taeyeon is a person who is not willing to talk by nature, and she has been like this since she was a child, and other people's daughters will always find ways to be spoiled with their parents and then get some attention.

But Taeyeon never does that, she doesn't like to be spoiled, and she doesn't talk about any troubles with her father and mother.

This is not to say that Taeyeon is withdrawn, on the contrary, she is actually very active. It's just that she's too sensible and doesn't want to burden others, she seems to prefer listening to what she says, and she always likes to put all her worries on herself.

It is precisely because of this character that Taeyeon became the captain of the young group. When she first debuted, she had already begun to bear the weight that adults may not be able to bear at a young age, and this weak-looking girl had a toughness that was different from her appearance.

It's so distressing, but she hides it well. No one has ever seen her pressure, as if this captain is a beauty difference, there is no pressure, nothing is cared, just giggling every day.

I'm used to a lot of things, and it won't affect Taeyeon. But today I don't know why, inexplicably annoyed.

As soon as Taeyeon turned over and saw a white ball of meat next to the bed, fate likes to clingy people very much, and specializes in sticking Taeyeon, perhaps because it was Taeyeon and Wang Taeka who saved its relationship before, and the puppy was grateful for it. In the dormitory, no one else cares, just waiting for Taeyeon.

Sometimes Taeyeon can't come back, and when Sunny helps feed her, the other puppies eat obediently, only fate is to kill and not eat, for fear that they will be poisoned. Angry Sunny is gnashing his teeth.

And when he sleeps at night, fate doesn't go to the nest that Taeyeon built for him, but stays by Taeyeon's bedside every day. In the end, Taeyeon had no choice but to put the nest next to the bed.

Looking at this small white ball of meat, Taeyeon's heart suddenly became much more stable.

Anyway, I can't sleep, so Taeyeon just plays a little game on her phone for a while. But while playing, I don't feel bored. Taeyeon then opens the memo and starts typing.

This is another way for Taeyeon to decompress, which is to keep a diary. But she writes differently than anyone else!

Others keep diaries to commemorate and keep them forever. But Taeyeon writes about the days to express herself, to record all the troublesome things, read them well, and then delete them one by one.

It's as if such a process even the troubles in my heart have been deleted together. Of course, this method is ineffective during the day, and only at night, it is particularly effective.

"I had some insomnia today. I was inexplicably irritable, but I didn't know why. I've been through a lot of things lately, and I suddenly feel insecure. I don't know why, I don't feel safe. ”

Taeyeon wrote while thinking, "Maybe it's because the pressure of competition in the idol circle is getting bigger and bigger! And the people who guard the ring always have a sense of crisis. And when I was young, I had already reached the stage of guarding! The idol circle, generation after generation, except for a few combinations, most of them were famous for a while, and then dissipated. Even if it's a small part, there is a time for something else. I don't know when our day will come. It's a necessary process......"

After Taeyeon finished writing this, she deleted them one by one, and then continued to write new content: "Black fans, what do you think? Since you don't like it, it's better not to watch it, why do you want to do something to hurt innocent people?"

Delete it!continue to write: "Why, I always feel that this relationship doesn't seem to have the same feeling as before......? What a diaphragm ......?"

Delete it! Keep rewriting!

Taeyeon wrote one by one and deleted one by one, but in the end it was deleted, and I didn't know what to write, and the sleepiness came. Put your phone aside and fall asleep after a while.

The character of the flesh and the flesh is so ...... even the way of confiding I really want to bite this stinky short body to death in one bite!