"My father has never regretted it in his life. Xu Qichen said.

Even if the whole world says that he is wrong, even if his feelings have not been blessed in any way, he has never regretted it, and the only thing that cannot be fulfilled is ...... They had never walked the white heads.

"He doesn't regret it, it's because your mother really loves him, but the world doesn't allow it, but you ask yourself, why did Wen Zhixia choose Gu Pingsheng? Qichen, turn back. Xu Yuzi looked at him, "For a woman, it's not worth it." ”

Xu Qichen smiled: "Auntie, I have never wanted someone so much, I don't want to let go, I am confident that she will come back to me." I just, it takes a little time, and it's going to be ...... soon."

He has never failed in what he wants to achieve.

Xu Yuzi looked at the firmness in his eyes and knew that he couldn't persuade him.

Lanhu County.

Xiao Youzhi was frightened, so he didn't let anyone except Wen Zhixia and Gu Pingsheng touch it at all.

The doctor was already there early in the morning, and after he came back, he conducted a detailed examination as soon as possible, "There are several bruises on the little young master's body, which should have been caused by the collision, there are no obvious wounds, and the bones are not injured...... Physical convenience is not a big problem. It's just that a child who has experienced being kidnapped needs a period of psychological repair, and he still needs too much trouble from Mr. Gu in this regard. ”

Gu Pingsheng raised his hand: "Aunt Wang sent the doctor out." ”

"Tuanzi, shall we go take a bath first?" Wen Zhixia heard the doctor's words, relieved himself, as long as he was not injured, he squatted down and touched his little face, and asked softly.

Xiao Youzhi looked at her with big eyes and nodded slowly.

Wen Zhixia looked at him like this, feeling a little uncomfortable, when taking a bath, Xiao Youzhi didn't want to turn his back to her, just to keep looking at her, so that he could feel at ease, and his little hand also dragged the corner of her clothes.

"Do you remember how you were taken away?" Wen Zhixia asked softly while sitting next to the bathtub and bathing him.

Xiao Youzhi didn't know if he was overly frightened, or because he was blindfolded at the beginning, and when he asked about something, he just shook his head.

Seeing this, Wen Zhixia didn't want to ask anything more, just looked at the bruises on his body, as if he had hurt himself.

After taking a bath, wipe the water droplets on his body with his small bath towel, and before changing into soft pajamas, Wen Zhixia took the ointment and slowly pressed and rubbed the bruises on his body, so that the effect of the medicine could be better absorbed.

When it came to the time when the little guy usually went to sleep, he was obviously sleepy and couldn't open his eyes, but he always stubbornly wanted to hold Wen Zhixia's hand and refused to sleep.

Wen Zhixia lay beside him and patted his back gently, "Is it okay for Ma Ma to sing you a children's song?"

Gu Pingsheng leaned on the outside of the children's room and listened to the melodious singing from inside.

After half an hour, Xiao Youzhi fell asleep.

When Wen Zhixia got up, his little hand was still dragging her clothes, Wen Zhixia took his hand away very lightly, put a small doll in his arms, and then got up from the bed.

The door of the children's room was closed, and Wen Zhixia saw that the light in the study was on, and he knew that Gu Pingsheng must still be thinking about the daytime.

There was already half a bottle of wine on the table, the window was ajar, and the wind outside the house rushed in, Wen Zhixia was wearing thin clothes, and he shivered as soon as he came in.

"Drinking and opening the window, you think you're too healthy, don't you?"

Wen Zhixia went over to close the window, and by the way, he also brought the wine in his hand.

"Youzhi slept?" Gu Pingsheng leaned back in his chair and pressed his temples.

"I slept, but this time the incident had a big impact on him, I didn't have a sense of security, I checked my body again, there were three bruises, and I had already taken medicine. Wen Zhixia said.

Gu Pingsheng hugged her, his cheek pressed against her neck, absorbing the taste of his body, "Xia Xia, I want you." ”

He drank the wine, as if it had burned all over his stomach all the way.

Wen Zhixia didn't refuse him, but under the dual effect of alcohol and pent-up emotions in his heart, he lost his sense of proportion and reason.

When she shouted "pain", what resounded in Gu Pingsheng's mind repeatedly was the mocking faces of Xu Qichen and Zhang Zhiyan, who said that he was a madman.

"It's no wonder that a madman gives birth to an autistic child......"

"Gu Pingsheng, you say...... Psychosis, will it ...... Heredity? People like you, Wen Zhixia is with you, do you like it a little more, or do you sympathize more? Do you say that she pities you for being a mentally ill ......?"

"You are a madman, and you still hope to live a normal life, Gu Pingsheng will wait for her to have enough of you, and she will leave as she did three years ago, you ...... Doomed, for a lifetime, all, was, abandoned, that one. ”

“......”

When he came back to consciousness, he saw Wen Zhixia, whose face was pale, and his face suddenly changed.

"I'm sorry, Xia Xia...... I'm sorry. ”

He hurt her and saw red, that's why she was uncomfortable like that.

Her skin was very white, and the bruises looked even more shocking, as if she had been violently assaulted.

Gu Pingsheng took her hand, slapped herself, and said "I'm sorry" over and over again.

Wen Zhixia hugged him, and the discomfort on her body made her not have much strength, "Pingsheng, what's wrong with you?"

What's wrong?

Gu Pingsheng had no way to tell her that he was not a madman and would not hurt her in the future, could he ...... Don't leave him?

But his mouth was open, but he could not utter any words.

At this moment, he didn't even know how to face her, everything just now seemed to be uncontrollable, and he hurt her when he didn't realize it.

Gu Pingsheng closed his eyes and took the ointment to help her with the medicine, Wen Zhixia couldn't care about the shame, she was in pain and tired, no matter how patient she was, when she took the medicine, she couldn't help but gasp several times.

After she fell asleep, Gu Pingsheng sat on the edge of the bed, her bruised body under the quilt, huge guilt and uncontrollable painful emotions overwhelmed him, he whispered: "Xia Xia, I'm not crazy......"

He's not.

But at that moment just now, he really couldn't control his emotions, and during this time, the frequency of his emotions being out of control became higher and higher.

He had forgotten how many times he had done it in front of her.

In the study, there was no light, and it was pitch black.

He stumbled the cup on the side of the table and bent down to pick it up, his fingers cut open by sharp pieces of broken glass, the wound was deep, and the flesh on the outside was turned open.

The tingling sensation made his deep eyes stare gloomily at the wound on his finger and the red blood gushing out.

The next second, he suddenly grasped the broken glass, this time blood rushed out of his fingers, and in the moonlight, his jaw was sharp, his eyes were half-drooping, and his black hair was on the slightly deeper eye sockets.

Gu Pingsheng sat there heavily, as if he had settled down.

When Ye Lanzhou received his call, he was already asleep, and he was woken up by his call, and said angrily: "President Gu, can you call to see the time?"

"Lan Zhou, help me...... Heal the sick. ”

Gu Pingsheng leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes heavily, as if he had been drained of consciousness.

Ye Lanzhou was stunned for five or six seconds: "...... What's wrong? Why did you ...... all of a sudden?"

"I ...... Hurt her. Although it was only through the radio waves, Ye Lanzhou actually heard a trill, the invincible Mr. Gu, he said: "I don't know what happened, when I came to my senses, she was already injured." ”

He suspected that his condition had worsened.

Ye Lanzhou was silent for a few seconds: "You may just be under too much pressure recently, so if you come tomorrow, let's take a look." ”

Ye Lanzhou was a little strange, Gu Pingsheng's condition deteriorated, and it was only in the first year that Wen Zhixia suddenly disappeared, and later with Gu Youzhi, he also seemed to have temporarily found the support of his soul.

Now that Wen Zhixia has reconciled with him, it stands to reason that the factors that can make Gu Pingsheng sick should no longer exist.

The day after Wen Zhixia woke up, she heard Aunt Zhao, who was cleaning the study, talking about blood stains in the study.

She had just finished washing, "What blood?"

Aunt Zhao: "There are broken pieces of glass on the ground, as if they have broken a wine glass, but ...... Two of them were stained with blood. ”

Wen Zhixia frowned: "You mean...... Hurt your hand?"

Aunt Zhao didn't know whether to say or not to say something, so she seemed to be slurred.

Wen Zhixia: "What did you find?"

After a pause, Aunt Zhao said: "I met Mr. Gu this morning, he seems to have something on his mind, did his wife quarrel with Mr. Gu? I am an outsider, it may not be appropriate to say these words, but Gu always really loves his wife." ”

Wen Zhixia smiled: "Aunt Zhao, you think too much, we didn't quarrel, there should be something going on in the company in your life." Are you awake?"

Said Cao Cao Xiao Cao Cao arrived, Xiao Youzhi, who had not changed his clothes, ran over, Wen Zhixia was not very well today, although when he woke up, he found that he had been drugged again, but it was inconvenient to go to the company today, just kissed him, and did not pick people up.

Listening to her, the two of them were not angry, and Aunt Zhao was also relieved, because of Xiao Youzhi's accident, Aunt Zhao felt a little guilty when she looked at him again, and she took care of it more dedicatedly, for fear that something would go wrong.

After breakfast, Wen Zhixia remembered that Aunt Zhao said that there were blood stains in the study, so he called Gu Pingsheng and asked him if he had injured his hand.

The wound on Gu Pingsheng's palm had been forcibly wrapped with gauze by Ye Lanzhou just now, "I accidentally broke a cup." ”

"Is the wound deep, has it been treated?" Wen Zhixia asked.

Gu Pingsheng: "It's been dealt with, you...... Are you better?"

Wen Zhixia pursed her lower lip: "I won't go to the company for the time being today, and it's the same at home, did you go out so early to go to the company?"

Gu Pingsheng whispered "um".

Wen Zhixia felt that he seemed to be silent for a few days, thinking that he was busy with something, so he didn't bother him much.

But for the next three days, he went out early and returned late every day, Wen Zhixia couldn't even see anyone, if it wasn't for the fact that when she got up every day, someone had already given her medicine, and someone had been lying on one side of the bed, she even wondered if he came back at night.

"You're just going to interrupt and hide like this?" Ye Lanzhou looked at Gu Pingsheng, who was sitting on the sofa, not only was his mood not much stable, but was getting worse and worse, and asked.

Gu Pingsheng picked up the coffee at hand, "How is my condition?"

Ye Lanzhou was silent: "The structure of the human brain is extremely complex, not many diseases can be detected by instruments, not all of them have been good over the years, as long as you control your emotions and don't have big fluctuations, I think it's ......."

"Can't it be cured?" Gu Pingsheng leaned back in his chair, his eyes were dark and there was no trace of light.

After Ye Lanzhou paused, he said: "Radical cure depends on how you define it, if your definition is broken root, this is undoubtedly difficult for mental diseases, because there is no machine test results that can be used to define, and no doctor can guarantee you that you have fully recovered, and there will be no more troubles in this regard in the future."

But if your goal is realistic and feasible to control symptoms, reduce relapse, restore the ability to live and work, and improve the quality of life, then it can be said that mental illness can be cured. The latter is what we've been working on, isn't it? I don't know why you're suddenly ...... now."

Suddenly so obsessed with ...... Former.

"I don't want to, let them say she chose a madman. "It doesn't matter what he does, he hasn't even thought about treatment before, and he has never taken it as a thing, how can he be paranoid, how can he be sick?

But when he met Wen Zhixia thirteen years ago, this idea changed.

He didn't want her to see disgust for herself in her eyes one day, and to look at him with a look at something different.

So at that time, he walked into the hospital for the first time, and he admitted that he was different from others.

Now, he still doesn't care about the doubts of everyone on the Internet, but he can't stand others talking about her.

Like what a foolish thing she had chosen him.

She shouldn't have been questioned by anyone else, even if it was because of him.

He was not afraid of the gossip that disturbed him from the outside world, but he couldn't bear these words and hurt her.

When Gu Pingsheng came out of the hospital, a light rain rose in Sifang City, the streets were dense, and the air seemed to be covered with a thin veil.

Xu Qichen in the car got out of the car with a black umbrella, and he came to visit a friend.

The two passed by, Xu Qichen nodded at him with a smile, and Gu Pingsheng didn't squint, as if he hadn't seen him.

"Sir, this man is really uncultivated. Jin Mao put away his umbrella and said.

Xu Qichen didn't care, "If I'm not mistaken, even Gu Pingsheng's doctor, his friend for many years, is in this hospital." ”

Jin Mao: "...... Mr. means. ”

Xu Qichen straightened his collar and straightened the position of the pocket watch on his chest, he said: "When I took psychology as a subject, my mentor, Professor Mihir, said that choosing the right angle of attack can easily have an impact on a person's psychology and behavior, commonly known as psychological suggestion. ”

Especially one who has a mental pathology...... Patient.