Gu Pingsheng only returned to Lanhu County in the early hours of the morning, the sky was hazy, there was no moonlight under a dark curtain, and the light rain continued for a day and now did not stop, hitting the dead branches, and the shade was boundless and lonely.

He didn't turn on the light, he just sat on the sofa in the living room, his long legs stretched out, his fingers through his hair, and only after a while did he get up and go to the children's room to look at Xiao Youzhi, who was already asleep, and he appeared in the bedroom after a while.

Wen Zhixia on the bed was already asleep, he raised his hand and slowly swiped it on her cheek, but he was afraid of waking her up, so he moved lightly and cautiously.

Even in the space where there was only sporadic light, his dark eyes could completely reflect her appearance, he caressed her bright eyebrows, the tip of her nose, and the scorching light in his eyes that could not be concealed.

He wanted to be close to her, he wanted to, he wanted to.

His fingers lifted her jaw, and his thin lips kissed her softly and eagerly.

"Smack".

In the next second, the lights in the bedroom suddenly turned on, and Wen Zhixia, who was supposed to be asleep, did not feel any sleepiness at the moment and looked at the man in front of him with his eyes open.

Gu Pingsheng didn't expect that she hadn't slept yet.

Yes, didn't sleep, didn't wake up.

"Mr. Gu is such a busy person, he can still know how to go home. She sat up, leaned against the head of the bed, and looked at him.

Gu Pingsheng lowered his eyes and looked at the woman leaning on the side of the bed, she was wearing thin pajamas, and raised his hand to pull the quilt up for her, so as not to catch a cold, "It's so late, why haven't you slept yet?"

"Waiting for you. She said.

Gu Pingsheng's fingertips paused slightly: "I...... I've been a bit busy lately. ”

Wen Zhixia raised his hand and pulled his tie and dragged him towards him, the two of them were very close, and the smell of wine on his body was a little obvious: "Busy, then tell me what you are busy with? Are you hiding something from me?"

No matter how stupid she is, she has realized that something is wrong in the past two days.

After Xiao Youzhi came back, he began to feel wrong, and he was clearly avoiding her.

Gu Pingsheng looked at her and pulled his lower lip: "Things at work." ”

Wen Zhixia was a little angry by his appearance that he didn't intend to tell the truth at all, let go of his hand, lifted the quilt and prepared to get out of bed: "Since Mr. Gu is so busy, then you can sleep by yourself, I won't disturb you." ”

When Gu Pingsheng heard this, he hurriedly hugged her and said in a low voice: "Where are you going so late? ”

"I'll go to the guest room, and when you figure it out, I'll come back. She tried to break his fingers.

Gu Pingsheng's thin lips pursed tightly, "Don't go." ”

Wen Zhixia turned around and waited for his next words.

Gu Pingsheng lowered his eyes, and after a long time, he spoke: "I...... In, heal. ”

Admitting his illness made Gu Pingsheng feel like he was being shown to the public, especially in front of Wen Zhixia.

Wen Zhixia paused, she remembered the last time she asked Ye Lanzhou about his condition, Ye Lanzhou didn't say yes, his condition would not hinder normal life?

"Why did you suddenly decide to go for treatment?"

Gu Pingsheng hugged her, closed his eyes, and didn't speak again.

He was afraid that she would know what was going on that night, and he was afraid that she would know that he would not be able to control himself because of certain emotions.

I'm even more afraid that she will dislike him because of this and will want to leave.

"Since you are going to see a doctor, why didn't you tell me at first?" Wen Zhixia asked him, "You have been going out early and returning late these days, do you know that I am worried?"

She called Zhou Anbei, but she couldn't get any answer, Xiao Youzhi couldn't do without her, and he accidentally injured her.

“...... I'm sorry. He said.

Wen Zhixia held his face and looked at him with clear eyes, "When can you bury this kind of love in your heart when you encounter things, and change the problem of resisting yourself? We are husband and wife, what can't you tell me? Is it that one day you will be happy to get the situation three years ago?"

Hearing her talk about three years ago, Gu Pingsheng's dark eyes twitched, and he subconsciously clenched her fingers, "No." ”

He raised his hand to carry her back to the bed, took off his coat and went to bed, hugged her in his arms, and wrapped his arms around her: "...... Does it still hurt?"

Wen Zhixia paused for a moment before he realized what he said, and his face was slightly unnatural: "You're not...... Give me medicine every day. ”

Doesn't he know himself?

He said: "I was ...... It's a little uncontrollable, and it's not my intention. ”

If he was conscious, how dare he hurt her?

Wen Zhixia caught the strangeness in his words: "What does it mean to be uncontrolled?"

She did ask him to stop a few times at that time, but he looked very excited, as if he couldn't listen at all, she just thought that he would be like this because of Gu Youzhi's matter, but now it seems that ...... Isn't it all?

Gu Pingsheng shook his head gently: "At that time, my mind was full of other voices, and what happened specifically seemed to happen unconsciously. ”

Wen Zhixia frowned: "What did Ye Lanzhou say?"

Gu Pingsheng paused: "He said that there was no big problem with the test results, and said that I might be the result of too much pressure and nervous tension." ”

When Wen Zhixia heard this, he breathed a sigh of relief: "Since that's the case, then why are you still avoiding me?"

"Do you believe it?" in the night, his voice was so low that he couldn't hear it, he asked, "Xia Xia, do you believe it was just an accident......?

What if it's not an accident.

What if he's really what they say he's going to do, he's a madman?

What if he hurts him again?

"Gu Pingsheng, haven't you noticed that you are a little cautious now?" Wen Zhixia pointed out his current problem sharply, "Even if there are some problems, after so many years, aren't you all the same?" We have been together for so many years, if it weren't for knowing now, I wouldn't have suspected that you were sick, we are the closest people, and even I didn't notice it, isn't this enough to show that your situation is just like what Ye Shao said, it won't affect your normal life?"

She looked up, her arms on his broad shoulders, "So what are you worried about, what are you worried about, what are you worried about? Or am I not enough for you to trust?"

She said: "Do you know how powerful psychological suggestion is? Three years ago, from the moment I suspected that I was pregnant, I really felt pregnant, and even had the same physiological reaction as I did in the early days of pregnancy...... When you decide in your mind that something starts, everything will go in that direction, and even you will be deceived, do you understand? No matter how normal a person is, if he always suspects that he is sick, then he is very likely to be really sick.

But if a person may have some minor problems, but he feels that he is healthy, does not take it to heart, and continues to live an undisturbed life, then he will return to normal. ”

Wen Zhixia was a top student back then, especially like to read, and she likes to soak in library management when she has nothing to do, so even though she has not studied psychology, she still sees related books.