Wang Taika understood that he was not a schizophre, but when he was young, he had buried a knot in his heart, which led to a change in his personality. That is, from one character, to two personalities. A gentle character treats family members, and an indifferent character treats outsiders.

It's like a defense mechanism that can be turned on and off at any time to protect the card from damage.

But after meeting Song Coriander, Wang Taika abandoned that indifferent character. But that character didn't disappear, it was like being sealed in the dust.

At that time, when Song Coriander left, Wang Taika became distrustful of the world again because of a lack of security. So there is a contradiction between the two personalities.

In fact, at this time, Wang Taika chose to find a psychiatrist for guidance, and there was no big problem. As Dr. Bai Ye said at the beginning, "The most painful thing for psychiatrists is that 99% of the world's people do not come to the doctor at all in the early stage of mental illness." By the time it comes, they will all be on the verge of collapse, or even a wasted person!"

And Wang Taika chose to escape and became a documentary videographer. So under the fermentation and torture of loneliness and longing, bipolar disorder was created, like winemaking.

The world is really ridiculous, whenever you think you know something, it always gives you another perspective, and makes you realize that you don't know anything at all.

Just like the root of bipolar disorder, Wang Taika has made countless conjectures, to be precise, every conjecture is correct. But digging deeper, I found that behind the truth, there is another truth.

I thought that the origin was just a relationship in college, but I didn't expect that the real root of the disease was actually buried in the nightmare memories of childhood.

This life is so funny!

"But this is a paradox! If this is the case, it should be schizophrenia, how can it be a split personality?" Dr. Bai Rongshuo couldn't figure it out.

At this time, Dr. Bai Ye suddenly thought: "I know, judging from Mr. Wang's experience just now, although his bipolar disorder has a deep root, what really causes all this is actually feelings. Everything revolves around that girl! You can even make a guess that if Mr. Wang hadn't met that girl in college, then Mr. Wang wouldn't really have bipolar disorder. So then again, this bipolar disorder is like a bomb, and the root of the bomb is the psychological shadow formed in childhood, but the remote control that really controls this bomb is actually the problem of this girl. ”

"What do you mean?" Dr. Bai Rongshuo seemed to understand.

In other words, the rest of the people become split personalities because of their biased self-perception, which leads to self-contradictions, so the personality splits to protect themselves. At this time, Doctor Bai Ye pointed at Wang Taika: "And Mr. Wang, whether it is the emotional side or the rational side, is based on a starting point, that is, love for that girl." If Mr. Wang is choosing between 'love' and 'not love', then it may really turn into a split personality. But if it is a choice between 'loving her' and 'loving her more', then no matter how you choose, it is on the basis of 'loving someone', and if so, then there is no contradiction, so it is just a split character, not a personality!"

Hearing this, Wang Taika's expression was a little lonely, and he nodded: "I agree with Dr. Bai's words." That's what I said to the girl. I said to her, 'You can choose between loving me and not loving me, and I can only choose between loving you and loving you more.' 'Hehe, I didn't expect that I got bipolar disorder because I loved her too much. But in the end, it was precisely because I loved her too much that I got a glimmer of hope for healing. Really...... It's like a reincarnation. ”

"This explanation ......" Dr. Bai Rongshuo turned his head, said a few words to the foreign doctor, and then turned his head: "Well, this explanation is indeed feasible!"

After Wang Taika woke up from hypnosis, he seemed to have finally found a critical point between reason and emotion, and at this time his attitude was lukewarm, and he asked unhurriedly: "Then why do you say that I am being cured?"

"It's very simple!" Dr. Bai Ye replied with a smile, "When you suffer from bipolar disorder, it is a manic and depressive transition, which is completely a manifestation of the disease, not normal. Now that mania and depression have lessened to see. And your two personalities now are the separation of your true personalities. Now you are either very emotional and pretentious, or you are particularly rational and indifferent, it is just a part of your personality! Only when these two personalities are combined is the real you. ”

"Please elaborate. Wang Taika asked seriously: "I want to know, what is your standard for judging yes?"

"I can understand what you mean, after all, patients want to make sure that they are really going to get better. Doctor Bai Ye smiled: "It's very simple, your indifferent and rational character was originally buried deep in your heart, and according to your story, you haven't shown up for so many years. Only when the work is serious, will it be a little performant. But today, your rational side has emerged. Although this feeling is really bad, but to tell you the truth, since it has appeared, it means that the two personalities are taking over little by little, so in the near future, it is a sure thing to merge together!

"Theoretically?" Wang Taika asked angrily, "Do you mean that you are not sure?"

"Your case is the first one, there are no references. Dr. Baek said, "It's good to have a theoretical possibility. If you were someone else, there would be no hope of healing at all!"

"That's right, that's not bad...... So, what was the reason for me to be cured?" Wang Taika asked, "I have no sign of reconciliation with that girl now, not even talking...... Anyway, how could I heal so quickly in such a situation?"

"It's a simpler question. Doctor Hakuya asked, "Do you remember the last time you came, I told you the solution?"

"What was done last time?" Wang Taika recalled the words of Doctor Bai Ye.

......

"You're putting all your security on an impossible person. In this way, when you approach her, you feel extremely down-to-earth and extremely happy. But when you reach a certain point, you will definitely not be able to move an inch, and you will even be bounced away. That's when you're going to be sensitive, you're going to be suspicious! That's when your personality becomes uncontrollable. May be impulsive and irritable and become manic. They may also be hypocritical and sensitive, and become depressed. This is the cause of the onset of bipolar disorder. ”

So, you can try to take your attention away from the point where you're breaking down and find something new. Even if you can't take it back all at once, you can find the rest of the parties to share. For example, what makes you sad is love, you can find family affection and friendship. To be honest, sometimes family and friendship may be a little more reliable than love. ”

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"Could it be that I have unconsciously shifted some of my sense of security? No, my relatives are not around, and I don't have any friends in Korea!" Wang Taika was confused: "Could it be water...... It's impossible! I've thought about it, but I haven't been able to transfer it, right?"

Doctor Bai Ye looked at Wang Taika's confused appearance and smiled: "Sometimes the most precious thing is actually right around. On the contrary, it is these around people who will be ignored. ”

"What do you mean?" Wang Taika thought that there was something in the words!

"Mr. Wang, I've met you twice, and I don't know anything about your circle of friends. So why can I conclude that person is with you?" Doctor Hakuya smiled, "Also, not every girl is willing to pay for a boy's medicine. ”

"What! I don't understand!" Wang Taika touched his nose.

"I don't understand...... Why do you want to touch your nose? Is it meaningful to lie in front of a psychiatrist?" Doctor Bai Ye pouted: "Actually, you have long understood. ”

When Wang Taika heard this, he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word of rebuttal. Even a puffed cute face appeared in front of me.

Yes, Wang Taika is not a fool!