Chapter Seventy-Eight: Tracing the Dream (11/12)
One of Wangtaika's elders died. X
Wang Taika has been a person who values affection and filial piety since he was a child, and the sudden death of his elders is simply difficult for him to accept. Seeing a person who is good to himself, life disappears little by little, and his body becomes cold little by little. Even the smile on his face is still there, and the voice that he just spoke is still echoing in his ears.
But...... In this way, the voice of that person will never be heard again, and it will never be heard again!
Wang Taika cried all night, wailing and crying! He never thought that he would have so many tears.
When I finished packing up and went back to school, it was already the next day. Wang Taika's throat was so crying that he couldn't speak, and even his expression was in a trance. just sat in his position in a daze, and then a group of people knew about Wang Taika's family, so they joked with this.
And then......
Wang Taika is like a powder keg, blown up!
If you don't explode in silence, you die in silence. Wang Taika finally chose to break out!
Then, that time, Wang Taika was beaten badly. After all, one person can't beat four people.
But Wang Taika decided that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he took revenge like crazy. On the way out of school, continue to be beaten! Get beaten up, it doesn't matter, get up and go to class! The next day wait at the school gate, continue to beat! Get beaten again, wipe the blood, get up and go to class. Wait until class is over, stop and continue to fight! Don't delay anything, but when you find free time, go to those people! And I don't care if I can beat it or not, just fight! If I can't beat it, then heal my injuries and continue to fight!
Even if it is a weekend holiday, Wang Taika makes a few bus stops, finds the door of those few people's doors, blocks and scolds, and comes out to continue fighting! The teacher finds himself, apologizes obediently, and then goes back to continue fighting!
Even if one of them transfers, he still takes the bus to take a long detour after school every day, and he will fight if he is blocked!
Wang Taika was completely beaten from the very beginning, and slowly began to be able to maneuver around the four of them for a while.
After the half-term, those four people really couldn't stand it! It's not that they can't beat Wang Taika, they beat them every time! They beat them three times a day! But they really can't stand such crazy revenge! Even if the family goes out on a holiday, this guy is waiting to come and fight!
When I went to school, I was fighting all the time except during class time! I was like crazy, and I didn't die! I was completely like a haunted demon, covered in blood, and I stood up and continued to fight!
What's even more terrifying is that the four of them can't beat one of Wang Taika! This guy is like a demon!
In the end, the four people came to apologize and bowed, completely afraid of Wang Taika.
Since then, Wang Taika has changed from a bullied person to a domineering person in school.
And since then, in fact, Wang Taika's dual personality has been produced.
A quiet, gentle and simple, cherishing emotional, and pretentious Wang Taika.
An unstoppable, ruthless, endless, indifferent and rational Wang Taika.
Just like changing his face, Wang Taika keeps the gentle side for his family and puts the ruthless side outside. When I went to college, I was even more obsessed with petty power.
Then, I met Song Coriander. A good love does not make you give up the whole world, but makes you fall in love with the whole world again.
And even so, from the day he met Song Coriander, Wang Taika seemed to have learned to face everything gently. And that indifferent side did not disappear, but was buried in my heart like this. Although it is buried deeply, it is like a seed sooner or later, taking root and sprouting, and there is a time to break through the soil. Again like a bomb, wait for a fuse!
And Song Coriander's departure is the fuse!
Because Song Coriander left, Wang Taika's mood completely collapsed. That person is no longer around, how should I face this painful world?
At that time, Wang Taika's worldview, outlook on life and values were all confused. He didn't know how to face this bastard world. Do you continue to be kind, or do you revert to apathy, do you learn to shout, or do you want to stay angry?
So in the struggle of "indifferent rationality" and "hypocrisy", Wang Taika's spirit deteriorated, and finally in the years when he became a documentary cameraman, in the deep mountains and old forests, like fermentation, under the constant torture of the two personalities, bipolar disorder broke out!
This introduction was laid more than 20 years ago......! Is this fate?
Those memories that do not want to recall appear little by little, Wang Taika's expression is constantly changing, the entanglement between ideals and sensibility, and the struggle of nature. In the end, it can only become a heartfelt cry!
"Go,,!"
Wang Taika suddenly woke up and swung his fist at the table, and the solid wood table "clicked" and cracked a gap. And Wang Taika's hand was also shocked with blood.
"Calm down, calm down!" Dr. Bai Rongshuo was taken aback by Wang Taika's reaction, and hurriedly said: "Everything just now is not true! You were just hypnotized!"
"Urging...... Hypnosis?" Wang Taika felt the pain in his hands and the anger in his heart, and then slowly stabilized.
"You forgot? I asked you if you wanted to try hypnosis, and you agreed. Dr. Bai Rongshuo asked cautiously: "Just now I just gave you an introduction, so that you can enter your own dreams, find the memories that have been deliberately hidden, and find the reason why you really collapsed! I don't believe that just because of love, love can make people die, but it can't make people suffer from such severe bipolar disorder!"
Wang Taika was sweating profusely, all in cold sweat, and the past was finally opened little by little!
"How's it going? Do you remember anything?" Dr. Bai Rongshuo asked, "Can you tell me what you remember?" I'll just ask one question, are you still Albert now?"
"I'm Wang Taika. Mrs. Wang paused: "Albert is me too." ”
"Perfect!" Dr. Bai Rongshuo clapped his hands: "The two personalities have really begun to merge and regenerate!"
Not only Dr. Bai Rongshuo, but even Bai Ye was excited as if something was wrong, and Dr. Mark began to say something to this Dr. Bai Rongshuo.
And Wang Taika, obviously didn't want to care about these anymore, but asked tiredly: "Is this ...... What the hell is going on? Now, it's still under hypnosis?"
"Look at the wounds on your hands!" Doctor White Night interjected.
Wang Taika lowered his head, looked at the wound on his hand, and even moved slightly, the pain was unbearable.
"It's true. Wang Taika nodded.
"The treatment was very successful!" Dr. Bai Rongshuo wiped the sweat from his head and said, "Mr. Wang, now I can finally diagnose you!
"What the hell is going on?" Wang Taika was a little confused.
Dr. Baek Young-seok explained, "Actually, because of some of your past experiences, you have already shaped two personalities. Notice that it's two personalities, not two personalities. To put it simply, personality is independent, while personality is symbiotic. When a person encounters a huge blow and something that cannot be accepted, the body automatically generates a defense mechanism. For example, if you feel extreme pain, you will faint, which is the body's pain defense mechanism. And the same is true of the spirit, which automatically produces a defensive dopamine after a blow. ”
"Dopamine acts as a neurotransmitter and is a chemical used to help cells deliver impulses. This kind of brain secretion is related to people's feelings, **, feelings, and it transmits information of excitement and happiness. In addition, dopamine has also been linked to various addictive behaviors. Many people develop multiple personalities, which are neurosplits. But Mr. Wang is not like this, dopamine does not produce personality, but character! This is very amazing!"
"Because of its independent nature, personality separation can be self-contradictory and even self-harming. And the personality is under the same personality, that is, it is just a different way of dealing with one thing, but you are you!
"It's a paradox, but it's happening!"