"If that kid of ours were still alive, would you have made the same choice and let me kill you with my own hands?"

Nan Yitang had red eyes and asked Qin Beimu, "Why did you never tell me the truth? If you told me at that time, I wouldn't have done anything to you at all, and we shouldn't have missed so many years." ”

"Don't say it. ”

"Why don't you let me say it? All of them blame me, they think I killed you with my own hands, and I hate myself, I want to die. But because you saved this life, I have to live, no matter how painful it is, I have to live. Why are you so cruel to me?"

Nan Yitang cried, took the wine glass and poured a full glass, wanting to drink it, but Qin Beimu grabbed it and drank it all.

Nan Yitang didn't know how things developed like this, in short, in the end, the two of them sat at the table, all around them were full of wine bottles, they were talking and crying, most of the time Qin Beimu was silent, listening to what she was saying.

They were already going crazy drinking, and in the end, Nan Yitang was dizzy and hugged Qin Beimu's neck, his cheeks were red, and his eyes were red.

"Why don't you tell me anything? You work so hard, but you don't know anything, and I'm also tormented. ”

Nan Yitang choked up, "Actually, although you can hate me, I won't blame you, but don't hide it from me anymore." ”

Qin Beimu was also a little drunk, in this state, his emotions were the easiest to get out of control, he felt that the heartache in his body, as well as the heartache for Nan Yitang, burst out, like paint poured out of the iron tong, quickly spreading in his heart.

"I love you so much. I love you so much. Nan Yitang stared into Qin Beimu's eyes, slowly leaned up, kissed his lips, and lingered with him.

Qin Beimu didn't refuse, he hugged Nan Yitang's waist with his backhand, pressed her on the sofa, kissed her from her eyes to her cheeks, and tasted bitterness on her lips, which were her tears.

Qin Beimu slowly wiped away Nan Yitang's tears, and then kissed her lips.

Nan Yitang did it on purpose, she wanted to tempt Qin Beimu to let go of all the disguises, she was sure that Qin Beimu seemed to love her, she wanted to have all of Qin Beimu's and dissect his true heart.

The remaining trace of reason in Qin Beimu's mind told him that he couldn't do this, he raised his head with some difficulty, wanting to end this mistake, but Nan Yitang held his hand tightly, as if pleading, "Don't go, please, don't go." ”

Nan Yitang was glued to his body, his clothes were already half-undone, and looking at him pitifully with a crying voice, Qin Beimu couldn't pull his hand away.

Nan Yitang took the initiative to lean over and kiss him on the lips, Qin Beimu closed his eyes, hugged her and pressed the person under him.

Qin Beimu has been suppressed for too long, at this time he has completely forgotten about the principles he has set up and what he should not do, he only knows that he has never been able to refuse these temptations that Nan Yitang gave him, the two of them are like the most compatible by nature, once they meet together, it is thunder and fire, and it cannot be contained.

Nan Yitang kept crying, she couldn't control her tears, she hadn't experienced such a thing for a long time, this was five years later, she was so close to Qin Beimu, and her body was still a little uncomfortable, but soon she was drowned in that wave, her body was as clear as her, remembering the days when they were together.

"Qin Beimu, I love you, I really love you, please, don't leave me again. ”

Nan Yitang kept muttering this sentence repeatedly, with tears hanging from the corners of his eyes.

Qin Beimu is very gentle, but with domineering, he owns her so deeply.

Nan Yitang was extremely tired, the two of them hugged each other and slept together, although she felt sore, but her heart was extremely warm, because the person lying next to her was Qin Beimu.

Qin Beimu felt that he had made a big mistake, and when he woke up and saw Nan Yitang lying beside him, and neither of them was clothed, the memories of last night came back in an instant.

Oh no! What did he do? He said that if he wanted to protect Nan Yitang, he must keep his distance from her, but now he has not resisted the temptation and such a thing has happened, and it will be completely unclear if he explains it to Nan Yitang.

Qin Beimu had a headache, Nan Yitang was still lying in his arms, and his fair skin was full of mottled marks left last night, and he knew how intense it was at a glance.

He was a little too out of control last night, his body was relaxed after drinking, and he and Nan Yitang hadn't been together for so many years, and that feeling was like a tiger opening the gates.

Qin Beimu was embarrassed and helpless, but now he couldn't just leave, he couldn't do this kind of thing, and Nan Yitang wouldn't let this matter pass so easily, as if it hadn't happened.

Qin Beimu was going to get up and slowly withdraw his hand, but as soon as he moved, Nan Yitang opened his eyes, with a little sleepiness, completely defenseless, and a little coquettish.

"Are you awake?" Nan Yitang's throat hurt a little, and he slowly leaned over and looked at Qin Beimu, "Why is your face so strange?"

"Last night ......"

"You don't want to be responsible, do you? Although I drank too much last night, I remember what happened clearly, and you still want to say that you don't love me? Maybe you want to make an excuse to say that you only love my body, it doesn't matter, no matter what you want, as long as you still need me, I will always be by your side. ”

Nan Yitang's watery eyes looked at him, and when she sat up, the marks on her body became more and more obvious.

"Don't you feel scared if you want to stay by my side so much, five years ago I could have designed you to kill me with your own hands, so that you kept so many things in the dark, and five years later I came back, what kind of person I have become, do you know what kind of person I have become?"

"No matter what you become, I always have you in my heart, and I love you. Qin Beimu, I can't live without you, can you not drive me away again? I know that you still love me, so you have been protecting me, you have performed so many scenes, just to keep my distance from you, do you have something unspeakable? You are afraid that I will be in danger by your side, so you want to push me away again and again, right?"