"Is it delicious?"

"It's ok. Qin Beimu didn't eat a few bites, Tian Tian began to feel sleepy when he was full, he picked up the child, sent it back to her room, and put it on her small bed.

Qin Beimu tucked the quilt for the baby very carefully, patted her gently, and waited for the baby to fall asleep, then got up and tiptoed out of the door.

Nan Yitang looked at Qin Beimu's gentle appearance towards Tiantian, and the thought in his heart became stronger and stronger.

While eating with Qin Beimu, Nan Yitang looked at him and couldn't help asking, "Do you like children?"

Qin Beimu's movements paused, "What?"

"Have you ever thought about having a child of your own?"

Qin Beimu's face instantly turned bad, "I don't need to, what are you paying attention to?"

"Nope. Nan Yitang shook his head, Qin Beimu's reaction was so big, it must have been that she hadn't forgotten the child's injury, if she clearly said that she wanted a child with him, Qin Beimu would definitely not agree, then she had to think of another way.

Qin Beimu finished eating, Nan Yitang took the initiative to come over, help him clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and then wash the dishes together, the communication between the two people is very simple, nothing more than handing over a bowl and taking something or something.

It's just that such a mode of getting along is already rare for them now.

"Qin Beimu, do you have time on Friday?"

"What's wrong?"

"Friday was the day our kid was gone, and I wondered if the two of us should go see him together. In the past five years, I have been going alone, but I think the child also wants to see his father. ”

The child's body had been destroyed by Nan Qiuyi at that time and could not be recovered, but Qin Beimu set up a mound for the child, and Nan Yitang would visit it every year.

"I'll go. Qin Beimu finally spoke, because the two of them were a little heavy at the thought of the dead child.

Nan Yitang and Qin Beimu went together that day, there was a light rain in the sky, a little depressed and gloomy, and she carried a bouquet of flowers. Qin Beimu brought some children's toys and put them in front of the grave.

Unlike other graves, because they don't know the gender of the child, there is not a single photo on this tombstone, it is empty, and there is only one name, which was taken by Qin Beimu later.

"Qin Shu. ”

Wishful thinking, the child is the most beautiful love letter, the connection between them, and the deep affection in his heart that he wants Nan Yitang to understand.

"Baby, we're coming to see you. Today, not only Mom is here, but Dad is also coming to see you, are you happy?"

Nan Yitang's voice trembled a little, and he squatted in front of the tombstone, "Do you miss us? ”

Qin Beimu clenched his hand, and the dull pain in his heart was silently like a needle prick, this child made Nan Yitang painful, and it was also an indissolvable pain in his heart.

He looked at Nan Yitang's thin figure curled up there, and wanted to hold the person in his arms, almost unable to hold it back.

Nan Yitang raised his head and looked at Qin Beimu with red eyes, Qin Beimu's eyes were also full of pain, both of them were wounded in their hearts, and now they were snuggling up to each other like this, the wounds between them were only understood by the two of them, and they belonged only to them.

Nan Yitang lowered her eyes and shed a tear, Qin Beimu squatted down and slowly wiped away the tears on her face.

"Actually, at that time, you blamed me for killing the child, you were right, I shouldn't have believed in your protection of me, but I easily left the Qin family because of a phone call. When I was pregnant with a child, I was thinking about calculating you, maybe it was because of this that the child blamed me for not being able to stay. ”

Nan Yitang has always had deep complaints and blames for herself in her heart, because she was useless, and because of her choice at that time, she had too many regrets.

"No, don't say such things in the future, since the past is over, don't make yourself so miserable. ”

At that time, Qin Beimu also wanted this child so much because he wanted Nan Yitang to stay by his side.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the raindrops fell among them, Qin Beimu took an umbrella and covered it for Nan Yitang, "Let's go, go back." ”

After arriving home, Nan Yitang grabbed Qin Beimu's hand and said, "Can you not leave first?" It's raining so hard, it's too dangerous to drive, let's go and sit inside, there are just some things I want to tell you." ”

Nan Yitang's eyes were still red, which made Qin Beimu's heart a little reluctant, and he finally didn't say anything to refuse, and entered the house with Nan Yitang.

"Your hair is drenched, take a towel and wipe it off. Nan Yitang took a towel out and handed it to Qin Beimu.

Qin Beimu stood in this place where he had once lived, but he was as cramped as a guest.

"Sit down and drink water. Nan Yitang poured Qin Beimu a glass of water and put it on the table in front of him, "Strictly speaking, the property right of this house is still yours, and I just borrowed it to live here." ”

"It's just a house, and if you like it, I can give it to you. ”

"I don't like this house, I just like the memories of you that have been in this house. ”

Qin Beimu was silent again and did not speak.

Nan Yitang stood in front of the wine cabinet, took a bottle of whiskey out, poured a glass and began to drink, she drank a big sip, which made Qin Beimu frown.

When Nan Yitang poured the second cup and was about to drink it, Qin Beimu snatched it away, "With such a high degree of wine, you drank so much at once, don't you want to die?"

"Rest assured, I'm drinking well. You said that in the past five years, everyone has changed, and I am the same. When no one is there to keep me out, I have to know to protect myself. ”

Nan Yitang smiled, snatched the wine glass, and raised her head to drink the second glass, her smile looked a little bitter.

"Don't drink any more. ”

"Let me drink a little, I'm uncomfortable, I have to drink some wine to feel better, don't you want to come a little? I know you're uncomfortable in your heart, right?"

Nan Yitang walked over and grabbed the clothes on his chest, and looked at him seriously, "Actually, I've always wanted to ask you about your child, do you complain about me?"

"When you wanted to beat the child out, you complained, but then you didn't complain. ”

Qin Beimu clutched the wine bottle tightly, "It's meaningless to resent, it's that kid who has no fate with us." ”

Nan Yitang's tears fell into the wine glass, "What about us, we are the same, no fate?"