364. There are no regrets in life
Akina Nakamori's new single "TATTOO" has just been released and is still in the stage of playing songs.
The style of this single is wild and unrestrained, and before its release, when the promotional plan was still being formulated, among the various candidate singing costume styles, a tight MINI skirt full of adult flavor was chosen.
Akina Nakamori doesn't like to wear revealing clothes, and it's rare to see a tight MINI skirt, but in order to match the style of the song, she still puts aside her personal likes and dislikes, and everything serves the topic.
After the release of the single, Akina Nakamori put on a MINI skirt that she didn't like very much and went on stage, playing her role in each song like an actress.
Changing into a tight MINI skirt to play songs, it made Akina Nakamori think of Sena Moritaka. She only wears a MINI skirt once in a while, but Chisato Moritaka has a great intention of turning the MINI skirt into one of her signatures.
When she wrote a letter to Shinichi Iwahashi earlier, she revealed in her heart her envy for the good figure of Chisato Moritaka.
In his reply to her, Shinichi Iwahashi wrote, "Mori Taka-san is indeed very beautiful, so when I first took over her production, I was determined to make her beauty known to the public. ...... It seems that because of this, Mori Taka-san was mistaken for a strange producer. ”
When Akina Nakamori read this paragraph, she imagined that Shinichi Iwahashi, who was mistaken for a great gentleman, and laughed hard.
Would Iwahashi-san, who is so trustworthy, have had such an experience? However, if it were to be replaced by Mori Taka, she would probably feel inexplicable, and maybe she would have quarreled with him fiercely.
However, if it was Shinichi Iwahashi who was the producer for her, he probably wouldn't let her wear a MINI skirt.
Akina Nakamori can think this way because the next paragraph immediately follows the letter, "...... However, wearing a MINI skirt, Mori Taka-san, I think her beauty is healthy, and she does not have a flattering temperament, which is very rare. That's why I guess she should try to go the way she is now. ”
This passage directly opened the level of Shinichi Iwahashi and the kind of producer who is eager for quick success.
Akina Nakamori thought that when she saw the poster of Chisato Moritaka in the record company, she would sincerely admire her beauty, and she would reveal her envy for her figure in the letter, so she knew that Shinichi Iwahashi's consideration was very correct, and it was indeed as he wrote, it was because Chisato Moritaka's beauty was healthy, so she would take this route.
Soon after receiving Shinichi Iwahashi's letter, the new single "TATTOO" entered the song promotion period, and Akina Nakamori didn't like the skinny MINI skirt very much, but after it appeared on TV, the feedback from the audience was good.
An audience member wrote in the message: "This kind of Ming Cai-san is very charming, although she wears a MINI skirt, she has no impression of flattery, but she wears a MINI skirt very elegantly." ”
The word elegant makes Akina Nakamori feel embarrassed, and it's hard to say how much subjective impression it has from fans, but Akina Nakamori is still very happy to get such an evaluation.
In addition, the audience's impression of "no impression of flattery" reminds Akina Nakamori of the Senta Mori written by Shinichi Iwahashi in the letter.
Iwahashi Shinichi's evaluation of Chisato Moritaka coincides with the audience's evaluation of her. The audience commented on her like this, and for some reason, she had the illusion that the person who evaluated her like this was Shinichi Iwahashi.
Recently, all of a sudden, there was a lot of discussion about Chisato Moritaka and her new single, and when I went back to the record company, I heard from the staff of the company that the sales prospect of Chisato Moritaka's new single was very good, and the probability of becoming popular was very high.
It is said that the key turning point was that critic Yoshiichiro Kawabata mentioned the song in a magazine and praised it, but no matter what the opportunity was, if Chisato Moritaka really could become popular, Akina Nakamori would be happy for Shinichi Iwahashi.
In addition to being happy, she thought that she was also singing in a MINI skirt now, and such a coincidence made her feel very interesting, so she brought it up again and wrote a reply to Iwahashi Shinichi.
What does Shinichi Iwahashi think of her new song this time, and has he seen the live performance of her new single, and how does he feel about this work? Akina Nakamori was curious.
The children in the shopping street will one day open their own storefront, and in turn, they want to ask the owner of the shop who has tried the food in the past for his "taste impressions".
When I picked up the pen and wrote a reply, I wanted to ask him about the "taste impressions", but after I started to write, the pen began to be not controlled by the hand, but was directly ordered by the brain, and as before, I wrote down the things I thought and wanted to tell him on the letterhead.
“...... I also rejected something that my past self would never have thought I would refuse. When she accidentally put this sentence on paper, Akina Nakamori was startled, and then exhaled with relief.
She didn't mention it to anyone, when she went to dinner with Kondo Masahiko, Kondo Masahiko, who said that she wanted to buy a house, really found her again a while ago and told her that she had a very nice apartment.
"The apartment of dreams. Kondo's eyebrows fluttered, "I've been thinking for a long time that if I get married in the future, I must live in an apartment like this. ”
"Besides, the price of land is rising faster and faster, and it will only get higher and higher in the future, I heard that as long as you have your own land, use this land to take out a loan, and then buy other apartments, you will soon be able to make money, maybe even the money to buy this apartment will be able to earn back. Masahiko Kondo shares this way of making money.
How did he do it so casually? Akina Nakamori couldn't help but think as she looked at the way her eyebrows fluttered.
Once the enthusiasm in my heart cooled, when I looked at Kondo Masahiko, I subtly brought a little scrutiny. Such a subtle change made Akina Nakamori's mood change unconsciously.
What is it that she yearns for?
Did you marry Masahiko Kondo anyway, or did you just want to repair the wounds of the past by starting a new family?
The meanness of Kondo's character exposed made her not only feel happy, but even a subtle fear when she heard the words "marriage" that she had hoped for in the past.
Do you want to marry such a person? live so long that you hate lies, but you want to lie for life?
The retirement of Yukiko Okada gave Akina Nakamori some inspiration and made her see the possibility of taking a new path again. The wounds of the past cannot be counteracted in this way, and to close our eyes and ignore them is no different from self-deception.
If you hate lies, you shouldn't be with them for the rest of your life.
With this understanding established in her heart, Kondo Masahiko said that she wanted to buy a house and get married, but instead of soothing the disappointment and prejudice that had accumulated in her heart since the big prize incident, she thought that this person was unreliable and should not be accompanied by such a person.
After those things happened, he could still talk about marriage as if nothing happened, such Kondo Masahiko lacked sincerity no matter how you look at it.
Buying a house and getting married as a means of redemption, such an attitude towards marriage made Akina Nakamori shudder.
He didn't take it to heart at all...... Akina Nakamori realizes this, and looks at the gushing Kondo Masahiko, the more sincere he becomes, the more hypocritical he looks.
......
Akina Nakamori rejected Kondo Masahiko, and the matter was not mentioned to anyone again, no matter what, it is not a glorious thing to pick it with his own hands, confirm it with his own eyes, and personally deny what he has believed for a long time.
However, while sitting here to write a letter, she inadvertently wrote this sentence, "I also rejected something that my past self would never have thought of refusing." ”
After writing it, Akina Nakamori was taken aback and regretted it a little. For some reason, she was reluctant to mention to Shinichi Iwahashi about Masahiko Kondo.
However, after regretting it, I felt inexplicably relieved.
She took back control of the pen, and added another sentence after the sentence just now: "...... This is the most surprising thing I've done lately. But, Iwahashi-san, I don't regret it. ”
I didn't want to mention Kondo Masahiko to Iwahashi, but I didn't change the letter and write it all over again.
Akina Nakamori felt in her heart that she still wanted to tell someone a little, even if she could only say one word, she refused but did not regret it. Can this be said to be an affirmation of oneself?
But one thing is certain, always affirming her value as a person, Iwahashi Shinichi's sincerity in treating people was effectively conveyed to Akina Nakamori, so she subconsciously wrote that sentence.
After the letter was written, Akina Nakamori checked it, and when she read such a letter that was not so smooth and a little messy, she first felt incredible, and then thought that it was like opening a strange chatterbox.
However, it was as if he had put everything he wanted to say into a chatterbox, and then handed it over to Shinichi Iwahashi, and was sure that he would never throw it away and break it.
The person who opened this conversation box was actually Shinichi Iwahashi, not Akina Nakamori herself.
......
The next day, still at the TV station, during the lunch break, Akina Nakamori took out a letter from her handbag and handed it to the little assistant, "Please, please help send it out, okay?"
"Yes. ”
The assistant took the letter, glanced at the envelope, made sure that the stamps were properly pasted and the address was filled in, and then left the lounge with the letter and walked outside the TV station.
The letter was to be sent to a music production company called GENZO in Kawasaki City and addressed to a Iwahashi-san. The assistant took the letter and said the address in his heart as he walked.
The last letter was sent to this address.,Does Akina-san have a relationship with the people at the music production company?
GENZO's Iwahashi-san...... What is a great producer?
It's a pity that there is no encyclopedia that can include and answer all the questions, so the little assistant started her delivery journey with a question that no one answered for her.
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