The thick decoction left a bitter fragrance all the way, and the clouds leisurely crossed the path, and went to a separate garden. Yun Cai was instructed by Shangguan to help decoct Chu Chen in the kitchen early this morning. also deliberately explained that no one else was allowed to interfere.

The boiled medicine, and some simple meals, were carefully brought to Shangguan for inspection. said that it was an inspection, but it was Shangguan who still wanted to send it to Chu Chen herself.

"Palace Master, this is a freshly boiled decoction from your subordinates. Look?" Yun Cai brought the boiled medicine and the prepared side dishes to Shangguan Yi according to her instructions. Yun Cai felt that according to Shangguan's still resolute tone, there should be no more involvement with Chu Chen, but now she didn't think so.

Chu Chen was at the gate of the Lotus Palace, standing for more than ten days without leaving half a step. This insistence is not the same as the meaning behind it, and she now feels that there is still some possibility for the two of them to resurge.

After all, Chu Chen's infatuation is really moving. The meaning behind it alone is enough to prove how deep his feelings are for the client? For example, an ordinary man, no matter how much he likes a woman, he can't do it like Chu Chen, let alone stand for ten days, let him stand for a few hours, he will be annoyed.

If it were her, she would have been moved by herself, and maybe she was still fantasizing about what their children should be called.

Yun Cai knew that Shangguan was still a typical hard-mouthed and soft-hearted. Obviously caring about others, but pretending not to care about anything, this is also a headache for Yuncai. But she doesn't talk much about other people's feelings. can only give a small suggestion, after all, Shangguan is still angry, and he simply doesn't recognize his relatives.

Shangguan still stood up from the copy, swept the clouds standing opposite, and saw him holding some simple meals in both hands, as well as a bowl of black whining soup.

She was stunned for a moment, as if she was hesitating about something. His eyes were fixed on the tray held by the clouds, and he fell into deep thought. Looking at the decoction held by Yun Cai, she still kept struggling with whether to send the medicine over?

I knew that I should have let her boil up just now and send it over, but now that someone is sending it, I am backing down?

Shangguan still began to dislike her verbosity, and now in this situation, she can't send it, and she can't send it. I'm embarrassed to open my mouth and trouble the clouds.

"If the palace master feels embarrassed, his subordinates are willing to take a trip on his behalf. Yun Cai saw her hesitation and knew what she was struggling with, so he found her a step.

"Uh......" she paused for a moment, "I...... In that case, I'll trouble you!" "Sure enough, it's her person, this girl, I'm afraid that except for Xue'er, the only person who understands her best."

"No trouble...... This is a subordinate business, and the clouds are happy to make a trip. It seems that she guessed correctly, the palace master still can't let go of everything in the past, otherwise according to her own character. Surely it won't be so squirming. Tell her to boil it and send it to her. Now at this level, she has retreated?

"Wait......" she thought of something, and hurriedly stopped the clouds that had already walked to the door.

"The palace master still has something to explain to his subordinates!" Yun Cai, who had just walked a few steps, turned around and asked.

"Hmm...... Send this to him. This helped his condition. Shangguan still took out a bottle from his waist and walked over to Yuncai. This is the pill she ordered to go to Cangcheng to back up in the past two days, and she has been struggling with whether to send it or not.

Since she wasn't going to go, she couldn't leave the medicine undelivered? She really hadn't sorted out her thoughts yet. I don't know how to face Chu Chen, no...... Or is she not ready to face her current relationship with Chu Chen......

Ever since she regained her memory, everything that had happened in the past was like a nightmare, tormenting her consciousness and consuming what little energy she had left.

Every time she closed her eyes, she would see Chu Chen's handsome face, both familiar and unfamiliar, holding the decoction and pressing step by step, ruthlessly taking away the little disillusionment she had with him, and it was also shattered.

The child was gone, and her heart followed.

Maybe it was at that time that she and Chu Chen had a ditch that they couldn't cross, and they slowly changed from familiar to unfamiliar, and then to a complete break.

At that time, she felt that her life was really enough, with him and their children. Dependent on each other, and fantasy and reality are always cold, Chu Chen's indifference and the gentleness of the past are like a sharp sharpness, which crushed her bones and ashes, and completely broke her feelings for Chu Chen.

She didn't know why Chu Chen had to kill that child. And now she has no intention of pursuing it.

The past is like a cloud floating above the blue sky, as long as the wind blows, everything disappears, just like feelings, even if it leaves a crack in the chest, at least it is over.

There is nothing cruel than time, even a hard-hearted person will have feelings. And time is not.

Chu Chen's actions in the past few days were too ordinary, so ordinary that she was moved a little, but she was moved. You can't go back, can you?

It was he who cut off the love thread, he was the one who beat their children, and he was the one who destroyed her desire for love and happiness. Now it's still him who provokes her. Maybe she never knew this man, didn't understand what he was thinking?

Whether he felt guilty about what he had done to her three years ago, or whether he was ashamed of his intention to approach him a few months ago, so he came to apologize, the two were completely different.

Although he was moved by Chu Chen's behavior, it was not a mistake that she could forgive if she forgave him for the harm he had caused, some things were feasible, but some were absolutely impossible.

"Chu Chen, you and I have gone from knowing and falling in love with each other, and then to the origin and extinction, the funny thing is that I can't figure out your temperament at all? Are you hiding too deeply, or am I too deeply trapped? So that I was blinded and caused this bad fate-like joke.

We are like thousands of rivers and mountains apart, and we can never find each other. I can't go back to the original state. Perhaps this is what is called "life." ”

Because "it" is so wonderful that it makes people fall for a lifetime.

Love is like wind and snow, but it is both moving and hurting.

After the clouds left, she began to fall into an automatic daze again. She didn't even notice the appearance of a man in brocade in the room.

"Like ice!"

"Ah......h

Seeing the man standing not far from her, with a straight figure and a handsome face, his brocade robe, and the fine silk gathered around his slender body, he added a bit of nobility for no reason, and his eyes were affectionate. Picturesque. Knife-like facial features, three-dimensional and delicate.

In the middle of the cycle, the picture seemed to change a few times. The man did not have a complicated expression, but replied to his usual gentle attitude towards women.

He always looks at Shangguan with a softening expression, he is not as refined as Chu Chen, but he can always have his own unique atmosphere. The face is like a crown of jade, and even a frown is a frown, which makes people feel uplifted. Caught up in this.

"Abu, why are you here?" Ever since she knew that Lin Wanyan, who had been harmed by Abuda for helping Huang Pushan, almost died, she had found various reasons to refuse to meet. When he came today, it was really beyond her expectations.

She came back to her senses, retreated from the look that shouldn't have appeared just now, and changed into a different face, she was like an actor on the stage, especially handy in the process of switching.

Now she is a little more cold, and the mixed feelings just now are long gone.

She knew that she didn't have such a look just now, and she didn't know why she was a little flustered, and she was actually afraid that Abuda would misunderstand herself?

"Just as the clouds were leaving, I saw that your face was complicated, and you seemed to be thinking about something, so I couldn't bear to disturb you. By the way, what do you think about like this? I've been here for a while, and you haven't noticed?"

He knew that she was like that just now, it must be because of Chu Chen, because Chu Chen has been living in the Lotus Palace for the past few days, yes, he is very jealous, they are going to get married, and she has never had any place for him in her heart?

But he knew it, didn't he? He always knew it. I always knew which person in her heart had always lived in her heart. Can't get rid of it, he still can't help but want to get close to her, doesn't he, knowing that her heart is always pretending to be that man.

In fact, he came today because of Lin Wanyan's incident, he admitted that he owed Shangguan an apology, if he knew that the person Huang Pushan was going to kill was her old acquaintance, he would not let this happen no matter what. But it still happened, he wanted to find a chance to explain, but she excused himself with various excuses.

In fact, he came today to explain to her what happened to Huang Pushan, but he didn't want to let him see that the woman he liked, her fiancée, was actually so worried about that man?

Chu Chen's temporary residence in the Lotus Palace, he probably understood. After all, this matter is not ordinarily small.

Their wedding was approaching, and he didn't want anything to go wrong. If you don't feel at ease, come and take a look. The result still disappointed him, although she has a stubborn personality, dares to love and hate, but that man can make her lose herself? He knows that she is shaken, although she stubbornly refuses to admit it.

"No—nothing?" replied Shangguan, still smiling. Still decided not to say anything, yes, she had a weak heart.

"Well—it's okay, and you're worried about whether there's something uncomfortable. Seeing that she avoided the topic, he had no choice but to cooperate and not continue to ask, because what the result was, those were not the answers he wanted to know.

"By the way, the wedding date is approaching, and I want to ask you what you need to add when I have time in the next few days? Besides, it is also for you to show your position in Abu's heart! When the time comes, there will be many distinguished guests from all over the country, and I hope you will not be nervous. Just leave it to me. ”

He said affectionately, and after speaking, he pulled her wrist and wrapped it around her thin waist. Hold her tightly against her chest.