Chapter 285: The heart is messy, and the mind is not strong.
Although his words were said lightly, he did not have any confidence in his heart. Shangguan still gave him the feeling that he was too shaky, and he always felt that he would lose her!
No, perhaps, he never had her, so why lose it?
His hand had been gently caressing the back of her head, this was the first time that Abda had been so bold to let her get close to him, and he had been polite to her in the past. Don't dare to cross the city half a step......
Seeing that she was so interested in Chu Chen, he admitted that he was flustered. Maybe it was just such a hug that he could feel that he still owned her, owned this woman.
He secretly made a small decision in his heart, even if there was such a day, he would completely lose this woman. But no matter what, he is happy at this moment, and I only hope that this short-term happiness will not be disturbed, and let him enjoy this second of tenderness privately, even if it is so short-lived.
Shangguan was still frightened by this sudden move, and his body stiffened, and he was stupid for a while before he came to his senses.
Shangguan, who was already uncertain, was thinking about one thing just now, and Abda's move could be said to have scared her out of the blue.
She swallowed, the thought of refusing to distance herself from Abda spilled over her mind.
Shangguan still signaled to break free of his embrace, and I don't know why she just didn't like to have such an ambiguous behavior with him. It may be that she really doesn't like this feeling, and always feels weird.
β...... Abu, I'm ......," she said, drowning in it again. It seemed that he wanted to say something, but he wanted to say it again and again! It seems that there are a thousand words to pour. But when the words came to his lips, he didn't say a word.
Yes, we will get married in a while. She is already his fiancΓ©e, it is not a normal thing to hug her like this, why is she so resistant in her heart. And she didn't have the joy of being a bride, maybe she didn't look forward to this wedding at all?
If you don't look forward to it, why do you promise him that day? Promised to marry him, but now you want to regret it?
Xia Rubing, how can you play with people's feelings and deceive others? Why don't you be brave and make it clear to him?
It was a funny and ironic thing that she could be one of those people she hated so much.
She complained to herself in her heart. She wanted to say something but couldn't say it clearly, because she really didn't want to be treacherous, Abu could say to her that she had really done everything she could, and if she repented of her marriage at this moment, then she really had no conscience.
But if she didn't regret the marriage, they would really get married. Will it really be happy. She has long been indifferent to love or something, but Abu is different, how can she hurt someone who is so good to her, or her savior?
Xia Rubing, you can't be so selfish, such a good man, he deserves a better woman, but it's not a woman with a broken heart and another man in her heart, it's too cruel to him.
Shangguan still thought about it and thought about it, thought about it in three, and decided to cancel the wedding now.
"Abu - I have something I want to ...... with you" was scrambled
β...... Can you let me say it first?" It's really sad to be rejected by the woman you like.
Although he felt a little uncomfortable, he knew that he was too anxious. She shouldn't have been forced. Abda also realized that he had really lost the way he had just made, and he was secretly ashamed in his heart. I only hope that Shangguan still doesn't see him as a disciple. Otherwise, he really didn't know how to resolve the current embarrassment.
Could it be that he could not be anxious? Chu Chen's appearance made him feel an unprecedented threat, and whether the wedding could be held as scheduled had become an unknown number. She was so swaying again, how could he not be worried. If in case, she really repents of marriage, then what should he do......
Chu Chen's existence was a wall on the barrier between him and Ru Bingxin, and he was afraid that this was a prop stone that would block their wedding. That's why he was so anxious and made a rude behavior.
What's more, Lin Wanyan's incident, he knew that although she didn't say anything, he almost killed Lin Wanyan after all?
How could he not understand her temperament? She can't stand others bullying her the most, and she still challenges her bottom line, Lin Wanyan's things he really didn't think twice about. Fortunately, it didn't make a big mistake, otherwise let alone getting married, I'm afraid that he wouldn't want to see her in this life.
Thinking of this, he really hated Huang Pu Shan to death, and almost ruined his happiness.
"That'...... You speak first. Shangguan still saw that his words were interrupted, and he didn't say anything more. It's just that the waves in my heart have never been able to settle down. A maid came with a pot of tea.
skillfully cut two cups of tea for the two of them, and also resolved the weird and heavy atmosphere of the scene. Abda stood for a moment, and while the maid was pouring tea, he came and sat down at a round table in the hall. Shangguan still sat on the opposite side, and there was a round table between them.
The maid also felt that something was not quite right in the atmosphere, and poured the tea. also hurriedly exited the chamber and left the two of them. The atmosphere seems to have eased a lot because of the girl's ensuing, and there is no heaviness just now.
Shangguan still pushed the teacup in front of Abda intimately. He said: "This is the best Biluochun, the mouth is sweet, you can taste it." β
Abda nodded, picked up the teacup with an appreciative face, and tasted it gently. After putting down the tea, he said frankly: "When we go back to Liaojiang, I'm afraid it's going to be early." β
His elder brother has already contacted the major clansmen to elect the Khan, and if it is delayed, he may face a few more storms, so he plans to go back early to stabilize the situation. Plan for that later. That's what he's here to tell her today.
"When will you leave?" she didn't expect to go back to Liaojiang in advance, which made her unprepared. The hand that had just raised his glass to drink tea shook inadvertently.
"Seven days later at the latest,"
"Seven days later, such a piece?" Shangguan still couldn't believe his ears. Seven days later, how did she come to pick up Xing'er in a hurry, the matter of the Lotus Palace has not been fully explained, Yunqian's matter has not yet come to an end, and the master's revenge has not yet been avenged. For seven days, she didn't have time to deal with everything and plan everything.
"What's wrong, isn't it convenient?"
"I-" She was a little embarrassed, she wanted to have a showdown, but she was disturbed by his words. She didn't know what to do now.
"Ahem, ahemβ" She pretended to cough.
"What's the matter, it's cold, or?" Seeing that she was coughing and wearing such thin clothes, Abda quickly stood up and took off his coat to put it on her.
"Noβit's okay, it's just that some time ago, I contracted a cold. It's old and sick, and it's out of the way. She waved her hand and explained, "Are you really in such a hurry? Why don't you go back first, I'm done dealing with it here, and I'm looking for someone to write to you?"
Rubing, I really annoy you like this, is it because I'm pushing you too close, or is this just an excuse for you to postpone your wedding?
"Don't get in the way, pay attention to rest when your body is cold, since you have something to delay. Then you are busy first, I will leave for Liao the day after tomorrow, and I will live here to accompany you to recuperate in the past two days, otherwise you are like this, I really can't rest assured, leaving you here alone. β
"It's okay, if you have something to do, get busy first. I'm OK myself. Shangguan still looked up at the man and smiled gently, even she might not know that such an insignificant smile was so beautiful.
"I still said that it was okay, so how should I call it something? I don't know how to take care of myself like this, how can I rest assured that I'm gone?" After a look of blame, he reluctantly picked up Shangguan.
The body was empty, which made Shangguan still subconsciously shiver in his heart. She let the man carry her to the bed.
Abda thoughtfully put her on the bed and covered her with a quilt. She gladly accepted his kindness, and as a matter of course, she lay down without resistance. Didn't say much either.
The two of them looked into each other's eyes, and both of them had a faint happiness in their eyes. Something suddenly occurred to her, and one hand grabbed Abda's arm. Said seriously: "Abu, you go back alone and be more careful, the wedding is still bothering you to take care of it, I will try to deal with things as quickly as possible, and try to come back to Liaojiang with you! β
Shangguan still didn't know why he suddenly said such a thing, maybe this was because human beings wanted to repay the other party's kindness, so they wanted to do what they could, in order to repay the so-called benefactor, and made it hastily, and afterwards began to regret that the decision just now was too despicable.
Maybe she wanted to repay Abda too much for saving her life, but she did it in the wrong way. But the words were all spoken, how could she take it back.
Shangguan Yi's words obviously made him feel angry, and he replied happily, "You don't have to worry about this, take care of your illness first!" He gently scratched the bridge of her little nose, but he didn't notice how much Shangguan still regretted saying those words.
"You and I don't have to be so polite, since you are unwell, you can lie down, I'll go find someone to boil some medicine for you, you can rest. I'll go back as soon as I go. He shaved the bridge of his nose dotingly. was about to turn around and leave, but was dragged by the woman at the corner of his clothes.
β...... What's wrong?" the man said, with a gentle and slightly questioning look.
β...... You, don't you have anything to ask me?" Maybe out of guilt, maybe out of a disturbed conscience, she actually regretted that she shouldn't have pretended to be sick just now to deceive Abda Now that people cared about her like this, she felt even more uneasy in conscience.
And just now, she vaguely felt that Abuda's breath was chaotic. I must have heard some wind when I came to the Lotus Palace, so my breath was so scattered. Could it be because of Chu Chen?
It's just that the little prince of Abda, who has always been invincible, actually has such a willful time!
Maybe his worries were superfluous, in fact, she and Chu Chen had already ended. The moment the child dies, it's over. She couldn't stand such an indiscriminate blow to her. So she and Chu Chen really ended...... The reason why she left Chu Chen like this now was simply because she didn't want to see him die on her own turf like this.
Shangguan still denied all the facts in his heart against his will, but no matter how he denied it, those feelings in his heart could always remind her.
Abda was stunned for a moment, because he had never expected it to happen. It's rare to see her take the initiative like this, and still hold his hand, and I can't help but feel warm in my heart again. "If you want to say it, you'll tell me!"
β...... Me!"
"Alright, you get some rest. I'll go and give me orders, and I'll be right back. β
β...... Hmm!" she nodded and responded in a low voice, not saying anything, but at the moment when the man turned to leave, the straight back seemed to be a little lost, and Shangguan still didn't see it, but happened to see it.
She sighed in her heart: Xia Rubing, are you sure that you are repaying him instead of hurting him by making such a choice?
She asked herself countless times in her heart, but there was no answer. Sigh and roll over, slowly closing your eyes and slowly falling asleep......
Dividing line ...... It's finally updated, and it's mainly addictive to playing "Chu Liuxiang". Gusu still has a manuscript, but he has been lazy and has not sent it. But don't be afraid, I'm back to normal now and slowly start publishing. Strive for the end.