Chapter 56: I Don't Dare Anymore
She came out, finally came out, like she had had a long nightmare.
Qin Beimu came to pick her up in person, draped his coat over her body, hugged her shoulders, and hugged her in his arms.
This was the first time Qin Beimu had touched her like this after this lesson, Nan Yitang's body couldn't help stiffening, and he resisted the urge to dodge, but Qin Beimu could feel that Nan Yitang's body was trembling.
Qin Beimu's heart sank, lowered his eyes to look at Nan Yitang's tight jaw, and said, "Don't be afraid of me." ”
"No, I'm not afraid. Nan Yitang immediately shook his head nervously and explained, his big eyes watery and full of panic.
Qin Beimu's brows frowned even tighter, Nan Yitang was so frightened that he was about to cry when he saw him like this, and immediately whispered with red eyes, "I was wrong, I was wrong, don't be angry, I will change, I must not be like this." ”
"What are you wrong?" Nan Yitang seems to be very afraid of him now, she is afraid of the slightest breeze, but she really makes Qin Beimu feel uncomfortable.
"I ......"
Nan Yitang naturally can't say it, she doesn't understand Qin Beimu, she hasn't understood it all the time, doesn't he want a well-behaved and obedient woman?
"You don't need to be like that. ”
Qin Beimu pulled her into the car, feeling a little angry, what he wanted was not like this, Nan Yitang's cautious appearance really made him feel uncomfortable.
"You just need to treat me the same as before, don't do those little actions, Nan Yitang, you are obedient, I will be good to you." ”
Qin Beimu held Nan Yitang's face and kissed her on the face.
Nan Yitang was silent, did not speak, endured the disgusting and resistance in his heart, and tried to abandon the feelings in his heart.
Qin Beimu took her home, prepared clothes for her, and let her take a good bath.
Nan Yitang looked at himself in the mirror, his face was so haggard, he didn't look like himself anymore, it was so ugly, his lips were not bloody, and there seemed to be no change, but the light in his eyes was gone, and he looked like a dying person.
She took off her clothes and looked at the scars all over her body, which were all left by herself, and she didn't seem to feel any pain at that time, but now she really feels pain, a piercing pain.
Nan Yitang was lying in the bathtub, scrubbing herself, tonight, Qin Beimu didn't know if she would toss her, and she was ready.
"Why hasn't it come out yet?"
Qin Beimu waited for a while, but no one came out, worried about Nan Yitang's current mental state, and couldn't help but knock on the door.
Qin Beimu got the news and knew that when Nan Yitang committed suicide, his heart was stabbed suddenly at that moment, and after going to take a look, he realized that Nan Yitang's state was really bad, and overnight, his vitality was gone.
"I'm out, I'm coming right away. Nan Yitang responded in a panic, and Qin Beimu regretted knocking on the door again.
Sure enough, he heard the sound of crackling and falling to the ground, Qin Beimu pushed open the door and saw that Nan Yitang was sitting on the ground, wrapped in a bath towel, his hair was still wet and dripping with water, and the bath products around him were scattered all over the ground.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I accidentally slipped and hit the shelf. ”
Nan Yitang pulled the bath towel in one hand and hurriedly picked up the things on the ground.
"Don't pick it up, get up. Qin Beimu grabbed her wrist and pulled Nan Yitang up from the ground.
"Ahh Nan Yitang exhaled in pain, and quickly bit his lip again.
"What's wrong?" Qin Beimu looked at Nan Yitang's unsteady legs trembling, and asked, "Did you twist it?"
"Hmm. Nan Yitang nodded and whispered, "It hurts." ”
"If it hurts, you just say, what are you doing with it like this?" Qin Beimu hugged Nan Yitang, wiped those bath towels for her, and looked at the scars on her body, her eyes became more and more gloomy.
Nan Yitang didn't speak, and when Qin Beimu grabbed her ankle to check, she trembled in pain.
"It hurts, does it hurt the bones, I'll call the doctor to show you." ”
"Don't be that troublesome. ”
"If you get hurt and don't get treated, you're in trouble. Qin Beimu was very depressed, and Nan Yitang's cowering appearance was simply poking his heart, her move was really ruthless.
At Qin Beimu's insistence, the doctor was still called, and Nan Yitang's ankle was twisted, and it was not a special injury.
When Qin Beimu came out of the bath, he saw her nesting next to the bed, and there was only a small undulating piece in the quilt, almost a few days against the edge of the bed, as if it might fall down at any time.
Qin Beimu looked at the bed, wrapped his hand around Nan Yitang's waist, and pulled the person inside, Nan Yitang's hand grabbed the sheets, and his body was even stiffer.
Qin Beimu's head rested on Nan Yitang's body, but there was no further movement, and Nan Yitang didn't know if he wanted to do it now, so he was silent and didn't speak.
"What's the matter with your injuries? Someone is bullying you inside?"
"No one bullied me, I hurt myself, I don't want to live anymore. However, if you want to die inside, you are not free, and I can't die. ”
Nan Yitang said with some self-deprecation, she was a little surprised by her calmness at the moment.
Qin Beimu's strength in hugging her suddenly tightened, as if he was afraid that she would run away.
"Don't do that in the future, don't hurt yourself again. Why are you so yourself?"
Qin Beimu's tone was quite painful, as if she felt sorry for her, and she almost believed it.
Is she ruthless to herself? Yes, but compared to Qin Beimu, she is also a small thing, and no one is more ruthless to her than Qin Beimu.
"Then don't do this to me again? Okay? I don't want to go in anymore, it's too uncomfortable, it's better to live than to die. ”
"Nan Yitang, do you think I sent you in?" Qin Beimu looked at her with heavy eyes.
Who else could he be? He watched her be taken away that day.
"Not me. It's Song Yuyan, because of Murong Rong and Murong Chun's affairs, she has been waiting for an opportunity to take revenge, you were caught by her, but fortunately, there is no ironclad evidence, and you can't be convicted. I'll be able to get you out. ”
Qin Beimu said very sincerely, and Nan Yitang also listened quietly, this seems to be very reasonable, there is no reason not to believe it.
"You don't believe me?"
"I believe, I believe, I will definitely be careful in the future, and I will no longer give people a handle. ”
She had to believe it, Qin Beimu opened her mouth, and she couldn't believe it. Nan Yitang's eyes were empty, without the slightest emotion.
"Alright. Sleep, it's late at night. Qin Beimu put his arms around her.