Chapter 55 Darkness
After being tortured like this repeatedly, she turned out to be numb, Nan Yitang was lying on the cold ground, wanting to make herself sick, even if she couldn't die, but she always wanted to hurt herself, use physical pain to resist psychological torture, or when she was sick, her consciousness was not so clear, she could temporarily forget about her current situation.
Qin Beimu, Qin Beimu's name, Nan Yitang muttered repeatedly in her heart, with endless hatred, she didn't know what kind of embarrassment she had become now, and she didn't know what the situation was outside, perhaps, she was going to be here, for the rest of her life.
She bit her wrist hard, and there was a heart-piercing pain, and Nan Yitang suddenly came to her senses.
She opened her eyes in the dark, and her dark eyes were full of unwillingness.
Why! Why! Why can Qin Beimu live well, but she has to be tortured like this?
If she dies like this, what will people outside say about her, and what will they smear the Nan family into? And her brother, he is still lying in the intensive care ward, and he needs expensive expenses to maintain, Qin Beimu is so resentful, how can he treat her brother well after her death.
She can't die, she can't die, at least she can't die desolate like this, otherwise, she is really sorry for herself and her parents who gave birth to her.
Nan Yitang struggled to get up from the ground, looking out through that small window, she remembered the countless times when Qin Beimu hugged her, she turned her head and saw the white moonlight outside the window, how gentle Qin Beimu was disguised at that time, and how hateful he was when he took off his mask.
On the morning of her suicide, Nan Yitang was finally allowed to meet her first visitor after she came in, and she was a little depressed. The person who came was none other than Qin Beimu.
Nan Yitang's body was a little weak, and he knew that he probably looked very sloppy now, otherwise Qin Beimu frowned so tightly when he looked at her, as if he had seen someone he didn't know.
Nan Yitang's body is loose clothes that don't fit, loose and baggy, it seems that her whole person is particularly thin, and she walks slowly, looking like she has no strength, as if she will be blown away by the wind in the next second.
Nan Yitang's face was pale, without a trace of blood, his lips were cracked with blood, and his forehead was bruised
"You ......"
When Qin Beimu saw Nan Yitang's empty gaze, what he wanted to say suddenly stopped, and he saw a flash of deep hatred behind him, which Nan Yitang did not hide.
"How long are you going to keep me locked up like this?" Nan Yitang's voice was hoarse, "I know I'm wrong, I'm confused, I'm guilty, please, let me out, I can't stand it, I really can't stand it." ”
Nan Yitang had red eyes and looked at Qin Beimu pitifully, she knew that this was Qin Beimu teaching her a lesson, for her disobedient temptation.
"Do you regret it?"
Qin Beimu's heavy gaze fell on her face, compared to the day she was taken away, Qin Beimu looked much calmer.
Nan Yitang's tears fell suddenly, whimpering, "I was wrong, I regretted it a long time ago, I shouldn't have done these little actions without knowing how to live or die, I shouldn't have done these stupid things for jealousy." I was wrong, but all the things I said to you that day were angry, and I wasn't insincere about you. ”
Since Qin Beimu likes it, she can continue to act, as long as he hopes, as long as she can get out of here.
She had to go back before she had any hope of fighting back.
"I just wanted to get your attention. During that time, I saw, I saw that there was another woman next to you, that woman was very similar to my cousin, more like me, I was afraid that you had a stand-in that was more like her, so you didn't want me. ”
Nan Yitang's tears kept falling, and she sobbed: "I know you think I'm stupid, I'm stupid, but I just want you to see me more, I want to prove to you that I'm not incapable of doing anything." I was wrong, don't leave me here, okay, I won't meddle with a few women around you, really, really, please. ”
"When did you see her?" Qin Beimu's face showed a hint of strangeness, probably because of the mention of Nan Qiuyi.
"She's been to your company, I saw it. Nan Yitang lowered his head, "I always knew that I was just a woman you raised, I shouldn't be ignorant of the sky and the earth, challenge your bottom line, I know it's wrong." I will never do this again, please, don't let me stay here anymore, I'm afraid. I was really scared, I wanted to die. ”
"I didn't use you as a stand-in for anyone, I didn't bring you back because you looked like anyone. ”
Qin Beimu's voice was low and firm, and he looked at her with heavy eyes.
Nan Yitang was silent, this kind of thing, what is the need for Qin Beimu to lie to her, even if she tells her directly, she is not unacceptable, they are not an equal relationship in the first place.
"Who told you that?"
"Outside, there are some gossips that say this. ”
"Do you believe in them or not me?"
There was a hint of displeasure in Qin Beimu's deep and calm voice.
"Nope. ”
Nan Yitang shook his head and said, "I just, I don't believe in myself." ”
This time, the silent person became Qin Beimu.
"But not in the future, I believe everything you say, really, Mr. Qin, you believe me. You let me out, I'll listen to you for everything, I'll never do this again, really. I'm going to run out of life. ”
Nan Yitang cried, now she just wants to go out, no matter what Qin Beimu says, she just needs to obediently agree first.
Nan Yitang rolled up her sleeves and showed them to Qin Beimu, which was full of scars, and bruises were all over her arms, which looked particularly shocking on her originally fair and smooth skin.
Qin Beimu's pupils contracted violently, and he frowned at her, "You ......"
"Mr. Qin, isn't this enough? My punishment is enough, can you let me out? ”
"You must not hurt yourself like this again, and the day after tomorrow at the latest, I will lend you home. ”
Qin Beimu said the day after tomorrow, in fact, he came the next day, Nan Yitang didn't know what method he used to take her out, originally the leader of this matter was Qin Beimu, let her come or go, it was probably an extremely simple thing for Qin Beimu.
The air outside was free, and when Nan Yitang walked out step by step, her heart was trembling, and the warm sunlight made her eyes moisten.