Chapter 32: I Have Your Story Here

That night, Liu Ting didn't get the answer she wanted. How did Nian Hao explain, and even told everything he could know little by little, but he was helpless. The world has wonderful powers that cannot be acquired by a few so-called intelligent individuals. Liu Ting just knew that everything she spent was arranged by the so-called fate. But isn't every step in this world arranged by fate? We have never left this world, but this world cannot abandon us, and every second of life is real and true, and doubt is only our own helplessness.

As for why Liu Ting came to find Nian Hao, and why she wanted to know different signals, this purpose is unknown. It's just that she, as an individual with her own complete memories, suddenly emerged memories that caught her off guard. In the hurry, the only thing she could think of was Nian Hao. For this kind of sudden thinking, the magnitude of the jump, which has shown her that everything can be deceived at the moment. Under Nian Hao's explanation, she did not doubt her life because of Nian Hao's words. At least, for her, no matter what kind of life she has lived, these twenty-eight years are imprinted in her heart and cannot be destroyed.

It was as if it didn't work. After Liu Ting came out of Nian Hao's house, she seemed to forget all her pain, and she smiled at the daytime sun. She doesn't need to understand what the world will be like in the future, she just knows how to face her world. This transformation may not be something that can be influenced by any one individual. Most of them are just all the ideas that come up to me by accident. To decide or not to decide, you can't achieve great things by perseverance, but some people throw away everything they have gained because of this, and turn around and move towards the unknown.

The defection of Sun Qian's parents appeared in all the media almost overnight. This drastic method directly announced the death sentence of his parents. Nian Hao read these things repeatedly in many media, and found that their purpose was the same. Whatever the facts, if the so-called prepared truth is told to everyone, the true meaning of it will be lost. This is the power of the media. Some unknown small media even picked up Sun Qian's photos and put them on the homepage, and even used shocking headlines to remind her of the impact. Nian Hao repeatedly observed it, and the only thing that was certain was that these media only got photos, and they did not find out the relationship between Sun Qian and himself. Perhaps, under the guidance of some kind of force, they will not infringe on themselves for the time being.

Nian Hao was also questioned by some media in school. But when asked, he just regarded himself as his classmate. Even some classmates in the class only slightly mentioned that Nian Hao was Sun Qian's boyfriend, and those media immediately withdrew the microphone, and they absolutely did not allow this kind of gossip to appear in the newspapers. However, this kind of news, compared with the gossip news of some traffic stars, is overwhelming, and it is not as much as a corner of their attention, but they are swarming to report. In the news, the key words mentioned are nothing more than cultural relics, defection, and beautiful girls. As for the connection between these words, the media did not mention a word. For example, what are these precious cultural relics, and why do you know the great crime of selling cultural relics, Sun Qian has nothing to do with this, but what does it matter if she follows her parents' footsteps and leaves like this. These media never cared, they just cared about what they were saying. With a lot of distractions, to intervene in the core part. What is all this for?

This kind of expression will be questioned not only by Nianhao, but also by the masses who are disturbed by these media. But the only difference is that after Nian Hao questioned, if he touched the truth of the facts, he might be able to get everything he wanted. However, for the masses, no matter how they question, it is impossible to explore the root cause. No matter what kind of snobbery is manipulating, Nian Hao knows that as long as he explores, he will definitely get his answer. But does he need it? Nian Hao needs it, but he doesn't want to touch it, he lives at this age, for better or worse. Sun Qian's love, he ruthlessly let go, the only difference is that there is only one less companion in life.

Maybe it's your own cowardice. Nian Hao hated his cowardice a little, and he extinguished his desire to find the truth. He hoped in his heart that when everything was gone, he would look up and see the sun in the sky. A living world in which you swim and live with your current identity. In fact, he did not know such a thing, and although no one could force him, he still had a keen sense of the world. He can give up everything, but will everything give him up?

Nian Hao thought that no matter what happened, as long as he could insist on everything he had, he would be able to walk slowly in this life. Accept and be calm, and gradually develop these two habits, so that no matter how upside down everything around you is, doubts floating in the sky, and the abyss falling at your feet, you can't cause your own predicament. Nian Hao is quite confident in this, at this time, he only needs to go to school every day, get out of class, come to the house he bought if he has nothing to do, and enjoy life in advance. Therefore, as long as Nian Hao calmly waits for the unknown to come, as long as he has a correct attitude, it means that everything is irrelevant.

In the next few days, Liu Ting would run to Nian Hao's house every night. From the beginning of the question and answer to the final silence, they just stared at each other. After the waiting time at 12 a.m. indicates the arrival of a new day, Liu Ting will leave. Every once in a while, such a cycle is ordinary. Nian Hao told Liu Ting everything he could know. Liu Ting gladly accepted, but she couldn't agree, because she also knew that life at this time was not so easy to bury. But why, almost every night, she spends time at Nian Hao's house, this is unknown. Perhaps, Nian Hao just asked: Hey, what are you doing! After this question was revealed, Liu Ting was calm, and everything would be clear.

On this day, when Nian Hao returned home from school, he saw Liu Ting sitting on his sofa, eating ice cream bought from KFC. But Liu Ting's face had a few faint scars, and even there were some traces in her ankles when she curled up on the sofa and took off her socks. Nian Hao didn't care about anything, he sat down next to Liu Ting, watched her calmly try these things little by little, and then his eyes wandered around the scars on her face, and then fell on her neck. Seemingly, the bright red blood mark is also on it. Nian Hao touched it, but Liu Ting didn't shirk it. Nian Hao touched Liu Ting's neck, and then slowly unbuttoned her blouse, slowly unbuttoned her clothes with both hands, and saw that these blood marks spread from her neck to her chest. Nian Hao thought that if she untied her underwear, she would definitely be able to see all these wounds. Nian Hao sighed, and after twisting her clothes again, he smoked a cigarette, sat quietly next to her, lit a cigarette, and was silent. But a newspaper on the coffee table was particularly eye-catching. Nian Hao picked up the newspaper, and the headline on it read, "A Huge Shooting Case Occurred at the XX Police Station". Nian Hao briefly read the news above, and then put it on the coffee table, he stood up and asked Liu Ting: "I have to order some takeout and have some dinner, do you want it?"

Liu Ting swallowed the cone surrounding the ice cream before replying: "You saw the news, don't you have any questions?"

Nian Hao said gloomily: "Why do you have doubts?"

"There should be no doubt! The policeman who shot and killed people was Yao Luoxuan. She lives across the street from you. Liu Ting said unhurriedly. Then, she raised her hand and pointed out of the balcony. Liu Ting was originally lying on her side on the sofa, her body slowly falling down with the point, and her legs shrunk slightly.

Nian Hao looked at her, but his eyes stayed on her waist with slightly exposed skin. There were also bloodshot marks on it, apparently from being hit by a heavy object. Nian Hao didn't say anything, knelt down on one knee and half-squatted down, knelt down in front of her, glanced at Liu Ting's eyes, confirmed his agreement, stretched out his hand, and slowly touched the mark. Touching Liu Ting's skin, Nian Hao didn't linger long, but his fingers rose slightly and lifted the hem of her clothes. The scars on Liu Ting's body gradually showed the full picture, spreading along her waist to the clothes on her chest.

"Does it hurt?" said Nian Hao.

Liu Ting nodded.

"Did your boyfriend beat him?" asked Nian Hao.

Liu Ting smiled helplessly, she sat up, the hem of her clothes slipped off, hiding her skin, and she said: "It's a shameful thing, just like that." ”

Nian Hao raised his head, stared at her, and said, "No wonder you run to me every day, you are afraid of him." ”

Liu Ting nodded.

"Then what is not separated? ”

"If we are separated, what can we do, can we go back to the past?"

"You're very affectionate. Nian Hao said.

"I've always wanted to keep it the way it was. ”

"Who wouldn't?"

"Can you do it?" asked Liu Ting.

"I want to keep the lifestyle I should have aged, but now? Sun Qian is missing. Missing right under my nose. Do you think that if you want to keep the original appearance, do you have such a chance?" Nian Hao sighed.

"Something happened. Liu Ting asked again. And the same question, she has been asking Nian Hao repeatedly in the past few days. In the same way, she repeatedly got answers that she didn't want to get, even if the answers were incomprehensible, but they were still the answers. Just as a fact is always a fact, after it happens, even if it changes or starts all over again, it is still a fact. No matter how much you know, whether you forget, whether you are happy or not, whether you maintain your attitude, or live according to the mercy of fate, you cannot change the truth of the facts.

Nian Hao no longer focused on Liu Ting's injury, he stood up, pointed to the room across the balcony, and said, "This is her life." ”

"Isn't it you who hurt you?" asked Liu Ting.

"If life is changed because of the gaze of others, then it is not life. Nian Hao said.

Liu Ting pondered Nian Hao's words. It is necessary that one's own life cannot be changed by the opinions of others. Although my messy thoughts these days are so realistic, everything related to my life is my own choice.

"My boyfriend brought you up. Liu Ting said suddenly.

"Why did you mention me?"

"He is now a member of the Confucian Cultural Society of Xinguoxue, and he was supposed to come to your high school to be your director. As a result, the boss of the club actually said that you would be the person in charge. ”

Nian Hao nodded, an organization that was clearly in the world could not retreat because of the coordination in the dark. Living in this world, you have to endure these helpless things. I know that I am using it, but I can only watch myself being used. No matter how much you maintain your mentality, it's useless. The mentality seems to be just an excuse to entertain yourself.

It's just that now, once Liu Ting speaks, there is bound to be a different way in it, and it is slowly touching herself. To be honest, during this period of time, except for the fact that everything in the Novro Continent did not have trouble looking for him, everything about the Qin Dynasty was persecuting him. Antiquities of the Qin Dynasty, the disappearance of Sun Qian and her parents, Kong Qihe, and even now about Liu Ting's boyfriend. It seems to belong to the era of that world, and it is almost like an enemy of him. The life he wanted to maintain was just being blown in his own world.

Having said that, when all of this is mentioned, it is necessary to deal with it. Since you have chosen, you are bound to live forcibly in your own choice. Even if it touches the bones. However, as for the reason for continuing, Nian Hao seems to feel that it is not so important.

In the news just now, Yao Luoxuan's escape, he thought he would be angry, but he was extremely calm. The only thing that can be thought of from this news is, where is Yao Luoxuan, where will she go, not that she will come to herself, will she remember herself, and completely want to draw a line with it. It seems that the world has given him a ruthless memory, and he is even more ruthless in the face of everything that the world unfolds.

"He hit me with these wounds. Liu Ting spoke again. The truth that was told, Nian Hao had already guessed it.

Liu Ting continued: "Generally speaking, I can accept what kind of posture he wants. At first, it was a small slap on me, but it didn't hurt at all, and I didn't care. Over the past year, I have gradually strengthened myself. Until the last few days, he hit me with all sorts of things. ”

"Why don't you stop it?" asked Nian Hao.

"Every time I feel pain, I actually feel happy. Liu Ting smiled bitterly.

"And now?" asked Nian Hao.

Liu Ting slowly unfolded her coat, unbuttoned the knitted sweater with buttons inside, stared at Nian Hao coldly with her eyes, and opened the innermost underwear, revealing her chest and showing it in front of Nian Hao. In the middle of the two high mountains, there was a wound about ten centimeters long, and the wound was very deep, and it had been sewn up with needles and threads. Three stitches, three stitches were used.

"If you don't put gauze on it like this, it may become inflamed. After Nian Hao finished speaking, he stood up. Nian Hao turned back into the bedroom, and only a minute later, he turned back from the bedroom. Nian Hao held a medical box in his hand. Under Liu Ting's gaze, Nian Hao opened the medicine box and took out a disposable gauze block from it, as well as a bottle of disinfectant alcohol. Nian Hao opened the lid of alcohol and glued some with medical cotton.

"Lie down. Nian Hao ordered. Liu Ting didn't say much, swung her body for a while, and then lay on the sofa.

"The clothes are stretched. Nian Hao ordered again. Liu Ting grabbed both sides with both hands and slowly exerted force.

"Hold it up a little bigger. ”

"Why?"

"I want to see it. ”

"Good. After agreeing simply, she sat up, took off her coat and underwear, and exposed her entire upper body, and said, "Is this okay?"

Nian Hao nodded, and after Liu Ting lay down again, he carefully disinfected Liu Ting's wound. After cleaning it, he poured some Yunnan Baiyao on the gauze block, applied it to it, tore off some tape, and held it in place. After doing this, Nian Hao turned on the air conditioner in the living room. Close the windows completely. When the heating filled the room, Liu Ting sat up. He sat up as he was now.

"Like to watch?" asked Liu Ting.

Nian Hao nodded.

"Come here. Liu Ting said.

Nian Hao walked over. Liu Ting stood up and slowly took off her jeans, revealing more traces of being beaten on her thighs. Under Nian Hao's gaze, Liu Ting removed all the last trace of clothes, and the more she was lost, the more blood-red she became.

"Do I have your story on my body?" asked Liu Ting.

Nian Hao nodded, it is true that since he saw Liu Ting for the first time, he already knew that there was a memory in his mind that belonged to her. Nian Hao didn't say much, since it was already like this, he slowly hugged it. kissed Liu Ting. Liu Ting's whole body trembled, but she still cooperated with Nian Hao.

The two soon lay down on the couch. Nian Hao's impact again and again almost touched Liu Ting's wounds, Liu Ting gritted her teeth, endured the pain, and let Nian Hao release everything on herself.

"Have you ever thought about being like this with a woman who is more than ten years older than you?" Finally, Liu Ting panted and lay on Nian Hao's body, she asked.

"Are you when I'm going to answer?"

"What about this kind of time, for example?"

"According to normal people's thinking, a beautiful woman like you, as long as she doesn't look too old, men can't stand it. If so, that's how the world should be.

"So, what about your story?"

"That's what you want to hear?"

Liu Ting sighed in Nian Hao's ear and said, "Yes." ”

"After you graduated from the police academy, didn't your father arrange for you to go on a blind date? That time, you didn't refuse, because you have always listened to your parents, and although you already have a boyfriend, you still arrived at the appointed time. The boy looks good, his life experience is good, the two talked very happily, and then the two ate together, watched movies, and were very common. At 10 midnight, they drank together again, and then went to the hotel, and the two went to bed. The story is as simple as that. Nian Hao said.

"Is that the actor you?" asked Liu Ting.

"Yes. Nian Hao replied.

"Now that I already have a boyfriend, why do I choose to go on a blind date and then sleep together, I'm so casual?"

"Who knows why. Perhaps, that's life. Haven't you been with your boyfriend for many years, or you're not married? If the reason for the marriage at that time was the man who went on a blind date. In this way, it is very simple to explain that the two of them go to bed. ”

"Is this how marriage was born?" asked Liu Ting.

"Maybe. Nian Hao said, "It's very simple to find someone who can accommodate your whole life." Because the vast majority of people can accommodate each other for a lifetime. As long as the other person wants to. ”

"No such thing as love?"

"It doesn't matter about love. Nian Hao said.

"Then what kind of story do you like?" Liu Ting asked, "What kind of story belongs to you?"

Nian Hao closed his eyes, then opened them, and said, "You should know." ”

"Do you think that if you were Yao Luoxuan's husband, you would be content, right?" Liu Ting smiled.

"As you can imagine. Nian Hao replied blankly.

"Even if there is no love, can you become her husband?" asked Liu Ting.

Nian Hao did not answer. The two fell silent. It's just each other's skin that touches each other. Their chests rose and fell together, absorbing all the air around them.

I have to say a few words, Liu Ting thought. He suddenly gave his body to Nian Hao inexplicably, and asked some questions that didn't belong to him inexplicably. It is always necessary to use the words of the two to describe the general, or to break the connection. But what should I say? Or how you should say it. Faced with these thoughts, Liu Ting thought hard about the wording.

Nian Hao slowly propped up Liu Ting's body little by little, and he knew that he couldn't touch Liu Ting's wound. It was probably such an action that made Liu Ting mistakenly think that it was some kind of signal. Liu Ting smiled lightly, curled up, kissed Nian Hao's abdomen, then downward, and finally kissed her lower body with her mouth. After another release, Nian Hao closed his eyes, and then slowly fell asleep.

Liu Ting heard Nian Hao's snoring, she climbed off him, then put on her clothes, went to the kitchen to boil hot water, and used the mobile app to order food from Nuo Rod. Seeing that Nian Hao really fell asleep, she ran to the bedroom, took out the quilt, and covered Nian Hao. While waiting for the takeout, she went to the bathroom, avoiding the wound and just gently scrubbing the marks that Nian Hao had left on her body. After everything was done, Liu Ting held the teacup and sat in front of Nian Hao like this, looking at the young man in front of her. There was an indescribable real feeling in her heart, as if her life had been completely lost and she had regained her chance. But when did he lose everything he had before? Why did he suddenly find Nian Hao? Is it because of Zhao Cui's relationship? No, Zhao Cui is just an accelerant, even if there is no person like Zhao Cui, he will find it. may be because Nian Hao has his own story. Such a simple explanation, but no way to get the answer.

Liu Ting and her boyfriend have not broken up yet, but now they have a relationship with Nian Hao, legally speaking, having a relationship with another man without establishing a marriage relationship is not cheating. But morally speaking, he is indeed cheating. Li Ting doesn't love Nian Hao, and of course Nian Hao doesn't love Liu Ting either. Liu Ting knew that in Nian Hao's eyes, there was only Yao Luoxuan, who was married and had children. And Liu Ting's eyes seem to be blank, and only after the blank can her boyfriend have a foothold.

If in a certain time story, am I a boyfriend who gave up for many years with a blind date, and then established a family and gave birth to children? Liu Ting suddenly thought of this, she raised her head and looked at the dark room opposite, where Yao Luoxuan lived. Maybe in this kind of story, he is bound to be an existence like Yao Luoxuan. And now that he has given it to the man in front of him, it seems that he is replacing Yao Luoxuan. No, Liu Ting thought that she was not such a person, she could not be a substitute for a person, perhaps, she was Yao Luoxuan. A thought that he couldn't suppress suddenly came out, if his whole life was only spent in lies, and his meaning was Yao Luoxuan, who had long been in the present. I am Yao Luoxuan, Yao Luoxuan is me.

Thinking of this, Liu Ting's eyes widened and she was at a loss, but the emotions that dominated her mind seemed to be changing.