He could only accept the fact that he had become a murderer, which made Yao Luoxuan's whole body tremble, and even his breathing began to be disordered. After escaping everything, she took refuge in an abandoned factory building, and when everything was still, she fell into a corner. Many images appeared in her eyes, and every frame and second was repeating the process of her murder in reverse. It's as if I'm in the middle of these images, nervously picking out the mistakes in every action, and showing no pity for whether I care about such behavior.

As night fell, the light of the moon shone through the glass on the roof of an abandoned factory. This night, Yao Luoxuan has really spent himself alone in the cold for several years, Yao Luoxuan took out his pistol, and there was still a bullet left. She looked at the gun in her hand in fear, and then touched it with her other hand, feeling the gap where the barrel was connected, and the nerves drove the muscles to swing slightly, and the gun was dismembered in an instant after unloading the bullet. All the parts fell on the concrete floor with a screeching sound.

What has always been questioned, but the method of using firearms in the soul, easily highlights its superiority with habit. Seeing such a skillful technique, even if he had not forgotten it for many years, Yao Luoxuan was even more alarmed. Every action in her mind when she kills, like an old actor who has not been on stage for a long time, repeatedly pondering every expression and every word backstage. Even if he looks immature, once he is hit by the spotlight, the audience applauds, and the talent that goes deep into the bone marrow is immediately integrated into the role. Could it be that this kind of skill that belonged to me in the past cannot be completely forgotten like this?" Yao Luoxuan asked herself, but in every frame she recalled, she could only keep pointing out her mistakes and prompting herself to use more precise techniques next time, without wasting energy and time. And this kind of thought made her even more panicked.

I seem to have completely lost this world. In just one day, she turned two of her colleagues into cold corpses. Cutting throats, severing major arteries, and bullets close to the skull were completely irreversible. The dead will be rated as martyrs, some will mourn, and then in the flames, the body will be completely replaced with soot. People hung up their pictures and enjoyed mourning, as well as the cries of their loved ones. But when he dies, he can only become black smoke in the resentment of the person who was hurt, spinning, rising, and then there is nothing. It's a terrible taste, and there's no sense of honor. It's not terrible to die, it's not terrible for a loved one to cry, it's terrible to be a loved one to be caught under the pressure of public opinion because of their sins, and it's a lifetime.

Yao Luoxuan still has children, and she doesn't know if the children will know that her mother is a murderer. After knowing, what kind of feelings will they reciprocate for themselves? Regrettably, it is no longer known whether even if he was imprisoned, his children would be able to tell him the true voice under the weeping countenance of his children when they visited him through the iron bar. Yao Luoxuan knew that she was not a bad person, but she killed someone, and she killed someone for no reason. Even though she has many reasons, under the legal situation, she is a criminal, a criminal who cannot be tolerated. What's more, what kind of reason did she have to kill these two colleagues.

Yao Luoxuan wanted to find a reason to comfort himself, but this reason didn't seem to be valid, but it only slightly erased a trace of inner unease. All she needed now was comfort. Yao Luoxuan's tears flowed down again, little by little, sliding down her cheeks, and she began to cry. Yao Luoxuan's voice came out of her throat little by little, and she hurriedly tried to restrain her sobbing, and there was no solution to her tears now. The easiest thing is to rely on. A woman's tears need to be relied on.

However, Yao Luoxuan also understood the truth of the matter in his heart, and touched on some kind of self-counterattack, which caused such a bad incident. This so-called truth is just a motive. For several years, the untrained skills have shown the seriousness of the truth. If that's the case, then you must be a potential threat. Regardless of whether this kind of thing happened or not, Yao Luoxuan would always suddenly explode at a certain point in his life. No matter how much you sink into the enjoyment of life, you will definitely be destroyed.

That's how Yao Luoxuan killed two colleagues and hid in an abandoned factory. There is no soft sofa, no warm air conditioning, no hot coffee, no sound of children sleeping, no husband's gentle embrace. She closed her eyes, and it seemed that in this black night sky, she seemed to feel the temperature of all this existence still in her heart. When she opened her eyes, she saw that the firearm had been installed again in her own hands. Yao Luoxuan fumbled for a while, picked up the bullet from the ground, pulled the bolt, pressed the bullet into it with his thumb, slapped it slightly, the bolt was reset, and the bullet fell into the firing state perfectly. Yao Luoxuan raised the muzzle of the gun and aimed it at his temple.

Goodbye! I love the world!

The index finger was forced, but it was never able to be pressed. Yao Luoxuan gritted his teeth, his face distorted, his whole body stiffened, and the muscles in his arms were tightened, but he still couldn't shoot or shoot. This state lasted for about three minutes, Yao Luoxuan shouted, grabbed the gun with both hands, and quickly removed a bunch of parts again. Yao Luoxuan threw himself forward with all his might, and all the parts flew everywhere.

No matter what happens, I shouldn't run away from it, and I have no reason to die. Yao Luoxuan thought. She stood up, looking for the direction she could. Yao Luoxuan needs to live, she has already determined her own path, she needs to finish. Yao Luoxuan wanted everything he needed to know, and he longed for his unconditional hug. Even for a moment, it was all she had to get. I want to go home, Yao Luoxuan's desire is suddenly extremely strong.

Under this awareness, Yao Luoxuan discovered his true calmness. Han Chen didn't say a word to herself, she just lost contact, why did she run away in those photos? The key point is that she didn't hear Han Chen's statement. One of the more important is that she insists on family, not accidental touching, and now she does not choose to leave regardless of whether the photos are true or false. She needed to know what Han Chen really thought.

Yao Luoxuan looked at the moon's orbit and calculated the approximate time, between one and three o'clock in the morning. She was going to find Han Chen now and knew the reason for all this. Yao Luoxuan walked towards the door, but his body suddenly knelt down, and the soreness of his leg muscles only reacted at this time. It had been more than ten hours without food or drink, which was nothing if it had been in the former army. Thinking like this, Yao Luoxuan was afraid again, she was afraid to mention the professional skills she had learned in the army, and she was afraid that she would reflexively do everything she couldn't control again.

Just as she was about to stand up forcefully, there was a sound in the darkness of the factory, the sound of footsteps. Yao Luoxuan put away his strength to stand up, turned his head, and stared at the darkness in the factory. She fumbled for a long time, and suddenly realized that her knife had been lost at some point. Maybe it's while you're climbing some walls. At this moment, the gun that originally had one bullet was also dismantled by her and scattered everywhere.

"Who!" Yao Luoxuan asked in shock, she sat down completely, maintaining her body's physical strength, as if she was ready to go.

"It's me. A familiar voice replied.

As soon as Yao Luoxuan heard it, she knew the owner of the voice, she opened her mouth wide, and looked at the figure that slowly fell out of the darkness in disbelief. It's Nian Hao.

"Why are you there!" Yao Luoxuan asked.

Nian Hao replied, "You need me!"

"Did you do all this!" Yao Luoxuan roared angrily: "Did you do it?"

"I'm all for you!" Nian Hao replied, completely walking out of the darkness, his face was pale and pale, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, as if he was very proud.

Yao Luoxuan endured the pain, stood up, and pointed his finger at Nian Hao: "I'm going to kill you." ”

"You're not going to kill me. Nian Hao smiled coldly, and he walked closer and closer to Yao Luoxuan.

"How do you know if you don't try!" Yao Luoxuan said calmly, her body trembled, because of Fang Cai's anger, her strength was almost exhausted, like a shriveled balloon, which could fall down at any time.

"Try?" Nian Hao spoke, and finally walked within a step of Yao Luoxuan, he took out a small dagger from his arms, like a DMSGD. It's just that it's only about 10 centimeters long. Nian Hao reversed the dagger, pinched the blade, and handed the handle to Yao Luoxuan. Nian Hao smiled, but it made people feel very cold.

"You really did it!" Yao Luoxuan asked again calmly.

Nian Hao still nodded. His hand remained unchanged, maintaining his position, handing out the hilt of the knife.

Yao Luoxuan raised his hand and took the knife. The physical strength really couldn't support too much, and the moment he took the handle of the knife, the whole arm swayed down under the effect of the weight.

"Take a sip of water. Nian Hao said, his hand took out a bottle of energy drink from behind his back. He opened the lid and handed it over.

Yao Luoxuan glanced at it, took it with his other hand, and drank it directly, regardless of thirty-seven twenty-one. Then she supported her knee with one hand, breathing heavily, and her physical strength was forcibly condensed under the stimulation of the drink.

"Let me ask you again, the group photo was modified and given to my husband, did you do it?" Yao Luoxuan's voice did not carry any emotion, word by word, and burst out of his mouth steadily.

"Yes!" Nian Hao affirmed again.

"Then die!" After Yao Luoxuan said this, he used all his strength to instantly stab Nian Hao's heart. Yao Luoxuan burst out with the last of his strength, and under the powerful power, coupled with the speed beyond ordinary people, the blade pierced Nian Hao's chest at once, and the entire blade was completely submerged in it.

Nian Hao's eyes showed a surprised expression. Yao Luoxuan was even more surprised, she knew that Nian Hao had a power that ordinary people couldn't understand, and she would definitely not be able to hurt him with such an outburst, but the current situation was that she was stabbed into it. But Yao Luoxuan's surprise was only for a moment, she pulled out the dagger with all her might, stabbed it again, and avoided the ribs with the technique of burying it deep in the bone marrow, and penetrated directly through the gap in the bone. After the second stab, Yao Luoxuan pulled it out again, and stabbed it nine times repeatedly, before he completely lost his strength.

Yao Luoxuan let go of her hand, and her whole body collapsed on the ground, and she gasped for breath.

"You have me in your heart, why do you want to kill me!" Nian Hao stood still, but there was not a single blood flowing from his chest, and his voice was cold.

Yao Luoxuan couldn't lift her head, she didn't notice the inappropriateness of Nian Hao's chest, she just said with a crying voice: "I just want my home." My home. My home. ”

"You only have pain in your heart, is it pain for me?" asked Nian Hao again.

"Fart!" Yao Luoxuan whispered: "I have no home, I have no home, you know!"

"Your home is more important than me hidden inside, isn't it?" asked Nian Hao.

"Of course!"

"Under the ruins, we are attached to each other, and you have forgotten all those times!" asked Nian Hao.

"What!" Yao Luoxuan's whole body trembled. Yes, under the ruins, in the darkness, the person who snuggles up is Nian Hao. With Nian Hao's words, the memory surged out, and the jewel hidden in the abyss shone in his heart again, illuminating the whole heart, as if it was like an atomic bomb explosion, only its color.

Under the ruins, in the darkness, the two snuggled.

Our love is in the dark night.

"Do you regret it?" asked Nian Hao.

Yao Luoxuan sneered and said, "Why aren't you dead yet!"

"That's how you want me to die?"

"That's right!" Yao Luoxuan roared, and the little strength that had just emerged drove his body and crashed towards Nian Hao.

Nian Hao avoided Yao Luoxuan, grabbed her hair with his backhand, pulled out a dagger from his chest, pressed it under her throat, and resented: "Why do you choose your home, then you have to die!"

Nian Hao raised his hand and stabbed it hard at Yao Luoxuan's neck.

Blood spurted out, not Yao Luoxuan's, it was Nian Hao's. The hand that was pulling Yao Luoxuan's hair was released, Yao Luoxuan looked sideways, and Nian Hao's head fell to the ground. Blood was still splattered on his neck.

This sudden change, Yao Luoxuan didn't know what to do, she hurriedly climbed a few steps to the side, panting and looking at everything in front of her. Nian Hao's body fell, blood still spurting, but his head seemed to have changed. Under the gray moonlight, the head shrunk in a circle, and the skin on the face fell off little by little. In a moment, the entire bloody head appeared in front of her. Although Yao Luoxuan had strong willpower, looking at this skinless head, he couldn't help but vomit, and the only trace of drink in his stomach was poured out.

"He's not Nian Hao, he's a vampire!" A woman's voice came from the door of the factory, soft with a childlike voice, crashing into the cochlea, but it was unusually cold.

Yao Luoxuan looked for the sound, and saw a figure wrapped in a cyan robe at the gate of the factory slowly walking over. The woman, as she approached, took a candle from her bosom, lit it, and placed it on the ground. Under the candlelight, the rotting human head was unusually bloody, and the blood spurting out of the body was black. Yao Luoxuan didn't dare to look at this corpse, she just looked up at this woman.

Under the lamplight, the woman's face looked like she was fifteen or sixteen years old, but she was full of gray hair. Her face was cold, her eyes were deep and quiet, and the two colors were in harmony, like the snow-white ice cap of Antarctica, mixed with the colors of the eternal night above her head. Her nose was small, her mouth was perfectly shaped, and her white hair was combed into a bun and held in place by a green hairpin.

"Who are you?" asked Yao Luoxuan.

The woman did not reply, but took out a small porcelain vase from her cyan robe, uncorked it, tilted it, and poured white powder on the head and corpse. As soon as the two objects came into contact with the white powder, black smoke immediately emitted, and after only a few seconds, the two things disappeared.

Yao Luoxuan heard that the woman said that she was a vampire, and when she saw this kind of practice, she was immediately convinced, but how could that legendary thing appear in front of him?

"I asked, you answered. The girl-looking person still asked in her cold, childlike voice.

"Okay!" Yao Luoxuan couldn't help but cooperate like this, and she had a little strange feeling in her heart. She felt a sense of oppression for the woman in front of her, and any of her emotions could not be shown in front of her. What is that like? It's a sense of oppression, a powerful sense of oppression. The feeling of oppression was even more powerful than the shock wave after the shell exploded next to me in the war at that time.

"Under the ruins, in the darkness, are you embraced by the young man?" the woman asked.

It was another question, and tears fell out of the corners of Yao Luoxuan's eyes involuntarily. She remembered that the three months she had slept in the peacekeeping force were not the same. Among those three months, the most profound was the memory of hiding in the ruins with Nian Hao. And how did this memory just forget and fall silent. If it weren't for Fang Cai's reminder, he wouldn't have been able to think about it at all.

"Isn't it?" the woman saw that Yao Luoxuan didn't answer, and mentioned it again.

"Yes. Yao Luoxuan agreed.

"This information is important and useful to me. The woman's pronunciation was correct and round, just like the way the announcer spoke, and then she pointed to the marks on the ground and said. "This guy is a vampire, he is different from other vampires, he likes to drink the blood of humans in emotional outbursts, and it is said that the blood in emotional outbursts is very sweet. In order to drink this blood, he often uses his special skills to extract the most secret memories from the heart of the prey, and then stimulate the prey, the easiest way is to first explore the most important people in the heart. Unfortunately, the memories you deliberately hid were opened by him. ”

After Yao Luoxuan heard this, he was silent. At this time, the door of memory opened, and she was endlessly flipping through those memories that belonged to her. And why I want to hide these memories, it seems that the reason is not among them.

"What do you choose now?Nian Hao, or your own home?"

"My home!" Yao Luoxuan blurted out, she gritted her teeth and asked, "Can you help me?"

"You've made a good choice. The woman turned, and with the turn, the robe swept up and rushed over the candle, extinguishing the flames. She walked towards the door and said, "Follow me!"

Yao Luoxuan immediately stood up. dragged his tired body to follow.

After the two of them left the factory, they walked for a considerable distance, bypassing several corners of the factory, and finally arrived in a very private office. After the woman guided Yao Luoxuan to sit down, she turned on the light. This office is obviously occupied, Yao Luoxuan is sure, and he is sure that it is not the woman's residence.

With a wave of the woman's hand, the improvised fire placed on the ground was lit, and the light of the fire drove out the cold of the night with tenderness. There was a bed, dirty bedding, dusty stools and chairs, a fairly clean hot water bottle, a black kettle, and a few discarded desks.

"I'm glad you're staying here these days. There used to be a homeless man here, but he was eaten by the vampire. It's yours now. The woman said coldly.

"Where do I live?" asked Yao Luoxuan.

"In terms of life, figure it out yourself, as long as you hide here for a month, I have a way to help you get back to your original life. ”

"Really?" Yao Luoxuan said, but she immediately asked again, "What do you command?" ”

"Just don't leave this house. The girl said.

"Can I ask you a question?"

Say. ”

"You said it was a vampire, did you kill it?"

"Yes, but can you ask some good questions?"

"Who are you?"

The woman did not answer.

Yao Luoxuan waited for a while, and seeing that she didn't speak, the reason in her mind finally appeared, and she began to think.

The woman's hand emerged from her robe, and she held a long sword in her hand. Under Yao Luoxuan's gaze, she swiped at the desk inside, and the void slashed, and the table instantly split into two. Putting away the sword and continuing to hide it in the cyan robe, the woman said, "This is sword qi, and Nian Hao will too." ”

"Who is Nian Hao!" Yao Luoxuan asked.

"The son of an old man. The woman replied. "Since you have chosen home, bury him in your heart again in the future. Even if you think about it, don't do stupid things because of him. ”

The girl walked into Yao Luoxuan, stretched out her hand, held Yao Luoxuan's hand, and said with a sigh: "You are a good girl, you know how to choose, unlike others, who make the wrong choice." Stick to your ideas, and I'll help you get back to the world you want. ”

"These things, but they once happened, and then they disappeared. Yao Luoxuan asked again.

"There are always good deeds, self-righteous and intelligent, who will act on what they feel. You ended up like this, you should ask the good guy. ”

"You said that person is Zhao Cui?"

"It's good to know in your heart. ”

"I'd love to know who you are!"

"You have a novel at home that describes me, and you keep reading my stories, don't you know who I am!"

Yao Luoxuan calmed her thoughts, she looked at the girl, and said, "You are the Mo family's sentence, Mo Ling?"

"Believe it?"

"Faith!"

"Why?"

"Because I know. ”

Yes, from the deepest, darkest memories of the heart are swirled, and the empty mind raises a great storm that spins all that is buried from the root and throws it into the sky, and it is possible to recognize all its appearances by just a little dodging the great things. This girl is Mo Ling! Yao Luoxuan knew deep that it was the answer that was sought from the forgotten place. A man more than 2,000 years ago, standing alive in front of you and killing a vampire for you, without you being sure of everything, your own consciousness sees all this as an ordinary life. It's just, who am I at this moment? Yao Luoxuan was scared, just the simple memory she had with Nian Hao made her have to bear the pain of choice. And where will everything gradually become clearer and where will it take you?