How I feel these days. (3)

Sometimes when I am sad, I will find that there is a night when I can feel the truth, more than one so many, and that night I also wrote two articles when I was sad, in fact, it is still very good, sometimes I find that I am sad and sad when I write something, although there is a little extreme, but there is still a little truth, and the things that are usually written are different, there is a little difference there, and life has always been like this, and sometimes when I am in a calm mood, what I want to come up with and when I am in a bad mood, there is obviously a difference between what I want to come up with, and I also hope that I can do a good job of myself.

Every day of life is like this, it is such a day to day, and I also found out that my life should be very good in this process, no matter whether I am in a good mood every day or not, I should do my homework every day or try to complete it, but sometimes I find that when I am in a bad mood, it is still a waste of time, not to mention these days.

I'm in a bad mood, every time I always want to make a phone call to go out, sometimes I still think about some other things, sometimes I will send a message to the person I like, and then I waste a lot of time, waste this time, I really don't know how to blame myself, sometimes it's two hours in the morning, you can read some books, but you just keep calling, and then you waste all the time, and then when you really think clearly, you find that you are so impulsive to do things, how do you make mistakes every time, why is this happening?

I don't know why this happened, I really don't know how to change myself and make myself better.

But everyone has feelings, and I am the same, I have my own emotional factors, whether it is those people in foreign countries, or people in our own country, people have feelings, they all have their own favorite people, they have their own favorite things, they have their own favorite things, and when I was hurt, I found out that when others really like the same thing, it is better not to rob others, do not hurt others.

For example, I always secretly read books every time, and many people don't know why I like to read books so much, why is it like this?

In fact, sometimes I still don't want to say the reason, but I know it in my heart, and I still don't want to let others be hurt like this, so I just keep doing it, and sometimes I don't even know what my real purpose is, like a person who doesn't know the way, and has been walking casually, only to find out that slowly I have found the direction I should go.

Life is actually like this, everyone has their own things to do, and they find that they also have a lot of things to do, although sometimes they still want to stay in one place to live a peaceful life, but sometimes they find that this kind of life is difficult, and some people are chasing fame and fortune every day, but in fact it is an empty space, some people obviously don't want anything, but they can also live some normal people's lives, in fact, my best wish is to be able to wander the world with the person I like, but every time I say such a wish, even I feel funny, because it is impossible at all, There is no one in this world who is willing to accompany you to the end of the world, maybe when I read Sanmao's book, I found that she was so lucky, to be able to have someone accompany her through the Sahara Desert, and I myself did not have such luck.

Every time I treat others with the most sincere heart, I realize that I actually have nothing and don't care about anything.

It's just a person who cares a lot about feelings, but his wishes will be disappointed every time, because what others care about is not what you care about at all.

What people want is not what you think, so I think it's better to take care of yourself, sometimes the ideas you think of, in your own opinion, are just laughing, confessing to others again and again, telling others again and again, how much you like others, but later, the result is still nothing, only to find out, in fact, it's just a joke to yourself every time in life, and a person like yourself is slowly getting used to the cold eyes of others, used to the dislike of others, many times it is also a habit, you have been accustomed to the warmth of othersWhen you feel that others give you a cold eye, you will feel very sad and unbearable, but if you have always accepted the indifference given to you by others, and when others give you ugliness, when one day the very normal expression of others, in your opinion, seems to give you warmth and support, people are actually like this, what life gives you, what kind of person you will become.

And later, every time I feel sad, I still ask the other party over and over again whether I like myself or not, in fact, asking such a question, even I feel ridiculous, if people really like you, people will definitely look for you, in fact, many times what others say is not wrong, if others like you, people will definitely take the initiative to find you, but after waiting for so long, I still didn't wait for the person I wanted to wait, and then I found out that maybe life is like this, you like others does not mean that others will like you, and the person you don't like does not mean that others will not like you, many times, these are often out of sync, so it caused a lot of wrong love.

There are still some wrong marriages, but you still have to pay attention to your own responsibilities in life, people live in this world, not only to have their own feelings, but also to have their own responsibilities, you like the person, then like it, don't like the person, then don't like it, or to face life truthfully, and your own very realistic responsibilities or to do it yourself, because your own things still have to be done independently, don't just rely on others every time, because others can't do it at all, for example, to be a filial child, not to mention to take care of children, take care of parents, these are to do it yourself, can others replace you?

Can someone else replace your filial piety? Obviously not. So it's still up to you to do what you can and want to do.