Chapter 1: Father and Mother
1,750 years ago, during the Wei, Jin, Southern and Northern Dynasties, Ji Kang, one of the Seven Sages of the Bamboo Forest, was imprisoned for hindering the dynasty, and was later sentenced to death. Before the execution, www.biquge.info he played a piano in front of three thousand bachelors and many onlookers, finished playing, and said: ""Guangling San" is now extinct!"
Then, take it in stride.
The Wei, Jin, Southern and Northern Dynasties was a period of political high-pressure, chaos and disorder are its representatives, but as the so-called wind is high, there must be strong grass, and the water turbulence is to see strange stones, and the darkness of politics is intertwined, is the liberation of the mind or sexuality, and it can even be said to be unrestrained.
There are some things that cannot be suppressed.
When it is suppressed, it often rushes out from a new exit, and with a terrifying power.
This is an era of beauty but with the imprint of congenital darkness, or rather, it is precisely because of the darkness that its beauty is highlighted, life is not willing to sink, not willing to be willing to be dark, but has bloomed with a strange brilliance, shining in the night sky like fireworks, and after the splendor, it returns to silence.
This beauty is extraordinarily eye-catching.
This beauty is mostly fleeting, which is regrettable.
If I had to describe this beauty in one word, the answer would be, poignant, a mesmerizing and even heartbreaking beauty.
Time has entered modern times, and the RB poet Onuma Pillow Mountain has a saying: "A kind of romantic my favorite, the late Tang Dynasty poems of the Six Dynasties." "If you know RB's idea of mourning, you will know why such a sentence was born in RB and not in China.
For China, a big country is also a big country with a long history, there is darkness, there is chaos, there is collapse and disorder, but these are far from the mainstream, the mainstream is still the mainstream, or the red sun is rising its way, and therefore, such as the Wei, Jin, Southern and Northern Dynasties, in the history of China, in fact, is a non-mainstream existence.
said that Qin's yes, Qin Shi Huang was very awesome and tore the six countries apart.
If you say Han, take your ID card, and many people have these words on their ID cards: nation, Han. Even Liu Xiu, the once neglected Emperor Guangwu of the Han Dynasty, summoned a meteor fire rain to smash the 400,000 army of the traverser Wang Mang in anger because of his identity as the son of the plane, making him shout "wqnmlgb!", "How can people be shameless like this!", "This is not a crime of war, and I will die in heaven!" and became famous again in the Internet era.
said that Tang's is there, Tang Taizong and Wu Zetian are not too famous, as for Yang Guifei in the back, her Huaqing Pool is still selling tickets.
There are those who say Song, Wang Anshi, Su Dongpo, Li Qingzhao, Yue Fei, Qin Hui, etc., etc., haven't you heard of these names?
It shows that there are all the things that are clear, especially the Qing Dynasty that was brought up by a number of small pink suspenders in the Qing palace drama and Jinjiang, ah, the fourth master is very busy, the fourth master is really busy, the fourth master is really busy!
There are fewer people who talk about the Wei, Jin, Southern and Northern Dynasties.
Less doesn't mean nothing. Not entering the public eye does not mean that it has not entered the field of view of experts. There are indeed fewer experts, researchers, and wild enthusiasts involved in this period than in other historical periods, but if you take into account the population base of China, which is so large that it explodes, you will know that in terms of the absolute number of population, it is actually quite a lot.
Father Xu is one of them.
Father Xu is not only an expert, but also a researcher, and also a wild enthusiast, to be more precise, this gentleman was first a wild enthusiast, then evolved into a researcher, and then accidentally evolved into an expert.
Twenty years ago, Xu's father's research monograph "The History of the Southern Dynasties in My Eyes" was published, and at the same time, he was pleased to have his beloved son born, so he named his beloved son "Xu Guangling".
Needless to say, Guangling is Ji Kang's Guangling, or the Guangling of Guanglingsan, but there is actually another intention here, that is, when Xu's father was studying the history of this period, he knew Xu's mother because he searched for and verified information about the ancient music Guanglingsan.
Naming his son Guangling also has the meaning of remembering the acquaintance of the two.
However, if superstition is to say that this name is indeed not an auspicious name, originally, the music represented by the word Guangling was lost, and the player of the music was clicked, can this be a good name?
However, what is the world called?
In ancient China, there was a word called Yiyu Chengyu.
Xu Guangling was in the summer vacation of his sophomore year of high school, sent his parents on the plane, and was chatting with a girl in the class on QQ when he got home, QQ suddenly popped up a news message window, according to the usual practice Xu Guangling turned off such a pop-up window casually, and this time it was the same, but at the moment before it was turned off, Xu Guangling aimed at a news on the window: plane crash!
The plane that took off at 14 o'clock today suddenly crashed shortly after liftoff, and none of the 34 passengers and crew on board survived!
At 14 o'clock, xx place, a certain flight was the one Xu Guangling's parents took.
At that moment, Xu Guangling first couldn't believe it, and after trembling and reading the short news report several times from beginning to end, he then made crazy phone calls, his father's phone, his mother's phone, his relative's phone, and the airport's phone number......
The message is confirmed.
Xu Guangling was struck by lightning, his whole body was cold, and he couldn't stop being cold.
Darkness and coldness fell at that moment, Xu Guangling sat in front of the computer in a daze, without saying a word, during which the phone rang several times, and the QQ that he was chatting about before also dripped several times, but for Xu Guangling, everything in the outside world seemed to no longer exist.
What does that feel like?
In fact, there is no need for a complicated description, just three words: the sky has fallen.
That's right, for Xu Guangling, it's the sky falling. And this incident has also become an extremely important dividing line in Xu Guangling's life.
Prior to this, Xu Guangling, inherited from his parents, can be said to be unique, handsome, intelligent, since the age of three under the guidance of his father to memorize a whole book of "Kindergarten Qionglin", at the age of four he showed extraordinary interest in the music hummed by his mother and played the piano, and then when he entered school, from primary school to junior high school to high school, Xu Guangling has always been the first, not a second pass, as for the level of mathematics, physics, chemistry competition, Xu Guangling won the championship, like eating and drinking.
This is a formal performance that belongs to the students.
In addition, influenced by his father, but also by some channels of his father's help, Xu Guangling in the county, district, city and even provincial newspapers and periodicals have been repeatedly published, at the same time, by the influence of his mother, Xu Guangling can piano, erhu, guzheng, guqin, can write lyrics, can compose, although there is no outstanding work has come out, but "scribbled works" has indeed accumulated a lot, at the same time, primary school, junior high school, high school is all the way to organize classes, school many stage activities.
To put it simply, since Xu Guangling was born, since he was a child, he has always been the focus of many eyes, whether it is an elder or a peer, whether it is the same sex or the opposite sex, he is "someone else's child", he is "such a generation deserves to be punished by God", he is "Wow, male god!"
Parents are loving, family is harmonious, Xu Guangling himself is extremely outstanding, young, his father said to himself, "I can't teach you anything anymore." My mother said to my father in private, "His level of composition is actually better than mine." ”
Maybe it's because Fuhui is too much?
So all of a sudden, he was ruthless, so ruthless that it hurt his heart, and he was so ruthless that he was so sad that he died.
Some time after his parents' accident, to be honest, Xu Guangling did think about following his parents for a while, he had come to the viaduct more than once, in the night and the lights, silently looking at the cars and people coming and going, bustling and bustling, but also looking at the viaduct far below, the rushing river, thinking, it is better to take a leap.
However, at this time, the parents' voices, smiles, and many teachings come to mind.
If I am like this, my parents may be at ease?
Can't! No!