I just think that I know that in the darkness I have seen countless dead ends, and I myself from this Luoyang to that door, and now I can no longer turn back, or helpless, in this labyrinth, I want to find an exit that I may find.

One of my hearts is extremely sharp, I feel extremely frightened, I only think that as long as I feel the slightest movement, I will feel that the dead end will break at any time at this time, and I will fall into endless darkness anytime and anywhere.

And there is only one way for me to live.

I really hope that he should still love me, that we still have a chance to come back and go on and go on I can only hope that this opportunity can be better.

Maybe I really hid myself too deep in the future, sometimes I really forgot, once I get this thing seriously, I will be very stubborn, I don't even know why I don't know why I don't distinguish between them, why I don't know why I am completely blocked in Ye Jingbei and Lengshuixi, or blocked outside the mountain gate on their Nanshan side.

I just want to know the answer, I just want to know what this answer tells me about what's going on in this, I just want to know if there's any chance in it. Well.

When my sister and Chen Feng found out, no matter how they scolded me and pulled me back, they couldn't reverse me, I couldn't observe, and I was forever determined.

In the end, I tried to give up communication with me in this situation, I don't know if I look very little, but I know that I am capable now, I can only know the result, if this result can get a satisfactory answer, I think I will definitely sink without hesitation in the process.

But Ye Jingbei really disappeared from the world at this time, no matter how I felt it after all, it would always be in vain, and I found that even they were not found by me.

And I only have to repeat it for a week, and at this time many people know about it, and many people think I'm stupid, I'm naïve.

I've been repeatedly, I'm really stupid enough to go back to the company, but every time I pounce on it, a lot of things are actually within my expectations, but I'm extremely committed, and I insist on going out early and returning late, and I put everything on top of this boundless thing abroad.

When I was young, I used to take many things for granted, including Ye Jingbei or Ye Jingbei, and I have something to do with you, and there is no thing to consider at all.

It's a pity that it's not a lot of things, it's really the kind of loneliness, today it's his turn at home, today it's my turn again, I didn't expect it to be my turn, so what I'm doing now is to go directly to pursue it again.

And I remember that it used to happen, and on the weekends, no matter what the reason for going out, he and I would always be somewhere together, and I would never be left alone, and I was never free now, and I didn't have any interest in going to any social event.

We are really waiting for each other's integrity in art, and over time we live not only for each other, we feel very sweet for the two of us in such a life world, and every day when we see each other, we feel that life is really hopeful for longer, just like my life is like this, a kind of look at the face, I don't know if their life will be like this.

Sometimes I feel that Ye Jingbei treats me even far more than my mother's punishment for me.

Now he would come early every weekend, and maybe an hour or more to find it, and sometimes when my dad didn't want to go back, she would tell me very meticulously that I had to eat.

It's that sometimes I've heard that my sister told me that no matter where I don't come back, he will always be very respectful, and cook me three dishes and one soup in this room, but sometimes I don't know what the reason is.

Actually, there is only one win, I hate to eat Meituan takeaway, I don't like to cook by myself, so he insists on cooking for me at home, and when there is definitely no one to take care of him, he will make a lot of meals that surprise me.

I didn't want to know a dart guy at the time, and I was really a very supportive girl from Coldwater Creek.

When I was angry, I could hit him and scold him, and I even admired him, and I would stand there and shut the door, but no matter what, he would always appear in front of me quickly within half an hour.

Sometimes I regret it, sometimes I get his call, sometimes we get back together after an hour, sometimes I feel depressed, I feel stupid, and I want to ask a lot of time soon.

All my clothes, including socks, handkerchiefs, and a range of pajamas, were all handled by him for me, and I never thought that I would be enough.

Sometimes when life happens, and I wake up often, I lie in the hospital, and when I open my eyes, I see that he is always waiting for me, and by then it has been a day and a night.

Every minute and every second of the past, power makes you unable to do so, but the long painful memories make people turn around.

Actually, I wanted to know, I really thought, and I had to know if I had ever told me this once or last time when I had last been called that night, but I was in a messy mood, and I was talking again, and I didn't know what he meant.

I was going straight down this staircase, and I was using a tissue to get the idea, and I was in the middle of the situation, and I thought I would never forget the eyes.

"Cold Water Month. ”

A kind attitude made me look back.

The assistant is standing in the middle of the mountain, and the elevator not far away is slowly closing, I don't want me to be a little disappointed, I see his appearance, I can only say very lightly.

"How could it be you. ”

"Don't be too stubborn about a lot of things. ”

"I just want to meet him once, I just want to make it clear that my requirements for these three minutes are not particularly high, and there is nothing particularly vexatious. ”

Yes, I know, he's sure I thought everything was going to be okay, OK, okay, I don't care, he's going to have an answer for me, I just want to know that answer, he said the answer he just told me, the more I get it, the better.

"But Leng Shuiyue, do you know, your behavior has caused a lot of trouble to our company, you will affect our normal work process, I hope you treat these things as an adult, don't take care of it, he is obsessed with such a serious loss of blood, it doesn't matter to us at all, why do you need to thank Lian Lian at this time. ”

"You're getting more and more beautiful like this. ”

I really feel very uncomfortable, and why every time I appear in this company, he will come to me in advance for the first time, and I will listen carefully to the company's movements at this time, but at least I really don't need to cause them a lot of difficulties, I know that at least I won't even bring reporters over, and then I think I'm really very careful.

"Ye Jingbei's personality should be very clear now, some things are not easy to explain like this, and they can't be explained clearly, maybe it will be better, if it is not necessarily unclear, then I really can't do anything about this kind of thing. ”

Of course I know him, and I want to do something, and I feel like a lot of things haven't changed in the slightest, but I may say that I understand it, but I can't control my emotions at all, and I don't feel particularly stressed in the process.

"But Ah San, I believe that you know his character better than I do, and I also know what my character is, so you must show me in the end. ”

"Then sister, listen to me, okay, you go home now and have a good rest, I will wait for Ye Jingbei to come back He will definitely tell you the answer, I think I must tell you when he comes back, I will let him call you, okay?"

I lowered my head, and I said softly, I don't know how to solve this matter, I just know that all I have right now can only wait for this opportunity.

"But, thank you, I still want to wait for him to come back at this time, I'll see where he is, I think he should give me an answer when he comes back later?"

Ah Sanhe shook his head helplessly, and looked very good at me.

"But what if you wait? Can you change this? Why bother? Don't you think to embarrass yourself with this thing?"

He covered up the second half of the sentence, and then although there was no exit for this matter, I know that I have always been helpless in this world, and many people have shown a kind of undoubted in his heart, and there is an obvious emotion with it.

Yes, why do I bother me so myself, I am so hard to make the other person feel very embarrassed, why am I waiting here, I will make everyone think that I am a joke.

I loved to lean on the elevator, and slowly slid to the ground, I habitually buried this face in my knees, when I left everything behind my brother, in the end his family took me away, and I was still choosing in the dark, I felt that I could no longer control my heart.

"Even if I'm dead, I should know, I should understand what this thing is, I mean to be a ghost, I don't want to be a ghost. ”

He told me softly: "He may be back in a week, and according to the original plan, there may be a press conference, and then the information about his first marriage will be a foregone conclusion, so why should you bother with this matter." ”

I was constantly asking for the pants on this flagpole, and the gold necklace inside my shirt gave me a faint ache, and I heard a hoarse and helpless voice floating in the air, and it turned out that I realized that it was a pain from myself.

"Please leave me, I'm here personally,"

It turned out that I had been deducing that it was actually a very sensitive and helpless idea of gambling, and it turned out that I didn't know who was behind this matter, and the purpose he got was from this, and decided that he must break off with me at this time, no matter what the outcome of this happens.

50% of the time, before I could figure out what I was doing now, and before I had even confronted him with him, I was done with the cross of shame nailed to my head.

I really am like that, and I'm humble now, and I don't think there's much other meaning in this life.

But I love him so much, this time I love the things in my life for a lifetime, I can't solve it for a lifetime, and I feel that this thing is difficult to meet for a lifetime.

The elevator door of the defendant, and the service in this world, I didn't want anyone to see my face, I couldn't hold back the tears and tears anymore, and I cried vigorously.

Why, exactly?

Why do you have to force me to do this, why do you want to be happy when you push me into a corner?

"Leng Shuiyue, are you too crazy, do you have a problem in your heart, why do you want to master yourself, why do you have to have not done it yourself in such a situation?"

When I got home, I saw my sister rushing in all of a sudden, and threw the thing in front of me, I had just discovered this question at this time, I didn't answer, I picked up this attraction that fell to the ground, and I opened this suitable end hotel, at 5 o'clock this afternoon, it was Ye Jingbei himself, I don't know which one is not good-looking.

"Thank you!"

"Well, how long are you going to go crazy with Leng Shuiyue, can you give me a sober up, can you be serious enough, are you going to go to his and Lulu's press conference and let everyone see that it's a joke? ”

I don't care what my sister does to me, I just see the watch in my hand, and I think the time should be in time, it's 2:30, so the etiquette of the engagement at 3:00, I must drive the car no matter what, the time is completely in time.

"Okay, I'll go get my hair cut now, and I'll see you later." ”

My sister was stunned, I took him to cover his face with his hands, it was really very uncomfortable and sad, he looked at me and I knew he felt very much about me, I was very sad, I mainly did things, I couldn't give him any answer now, I felt that I was also very different, I just wanted to say goodbye to the right things, only yes.

"Do you want to follow me for a beauty treatment, this time for a full body spa. "Well, I just interrupted my sister's words, I want to come back and make this suggestion, I hope these things can be better completed in the future, I hope everyone understands that we are all adults, and there are some things that can be experienced and understood by everyone.

Two lines of tears became on my sister's face, and I really came to an end when I wanted to carry me on my back, and he remembered it like this, looking at me and knowing that he was an attitude towards me at this time.

"Leng Shuiyue is what I really discovered, it turns out that you are the one who really reflects your mood, you are so distressed, a little distressed, and even forced yourself to go down. ”

I walked up straight up, I kissed and hugged her, thank you for making a very serious and honest word to her.

"I'm sorry sister, when it really doesn't work today, this time may really not work today, do you want to talk about it another day. ”

Yes, it's too late for today, we only have two hours because two hours later the big wedding is going on and I don't need to be there anyway.

Gently lost these tears.

"No, Leng Shuiyue doesn't need to, it's up to you to follow your thoughts, you can do what you want, you make an idea according to your decision. ”

I will take his hand, I said softly.

"It's not my sister who forgives me, okay with someone who knows me for the time being? I can only do this, I can't do anything to come out. ”

"I'm sorry, although I'm a human being, I've never wanted to tell you seriously, but I've never heard about it seriously, you can go now, you go. ”

"You know what, sister, did you know that there are things that I never blame you, I really swear. "My voice is very uncomfortable, and I know that every word I am doing now has a very bitter feeling, and even the problem has never been seriously read in our lives.

Leng Shuiyue pulled the corners of her mouth, looking at me with that sadness.

"Yes, I really never offended you, what do you think?"

Sister, you bite your lip, I believe that he doesn't believe me at all, maybe he won't believe anything I say, this thing has happened for too long, I feel like we have forgotten ourselves, that once a past, who would have thought that there would have been so many past clouds and smoke at this moment.

"But if you don't blame me, if you don't blame me, why are you really ruthless to suppress all the families in this area, in the past 8 years, you have never given me a rough chance, we are biological sisters, but I am really uncomfortable with these things, don't you even want to love Ye Jingbei to yourself? But can you really give us such a chance?"

I was surprised, my sister said this, I never thought my sister would say such a thing, I looked at her, I didn't wear it in my eyes and was innocent, I was quiet.

"Do you really think I'm deliberately supporting someone with these things?"

My sister asked me, "So what do you think I'm going to think?"

I stood up, I wanted to laugh I found that I couldn't really laugh, it turned out that we were really sisters, and we ourselves had loved and killed each other for so many years.

Either because we are too close, or because we know each other too well, or because we understand each other too well, sometimes it slowly becomes a strange state.