Chapter 572 Artist's Thoughts
In fact, I was also very aggrieved in that regard, Chen Feng was not satisfied with me being by his side when I was working, so many things were just means to be successfully launched, and deliberately welcomed us in the drum, this chef would not explain anything to me at all, and directly played the role of this town coldly.
In fact, the two people who have responsibilities know it well, but I am really like the bamboo that is blind in the black light, and Ye Jingbei, who has been a lot of people in Yulin for a long time, also got angry when they were rampaging in the prayer for the blessing of their traffic, and as soon as he made a move, he directly threw Chen Feng to the cusp of being betrayed by his girlfriend to embarrass people.
I didn't expect that I was in this long queue shot, I suddenly saw Lulu, I really didn't see me, some people were stunned for a moment, and he was also surprised when he saw me, so he reacted and smiled.
Lulu's appearance passed me directly, and at this time he suddenly stopped me: "Wait a minute. ”
I stopped, I looked down at him, and to the way he looked, I knew there was something I didn't know how to understand.
A pair of goldfish's cold faces skimmed directly at me.
"Are you going to really hate me?"
"Tell me, what do I hate about you?"
"Don't you know that I'm a rare person here with Mr. Xiao Pan, don't you know this thing, do you have a little anger about this thing?"
I shook my head, "I really. ”
"Can they tell me why you used to be, but you weren't so generous, why have you changed now, in order to play an angel in front of Ye Jingbei, but left all these years to make people's heads completely burned?
My face was calm, I looked at her seriously, I didn't think there was anything too hateful about this thing.
"Lulu actually has a sentence I want to say to you what wine, thank you, this is the most painful thing you have ever accompanied her, the saddest and the least to see is that these things are really good. ”
For the sake of this, with a cold opportunity.
"So you really think it's funny, did you just say thank you just to come back and rob him of me?
"Of course I can't deny that I used to think that way, but I did get together and start all over again, and then I realized that these things were not the same as what I had chosen, so I felt like I couldn't do anything about it, and I realized that I had been wrong."
Lulu glanced at me, ugly: "Are you jealous?"
"In fact, after coming into contact with him, I will find a lot of things, it turns out that all this has long been changed with a kind of time, because at that time I am actually difficult to forget, there was pain, I always have a kind of righteousness, and ambition is restless, so many years you have made me feel that I have been affectionately calm, and you have calmed him, and I may only let him be in a mood, should not be moved. ”
Lulu's hot fire made my whole nerves relax a little.
"So if you're like me and him, you've been through these experiences, and you know how dark and difficult it is to re-establish one's world after it collapses, and it's hard for him to come through what he wrote from the front with his tenacious willpower, when he's very conflicted.
"I often ask myself, am I really capable of erasing everything, has everything happened in the past? I think I really can't, if I want to accept my words again, I must have the pain left by Fang Chongzhen. ”
"So I really want to do that rebuilding process today, I don't think I can really do that, I don't think I can control myself anyway. ”
There was a very bleak voice in the air.
"I know that I have a love for me, but I always keep an eye on him, and I am no longer the young man I was back then, I should be more aware at any time, he can be things to make his life better, emotional things really have something for him, maybe nothing is so important to the burden, because why don't you want your own existence to force him to face those very painful pasts?"
I looked.
"Because of the teacher with such a complicated past, I can never be the focus of this pain between me and him, and the only thing I have to accept after being around for so long is that I may have to admit that I may go out to get to know him, I don't know what he is thinking, and I don't know what he wants, all I can feel is that we bring more quarrels and conflicts, and I just have very little of this happy feeling. ”
I have a sense of sadness, and helplessness comes to the corners of my mouth little by little.
"Actually, I really don't want to talk to you, and I just want him to live in the way I want to go back to him, because I think I can make myself happier, if your happiness lies in me, then where are you, I may not let go of it anymore, then if he cares about you very much, even if you invite me really not to come back, in fact, I can do all this for you. ”
I see that your eyes change and change in a short period of time, and some of them may always be very speechless, as we said, and I don't know why he is called the Silent One, maybe he should understand what I am saying like this?
At this time, I can only be there directly, and there are many changes, in the middle of which I want to accept something, but I don't know what to do, and I don't know what I should understand and communicate with him at this time, I always feel that there should be a lot of impossible illusions between us about my future.
He looked into my eyes little by little, still with the feeling.
"Leng Shuiyue, in fact, I do believe that you don't know him at all, because you are the same thing at all, you will always find such and such reasons for yourself to stammer, so in the end, you may be afraid of hurting him, or are you still hurting yourself, are you sure that he is afraid of him hurting?"
"So Leng Shuiyue, do you really understand that he really believes it? Do you think that the so-called sorry is really great?"
She looked up and laughed.
"In fact, in my opinion, it is really ridiculous, why do you have such a hypocritical little excuse, let yourself be selfish at this time The ability to be too peaceful, to put it bluntly, you are not cowardly at all, but you don't dare to be too responsible for his future, your own future, you are afraid of this cowardice. ”
He glanced at me from a distance, then opened the door and left.
I've really been in a daze for a long time, I'm really a machine, I picked up the water and washed this point cleanly, is this why I quarreled with Ye Jingbei that day The reason is that I think I have retreat, I have courage, there is no future, maybe I really dare not take any responsibility for the future?
And things have changed very much, and I have seen this in the media, I said that I have acquired this Red Star Company, and the non-contract contract is too harsh to accept so much explanation, maybe when signing the contract, there will be a serious one day, so this is completely explosive compared to the Red Star Group.
After the big news broke in the financial industry, the entertainment industry version also swore an oath of independence, so at this time, what they joined forces to do has achieved the effect they expected, so isn't that what they want?
And I only knew after I saw the version that after Tan Ning made tea, Tan Yun asked for another turn, and finally had to give in to himself fairly, I suddenly, and it became a hot topic of discussion for everyone, I didn't expect this thing to be pulled in again.
And the two protagonists of the matter are two people, and these two people are also me and Lulu.
Gu Dongshi, this is our choice of film, he is implicated, but a certain media saw that the photo of me and this Ye Jingbei a year ago was another and directly, and at the same time played a group photo of Lulu and Xiao Pan, so at this time, it was especially lonely and noisy, I didn't expect this matter to have such a big planning plan in it.
Everyone knows that not long ago, Ye Jingbei sent a world-famous green hat to Chen Feng, who would have thought that in less than a week, he would also wear a hat with a ten-mile fragrance on his head, of course, such exciting news, and the world will undergo such complete changes, so the people who eat melons must be more happy and sad to talk about these things.
And the story of Lulu and Ye Jingbei, who is one of the love stories in this city, has become a classic legend, so it was finally taken by me and Ye Jingbei, and such a picture collapsed directly.
So it is conceivable that these paparazzi doors include the space we imagine and professional excavators, and continue to dig deep into our feelings for this period, and report out of the north gate together, may earn a policy understanding, and then puzzle and Ye Jingbei may suffer from this third brother's crazy pursuit during the relationship, so as to re-read the previous days.
Originally, I had already gotten the whole quantum of life with my companions, and we had a very much feeling for me, a lot of people touting and complimenting, and even a lot of remarks about something going on in one thing.
When I saw this thing, I was really completely squander-sized, and the imagination of the entertainment journalists was so big that you couldn't even understand it, and I would find that they really had a very chaotic spirit.
"The back is combing, this is now because of this situation, this all says that Ye Jingbei Lulu or may have lost his wallet when he was eating, and he can pick it up, and the newspaper that came to this photo at a price of 100,000 yuan did not expect it to be so long-term, and it is necessary to put your wallet until now. ”
I read this newspaper and looked at myself, and I was really emotional, and I felt that this thing had a sense of being ridiculed?
"Grandpa, do you think I've really become a lot, am I the kind of person who makes people feel glorious like this, and I'm not very good at it?"
"Frankly speaking, your eloquence has become very powerful now, in fact, one is radiant, the other is closed, wherever you go, people must say that you are really difficult to achieve, but now, a patient has perseverance, and it is completely far away, and the other has become a person who never comes out of the house like a lady, and the two of us have undergone earth-shaking changes. ”
My relatives shook their heads, in fact, I know that there are many things that are easy to change, the world may have to change, and it is very simple to update, maybe the face is easy to change, but the relationship may be really easy to die, and whether the original thing is unchangeable.
I took the newspaper in your hand and read it, and I saw Chen Feng and Er Xiao Pan together, the styles of their clothes are very fashionable, and the background of the photo is on a very beautiful velvet wall, so it means that they should be very high-end in this place, how about this feeling? I feel like they are laughing.
Yes, there was something in my mind at once, and I was told in English where it might not be right, and I couldn't find it all the time.
Shortly after my sister left, I didn't expect it at all, I really thought that this Lulu would really come to the door at this time, I seemed to think that the two of us should be fine, didn't we?
After I didn't think about it, I thought it was something that my sister might have left behind, and when I came back and opened the door directly, I saw that my dad was actually wearing a black evening dress and Lulu was standing in front of me.
I should have told the truth, I slowly opened the door, I invited people in, I knew this thing didn't know what it was, but I felt directly that I found a situation with a very obvious provocation.
He walked into my room and directly observed the decoration and furnishings of one of our rooms, and slowly the animals sat down there, because my sister had come, so I bought a ready-made tea set, so I immediately changed to a new industry cross-legged, and did a thorough check one by one for him to drink, and after a long time, neither of us went to open a mouth.
I hugged him and soaked a kung fu Tieguanyin.
Lulu picked up the teacup and tasted it carefully, and said in admiration, otherwise.
"If we guess wrong, this fragrance lasts for a long time, and south of Jiangping Road, it is the Longjing before the Ming Dynasty, right?"
"That's right, it was brought back by a few people, it is said that this is very difficult to find, it is fried from Seven Star Tea. ”
She lowered her head, her eyelashes drooping.
"I haven't finished the phone call yet, there are some things I wish I had come over without an appointment today, I hope this matter may bother you, I want to finish my words. ”
It was also the day when we were in the bathroom in public, and some things must not be said in person, and it is too clear that this person has been doing it for a long time as a public figure, but some understand that if some things are said indiscriminately, it may affect everyone's mood.
"You do, you should have been born
'T's neither!'
"Leng Shuiyue, first of all, I think he will be able to make money in the future in the future, but things may help me a lot, and I may not understand some things very well. ”
I smiled: "I never feel like you're sorry for me, there are some things, I think this thing is very reasonable, it's not a big deal." ”
"No matter how you look at it, I have never denied these things in the first place, and it was you who betrayed you. ”
Lulu went to say it, and this thing must be very consistent, one is how to say that he can be nice to any classmate, but it is possible that we should not be a male classmate at the same table.
I didn't want to hear that, so I got up and asked him, "Okay, would you like to eat some good things, can we investigate?" If you like, I can make you some sweethearts?"
It costs a lot of money, in fact, a lot of it is concentrated in the system, and one day earlier today I forgot it, and today it was wiped out, if no one mentioned it, maybe in a few years, I may forget a second-level one, now I have a lot of experience in my life, I think you can go to the atmosphere is really so meaningful, maybe it is really a trivial little thing.
Then I made a few pancakes, which cost him, and the two of us drank slowly together, and we seemed to have a special tacit understanding when we opened our mouths.
"When I said this before, when I saw the explosion and mentioned you and your brother, and because you were very noble and low-key, it means that you are a very small jasper, everyone will say, I think it's funny, how can it be like you? Later, I asked Ye Jingbei, why do you think this is really what you look like? But he told me that it is true that he said that you have been autistic for a long time. ”
I was silent, I had a lot of discussion on this issue, I just thought it would be good to have this kind of thing at its point, um.
"Do you know why this Ye Jingbei came together with me?
I was stunned for a moment, it took me a while before I received it.
"Actually, I have always had a wish that I don't want, whether I have loved someone or someone who has loved me, I actually hope that he can be happy and happy for the rest of his life, and in which emotional situation, I think this thing is the most beautiful. ”
Yes, it doesn't matter what it was for in the first place, and it's just a combination of joy and joy, and it's always very well blessed, then this kind of thing will be less stressful for me, very little.
"Leng Shuiyue, do you really want to take this matter outside of you, you want me to tell you, he actually happened to be good with you in my own heart, so now I am determined to push him away from my side, but I like him to go crazy, and then I wanted to possess myself wholeheartedly, this thing is as simple as that, you gave me such an opportunity, why don't I go for it?"
I can't say a word about this thing, my luck has long passed, these things have long been vicissitudes, and looking back is just turning my head into nothing.
I poured three cups of Tieguanyin for her, and the two of us continued to chat.