I felt like my whole body was trembling, I fled until now, in fact, just to be safe on the first floor, to escape a reality, and I knew all this, but this is a flower in the fog, but these are just staying, until one day I still have to face all this.

What Han Liu provided me with was not a place for me to stay safe for a long time, so I still had to go back.

I have to go back and accept the punishment that will not be left behind.

After I figured this thing up, I just got up and put on my clothes and my coat, I really felt that I was too selfish, I really shouldn't have called Han Liu, I shouldn't even throw him into this whirlpool.

Han Liu quietly watched me put on my clothes again, put on my shoes and put on my shoelaces, and then I held this backpack again, and he finally spoke.

"Do you still want to go back to him, do you want to live like this, do you want to stay like this? Do you really want to?"

He asked me a few questions one after another, and his voice was very calm, but with a trance, a few strong forbearances, as if his emotions could explode in an instant.

All of a sudden, I felt like I didn't have any strength in my body, I couldn't support my body, I couldn't stand anymore, I was holding on to this wall, and I had experienced the best support.

It turns out that he knows everything, I am just deceiving myself, he already knows all this.

I leaned against the wall, I looked at him, I looked at him quietly, and I felt that he was now one of my judges.

He can make a final judgment on me.

I looked at him, and I saw the corners of his mouth, and there was a faint smile on it, and there was a kind of sadness, an emotion that I didn't know.

"I used to mistakenly think that you were in love with Ouyang Jin, in fact, I thought that discussing these things on the Internet was just some gossip news, maybe after a while, everything will be fair and prodigal, and I think your boyfriend should not be a simple character, he should be very socially backgrounded, his thoughts will definitely try his best to calm down, such a turmoil, I guess it shouldn't take more than two days, do you have anything to worry about?"

Although he was comforting me, every word he said was really like a dagger directly into my heart, and my heart was covered with blood, and the blood was very blurry.

I looked at him in despair, but he looked at me with a very calm gaze, and the two of us looked at each other, and I missed us countless times in my heart.

I have imagined countless times what it would be like if we met, I, Han Liu, was the only one in my heart to rely on, the only one to rely on, if he knew, if he also despised me, I would have lost the whole world.

Yes, now he is disheartened with me, and I am just a bad child whose morals have been degraded, and my love for vanity has ruined other people's marriages, and I am a mouse on the street that everyone shouts at me from a moral point of view?

Now everybody knows that I was just for money and honor, and I actually did such a thing, I sold my soul, even my everything, and I was already wearing a value like the goods in the store that were clearly priced.

All this is my fault, and I should bear the consequences of all this, just as it was said that when God gave you honor, you already marked the price when you got it.

I opened the door and rushed out without hesitation, and the staircase in the old house was filled with these voice-activated lights that followed my voice until it was lit up, and I stumbled along the stairs.

I really ran down like a drunk, but I didn't fall, I pushed open the door and shut it out, and there was a loud slamming sound, and I didn't care about it, and ran straight down into the huge darkness.

I don't know the so-called Hedong or the so-called core, I just know that I have to get out of here, I don't care if it's Rosa or the cliff or whatever, I really want to get out of here.

I have to admit that for this strange place, I really stumbled like a headless fly in this place, it was really like a labyrinth that made me lost, I found that this place was real, and I couldn't seem to see the camera in every view.

I run, I run as long as there is a road, no matter where it is, but as I run, I vaguely hear someone behind me following my footsteps and calling for me.

The boy who loved me already had a new world of his own, and I could only immerse myself in my old time forever, and he had abandoned me alone in the adult world.

There are no more fairy tales in my world.

Suddenly, someone quickly grabbed my arm from behind, I struggled desperately, I used all the strength of the wilderness, but Han Liu's strength was very strong, I couldn't open him at all, he hugged my back tightly from behind, it was difficult for me to move at all, I panicked and I was anxious, I bit his arm fiercely, but he didn't stop.

He suddenly grabbed my neck with his other hand, tilted my head towards him, and without warning, lowered his head and kissed me gently.

Everything shattered, I felt the sky dark, I felt myself out of breath, I even trembled and snuggled into his arms.

In that moment I felt like I had lost all my strength, I felt like I was sleeping, and the enthusiasm he gave me was so strong that I immediately felt like a warm current stirring my limbs at that moment.

It hugged me tightly, and with a very savage toughness, it controlled me as I lowered my head and kissed me.

There was even a little bit of domineering, a little bit of biting me, I cried, I really cried, I felt that all my disguises were completely fragmented in front of him.

Yes, I haven't forgotten him, I've never forgotten him for a moment, he's always been in the deepest part of my mind, never three years ago, not three years later.

The case three years ago was like a sweet and sour boy, a girl's feelings, and at this time it is no longer the boy of the year.

When he kissed me again three years later, I cried so much that he hugged me tightly, kept comforting me, and kept calling my name.

He was muttering to him, he was talking a lot of things that I couldn't hear very clearly, the gibberish was so upside down that I couldn't tell what he was talking about, and of course I didn't know what I was talking about, and I was talking to myself, and all in all, it seemed like I had gone completely crazy with him.

All I remember was that he took me back to the room, and he looked at me and whispered in my ear, a little flustered, a little impatient, but I finally heard what he was saying.

"Big sister, big sister told me that you must promise me, never leave me, okay? I love you, I never want to, if you leave me and tell me, okay? Promise me, I love you!"

I wailed and cried like a child, I tugged at his sleeve tightly, I will never part again, I will never let go again, I have always loved Han Liu.

He said that he loved me, he told me never to leave him, he made me promise to love him forever after I couldn't stop nodding, he said it over and over again.

"Sister, do you know? Do you know? I went to your house to look for you, but you weren't there, but I called to find your house, but I couldn't find you, you can't seem to tell you the reason for your disappearance, I've been waiting, I've been waiting for your call, there is no way to answer my call, where have you been? Where have you gone? Why are you avoiding me? I know you're so proud, but you've never left me since, but I regret it, why should I torture myself, I've been waiting for you for so many years!"

I looked at him in shock, and he was such a proud person to have so desperately grabbed him.

Yes, I don't really know what he's talking about, but he keeps saying things over and over again, and I don't know these things at all, what the two of us have been through, and what we have experienced has long since become a joke.

He told me over and over again that he was looking after me on the second day, the third day, a month ago, but I didn't show up at all, he thought I had given up on him.

But.

I swear my cousin never told me this, maybe my cousin has forgotten, maybe my cousin doesn't want me to live well, all in all, maybe we've missed it.

Maybe I didn't call him, so he really thought I had made up my mind to break up with him completely?

Oh my God, why did you make such a super joke on me, why did I go through what I had over the years?

I missed Han Liu, I missed a man I used to love the most, I missed all this, and all this will not be made up for me.

The teenager doesn't know what it's like to be sad!

It's just a change by accident, maybe the self-pride of the teenager has been divided for so long at once.

Because I was really desperate later, so we really went our separate ways because of this misunderstanding, and we never had any contact again.

But what have I been through, what have I missed? And such a miss will be a lifetime that cannot be repeated, and there will be no going back.

There really is no regret pill in the world.

I cried so much that I burst into tears, I cried breathlessly, but I couldn't tell him, I couldn't tell my dearest Han Liu, what I had experienced in the past three years, what had I suffered?

The hardships I have endured in the past three years seem to be like I have gone through a lifetime!

Once upon a time, I just wanted to tell him, I can't find him, I can't find my lover?