Bai Jingge swore that this was the most embarrassing meal she had ever had for her meal, and the whole process was like sitting on pins and needles, and every bite of food was difficult to swallow.

It's not that the other party's cooking skills are not good, the dishes are good, or the food doesn't know the taste.

When she got out of the gate of the community in the afternoon, she took a deep breath and patted her chest vigorously, "My God, I guess I'll be suffocated if I stay for a few more minutes." ”

"Thank you!"

Ye Xiao's eyes narrowed into crescent eyes, his mouth moved, and he hesitated: "Although I can't guarantee that my sister will forgive me after reading the diary, I really want her to know my heart." ”

"So your sister, she thinks your birth robbed her of her love, right?"

As soon as the words fell, the air seemed to condense, and Ye Xiao's memory suddenly returned to the second grade of primary school......

That day, he had a fever and was sick, and the fever reached forty degrees at night, and it happened that Ye's father was not at home on a business trip, so Ye's mother forcibly dragged Ye Ying, who was still asleep.

The two of them took turns to take Ye Xiao downstairs and stopped a taxi to go to the hospital, but fortunately, it was delivered in time and there was no big problem. When it was almost dawn, Mother Ye went out to buy breakfast, leaving Ye Ying alone in the ward to watch Ye Xiao.

After a night of dripping, Ye Xiao finally woke up, he looked at Ye Ying who was sitting on the edge of the bed, and whispered, "Sister, I want to drink water!"

Ye Ying: "......"

She put down her phone, got up and stood up, approached the other party and lowered her voice: "If you want to drink water, won't you pour it yourself?"

The tone was as cold as the water in the cold pool of the cold winter Layue Ice Cellar, and Ye Xiao was so frightened that he couldn't help but shiver.

Ye Ying returned to her seat, hugged her arms, squinted at the other party, and then said casually: "You said how good it would be if you died of illness like this!"

Ye Xiao: "?"

His eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at each other in disbelief, his mouth glancing, and he wanted to shed tears in sadness.

Ye Ying raised her eyes and saw that he was about to cry, and suddenly raised her voice and scolded: "Don't cry!"

Ye Xiao was so frightened that his heart chuckled, he bit his lower lip tightly and ordered himself not to cry.

At that moment, his heart was as uncomfortable as a sea, although he was only a child of a few years old, he would still take it seriously and be sad when he heard such words.

Thinking of this scene now, Ye Xiao's heart is still like a knife.

"It's probably a good thing for my sister that I'm dead!" Ye Xiao replied stubbornly.

Bai Jingge opened his mouth in surprise, but he didn't make a sound.

Yan Jiu put his arm around her shoulder, and after the other party left, the two walked towards the Nightingale Bar.

Coincidentally, when they arrived at the door, Ye Ying had just come out of it, and when she saw Bai Jingge, her whole person was not good, and her anger soared into the sky, "Why haven't you left yet?"

Bai Jingge: "?"

She originally wanted to be angry, although she didn't like the other party very much, but after thinking about her experience carefully, Bai Jingge couldn't help but sympathize, and after suppressing her anger, she walked straight over.

Neatly took out the diary from his bag, "No, this is for you." ”

"What is this?"

"The medicine that will make you lose your way!"

At this time, Bai Jingge couldn't help but joke with the other party, Yan Jiu on the side smashed her arm, she threw a death contempt in the eye, and followed closely: "Okay, okay, your brother's diary, please I'll give it to you." I still have something to do, take it, I'm done. ”

Ye Ying frowned, looked at the other party suspiciously, and when she fell her eyes on the diary, she was entangled for a moment, but she still couldn't reach out to pick it up.

"I'm not interested in his diary. ”

Throwing down this sentence, Ye Ying bypassed the other party and prepared to leave here.

"Bang", Bai Jingge grabbed her arm tightly, and let out a "hee-hee", "Hey!"

Her fiery temper couldn't help it, gritted her teeth, and forcibly stuffed the diary into the other party's hand, "You have to keep this book if you want to, this is originally for you, and my task will be completed if I hand it over to you." As for what you're going to do with this book in the future, that's your business. ”

After saying this, she turned around and left violently, Ye Ying looked at her departing back, her heart was mixed, and she glanced down at the diary in her arms.

With a sigh, he walked straight to the trash can not far in front of him and threw it on the high pile of garbage.

Ye Xiao stood not far away watching this scene, his heart throbbed and hurt, he hit his head against the wall in despair, "dong dong", and then slipped down and squatted by the wall.

The garbage truck came over with cheerful music, and when she passed Ye Ying, she suddenly stopped, gritted her teeth, and turned back.

Seeing that the staff was already about to put the trash can in the car, Ye Ying ran over and shouted loudly: "Wait a minute!"

Fortunately, the diary was still on top, Ye Ying hurriedly took it, said "I'm sorry" and quickly left here.

She stuffed the diary into her satchel and went home.

Tiredly stuffed himself into the sofa, the sunlight sprinkled golden light through the glass in the room, projecting onto Ye Ying's body, and suddenly there was a burst of warmth.

There was still a remnant of summer heat in September, but for some reason, her limbs were surprisingly cold, and a chill came out from time to time under her body.

Yu Guang glanced at the bag, and after much thought, he went to take out the diary.

The book is very thick, with a cardboard cover, on which there is a little girl pushing a smaller boy on a swing, the faces of the two are full of smiles, and the birds and flowers around them are fragrant, which looks like a very beautiful picture.

Ye Ying looked at it and was distracted, she rubbed the cover, and there was a grainy feeling from her fingertips, rustling, very comfortable.

When she opened the first page, the familiar handwriting came to her face, and she recognized that this was indeed Ye Xiao's handwriting.

Just as it was boring to read a book for entertainment, Ye Ying began to look through them one by one with such an idea. The diary had been written since she was in the third grade of elementary school, and she couldn't help but laugh out loud when she looked at the crappy handwriting.

Ye Ying remembered that at that time, she laughed at Ye Xiao's handwriting like a dog's gnaw, and sure enough, this incident was described in the first chapter, and for her, it was just a simple ridicule at that time.

But Ye Xiao didn't think so, I saw him write in his diary: My sister said that my words were ugly, and when I looked at it, it was very ugly, like a cat scratching. No, cats are scratching better than this. My sister's handwriting is very beautiful, and I want to work hard to make the handwriting as beautiful as my sister's writing in the future, so that my sister will praise me.

She flipped the next page.

Today, my mother said that she would take us to the amusement park, but she said that my sister is older and does not need to go to that kind of children's place to play. Mom's words were wrong, and I had a fight with her. Of course, I have to take my sister with me when I go out to play, and I also saved up for the New Year, waiting to buy my sister cute headbands and marshmallows to eat when I go to the amusement park. My sister loves candy, so I'm going to buy her a lot of marshmallows and give her a princess's dolls. But when I went out, my sister quarreled with my mother, and she didn't go, so I was so sad. I don't like my mom anymore because she always makes my sister cry.

*

Tomorrow is my sister's birthday, but my mother seems to have forgotten it. I told her, but my mother said that my sister was older and didn't need to celebrate her birthday. I had another fight with my mother, my sister is not big at all, she will always be a lovely princess. I'm going to surprise my sister tomorrow, I don't know if she'll be back tomorrow.

My sister didn't come back often after she went to college, and she had to take the train when she came back, saying that she was tired. I'm going to grow up and learn to drive so I can pick up my sister back.

That's all for today, I'm going to call my sister and make sure she doesn't come back tomorrow for her birthday.

*

When I got up in the morning, I asked my mom to buy a cake, and I went to buy a big bear doll for my birthday.

I'm really happy that my sister is back today. But my sister brought back an older brother and said it was his boyfriend.

I don't like that brother because he doesn't know how to put vegetables for his sister when he eats, he only cares about eating meat for himself, and he doesn't know how to clip her favorite pork ribs for his sister.

After eating, I gave the gift to my sister, but she didn't like it, saying that who would like bear dolls at such an old age. yes, why am I so stupid, I don't even know what my sister likes. It's all my tablemate Lingling, she said that girls like dolls. I had a bad idea, and my sister threw away the bear I gave her.

Mom got angry with her when she saw it, and blamed me, if I hadn't given her a bear doll, she wouldn't have quarreled with Mom.

*

My sister doesn't come home after graduating from college, and she doesn't have a good relationship with her parents. I was sick and my sister said she wanted me to die and I was sad.

But if my sister is really happy if I am sick and dies, then let me die of illness.

Mom doesn't seem to like my sister, she likes me more. But I'm not happy at all that she likes me, because I want her to like my sister too.

Because my sister is so good-looking, and so cute, although she often has a cold face to me, I know that she is deliberately pretending to be cool, just like the superman I watched in cartoons.

Although I am very handsome, I still hope that my sister can smile at me more. She smiled really nicely, like a flower, no, an angel, like an angel.

Dad promised me to take me to my sister's tomorrow and I was very happy. I scored another 100 points in the final exam, and my sister should be happy to know it.

*

Today the aunt next door said something very nasty to me, she said that my sister almost threw me away when I was very young, I didn't believe her, how could my sister do such a thing.

She told me that because I was born, my parents didn't like my sister anymore, they only liked me, and I took away my sister's love, so my sister hated me so much.

Auntie is a liar, a big liar, and I hate her. I didn't want to rob my sister of her love, so when I got home, I went to ask my mother, and she told me that there was nothing wrong with me.

I asked her why she often murdered her sister, and didn't buy her beautiful clothes and bags for her, if she didn't like her sister.

Mom said she didn't, she told me that my sister was older and didn't need these, and she could buy them herself if she liked it. I also hate my mother, why does she always say that her sister is older, no matter how old she is, her baby is not. They don't like my sister, I like it, and I will work hard to earn money in the future and buy my sister lots and lots of beautiful flower dresses.