My sister got married, but there was no wedding, and the groom was the elder brother who came to the house that day. In the three years after graduation, except for a day or two when I came back for the New Year, I didn't see my sister at ordinary times.

I miss her so much, but I don't know her exact address and I can't go to her. Mom and Dad didn't want to take me to see her.

I didn't want my sister to marry that man, and the fairy tale prince and princess would have a big wedding when they got married, but he didn't do it for my sister.

Mom and dad didn't say anything either, and I was a little annoyed. My sister's marriage is a big deal, why do you allow the other party not to have a wedding?

I didn't have a bear doll for my sister this time, she said she wouldn't like that kind of thing when she got older. I asked, girls like lipstick nowadays, so I used the pocket money I saved to buy her a whole set of TH lipsticks, and I heard that girls love that.

This time, my sister really didn't throw me a gift, although she said that she didn't like it, and many of the colors in it were not her favorite, but the smile in her eyes couldn't be hidden. I knew she liked the gift, but she didn't want to show it.

I know now that my sister really doesn't like me. Because I like someone and I want to see her every day, just like me, I look forward to my sister coming home every day. That's why I especially like Chinese New Year, and my sister will come back to see us during the New Year.

But my sister didn't want to see me at all, so I felt like she didn't like me. Hey, I'm so sad, what do I have to do to make my sister like me.

Today, our family and my brother-in-law's family had dinner together, and it was considered a wedding for them. It's so sloppy, so sloppy that I don't even know what to say. My sister didn't laugh the whole time. I don't know if she didn't smile because she felt unhappy to marry or because of her parents' attitude.

I found out that my parents really wanted my sister to get married quickly, and I heard them mention the bride price, and my mother said that she wanted 200,000 yuan, but my sister refused.

I hid outside the door and heard my sister say that she would not give me 200,000 yuan for buying a house in the future, I don't understand why I want my sister's money to buy a house, and I don't understand why my mother would make such an unreasonable request. I really didn't understand, I wanted to rush in and tell them that I didn't want the money, that I could earn my own money to buy a house in the future, but I didn't dare.

I hated myself, why can't I be bold, I really want to argue. But I knew that if I went, it would only make the scene more stiff.

Mom did this, my sister must hate me even more, eh, I'm so sad!

*

My sister didn't come back after she got married, I haven't seen her for a long time, and she won't come back for the Chinese New Year. I called her and she didn't answer, and I don't know if she's doing well now. Whether her brother-in-law treats her well or not, whether her in-laws treat her well. I don't know if she gave birth to a baby, and if so, I will be an uncle.

I was in my third year of junior high school, and I was about to take the high school entrance examination, and when I was older, I suddenly understood what my neighbor's aunt told me.

That's right, our family is patriarchal, because because of my birth, my parents focused on me alone. My sister has been living in school since high school, and they forced her.

I also heard that before I was born, my parents were also very kind to my sister, and they were also their sweethearts. But that all changed after I was born.

I know now that my parents just don't like my sister, they are prejudiced against her. I also know why my sister doesn't want to come back, and if I were my sister, I wouldn't want to go home.

When I was a child, my sister said that she wanted me to die, and she probably wasn't joking, my existence was really a mistake.

The most sorry thing in this world is my sister, but I can't stop me from being born, and if I can choose, I will definitely choose not to be born in this world.

I couldn't stop my parents from doing that, I told them, and they said I was being unreasonable. They don't love my sister, and I don't love them.

My sister has been married for two years, and I plan to visit her at her house this summer after the high school entrance examination. I mentioned this to my mother yesterday, and she counted me down, saying that I had nothing to do with going to a foreigner's house.

I don't understand why my sister has become an outsider, I don't care, I have to go to my sister's house during the summer vacation.

*

The high school entrance examination was over, and just as I was asking around where my sister's house was, my sister suddenly came back. I was so happy that the moment I opened the door, I saw my sister sitting on the sofa as if she had returned to her childhood, and immediately rushed over to hug her.

But my sister pushed me away and she didn't want me to hug her. Well, it doesn't matter, if you don't hug it, you can't hug it, as long as she's happy, you can do anything.

The atmosphere at home was very dull, especially the parents. Dad was standing at the window smoking, and Mom didn't cook early and wait for me to come home as usual.

That's when I noticed that my sister had a wound on her face, and when I asked her what was wrong, she ignored me and pushed me. I fell to the ground, but I didn't hurt at all. I wonder if the hurt on my sister's face hurts, oh my God, she must be in pain, she loves beauty so much, how can she tolerate a wound on her face.

My sister rushed into her room, and at that moment, I was nervous. Because since she got married, Mom turned that room into a storage room. I know her, she is ruthless, and she has no intention of letting her sister come back at all.

Sure enough, my sister was stunned at the door of the room for a while, and then left the house with her suitcase in tow. I wanted to chase after me, but as soon as I got to the door, my mother grabbed me, and she wouldn't let me go!

Later, I learned that my brother-in-law cheated on me and beat my sister, and the two of them divorced. I'm so cowardly, I should have gone to my brother-in-law with a knife and taught him a hard lesson. Why did he beat my sister, why?

I decided, I want to be a police officer when I grow up, and I will protect my sister myself. I still have to go to my brother-in-law to settle accounts, and I have to help my sister avenge this revenge.

*

My sister opened a bar not far from her home, but she still didn't come home. I forced my mom to clean up her room, but my sister never came back.

I know she's completely broken with this family!

I slept in my sister's bed last night, and I remembered the days she used to live at home, as if I could count them on my fingers.

She is the person I feel most sorry for in this world, and I don't have the courage to die, because I know that even if I die now, I can't change anything. All I can do is make up for it and be doubly good to my sister.

I went to her bar today, there were not many customers inside, and business didn't seem to be very good. I didn't dare to go in openly, but disguised myself as a guest.

I saw that my sister was a lot haggard, yes, a girl should be very tired when she opens a shop alone and lives alone. I wanted to go over and hug her and tell her that there was still me and that I would always be there for her because I was her brother!

But I didn't dare to go over, and I knew she would push me away again. During the winter and summer vacations, I wanted to stay in the store and work to help her lighten her burden.

But I don't dare, as far as I'm concerned, I feel like it's a very happy thing to have siblings. How lonely a person grows up, no matter what happens, there is someone to accompany him, and it is a beautiful thing to think about.

I don't know what's going on lately, but I'm starting to hate my parents. It's all their fault, it's their attitude towards their sister that ruined it all.

Why can other people's parents treat all the children in the family equally, but our family has to make it so obvious.

Is it just because I'm a boy and my sister is a girl, and my sister is twelve years older than me?

I didn't want to quarrel with my mother, but the mention of my sister disgusted me. Her attitude towards her sister is really so bad that I can't stand it at all.

But I couldn't do anything, I didn't know what I had to do and what I could do......

*

Seeing this, Ye Ying closed the diary with a "bang", her heart throbbed and hurt, she was already full of tears, she had difficulty breathing, and felt like a thorn was stuck in her throat.

Recalling all the things she had done to Ye Xiao before, she regretted it a lot.

"Knock Knock Knock ......"

She clenched her fists and pounded the couch, her heart as if it were torn open.

Ye Xiao is innocent, he is not as pampered and proud as other children, he enjoys the "excessive" love of his parents, and has always been thinking about her wholeheartedly.

As soon as she thought of the contents of the diary, Ye Ying hated to strangle herself immediately. She suddenly thought of the scene where she was going to throw the other party away that day, and even in that case, the babbling Ye Xiao still grabbed her clothes and just wanted her to hug her.

Looking back on the past thirty years, more than twenty years since Ye Xiao was born, Ye Ying suddenly didn't know what she was doing.

Did she do the things that she did to Ye Xiao that could be done by people?

But can you blame her?

No!

Having a second child is not to give up reincarnation, in this matter, it is the fault of the parents. If they had been able to face up to this problem from the beginning and give the right guidance, it would never be the scene it is today.

Although her heart ached, Ye Ying still forced herself to see the end of the diary. It was in the last article that she suddenly noticed something different.

She pondered the last few sentences several times, and it always felt a little weird.

The diary reads: I seem to have found something amazing, and I have to tell the professor tomorrow. But I'm afraid I won't live long. Before I die, I wish I could sit down and have a meal together as a family. I didn't want to die, but this time I can't help it. What should I do, I said that I would protect my sister for the rest of my life, I am really unwilling! I should ......

This passage came to an abrupt end, Ye Yingzai stared at this passage carefully for a long time, and she found that there was a pause at the end. I guess I haven't finished writing yet, but I suddenly left here because of something.

Her heart thumped and tightened instantly.

"Han Zhi!"

Ye Ying bounced up from the sofa and walked back and forth in the room, chattering incessantly: "Ye Xiao's death is not an accident, it is not an accident, there must be other things in this." Han Zhi must have lied to me. But what can't Ye Xiao find out, could it be that his death has something to do with what he found out? Calm down, yes, yes, diary!"

So saying, she turned back to the couch, scrambled to pick up the diary from the ground, and shuddered to the last page, pondering the few words.