Chapter Twenty-Four: Finally I Opened My Mouth
I know in advance that I know bad things, and people often say that I have a hunch that is stronger than anyone else before, and I put it
After the "yang eye" was turned off, I had a worse premonition than ordinary people, and my memory was getting worse and worse, and I could forget it in the blink of an eye if I put something somewhere, maybe I shouldn't turn it off.
I'll be scared to death if I don't turn it off. Maybe I'm destined to be alone. Soon it's time to go to self-study, and I'm always restless, and I can't find a reason, so I'm waiting at the bottom of the stairs as usual.
"What's wrong?I'm so upset, no!No!I'm not right, it's nothing, maybe I've been under a lot of pressure lately!Are you studying?Maybe!, I'll walk with you today!Well!Okay!Let's go for a walk around the back of school!Okay! We've been silent all the way, you're talking! I don't know what I'm going to say! How is Sister Tao doing, it's normal! Your brother is so busy, he doesn't have time to accompany her, he goes to class normally, and he dates normally on weekends, so what about the little busy? It seems that it's good with Ah Jun, why do you ask others, yourself? What the hell is wrong with you? You say what your father will think if our relationship is known to you, I don't know this, maybe I support or maybe oppose it, do you say that close relatives can't get married? What the hell, your family and my family are not related, it's my grandmother who recognizes your grandfather as my brother, that is, your grandfather's mother is my grandmother's godmother, oh! I see! But I still have some entanglements in my heart, okay! You just get entangled, I'll go back to sleep, don't! Don't! I took her hand and didn't let her go, we were silent for a long time, and after I let go of her hand, Ya came and said, let's break up, we are relatives, and I don't think I want to be with you much for the rest of my life, you!"
"Didn't you say that we are relatives! What are you talking about?" Ya turned his head and left, and gradually his back disappeared into the wind, leaving me alone in the cold wind, it was early winter, and I didn't have time to change my clothes, and I sneezed vigorously, am I wrong?
What did I do wrong? Maybe I was young and vigorous, I didn't send her a message, she didn't pay attention to me anymore, she fell out of love, huh!
You've finally opened your mouth. Could it be that our year-old relationship is over? Could it be that all the mountain alliances and sea oaths are fake?
I kept asking myself, this is my most serious, it's my first love. To whom do the amorous people give their souls?
I gave so much and loved her so much, and yet I received this result. The cold wind cut my face mercilessly as if he didn't want money, no!
I'm going to buy a bottle of wine to drink, wine, I haven't touched it for a long time, Ya said she doesn't like drinking and smoking boys, I quit, I have to drink today, do you want to find a friend to come along?
Forget it, don't look for it, it's good to be alone, I came to Ya's residence, there was a small shop, I took a few bottles of beer, and I saw that the lights in Ya's house were on, should I go knock on the door, go?
It's what she said first, what's the matter with me, I'm not wrong, I just want to talk to her about what is in my heart, is it necessary for her to be so ruthless?
No, I won't say anything about killing me, and I won't admit my mistakes. Screwing the beer, I came to the station, the current station has just been built, a lot of places are stone construction waste, find a place and squat, drink a bottle of wine, I drink in such a cold wind, can you feel it?
It's you! It's you who led me into the ranks of lovers, why do you do this to me, the wind is still blowing mercilessly, at this moment, I don't care about the cold, it seems that I feel beyond the Three Realms.
Hypocrisy! It's 1 a.m. when I look at my phone. Ya still didn't call me, it seems that she is really ruthless to this point, should I go to the guardian, open up my potential, what kind of love with people, find a ghost to fall in love maybe not betray, and finally reason overcame herself, and she didn't do such a stupid thing.
I didn't know how I got home. The next day, there were more than 20 phone calls from Ya.
I'm so glad that she was still calling me, give her back, no!
"Hey, didn't you break up? Divide you big head ghost, I'm Sister Tao, what's wrong with you and Ya? You come to see her, I don't go to class, I fall asleep, I came back last night and kept crying, what's wrong with you? Come here, I'm going to class, don't you have to go to class? Oh! I don't want to go to class either, let it be! Come over quickly, um! You go to class, I'll come at once, don't worry. "So Ya is calling me like that!
I'm happy and I don't know what to do, what to do, just tell her, admit my mistakes.
Boy, take the initiative, I got up and washed up, and bought breakfast, and I saw Ya sitting at home, and I came into the house.
"Hehe! Get up so early! What time is it, it's a little cold, you wear more, what's the matter with you, didn't you say everything? You broke up, why did you come to me, you said the breakup, and I didn't agree to it, right? Divorce still needs to be agreed by both parties! What do you say! Which one is married to you, and both parties agree. I sat next to me, twisting her nose, hating not to make my nose, don't be angry, you say no, don't be angry, do you know how much pressure I have to be with you? I know how much pressure I have to be with you? I know that the pressure at home and school, as long as we truly love each other, there is no difficulty that cannot be overcome, I am wrong, I can't do it, I just know that I am wrong. ”
"Give me a chance, okay? Okay! What do you guarantee it?" I thought to myself, MD is not my fault, and it is not what I said about breaking up, how can everything be mine in the end.
Can men and women still be equal?
"This is the talisman that my mother asked me for, I will give it to you, and I will throw it away next time I make a mistake, really? Are you really willing to give it to me? I will give it to you, I am reluctant to throw it away! I want to keep it well, take it out and look at it when I miss you, don't look at it, I am always by your side." "Hugging together is nothing.
"Don't ignore me in the future, okay, no matter what fault you have, you have to call me first, okay! As long as you don't get angry, I'll promise you anything." Do you know? What do I know? I was behind you last night, and you can see me as soon as you look back, and you just don't look back, and you keep walking forward, ah! You're behind me? Why don't I feel it at all? Can you live well? God! Why didn't you go back when it was so cold yesterday, I didn't drink cold, but you didn't drink? I can't help anyone call me like you idiot! I'm really stupid, I should look back so that we don't have so much pain in each other. You got drunk in the end, and I carried you back, do you know how heavy you are? Ahhh I've made you suffer, I can understand what is on your mind, please don't drink next time? See how much I drank like that, do you know how many tears I shed in the back? How cold it is, how painful you are, how much my heart hurts, you know? Fortunately, I wear a lot, tears roll in my eyes, I laugh as I speak, my heart hurts, I am such a big fool, how bitter and tired it is to love someone, you know? I keep apologizing, I almost slapped myself, don't do this in the future, okay?" Two people who love each other hugging each other again, hugging is the best expression at this moment, what relatives, what ghosts don't matter, my heart eyes are very small, small enough to only accommodate you, my eyes can't accommodate sand, but can put you.
Love is the most amazing thing in the world.
"No matter how much love is smooth sailing, it all needs to be cultivated. Is it okay for you and me to double cultivate? Do you want to become immortals? Haha! Then we are fairy daughters! Yes! Yes. What time is it, yo! Before I know it, it's almost time for class to end, Sister Tao should be out of class, it's time to cook, you eat here, okay? I can't ask for it! My daughter-in-law's cooking must be eaten. Let's go buy some groceries. "Along the way, I was thinking, it's good that nothing happened to Ya, how dangerous it would be for her to come back so late, and if something happens, I won't die ten times."
I remember I turned around! Why didn't I see Yah? Could it be that I was blinded by something? Somebody was doing something wrong?
But she said I was telling me what I was doing, maybe I drank too much, and I didn't drink at first.
If it weren't for Ya, I might not even be able to go back home, no wonder I don't know when I get home, I still don't look back in the middle of the night, I am cold when I think about it.
"Hey, what's wrong with you? Why don't you keep your mind, no! I was thinking about how to tell the teacher in the afternoon why I didn't go to class in the morning, and I was going to be recorded as absent from class, and I blamed you" secretly told myself that I must use my life to protect her, and I will never let her get hurt again.
Ya's temper is really weird, why don't you say it? Turn around and leave, next time it won't be like this, it's too dangerous, I don't want to make her angry anymore, I have such a beautiful girlfriend, and she likes me so much, what do I have to complain about.
Die love her, must,
"What kind of food do you like to eat? I think it's okay to get an egg to boil tomato soup and some vegetables, how can it be, it's not nutritious, how about we get a braised pork, cold vegetables, and chicken legs? Hey! You're not afraid of being fat? You're going to raise me to be fat! That's right! If you get fat, no one will earn you with me, you'll always be mine, you're too ruthless, this is a personal vendetta to be announced! Hehe! I'm a sinner! I have to show that I'm wrong. Yes, good attitude to admit mistakes. I've forgiven you, but you haven't forgiven me for a long time! What do you say? Look at your performance. Okay, I'm going to behave well, how about I make a promise with my body? Ah! It's not me who loses like this? Hehe! The body will pay you back? Hey! Take advantage of me and ignore you! Hehe!" We talked and laughed along the way, like a young couple.