Chapter 25: Where Am I?
The weather is cold, going to school is a painful thing, and then this semester we are going to enter the second year of high school, I heard the teachers say that the school will move the entire school in the next semester, the specific time is waiting for the notice, many students are curious, we are going to graduate, and come to this one, all kinds of discussions in the class.
Most of them are melon-eating people, afraid that the world will not be chaotic, find a breakthrough in it, and use what excuse to not have to go to class.
As long as the teacher doesn't stop, the two students sing and harmonize, let the teacher keep talking about the problem, and the students who don't like to learn hope that the teacher will say something unrelated to learning to satisfy their addiction.
In order to satisfy the curiosity of my classmates, I also echoed it, you said I asked, half of the class was wasted by us, and I was divided into classes in the second semester of the first year of high school, my grades were relatively good, and I was admitted to the fast class, and I have been used as a model by the former class teacher, saying that I study diligently, and also said in front of the class that I must be the happiest when I grow up.
I can't remember anything else he said, but I remember it, but is it true? True or not, I'm glad to say it anyway.
So I have to wait downstairs every night. I haven't been to their class to look for her, for fear of causing her trouble, high school love is an underground party, and the school knows that she is going to be expelled.
It's because of the class assignment that I feel that I am a lot stranger with Ya, Ya often says in my ear, I can't keep up with you if you are so good, you are admitted to a good university, what should I do?
No, I will be with you, and I will be in the same school. Don't worry about these little things, okay?
Nothing stands up to time. Coming to the fast class is no longer the object of the teacher's attention, here is the fast-paced learning, English is my hard injury, every time I am called up by the teacher to answer questions, I don't know if I ask three questions.
It's embarrassing to make yourself. The kind of students whose grades are also in the middle of the fast class, if it weren't for the lag in English, I would have been at the front.
Then I made the bold decision to come down to the same class as Yazai myself. In the second semester of our first year of high school, we were going to choose liberal arts and sciences, because Asia chose liberal arts, and I also chose liberal arts, in fact, I was better at science than liberal arts, and I didn't want to have a trace of estrangement with her.
I didn't tell her why I was brushed off until later. My reasoning is that I can't keep up with the pace of fast shifts.
She didn't ask much, and I didn't say much. Finally got out of class, it was too cold, I was wearing a red down jacket, as usual I was waiting downstairs for Ya, less than 10 minutes, there was no one in the stairs, because it was too cold I put my hands in my pockets, vaguely I saw a girl in red clothes on the side of the ladder, because Ya was also wearing red clothes today, I thought it was Ya I went closer to see, I walked for a long, long time to get to her side, look at a few steps, why walk so long.
I thought it was Ya, so I shouted as I walked, but she never promised me. I'm slowly approaching,
"Ya is it? I called you, why didn't you promise me? I didn't dare to decide if it was Ya when I didn't see my face, why should I be so tired when I was so close? I thought about it, something was wrong, and I said, I'm sorry I recognized the wrong person, wear more on such a cold day. The woman wore very little, giving people the impression of being light and fluttering, and a cold wind blew into her heart when she was close.
It makes you keep chilling. Thinking that Ya had never thought about that, she finally spoke when I was about to leave, but she never turned her face to me.
Do you know how hard it is for me to see you? Why does the voice look so much like Ya? Ya is you? No, it's you, how can you say no, turn your face and I'll see, no!
Why? Because! I'm so ugly and scared of you, I'm sure I'm Ya at this voice, but I can't believe it, Ya's hair isn't that long, Ya isn't that tall!
The figure is about the same as Ya, slightly thinner, wears very little, and the season is reversed, and the voice of the voice is unusually harsh, although it is very similar to Ya's voice.
I didn't dare to get closer, I was about two meters away from her.
"She's so cold" she finally turned her face to me, but it was all covered by her hair, can't I think about this situation in that way?
md I met something, I ran away, and she kept calling me in a sub-voice, "Sword, sword, what are you running?"
Don't you look at my face? At this moment, my legs are weak, my heart is about to beat down, and my face is covered with sweat.
The clothes are wet on such a cold day, what a concept. Keep saying that how hard it is for me to meet you?
You know what? You have to help me, you have to help me, otherwise I won't be able to get out of this school, I didn't get in, I didn't get in, I'm even more sure I'm getting dirty, didn't I ask the Guardian to help me close?
How can you still see this, is he a ghost? No matter how I run, I go up and down that stairwell, down the stairs and up again.
I'm soaking wet. In the end, I couldn't run, so I simply stopped running, and when I was two meters away from her, I stopped, not daring to approach.
"Tell me, what are you looking for me, you must know who I am, you must know! I don't know what I'm looking for you!" she spoke to me in a sub-voice, and I felt a little less afraid.
Face to me is full of long hair, I know in my heart what she is, but I don't debunk it. Give yourself some imagination.
"Do you know what? How difficult it is for me to see you? How difficult it is to ask for time, place, and your thoughts, if you don't keep thinking about that person, you can't see me, I can't let you see me, I'm very fragile, if it weren't for such a cold day, I wouldn't be able to condense, what you are looking at is the portrait of the person you think in your heart, then how can you be taller than Ya, and your figure is better than her! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to. The body is my own, and my face and voice are imagined and transformed by your mind. Her face gradually revealed, and sure enough, it was exactly the same as Ya. "It's like an image carved out, with Yaya's angelic face and figure, a man will think about it.
"Don't think about it! I know what you're thinking, so I slapped myself involuntarily, apologized and said I'm sorry! Say, if there is anything I can help you, it's very simple, can you help me call the police? Call the police? Yes, take my body back to my parents, it should be the bones. I was buried under that willow tree, it was too damp, and I said to myself, MD ghosts are afraid of moisture, isn't it the wetter the better?
"Ghost" but not so scared at first. And I was admitted to the school, telling my parents not to worry, I will study hard.
This is my admission letter, no, you see, I take it to see that it is an admission letter for junior high school, are you admitted to a university?
Yes, yes, you're great, you're good, come on! Have you ever seen a girl playing basketball on the basketball court, yes!
How do you know? That girl is actually me, I am a sports student, the teacher said that I am not good luck in basketball, so I told me to practice well, I thought that no one saw my efforts, a while ago I always felt that someone could see me, you are one in ten thousand
"The People of Jiuyang" can only be seen by you, so I found you, and then you stopped watching me play basketball, it's not that I don't watch it, it's that I don't want to watch it anymore, I want to be an ordinary person.
After waiting for a long time, I finally waited for today, today, the weather is more special, plus this time point, place, and such a cold weather today, so you can see me.
I see, should I be happy? or unlucky? Where do you say your ashes are? Under the willow tree in the playground?
It wasn't a playground before, it was a hill behind the girls' dormitory? Oh! I don't know this, which class are you?
Class of '98?Are you killed?Do you need me to help you overturn the case?No, I committed suicide, I didn't get in, and this admission letter is also myself, deceive yourself!
You don't understand, my parents are both teachers, I can't pass the exam, I am embarrassed to them, I have no face to see them, alas!
Is it so important to get into a good school in tragedy? It is more important to me than life, alas! ”
"Senior brother, you don't know, this title feels so old. My family education is stricter, my father is more good-looking, plus they are all teachers, you know, I can't face them and choose to commit suicide, I regret seeing them so sad, but there is no regret medicine in the world. My parents bought me an old home near the school, and buried me there, who knows, my mother was afraid that I would be lonely, so she planted a willow tree there, the sunny day was fine, but the rain was so damp that I couldn't be reincarnated. That's why I tried my best to find you and remove me, the humidity is too heavy, it's not easy to choose someone, I'm too heavy, and it's easy to have a difficult birth. Oh! I see, I'll call the police tomorrow and let the police deal with it, why don't you drag your dream to your parents? They were later promoted and went to the city, and your parents had to know about this before they could move, so I asked you to help! Okay, I'll do it for you tomorrow, don't worry! Well, there really is another world in this world? I don't know about this, I don't have a pass, I haven't gone out, you move me out, I can get a pass. Actually, if you believe it, if you don't believe it, you can't, you can see me, and it's because you're special that you can see me. Why do you wear so little, how much do I wear, it's not up to you to decide? I am the illusion of your mind, out of the body is my original appearance, the face and voice are determined by your imagination, so what do you have that you can decide? Yes The mind is my own, it turns out that I am so bad, I want to wear so little, denim shorts, tank top, it is so sexy. No, it's too little, she's going to catch a cold, no, it's not really her, you think about it, you know what I'm thinking? Are you stupid, I've figured it out, don't you know what you're thinking? Okay! I'm much calmer now, I'm not so scared, but I'm more or less scared. Is there anything else you do? No, how am I going to repay you? Or else? I'm in love, I've never been in love, I've never experienced anything like that. Don't, don't!"
"I have nothing to repay you, only wish my junior brother a safe life, you will definitely be the happiest person, I know, you are destined to be extraordinary, right? Don't praise me to the sky, I will be proud." Really, time will tell, so where am I now? Why can't I get out? Guess where you are? She nodded, oh my!
Where am I?
"It's not like that? You came up with it, you're waiting for you, I brought you here, and I've only been able to talk to you for so long in this place, so didn't I just keep going around the grave? Aren't you stupid? This is called a ghost covering your eyes, in fact, I covered your eyes with my hands just now. I'm scared to think about it, what are you afraid of, don't think about it, otherwise the picture won't be so beautiful! I'll try to overcome myself and think more about my beautiful encounter with Ya, that's right. Do you want to know what I look like? I look more beautiful than you! Make sure you don't promise by body, I want to see your true face! Forget it by promise, I love me very much" I saw her face suddenly become another person, it was really beautiful, it was still that set of clothes, her face was a standard melon seed face, and the eyes under her eyelids were watery, which made people can't help but want to kiss her.
The chest is slightly raised, although it is not convex and backward, but it is better than convex and backward, slim and elegant, like a budding rose, bewitching and pure.
It is obvious that Malacca, the collarbone is obviously protruding, the navel eyes are smart, not to mention how good the skin is, her skin is like a boiled egg, white and tender, smooth, and her face feels a little watery, moist and moist.
Don't say how thin the waist is, don't say how sexy the lips are, and how flowing the long hair is. It's not an exaggeration to put grace on her at all, and the current stars are just like that.
This is how it feels like the soul of the legend has been snatched away!
"I'm the school flower of our school, you don't want it to be cheap." If I promised her, wouldn't I be doing that kind of thing in the graveyard, and what would I be holding?
I didn't dare to think about it, and I slapped myself a few times, sober and sober, and gave her a gentlemanly but not lewd sentence.
"I'll leave if there's nothing to do, don't you think about it? Forget it, I can't be blessed, my first time can only be given to the person I love the most, sure enough, it's a gentleman, I also test you, I'm not such a casual person, I don't know how many people chase me, I refuse them all. The only way out is to study well, I think so. "It's good that I'm firm enough, otherwise I don't know how I would have died."
"Remember what you promised me tonight," my eyes lit up, oh my God! Where am I? I'm really in the grave mountain, and there are graves everywhere.
I flashed back and ran to school, waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs. I hugged Ya from afar, this is the real person, this is steadfast, flesh and blood and breath.
Looking up at Ya, what is her face, remember what was promised me, and I quickly pushed Ya away.
I was so scared that I didn't even lose my soul.
"Hey, what's wrong with you, I wiped my eyes, yes, what's wrong with you? You're wet, it's so cold, where did you get so much mud. The mouth too. Where to get mud all over, nose too. It turns out that I've been playing with mud, wow sai, can't afford to play. It's good that I didn't meet evil spirits, otherwise I would have eaten mud in the grave mountain for a night, and then I would have died. It's scary to think about. Where have you just been? I've been waiting for you for half an hour, I've just fallen into a ditch, oh my god! Ya stared at me with those big eyes, muddy me as she spoke, and her heart was indescribably moved.
It's still my sub-beautiful, but fortunately I don't have a lust for it, otherwise I wouldn't have my life to come back. Tonight is a life.