Dark wounds
After Sunday, that is, on the evening of April 28th, I watched two movies in one go, such two movies are called "Dou Yan" and "The Past of Youth", after watching these two movies, my tears can't help but flow like a river bursting the embankment, and it has been flowing for a long time.
I like to watch some simple youthful feelings, sometimes I don't know why, but I really like to watch such plots and films, and finally I find that every time I watch it, I will burst into tears, sometimes I will think of my own experience, and sometimes I can't help the heartache, this may be reminding myself of the memories of the past, and sometimes I don't watch movies for a long time, and I will forget my heartache, sometimes I can't think of my past at all, I can't think of my heartache, and I can't feel my feelings, and sometimes I find that I watched some films with similar feelings, I saw someone else's love story, and I found my heartache!
Looking at other people's stories, I shed my own tears, but when I read so many stories, I found that I still see the feelings when I am full, and when I see those moving pictures, I think of my thrilling past, in fact, it is similar to others, everyone has their own emotional experience, everyone has their own inner dark wounds, these scars are like an invisible wound, when we don't touch it, so we will feel less pain, and sometimes I find that when we touch it, my life is still so painful, it is like the wound is not completely healed, and we will still be sad because of the pain of our wounds, just because our wounds have not healed completely, and those completely healed wounds, when we watch romance movies, we will not have any feelings, that means that our wounds are completely healed, our wounds are also completely healed, there will be no feeling at all, even if you touch it again, there will be no feelings, and what we are most afraid of is the sadness in our hearts。
I remember a movie I watched during that time, that is, Liu Tong's "Whose Youth Is Not Confused", and I will still cry for the feelings in the film!
Sometimes I also found out the real feelings of the other party, and I also feel very sad and sad, and this time, because I haven't watched a romance movie for a long time, sometimes because I don't have time, sometimes because I have all kinds of other things, today is also because I have a holiday, I relaxed all of a sudden, and I felt that I didn't enjoy watching the first film, so I watched another film, both of which are about youth romance films, and I found myself in tears after watching them, and it was half past eleven after watching it, but I was lying in bed, Let the tears flow mercilessly, their emotional wounds, or have always existed, or have always been, I am also hurt because of this, sometimes I find that after a long time, my wound seems to have healed, but when I really have a little touch, I found that I am still sad, very sad, and when I don't usually think about it, I still feel like the wound has healed, everything has passed, and it has become a memory, but then I found out that these have not passed at all, or the hardest thorn in my heart, has been stinging myself, stinging my own sadness, stinging his sadness.
In fact, each of us has our own secret wounds, from when we are very young to when we grow up, in the process of each of our inner feelings, there will be feelings, no matter which person, no matter what kind of feelings, will have a certain impact on our lives, some are family affection, some are love, some are friendship, but I found that the most hurtful must be love!
Sometimes, it will make us really hurt, and sometimes it will make us feel sad, but sometimes we find that there is love in real life, there is pain, not that if you protect the other party, you will not let the other party be hurt, in many cases, in real life, with love, there is care, there is pain, and every look, every action, every inadvertent moment, will cause pain to the other party, to the other party to cause sentimentality, this may be our inadvertent, but such damage will always exist。
Sometimes we find that the sadness in our hearts seems to have been erased and will not hurt anymore, but later we find that there is still a kind of pain, or we will feel sad because of the pain in our hearts, and feel sad, but how should we face our internal injuries, face our own sadness, that is, don't touch it, and sometimes find that if I insist on watching the TV series or movies that I like to watch, maybe I won't think of my past events, I will remember my past memories, and it will not cause my inner pain and memories of the past, So if it's really like this and touch, maybe your wound is like a dark wound, and it will never hurt, but many times we still can't help but want to see something about feelings, but after watching it, we still feel that our emotional experience is similar to that in the film, or the same place, which resonates with us and arouses our memories of our own feelings?
Therefore, it is still necessary to change yourself at the right time, so that you can become a person with a strong heart, instead of being like this, and being hurt every time you recall your own secret wounds and recall your past events.