I really felt like everything was turning things around, and I felt like I was completely skinned, cramped and blood-sucking.

But I will always remember this, and I will always understand that those wanderings in the depths are my fate, and this is the fate that I cannot escape.

When I was fully conscious, I realized what I had lost, what I had lost was the most precious thing, I was clutching the sheet, I wanted to cry, I was so desperate that I really wanted to jump out of this window.

I really hated it, if I had a dagger in my hand, I wouldn't hesitate to rush over, but I didn't, I can only grit my teeth and glare at him now.

Ye Jingbei finally walked out of this bathroom, wearing a white wide robe, and a cigarette in his mouth, looking at me, a kind of carelessness.

"It's early now, don't be in a hurry, you can wash this up and go back, and the way you are now can easily let people know what happened to you, but if you don't mean to. ”

I really wanted to chop him myself, I could use whatever I wanted, I could even bite him with my teeth, kick him with my feet, and even jump from the window in a way that I ended up with.

When he walked in on me, I really wanted to grab a lamp next to it, and I thought I could just smash something on it, but my whole body was shaking with fear, and I didn't have any strength at all.

He patted me on the shoulder, and smiled with an incomprehensible smile.

"Don't forget that our cooperation has officially begun, we should have a spirit of cooperation contract, then please be on time tomorrow and don't be late, otherwise you will know what the consequences are, I don't want my information to be handed to you to an anti-corruption bureau, and I'm not sure if I will do it, of course it depends on my mood." ”

Then I got home in a completely unknown way, and it wasn't until late at night that I knocked on the door, and I opened the key as if nothing had ever happened, and there was no trace of anything.

When I got home, my aunt and uncle and cousins were already asleep, and I stood and gently opened the door with the key and returned to my room, and I put my head deep in this garment.

I let myself let myself cry out loud, crying all the time, crying until I don't know when I fell asleep.

Because I felt like I was really no longer who I was, I had lost what was most precious.

I slept at home all day this morning.

At 6:00 p.m., my aunt tapped on my room door and said that I was going to make up for the lesson, and that I must be allowed to come over on time, I just said that I might be dizzy and there was no time to think about it.

I was in my room and I heard my aunt calling each other and apologizing all the time, and it was very loud.

"I'm very sorry, I really feel sorry for this gentleman, because it just so happens that our child is sick, so I may not be able to make up for your child in time. ”

And I felt that my aunt didn't know a source of this matter at all, as if she didn't know anything about it at all.

I suddenly understood that it was very likely that this was a set distance, and I thought that in the future, I would have a lot to do with Ye Jingbei, and he set this trap for me to jump off at the beginning!

I never expected that Ye Jingbei would have such a means, and he had such a strong ability, and he would have such a powerful friend to help him make a human body in this area, and even such an important friend as this uncle would hide it from his uncle.

What is this thing for? Is it just to set up a situation that is so complicated? I have completely exhausted so much spirit and spent so much effort, what kind of person am I, I don't want everyone to treat me in this way, I am just a lonely, a poor woman, an orphan who has lost her parents, such a sad environment, they still haven't let me go, or am I a human being?

On Monday I went to school in a panic, I tried to forget about it, I tried to think it was just a nightmare, I tried to hypnotize myself, I wanted it to be like a nightmare, everything was gone.

Of course, I can't tell my uncle and aunt about this, I don't want them to worry, and I don't want them to be sad, and then I didn't choose to call the police, I think this matter, this Ye Jingbei must be able to do it, and this thing may not be a lie.

The only relatives in my world are my uncle and aunt, although they do not provide me with a very rich way of life, but they have left me a dark cloud, so that I can have a resting place in this world, and I feel grateful enough for these things.

Because I don't have my own difficulties, I don't want to talk about it, because these things affect my uncle, so I can only bear it silently, and I just step on a piece of on the road.

I tried my best to dissuade myself, I tried my best to make myself feel that this really didn't happen in the past, it was just an episode, and I could go to school as if nothing had happened, it didn't matter, nothing happened.

I remember that after I only had three classes that day, I called me on my mobile phone at noon, and told me in a crying voice, saying that something big had happened in my house, saying what to do, saying that the sky was going to fall.

I was also very flustered at the time, I asked what happened, and then my friend told me that I didn't know why, and suddenly a court summons came from the Public Security Bureau saying that my uncle might be suspected of corruption, and now he should be brought to the bureau as a suspect to interrogate the situation and make a written document!

My whole body trembled at that time, and I realized that this was not a nightmare, this was a real thing, because what Ye Jingbei said last night was completely true, and now I just didn't promise him.

After me, I immediately hung up the phone, turned around and called Ye Jingbei.

Ye Jingbei seems to have never happened, it's all the same, it seems to be just a simple greeting like usual, as if he has returned to his very simple.

"Tonight is a weekend, the environment is good, I have booked a place, are you interested in having dinner together?"

Ye Jingbei is really a devil, a complete devil!

Truly he wants to beg me for mercy, and I have to do what he asks, and I have to do what he wants, and I can't go against it.

I had to take an afternoon off that afternoon because his assistant had already brought me a plane ticket, and I had to take off immediately to the seaview bungalow on the Sanya beachfront for a dinner with a night view.

Years later, I found out that there was one of his villas in that seaside city, and I had lived there all the time, and of course it was only my worst nightmare, I never thought I would be in it, and there really was a sense of fiction that would be imprisoned in a certain place.

Three days and three nights!

Constantly satisfied!

Now once I see the sea, I will have a feeling of wanting to vomit, I will tremble all over, really as long as I even watch this video, I don't want to watch those scenes of the sea, I will be carefree to think about those nightmares that happened in three days, ordinary things.

I even think of the stormy waves in my dreams, and the waves that swept me straight into the depths of the Pacific Ocean, and smashed me to pieces, and I had already experienced the most embarrassing, latest, and painful three days of my life.

Later, when I returned to the city three days later, when I returned home, I realized that my uncle and aunt were safe again, and I heard that it was just a misunderstanding.

It's just that I am the only one who knows what this misunderstanding has experienced, what kind of misunderstanding it has begun, and what kind of end it has ended.

In this way, I became a person he called at any time, no matter what happened, no matter where I was, as long as he called me, I had to be on the go

No one knows this lightless relationship between me and him, no one knows what I have suffered here, what I have tortured, what I have encountered.

I even think of me that way sometimes, but it's just a curious look in his mind, and one day he might get tired of it and kick me away, and that's when I'm really free, and that's when I really open the shackles on my hands.

But I was really disappointed, I really waited for three years, not a day that I didn't look forward to, but in the end I didn't wait until then I finally announced my impatience by suicidal behavior.

It wasn't until the sharp fruit knife that day cut my pulses that I felt how admirable my courage was, why should I wait three months later? I even started to shake my pulse.

Later, this incident made the doctor very angry, and he looked at me like a messenger from hell and said fiercely.

"I tell you, you must understand that there are some things that you will pay a price if you don't have a contract spirit at all, and I will soon get tired of you, maybe half a year or less than a month, and soon you can get out of here, and if you use this way to attract my attention, I advise you not to do foolish things. ”

This sentence of his had an extremely important joke for me, and I really felt that one day he might get tired of me, so I began to listen to him obediently, and obediently began to pretend to be an expression on the inside and outside, obediently like those girls, and seemed to be very special and romantic.

I'm performing with a very clumsy acting, and I hope I'll get out of this house tomorrow.