I endured it to this day, I really endured all this, until today, I followed Han Liu to tell those very unbearable scenes that had happened, in fact, I have been imagining for a long time, if Han Liu knew these things that had happened to me, if Han Liu really knew, would he not hesitate to take my hand and go away to the end of the world, would he directly wear rainbow armor to save me.

In fact, when I talk about this kind of thing, I say it intermittently, and when I have a lot of liver and intestines, I can't express a thing very well, and my speech is fragmented and messy with the things that have happened to me.

There are some things that I don't know how to express in words, because there are so many things that I really can't speak, and if I do, I feel a kind of shame that I can't put into words.

And after Han Liu heard these things, he held my hand tightly, his eyes were full of anger, I felt that his eyes were red, I felt that he was going to do something very out of the ordinary, in fact, I already knew, if I told Han Liu, he would definitely save me.

If Han Liu knew, he would definitely take me away from the world.

If Han Liu knew, he would definitely protect me safely.

If Han Liu knew, he would definitely not make me sad from now on.

I used to deceive myself over and over again in this way, and in this way I gave myself some kind of illusion, and let myself have a chance to survive in this fantasy. I even deceived myself, like I could get a back of Han Liu at a certain moment, in fact, I knew that I really knew that my brother was the best person in the world for me, and he would never allow me to live so down.

Han Liu suddenly slammed the wall hard, kicking it hard with his foot, beating it so hard, kicking so hard, as if punching and punching, kicking away the wall as if he was venting his strong anger.

I tried hard to hold him down, but he shook me off, I saw his fist, his feet were oozing some blood, I was afraid that I would grab him tightly, but he was still kicking vertically, and he might feel a little calm in this way.

I was really shocked inside, because every kick and punch he threw was like hanging in my heart.

I rushed up again and again to stop him from being crippled, and he threw it away again and again, and I just desperately used this way to show my stupid blood, and little by little penetrated this wall.

Then after he dug out the pile like a trapped beast, I was scared and I was really scared, he might make a more obvious hurtful move, and I finally rushed up again, grabbed him tightly from behind, and controlled his behavior.

He turned around and immediately began to cry in pain, so sad and sad that he cried more than me.

Seriously, I've never seen Han Liu so weak, I've never seen him cry like this, he hugged me like the most beautiful thing and was polluted.

The two of us hugged each other, cried to each other, which made us feel a kind of difficulty, and felt a supporting strength for each other, the two of us were like two small sails drifting in the sea, lonely looking for a sense of direction for each other.

His whole body trembled, and so did I.

I even put his head on top of my heart, and I kept comforting him.

Yes, I know that all this is really not a dream, I am really not fantasizing about all this, if Han Liu knew, he would definitely not give up on me, he would definitely take me to all this, and he would definitely not let me suffer like this again, I knew that this was real, it was definitely not my dream.

I hugged Han Liu, who was crying bitterly, and the two of us burst into tears, if he knew, he would definitely come back no matter what, and he would be able to see me.

Yes, Han Liu will always be in my heart.

I don't know how long I cried, I felt like I was crying very badly, I felt like I was unconscious all of a sudden, and when I woke up, I found myself lying on this sofa, I was covered with a thin quilt, and this Han Liu was also lying on the other end of the sofa, I felt that he was even sleeping with a frown and gritted his teeth.

I never expected him to roll over, and wrap the quilt very tightly, really like a lonely child, I didn't expect us to be together again in such a way after so many years.

It's okay, it's really good, so that I can snuggle up next to him without worry, and I watch him sleep quietly, which has become one of the best and most luxurious things in my life.

There is still some blood flowing on his hands, there are a lot of wound marks that were not bandaged just now, I got up and hurriedly went to find the medicine box, and when I was halfway through, I heard a phone ringing, I was afraid that it would affect Han Liu's sleep, I might have to take this mobile phone to see, in fact, his mobile phone was placed on the desk just now, and I saw the caller ID.

"Ouyang Bingbing. ”

I stared at the word blankly, and I knew that this thing had been like a basin of cold water, and I thought that I would immediately turn from chaos to reason.

Yes, why did I take Han Liu directly with me during this chaos, and escaped from this storm area regardless of it, I told Han Liu everything about everything, all the things, because I have suffered these pains alone and silently over the years, and it has made me have to consider that I can't continue any longer.

I'm really too selfish, I really feel like I'm really a bad woman, why should I tell Han Liu about this? Han Liu should have had a very happy and perfect life, a woman who loved him very much, and a perfect career.

But I selfishly told Han Liu about my own manager, he would definitely worry about my life, and he would definitely feel sorry for my life.

At that time, I just wanted Han Liu to know these things, maybe he would never leave me again.

I've forgotten that there is also an existence of Ouyang Bingbing.

I really shouldn't forget the existence of their relationship, they are a real couple, and his real girlfriend is Ouyang Bingbing, I am just an old friend for many years.

The story with him ended three years ago, and it has long been separated, how can I get along with him in such a relationship again.

The ringtone of the mobile phone finally woke Han Liu up, he sat up and watched, and I looked at the phone again.

I slowly handed him my phone.

I turned around and went to the bathroom, I turned on this faucet loudly, I didn't want to listen to these things, I wanted to immerse myself in this atmosphere, but he said he loved me, this is a lot of things I have forgotten, there is an Ouyang Bingbing between us.

To put it mildly, I'm a third party now.

I should be ashamed, I should be ashamed of myself, I should do myself This behavior is hateful, I have once again played the role of this third person, I have deeply hurt a woman, whether this matter is out of my own emotions or personal will, but this is what I have done very much that I feel that I can't even forgive.

Now I'm probably hurting another woman in the same way.

I will never forget the appearance of Ouyang Bingbing when she came to me, and I will always remember the loneliness, loneliness, loss and recovery when she smoked, a sense of helplessness.

It's really like the names described in the novel, when you love a man very much, your words and deeds will be reflected, especially when you smoke a cigarette, you will feel the taste of smoke.

I really feel very confident, I love his songs very much, I can selfishly hold on to Han Liu and let go a little bit, I really can't do it.

I am a vicious woman, I selfishly told this Han Liu all my behavior, so that he has a sense of guilt, so that he will have a sense of pity for women, I can go through this complexity, I must try to grasp this feeling as tightly as possible. Well.

I kidnapped him in a moral way.

I put this faucet bigger, I even put the splash bigger, maybe I can be so careless, I don't want to listen to what the two of them are saying, I don't want to listen to a word or I can cry here without any scruples, and no one knows.

That's the only way I can keep myself calm, keep the situation, I don't want to cry, I just want to be there.

It's been a long wait.

Han Liu knocked on the door of the room, I closed the water and opened the door, and I smiled at him with a nonchalant look, as if everything was that simple.

I think my laughter must have been worse than crying.

He looked at me, and I really even smiled at him, with a very tolerant and natural, but in my heart it was like a knife cutting drop by drop of blood.

He suddenly hugged me tightly in the sea, tightly, and we didn't say a word.

Neither of us mentioned Ouyang Bingbing again, both of us are selfish people, I don't even want to mention this woman for a moment, I think just let me relax, just a little time.

If you can, just let me go to hell, I'm already in hell anyway, and I don't care if I get worse.

I also hugged tightly, I was greedy to smell the faint fragrance on his body, and said that I want to remember this smell in my heart forever, I told myself, just a little bit, a lifetime.

I even fantasized that if I could, I would have a cancer like the heroine in the Korean drama, and die in the arms of this male protagonist with sadness and happiness like this.

Actually, that's a kind of happiness.

But reality will never be beautiful after all.

His wound made me feel sad, "Let's go, shall we go to the hospital to bandage the wound?"