Chapter 43: I Can't Go Back to Yesterday (43/100)
"I don't really know what to do anymore. ”
There are too many sad words in the world, but at this moment, it seems that only this one is particularly uncomfortable.
In fact, if a girl makes up her mind, even if she is reluctant, it is just some hypocritical words like "love". And that's just a foreshadowing before leaving.
But what level of despair would make a person who doesn't want to leave at all say such a thing?
tried his best to maintain his dignity, but he did lose completely, and he didn't even have a chance to turn the tables, so he could only try to show his sincerity.
In the end, it was better than what "love" and "like", and before retaining the last bit of dignity, he could only say this sentence so powerlessly and pleadingly.
"I don't really know what to do anymore. ”
Therefore, Wang Taika relented.
Zhi'en sauce has reached this point, and even if Wang Taika is hard-hearted, he can't be indifferent.
In other words, Wang Taika can be indifferent, but in that second, his reason disappeared and he said that sentence. But Zhi'en-chan seized this second, pounced on him and hugged it tightly, saying that he wouldn't let go of anything.
For the first time, Wang Taika felt that Zhien-chan's strength was so great. Because when Zhien-chan hugged Wang Taika, Wang Taika actually felt pain.
It's really a hard hug, for fear that everything is illusory just now and will disappear immediately. Zhien-chan didn't give Wang Taika a chance to regret it, just held it like this.
It wasn't until Wang Taika closed the door that Zhien-chan raised his head slightly.
When Wang Taika saw the expression on Zhienchan's face, he was also slightly gloomy.
A pair of eyes were already watery, crying red eyes, and tears were dripping down. It's obviously a tear, but when it falls, it looks like it has been smashed on the body, and it actually has weight.
It is said that there are no soft feelings in a hard city, life is not Lin Daiyu, and it will not be amorous because of sadness. But at this moment, Zhi'en sauce is so distressing and moving.
Wang Taika reached out and touched Zhien-chan's tears, sighed slightly and said, "No one is worthy of your tears, and people who are worthy of making you do this will not make you cry." ”
Zhi'en-chan shook her head: "If I don't shed tears, how do I know what kind of weight will it take? I just know that I should restrain my temper, be deliberately silent occasionally, and stop doing irreparable things because of impulse." ”
"Is it irretrievable?" said Wangtaika, "then you are not here now. ”
"Terrorists. Zhien-chan looked at Wang Taika and said with some fear: "I know what kind of person you are." To be precise, I didn't know until today that you are hateful and cruel enough. But I don't hate it, because I do too. I know I'm only going to humble you once, but I also know that you probably won't give me even a chance. I really don't know if I should be glad to be back or regret and lose face. ”
When Wang Taika heard this, he actually smiled: "You are really ...... Okay. Giving up what should be given up is helplessness, giving up what should not be given up is inability, not giving up should be given up is ignorance, not giving up should not be given up is persistence. What kind of person do you think, what kind of person am I? What kind of person are you?"
Zhien-chan didn't even think about it: "You were helpless when you gave up Victoria, and if you give up today, I will be incompetent." Now you don't give up Victoria is ignorance. I've been waiting for you at the door for so long, and I'm obsessed. ”
Wang Taika shrugged: "Actually, Song Coriander is a good person......
Zhien-chan said: "I know, she's very nice, I know. But whether it gets along or not is a matter of character, and it has nothing to do with character. Terrorists, everyone will be in a bad mood at times, and some people are just better at hiding than others. Me too. But that doesn't mean that some people deserve to be emotional trash cans. I don't care about others, and I can't care about them, but you can't. ”
Wang Taika pointed to the sofa inside: "No need for me to introduce you, find a place to sit down by yourself." ”
Zhien-chan looked at Wang Taika, then walked to the living room and sat down quietly.
Wang Taika poured a cup of hot water for Zhi'en sauce, then took out a bag of cold powder from his coat pocket, soaked it and put it in front of Zhi En sauce: "Drink some, prevent colds, it's a little bitter, but it works." ”
Zhien-chan pursed her lips and said, "Terrorist, don't you really blame me?"
Wang Taika didn't look at Zhien-chan, but said: "It's good that some things are clear in your heart, you don't need to verify them, and if you ask clearly, it's completely over." ”
Hearing this, Zhien-chan could only smile reluctantly.
Yes, yes, there are no impermeable walls, no beams that can't be hanged. Some problems cannot be solved because the way they are solved is accompanied by destruction.
Jieun-chan knows that although he has returned to this room again, he has really moved out of the heart of a terrorist.
After such a round of events, the two of them may not be able to return to the tacit understanding and intimacy they used to have. Even if you go back, you will have to pay a lot, even far more than the time it takes for Wang Taika and Zhi'en Chan to start from scratch.
Zhien-chan knew it in her heart, but she didn't have any other demands. She was almost completely abandoned, and she has already suffered from gains and losses.
The originally stable heart made waves, which gradually added a layer of haze to Zhien-chan's pupils. Just wait for the accumulation of time, and there will be a time of repayment.
Quietly drank the cold powder, and Zhien-chan just sat and didn't speak.
Wang Taika said: "You sleep in my room, I sleep on the sofa." ”
Jien-chan nodded, then asked, "Did you see the contents of that box?"
Wang Taika nodded: "Well, I saw it when I was cleaning, but it was all sundries, so I looked at it and threw it aside." ”
"Oh......" Jien-chan felt like she didn't know what to say anymore.
"Sleep, I have to go to work tomorrow. Wang Taika said, "You should have an announcement tomorrow, right?"
When Zhien-chan heard this, he suddenly remembered that his bodyguard was still waiting for him outside, so he hurriedly sent a message to the bodyguard, asking him to go back first and try to pick him up again tomorrow.
Wang Taika looked at Zhi'en-chan and sent a text message, but he didn't ask anything more, just cleaned up the sofa and his room, and then hugged the pillow here, planning to sleep on the sofa.
From the beginning to the end, no one mentioned the matter of Zhi'en-chan coming back to live. Wang Taika didn't mention it, and Zhienchan didn't mention it, and the two of them actually had an indescribable tacit understanding in this regard.
Zhien-chan stood up, and Wang Taika lay on the sofa and said, "By the way, turn off the light, thank you." ”
"Terrorists ......"
"Huh?"
"Good night. ”
"Hmm. ”